{"id":27215,"date":"2018-06-05T10:00:43","date_gmt":"2018-06-05T06:00:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27215"},"modified":"2018-06-05T14:56:28","modified_gmt":"2018-06-05T10:56:28","slug":"xalq-sairi-b%c9%99xtiyar-vahabzad%c9%99-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27215","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi B\u0259xtiyar VAHABZAD\u018f.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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B\u018fXT\u0130YARAM M\u018fN
\nS\u0259ninl\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn pay\u0131z\u0131nda sevdim, sevildim,
\nEl\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, ilk baharam m\u0259n.
\nArxanca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259n\u0259m s\u0259nin,
\nHarda q\u0259rar tutsan, orda varam m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Mey olsan, yan\u0131nda bir q\u0259d\u0259h ollam,
\nG\u00fcl olsan, \u00e7\u0259trini \u00f6p\u0259n meh ollam.
\nOt olsan, bir anda d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u015feh ollam.
\nDa\u011f olsan, zirv\u0259n\u0259 ya\u011fan qaram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qoyaram g\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259
\nBir yol aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 basd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yer\u0259.
\nE\u015fqindir ucaldan m\u0259ni g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259,
\nBu e\u015fqin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Sevgiy\u0259 h\u0259dd qoymaq, d\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcnahd\u0131r,
\nCahilin h\u0259r i\u015fi, s\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcnahd\u0131r.
\nE\u015fqi g\u00fcnah saymaq \u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcnahd\u0131r,
\nKim deyir, e\u015fqimd\u0259 g\u00fcnahkaram m\u0259n?<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn bir al\u0259ms\u0259n, e\u015fqin bir al\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n olan k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259 n\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r, n\u0259 q\u0259m!
\nS\u0259nsiz bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n b\u0259db\u0259xtiy\u0259m,
\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 d\u00fcnyada b\u0259xtiyaram m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Dekabr, 1962<\/p>\n

S\u018fN GETD\u0130N<\/p>\n

S\u0259n getdin, el\u0259 bil d\u00fcnya bo\u015fald\u0131
\nYaz da k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb getdi, yeri bo\u015f qald\u0131,
\nBahar \u00fcr\u0259yimi s\u0259nsiz q\u0131\u015f ald\u0131,
\nM\u0259n yaza vur\u011funam, q\u0131\u015f\u0131 neyl\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n

E\u015fqimi apar\u0131b s\u0259n getdin dem\u0259k,
\nE\u015fqsiz bir k\u00f6n\u00fcl n\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k?
\nSoyuq da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc o g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k
\nSin\u0259md\u0259n as\u0131lan da\u015f\u0131 neyl\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ayr\u0131y\u0131q, gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fck,
\nBirimiz t\u0259p\u0259yik, birimiz d\u00fcz\u00fck.
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fcn qa\u015f\u0131yla tanmar \u00fcz\u00fck,
\n\u018fg\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fck yoxsa, qa\u015f\u0131 neyl\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram, m\u0259n niy\u0259 s\u0259nsiz?
\nN\u0259 yer\u0259 baxmaram, n\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0259nsiz.
\nM\u0259n ki, kor olmu\u015fam h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 s\u0259nsiz,
\nKor g\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qa\u015f\u0131 neyl\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n

Mart 1967<\/p>\n

S\u018fN\u0130N D\u0130L\u0130ND\u018fN<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 bir e\u015fqin c\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kdik \u2013
\nAyr\u0131lsaq, g\u00fcn s\u00f6n\u0259r, il q\u0131nar bizi.
\nEni\u015f-yoxu\u015funu bir \u00f6td\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz
\nYollara n\u0259 dey\u0259k, yol q\u0131nar bizi.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n dedin, ba\u015flanan qurtars\u0131n g\u0259r\u0259k!
\nM\u0259n dedim, doymay\u0131r arzudan \u00fcr\u0259k!
\nBirg\u0259 \u0259kdiyimiz g\u00fcl\u00fc d\u0259rm\u0259s\u0259k
\nTikanlar \u0259l \u00e7alar, g\u00fcl qmar bizi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s deyil bu \u0259l\u0259m, bu k\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259.
\nEl\u0259din d\u00fcnyan\u0131 s\u0259n h\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259.
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259r dedin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259,
\nG\u0259l indi danlama, dil q\u0131nar bizi.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259dik naz\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fqin,
\nQ\u0131\u015f g\u0259lib, ya\u015fad\u0131q yaz\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fqin.
\nYamanca s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131q saz\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fqin,
\nBilm\u0259dik, ax\u0131rda tel q\u0131nar bizi.<\/p>\n

