{"id":28090,"date":"2018-08-24T05:00:43","date_gmt":"2018-08-24T01:00:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28090"},"modified":"2018-08-24T10:19:56","modified_gmt":"2018-08-24T06:19:56","slug":"xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28090","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Haqdan qula\u011f\u0131ma tan\u0131\u015f s\u0259s g\u0259lir,
\nBir az yor\u011fun g\u0259lir, t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s g\u0259lir,
\nAd\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, ad\u0131n n\u0259s g\u0259lir,
\nD\u00fcnya burt\u0259h\u0259rdir, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim.<\/p>\n

Biz h\u0259yat deyirdik, h\u0259yat yuxuymu\u015f,
\nO bu g\u00fcn var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, sabah yoxuymu\u015f,
\n\u015eirini n\u0259ymi\u015f ki ac\u0131s\u0131 buymu\u015f?
\n\u015e\u0259rb\u0259ti z\u0259h\u0259rmi\u015f, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim.<\/p>\n

\u00c7a\u011f\u0131rsam uzaqd\u0131, s\u0259sim yeti\u015fm\u0259z,
\nCanda can yaras\u0131 s\u0131zlar, biti\u015fm\u0259z,
\nM\u0259nsiz \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u0259n i\u015f s\u0259nsiz \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z,
\n\u018fy\u0259n \u0259yil\u0259rmi\u015f, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim.<\/p>\n

Ruhunmu toxunub bu \u015ferin \u00fcst\u0259?
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fcn altdayam n\u0259 yerin \u00fcst\u0259,
\nD\u00fcn\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f t\u00f6k\u00fcb q\u0259brinin \u00fcst\u0259,
\nG\u00f6y otlar g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015f, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ki o v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131das\u0131yd\u0131n,
\nQa\u00e7q\u0131n\u0131n, k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn\u00fcn soy atas\u0131yd\u0131n,
\nT\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb boy atas\u0131yd\u0131n,
\nBax, buna d\u0259y\u0259rmi\u015f, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim,
\nD\u00fcnya birt\u0259h\u0259rmi\u015f, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim!<\/p>\n

Qad\u0131n<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259m \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 sular \u00e7a\u011flay\u0131r,
\nXal d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr gec\u0259nin ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na.
\nQollar\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir q\u0131z a\u011flay\u0131r,
\n\u0130nana bilm\u0259yir qad\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na.
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6rp\u0259yi yana s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\n\u0130\u00e7m\u0259yib,m\u0259st olub………
\nS\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259ydi?
\nYerin \u00e7\u0259kisizlik q\u00fctb\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\nBu q\u00fctb\u00fc n\u0259 vaxtsa o,ke\u00e7m\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi bir g\u00fcn g\u0259libdi,
\n\u0130ndi soru\u015fmay\u0131n, he\u00e7 bilm\u0259yir o.
\nQad\u0131nl\u0131q q\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa \u00fcst\u00fcn g\u0259libdi,
\nA\u011flaya-a\u011flaya g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir o.
\nA\u00e7\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259rini indi qalxacaq,<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131m\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u015firin r\u00f6yada.
\nQ\u0131zlar n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259k ,bilmir\u0259m,ancaq
\nM\u00fcbar\u0259k!
\nBir qad\u0131n artd\u0131 d\u00fcnyada.
\nBir ki\u015fi qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 artd\u0131,
\nM\u00fcbar\u0259k!<\/p>\n

Bu gec\u0259 h\u0259r q\u0259lb\u0259 nur \u0259l\u0259nibdi.
\nN\u0259q\u0259d\u0259r qad\u0131n var ,o q\u0259d\u0259r dem\u0259k
\nD\u00fcnyaya qay\u011f\u0131lar s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nibdi.
\nAzal\u0131r o b\u0259z\u0259n,art\u0131r o b\u0259z\u0259n
\nS\u0131nan\u0131r varl\u0131\u011f\u0131, yoxlu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259n, sevir\u0259m d\u00fcnyan\u0131 q\u0259lb\u0259n,
\nQad\u0131n t\u0259bi\u0259tli oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n bir eyhamla, ya bax\u0131\u015f il\u0259
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259n s\u00f6z dem\u0259k olur.
\nYaln\u0131z bir qad\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcyl\u0259
\nY\u00fcz a\u011flayan olsa, kiritm\u0259k olur.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 gizlic\u0259 sev\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259lum olubdu.
\nKi\u015fil\u0259r \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u0259brl\u0259 deyil,
\nQad\u0131nlar xahi\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u011flub olubdu.<\/p>\n

