{"id":28114,"date":"2018-08-27T02:00:56","date_gmt":"2018-08-26T22:00:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28114"},"modified":"2018-08-27T09:20:22","modified_gmt":"2018-08-27T05:20:22","slug":"kumrugul-turkmen-akin-mucadelenin-adi-betul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28114","title":{"rendered":"Kumrug\u00fcl T\u00dcRKMEN AKIN.&#8221;M\u00dcCADELEN\u0130N ADI: BET\u00dcL&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/0200.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/0200-300x200.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-28130\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/0200-300x200.png 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/08\/0200.png 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>kumrugulturkmenakin@gmail.com<\/p>\n<p>Siyah \u00e7ekik g\u00f6zlerinde mutluluk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 yan\u0131p s\u00f6nd\u00fc, renkli hediye paketini a\u00e7arken. Pakete dokunduk\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131kan her h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131 sesi heyecan\u0131n\u0131n daha \u00e7ok artmas\u0131na sebep oluyordu. Sonunda paketi a\u00e7may\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kan giysileri g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00f6zlerindeki \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 daha \u00e7ok artt\u0131. \u015eimdi y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u00fcm co\u011frafyas\u0131nda bayram sabah ya\u015fan\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nI\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6zlerle ablas\u0131na bakt\u0131 sonra. O da b\u00fcy\u00fck bir heyecanla paketini a\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, naif elleri daldan dala konan kelebekler misali heyecanla kanat \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131yordu. Tela\u015fl\u0131, aceleci, bir o kadar da merakl\u0131 kelebek kanatlar\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nSonunda kanatlar duruldu, sakinle\u015fti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc paketi a\u00e7may\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Paketten \u00e7\u0131kan pembe elbisenin kocaman beyaz \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131n yanaklar\u0131na, dudaklar\u0131na, g\u00f6zlerine as\u0131l\u0131 kald\u0131. Sonra iki karde\u015f birbirlerine bakt\u0131lar y\u0131ld\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131z.<br \/>\nAnneleri elleriyle yoklad\u0131, sevdi yavrular\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131. G\u00f6zleri nemli, dudaklar\u0131nda kilitli kalm\u0131\u015f bir tebess\u00fcmle te\u015fekk\u00fcr \u00fcst\u00fcne te\u015fekk\u00fcr etti ev sahibine. Ev sahibi onlardan daha mahcup, te\u015fekk\u00fcrlere g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemelerle acemice kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi. Titreyen c\u00fcmlelerle:<br \/>\n-Arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n hediyesi \u00e7ocuklara&#8230; (Nurg\u00fcl\u2019le Ramazan ba\u015flamadan \u00f6nce bu konuyu konu\u015fmu\u015ftuk. \u201c\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n bayraml\u0131klar\u0131 benden olsun.\u201d demi\u015fti can\u0131m arkada\u015f\u0131m. \u0130htiya\u00e7 sahibi birinin y\u00fcre\u011fine dokunma mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015fayanlardan biriydi Nurg\u00fcl.)<br \/>\nYine g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen bak\u0131\u015flarla sar\u0131p sarmalad\u0131lar birbirlerini. Mahcup, \u00fcrkek bir o kadar da h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc&#8230;<br \/>\nMuhammet ve Arzu&#8230;<br \/>\nMuhammet ve Arzu sava\u015f\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\nK\u0131yan, kesen, durmadan \u00f6ld\u00fcren, kanla beslenen s\u00f6m\u00fcrge sava\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n\u00dclkelerini, evlerini, t\u00fcm kendinden olanlar\u0131 \u00f6ylece b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015flard\u0131 yola. \u00d6lmemek, ayakta kalmak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015flard\u0131 yola&#8230;<br \/>\nBak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda hem ana, hem ata olan, daha 32 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki anneleri ile t\u00fcm kendinden olanlar\u0131 \u00f6ylece b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015flard\u0131 yola.<br \/>\nBabalar\u0131 yoktu. Kaybolmu\u015ftu sava\u015fta. Hem de bundan y\u0131llarca \u00f6nce.<br \/>\nGencecik kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131llar yorgunu, kocam\u0131\u015f bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda yakalayabiliyordunuz ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u00fcm insan\u00ee ac\u0131y\u0131.<br \/>\nAd\u0131 Bet\u00fcl\u2019d\u00fc. Bet\u00fcl m\u00fccadelenin di\u011fer ad\u0131yd\u0131 asl\u0131nda. T\u00fcm ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 iki yavrusuna adayan bir gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n.<br \/>\nKad\u0131n olmak.<br \/>\nKad\u0131n olmak ve anne olmak.<br \/>\nKad\u0131n olmak ve yola \u00e7\u0131kmak.<br \/>\nYol ki sava\u015f yolu, yol ki tehlike, sefalet ve a\u00e7l\u0131k yolu. Ve bu yolda kad\u0131n olmak. (Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken \u201cU\u00e7urtma Avc\u0131s\u0131\u201d adl\u0131 kitapta anlat\u0131lan yak\u0131t tankerinin i\u00e7ine dolu\u015fmu\u015f gece vakti \u00fclkesini terk eden, \u00f6lmemek i\u00e7in en sevdiklerini arkalar\u0131nda b\u0131rakan insanlar geldi akl\u0131ma.)