Dedin ki, e\u015fqiml\u0259 b\u0259xtiyaram m\u0259n.
\nDedin ki, d\u00f6nm\u0259r\u0259m q\u0259lbin s\u0259sind\u0259n.
\n\u0130ndiys\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinib el t\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n
\nDeyirs\u0259n, ay\u0131bd\u0131r, el q\u0131nar bizi.<\/p>\n

\u0130yul 1967<\/p>\n

BAKIYLA T\u018fBR\u0130Z\u0130N ARASINDAYAM<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim qism\u0259timdir alatoranl\u0131q
\nGec\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn aras\u0131ndayam,
\nQurulur i\u00e7imd\u0259 mizan-t\u0259r\u0259zi,
\nO g\u00f6zl\u0259, bu g\u00f6z\u00fcn aras\u0131ndayam.<\/p>\n

Yollar ayr\u0131c\u0131nda \u00e7ox talanm\u0131\u015fam,
\nFikirl\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 ha\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015fam.
\nT\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n qorxmu\u015fam, d\u00fcz\u00fc danm\u0131\u015fam,
\n\u0130ndi da\u011fla d\u00fcz\u00fcn aras\u0131ndayam.<\/p>\n

\u0130li\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fam q\u0259m \u00e7alasmda,
\nBir g\u00f6z\u0259l tilsimin da\u015f qalas\u0131nda,
\nH\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 qap\u0131lar astanas\u0131nda
\nBay\u0131rla d\u0259hlizin aras\u0131ndayam.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtiyar, sin\u0259nd\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 “m\u0259n” ke\u00e7ir
\nBiri d\u0259rdli ke\u00e7ir, biri \u015f\u0259n ke\u00e7ir,
\nM\u0259ftilli \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rl\u0259r sin\u0259md\u0259n ke\u00e7ir.
\nBak\u0131yla T\u0259brizin aras\u0131ndayam.<\/p>\n

May 1969<\/p>\n

QOCALMIR<\/p>\n

Qocald\u0131r insan\u0131, qocald\u0131r zaman;
\n\u00dcr\u0259yin at\u0259\u015fi, k\u00f6z\u00fc qocalm\u0131r.
\nDa\u011flar\u0131, da\u015flar\u0131 qocaldan zaman,
\nBilmir\u0259m, b\u0259s niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc qocalm\u0131r?<\/p>\n

Getdi bahar\u0131m\u0131z, yer q\u0131\u015fa qald\u0131.
\nD\u00fczl\u0259r qara qald\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa qald\u0131.
\nBizimki bir quru bax\u0131\u015fa qald\u0131,
\nNeyl\u0259y\u0259k arzunun g\u00f6z\u00fc qocalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtiyar, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k biz d\u0259rin-d\u0259rin.
\nX\u0259yallar m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m, arzular \u015firin.
\n\u018fsl s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131n, \u0259sl \u015fairin
\n\u00d6z\u00fc qocalsa da, s\u00f6z\u00fc qocalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

1965<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

B\u018fXT\u0130YARAM M\u018fN S\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00d6mr\u00fcn pay\u0131z\u0131nda sevdim, sevildim, El\u0259 bilir\u0259m ki, ilk baharam m\u0259n. Arxanca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259n\u0259m s\u0259nin, Harda q\u0259rar tutsan, orda varam m\u0259n. Mey olsan, yan\u0131nda bir q\u0259d\u0259h ollam, G\u00fcl olsan, \u00e7\u0259trini \u00f6p\u0259n meh ollam. Ot olsan, bir anda d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u015feh ollam. Da\u011f olsan, zirv\u0259n\u0259 ya\u011fan qaram m\u0259n. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qoyaram g\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259 Bir yol […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27215","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27215","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27215"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27215\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27223,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27215\/revisions\/27223"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27215"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27215"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27215"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}