O \u0259n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdi,\u0259n m\u0259d\u0259nidi,
\nB\u0259\u015f\u0259r n\u0259slimiz\u0259 o h\u0259yat verir.
\nQad\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259rv\u0259ti- \u00f6z b\u0259d\u0259nidi,
\nOnu da ki\u015fiy\u0259 m\u00fckafat verir.<\/p>\n

Qollar\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\nBir q\u0259rib g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u00f6p\u00fcr\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259.
\n\u00d6z\u00fc q\u0131z sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131,qad\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131
\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259ril\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u011fmal\u0131yam\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0259tindir m\u0259niml\u0259 birg\u0259 ya\u015famaq,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir al\u0259m.
\nM\u0259niml\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr \u2013 g\u00fcn yolda\u015f\u0131
\nolmaq
\nBir az da \u00e7\u0259tindir,
\nBa\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 duman \u00e7\u0259kilir, ba\u015f\u0131mdan n\u0259
\n\u00e7\u0259n,
\nTufanl\u0131 boranl\u0131 da\u011fam m\u0259n,
\nn\u0259y\u0259m?!
\nN\u0259 bilim,
\nD\u00fcnyada m\u0259n \u00f6z \u0259limd\u0259n
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 birinci \u015fikay\u0259t\u00e7iy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259 bir m\u0259n\u201d d\u0259 var\u2026
\nM\u0259nd\u0259n bix\u0259b\u0259r,
\nN\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259r m\u0259ni, n\u0259 sayar m\u0259ni.
\nYer var ki o m\u0259ni h\u00f6rm\u0259tsiz
\neyl\u0259r,
\nYer d\u0259 var \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Bir q\u0259mi bir \u00fcr\u0259k g\u0259zdir\u0259 bil\u0259r,
\nY\u00fcz \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0259mi var bu bir
\nsin\u0259md\u0259.
\nM\u0259n yerd\u0259n g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 baxsam da
\n\u0259g\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6y \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259dir\u2026
\nYer \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Bir insan olsayd\u0131m n\u0259 idi d\u0259rdim,
\nYa\u015fard\u0131m h\u0259r f\u0259sil bir paltar
\ngeyib,
\nEvimd\u0259 \u00e7ay i\u00e7ib,
\n\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 yeyib
\nBir insan q\u0259mini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bil\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n

Sin\u0259md\u0259 xalqlar\u0131n b\u0259db\u0259xt taleyi,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n bir aldanm\u0131\u015f qad\u0131n gileyi,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n bir torpa\u011f\u0131n batan
\n\u00e7e\u015fm\u0259si,
\nB\u0259z\u0259n bir \u00fczs\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00fcz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn yay\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib q\u0131r\u0131rlar,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n diqq\u0259timi yay\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 ki, tutuldum, g\u00f6zl\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r,
\nBir az qay\u011f\u0131ke\u015f ol s\u0259n ana kimi.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fan kimi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r g\u00f6yl\u0259r,
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u011fmal\u0131yam\u2026
\nYa\u011fana kimi.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc xo\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcb, xo\u015fb\u0259xt deyirs\u0259n,
\nA\u011fr\u0131 i\u00e7imd\u0259di, yara i\u00e7imd\u0259.
\nD\u0259rdimi soru\u015fma, a d\u0131rdin al\u0131m,
\nG\u0259l axtar i\u00e7imd\u0259, ara i\u00e7imd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qapal\u0131 \u00fcmmand\u0131 el\u0259 bil sin\u0259,
\n\u00c7alxalan\u0131r, s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131r \u00f6z h\u00f6vz\u0259sin\u0259.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l bal\u0131q kimi \u00fcz\u00fcr t\u0259rsin\u0259,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yi sal\u0131blar tora, i\u00e7imd\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259k ac\u0131yam,
\nFikir d\u00fcnyas\u0131yam, s\u00f6z yamac\u0131yam.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm boyda dar a\u011fac\u0131yam,
\nDara \u00e7\u0259kilir\u0259m, dara i\u00e7imd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Taleyim xeyr\u0259 yox, \u015f\u0259r\u0259 qol \u00e7\u0259kir,
\nD\u0259rdi ya q\u0131z \u00e7\u0259kir, ya o\u011ful \u00e7\u0259kir.
\nNazim fikirlidi, g\u00f6z\u00fc yol \u00e7\u0259kir,
\nXatir\u0259 yan\u0131mda, Sara i\u00e7imd\u0259.<\/p>\n