<br \/>\nYemekte birbirimize bir \u015feyler anlat\u0131rken s\u0131k s\u0131k g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geliyoruz Bet\u00fcl\u2019le. G\u00f6zlerinde g\u00f6rd\u00fcm un ufak olmu\u015f cam par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131. Ve onun geldi\u011fi yollara gitmek istedim. O izlerde y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ama gidemedim. Yolun yar\u0131s\u0131na dahi gelmeden, kollar\u0131m\u0131 birbirine kavu\u015fturarak, gerisin geri d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Her yi\u011fidin ya da kendini yi\u011fit sananlar\u0131n harc\u0131 de\u011filmi\u015f me\u011ferse bu yollarda y\u00fcr\u00fcmek.<br \/>\nTekrar g\u00f6zlerine bakt\u0131m Bet\u00fcl\u2019\u00fcn. Sayg\u0131yla, sevgiyle daha \u00e7ok hayranl\u0131kla.<br \/>\nDe\u011ferler ad\u0131na yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fccadelelerin sonu zaferdir asl\u0131nda. Hak i\u00e7in yap\u0131lan m\u00fccadelede yenilgi alm\u0131\u015fsan\u0131z bile insan\u00ee eyleminizin ad\u0131 zaferdir. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z hezimettir belki ama mana \u00e2leminde siz zaferin ba\u015fkomutan\u0131s\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r.<br \/>\nBet\u00fcl kilometrelerce yolu iki yavrusuyla a\u015f\u0131p gelmi\u015fti. Bu \u00f6zg\u00fcr memlekette huzuru yudumlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu \u00fcrkek, nemli bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla.<br \/>\nMuhammet ve Arzu hayat\u0131n emanetleri idi asl\u0131nda bizlere. Bayraml\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 kucaklarken, bayram olmu\u015flard\u0131 her masum \u00e7ocuk gibi.<br \/>\nZorlu\u011fu ya\u015famayan m\u00fccadelenin ne oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131yor. Anlam\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klay\u0131p, kelimeyi c\u00fcmle i\u00e7inde kullanmak i\u00e7in illaki o yo\u011fun ac\u0131y\u0131 ya\u015famak m\u0131 laz\u0131m? Her \u015fey g\u00fcll\u00fck g\u00fclistanl\u0131k iken kelime ve c\u00fcmle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131, tats\u0131z tuzsuz kal\u0131yor a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131zda.<br \/>\nArzu, anneci\u011fi ile birlikte verdi\u011fi ya\u015fam m\u00fccadelesini, bir nefeste ruhuna \u00e7ekmi\u015f gibi incecik, bir t\u00fcy gibiydi. Hen\u00fcz on ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131 ve babas\u0131ndan s\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp sessizce a\u011flayacak kadar onurlu&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ftar sofras\u0131nda Arzu\u2019nun, tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 yemek yemesi beni mest etti. Yemekten sonra \u00f6zellikle sofray\u0131 hemen kald\u0131rmad\u0131m. Evdeki yedi \u00e7ocuk (\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc bizim) odalar aras\u0131nda d\u00f6rtnala ko\u015ftururken, molalarda masadaki tatl\u0131lardan meyvelerden i\u00e7eceklerden doya doya yiyip i\u00e7tiler. \u00d6zellikle Arzu masaya y\u00f6nelince ben de onunla beraber y\u00f6neliyordum. O ne yerse onunla beraber yemek istedim. Kiraz\u0131n bu kadar leziz oldu\u011funu, damaktan ge\u00e7en suyun ferahl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, lokma tatl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131mda da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 onunla hissettim. O an sadece Arzu oldum.<br \/>\nMuhammet zamanla \u00e7ekingenli\u011fini \u00fczerinden att\u0131. Evin bir ucunu di\u011fer ucuna d\u00f6rtnala dola\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7ok h\u0131zl\u0131yd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce polis olacakt\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u00fccadelenin ad\u0131 Arzu idi. On ya\u015f\u0131ndaki \u00e7ocu\u011fa \u201cb\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ne olacaks\u0131n ?\u201ddiye sordu\u011funda \u00e7akmak \u00e7akmak bakan g\u00f6zlerindeki k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 keskinli\u011fi ile \u201cKalp doktoru olaca\u011f\u0131m!\u201d diyordu.<br \/>\nM\u00fccadelenin ad\u0131 be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131ndaki Muhammet\u2019ti. \u201cHerkesin babas\u0131 var, benim babam nerede?\u201ddiye kopard\u0131\u011f\u0131 feryad u figanlarda&#8230;<br \/>\nBet\u00fcl, zaferin di\u011fer ad\u0131yd\u0131. Onca me\u015fakkati, t\u00fcm \u015faibeli bak\u0131\u015flar alt\u0131nda, y\u00fcreci\u011finde ya\u015fayarak. G\u00f6zlerindeki k\u0131r\u0131k cam par\u00e7alar\u0131 ile dimdik durmakt\u0131 g\u00f6revi gece karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda esen sert boralara kar\u015f\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>kumrugulturkmenakin@gmail.com Siyah \u00e7ekik g\u00f6zlerinde mutluluk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 yan\u0131p s\u00f6nd\u00fc, renkli hediye paketini a\u00e7arken. Pakete dokunduk\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131kan her h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131 sesi heyecan\u0131n\u0131n daha \u00e7ok artmas\u0131na sebep oluyordu. Sonunda paketi a\u00e7may\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kan giysileri g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00f6zlerindeki \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 daha \u00e7ok artt\u0131. \u015eimdi y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u00fcm co\u011frafyas\u0131nda bayram sabah ya\u015fan\u0131yordu. I\u015f\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6zlerle ablas\u0131na bakt\u0131 sonra. O da b\u00fcy\u00fck bir heyecanla paketini [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28114","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kumbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28114","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28114"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28114\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28135,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28114\/revisions\/28135"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}