G\u00d6ZL\u018fR<\/p>\n

O\u011flan \u00e7ox oynad\u0131 \u00f6z \u015fadl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nOnu alq\u0131\u015flad\u0131 toy dec\u0259si d\u0259.
\nO gec\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131n bir ne\u00e7\u0259si d\u0259
\nAy\u0131rmaq bilm\u0259di g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ondan.<\/p>\n

Yatd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7irin s\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 zarafatla \u015f\u0259r\u0259 sald\u0131lar.
\nO gec\u0259 g\u0259lin d\u0259, b\u0259yin d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259
\nO tan\u0131\u015f o\u011flandan raz\u0131 qald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

Lakin sevdiyin q\u0131z bunu g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259k,
\n\u00c7evrilib ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr baxd\u0131 o\u011flana.
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 yol \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259k,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259nin evind\u0259 n\u0259 desin ona?!<\/p>\n

G\u00fclm\u0259di o, ne\u00e7\u0259 cavan i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259r gah o\u011flana, gah q\u0131za d\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\nEl\u0259 tutuldu ki, bir an i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nB\u0259nizi a\u011fappaq ka\u011f\u0131za d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 dayand\u0131 q\u0131z il\u0259 o\u011flan,
\nHiss ed\u0259n olmad\u0131 lakin he\u00e7 n\u0259yi.
\nO\u011flan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bu zaman,
\nOldu \u00e7ilik-\u00e7ilik dolu q\u0259d\u0259hi.<\/p>\n

O g\u0259nc utanaraq tez \u0259yildi ki,
\nS\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259d\u0259hini qald\u0131rs\u0131n bu an.
\nAncaq, toy gec\u0259si el\u0259 bildi ki,
\nZarafat edirmi\u015f iki mehriban.<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015flar toqqu\u015fdu burda yenid\u0259n.
\nKim deyir m\u0259clisd\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259h s\u0131nmas\u0131n,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259 oxudum o g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n:
\nT\u0259ki q\u0259d\u0259h s\u0131ns\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k s\u0131nma\u0131n.<\/p>\n

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* * * Haqdan qula\u011f\u0131ma tan\u0131\u015f s\u0259s g\u0259lir, Bir az yor\u011fun g\u0259lir, t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s g\u0259lir, Ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, ad\u0131n n\u0259s g\u0259lir, D\u00fcnya burt\u0259h\u0259rdir, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim. Biz h\u0259yat deyirdik, h\u0259yat yuxuymu\u015f, O bu g\u00fcn var\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, sabah yoxuymu\u015f, \u015eirini n\u0259ymi\u015f ki ac\u0131s\u0131 buymu\u015f? \u015e\u0259rb\u0259ti z\u0259h\u0259rmi\u015f, Budaq m\u00fc\u0259llim. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131rsam uzaqd\u0131, s\u0259sim yeti\u015fm\u0259z, Canda can yaras\u0131 s\u0131zlar, biti\u015fm\u0259z, M\u0259nsiz \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u0259n i\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28090","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28090","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28090"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28090\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28098,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28090\/revisions\/28098"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28090"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28090"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28090"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}