{"id":30486,"date":"2019-05-03T05:00:17","date_gmt":"2019-05-03T01:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30486"},"modified":"2019-05-03T08:57:29","modified_gmt":"2019-05-03T04:57:29","slug":"z%c9%99rif-kolg%c9%99l%c9%99r-layih%c9%99sinin-istirakcisi-gulnar%c9%99-israfil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30486","title":{"rendered":"\u201cZ\u0259rif k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r\u201d layih\u0259sinin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131: G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130SRAF\u0130L"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u018fd\u0259biyyat, ruhumun i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015f\u0259n s\u00f6z, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn
\nya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6z\u0259lidir. S\u0259tirl\u0259rd\u0259\till\u0259rin tuta bildiyin an\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rib boy
\nverir.<\/p>\n

G\u00d6YL\u018fR SA\u00c7LARIMIN DUVA\u011eI<\/p>\n

H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,
\nG\u0259tir, g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngini m\u0259n\u0259.
\nBir g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131yla yall\u0131 oynayaq,
\n\u00c7al, sakit havada c\u0259ngini m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

R\u0259ngl\u0259rd\u0259n azac\u0131q ota\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn,
\n\u0130sitsin yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131.
\nQ\u0259mli bax\u0131\u015flara bir nur yap\u0131\u015fs\u0131n,
\nM\u0259st etsin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qaranl\u0131qlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259r sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n duva\u011f\u0131, \u00f6rt\u00fcm,
\nG\u0259lib yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 yana\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259n.
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7iskini neynir\u0259m ax\u0131?
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131b qucaq-qucaq quca\u011f\u0131ma m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6t\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k,
\nG\u00f6rm\u0259sin yerd\u0259ki uzaql\u0131qlar\u0131.
\n\u018fl at\u0131m h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 tuta bilim, Yar!
\nBuludun r\u0259ngind\u0259n \u0259n a\u011fl\u0131qlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

GED\u018fN PAYIZ G\u018fL\u018fN\t\u0130L\u018f\tEYN\u0130D\u0130R<\/p>\n

Bu pay\u0131z\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 da, k\u00fcl\u0259yi d\u0259 s\u0259rindir.
\nBu h\u0259yat\u0131n yolu, d\u0259rdi ayr\u0131d\u0131r,
\nBu h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259l\u0259yi d\u0259 d\u0259rindir.<\/p>\n

Qarsalad\u0131, t\u0259ndirind\u0259 bi\u015fdi can,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131, qaysa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qopard\u0131.
\n\u0130\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r, qarda\u015f\u0131m,
\nX\u0259st\u0259 qald\u0131, sa\u011flam\u0131n\u0131 apard\u0131. <\/p>\n

Al\u0259mind\u0259, al\u0259m sirli, g\u00fcn sirli,
\nC\u0259ld taleyin mayma\u011f\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\nHam\u0131 getdi \u00f6z i\u015finin dal\u0131nca,
\nYerimd\u0259c\u0259 sayma\u011f\u0131ma \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Qara sa\u00e7a a\u011f r\u0259ng verib s\u00fcsl\u0259dim,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 d\u0259rd b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb, ev etdim.
\nSevin\u0259nd\u0259 ki\u00e7ik \u015fey\u0259 sevindim,
\nQ\u0259ml\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fqan\u0131 div etdim.<\/p>\n

Ged\u0259n pay\u0131z g\u0259l\u0259n il\u0259 eynidir,
\nGec\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcd\u00fcr qaranl\u0131q.
\nBu h\u0259yat\u0131n b\u0259lk\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fc bir yuxu?!
\nBu h\u0259yat\u0131n k\u00f6nl\u00fc, g\u00f6z\u00fc o yanl\u0131q.
\nS\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xarma, yat, bala<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131, atas\u0131n\u0131
\nitir\u0259n u\u015faq!
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc soyuq da\u015fa qoyub…
\n\u0130sti qucaq \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259,
\niki m\u0259zar aras\u0131nda
\nyatan u\u015faq,
\n\u0259ll\u0259rini ba\u015f\u0131 altda qo\u015fa qoyub.
\nAnas\u0131n\u0131n, atas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sini,
\nduymaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\ngec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz yat\u0131r orda.
\nG\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131, ah\u0131na qat\u0131r orda.
\nBu u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n taleyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k,
\nbir kims\u0259 yox.
\nM\u0259rmi ya\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi.
\nS\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r z\u00fclml\u0259r\u0259
\n\u0259l \u00e7al\u0131nan alq\u0131\u015f kimi.
\n\u015eak, \u015fak, \u015fak…
\nBu c\u0259nn\u0259tmi, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259mmi,
\nqiyam\u0259tmi..?
\nYoxsa b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar\u0131n
\ng\u00f6z yumdu\u011fu cinay\u0259tmi…
\nSad\u0259 bir ad qoyublar,
\nv\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f m\u00fcharib\u0259si.
\nYax\u015f\u0131 add\u0131r,
\nyat\u0131ml\u0131d\u0131r qula\u011fa.
\nYat iki m\u0259zar aras\u0131nda,
\ns\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xarma, yat, bala.
\nT\u018fK GEC\u018f
\n..V\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn
\n\u00fcmid qap\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259l a\u00e7maq,
\nbir d\u00fcnya h\u0259nirtisi.
\nS\u0259nin k\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00fcnyana
\nb\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 \u0259k\u0259r.
\nO t\u0259k ax\u015fam
\nt\u0259k gec\u0259…
\nS\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lan t\u0259k s\u0259h\u0259r,
\nt\u0259k toxunu\u015f.
\nDualara yet\u0259c\u0259k sirr adam\u0131m
\nYel,
\nOd,
\nSu,
\nTorpaq,
\nS\u0259s adam\u0131m,
\n\u0130z adam\u0131m,
\n\u00d6z adam\u0131m.
\n\u00d6nd\u0259n g\u0259l, m\u0259nd\u0259n g\u0259l.
\n\u018flini,
\n\u0130zini,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6p\u00fcm, t\u0259k n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259,
\nt\u0259k s\u0259s\u0259. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u018fd\u0259biyyat, ruhumun i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015f\u0259n s\u00f6z, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6z\u0259lidir. S\u0259tirl\u0259rd\u0259 ill\u0259rin tuta bildiyin an\u0131 c\u00fcc\u0259rib boy verir. G\u00d6YL\u018fR SA\u00c7LARIMIN DUVA\u011eI H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan sonra g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, G\u0259tir, g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngini m\u0259n\u0259. Bir g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131yla yall\u0131 oynayaq, \u00c7al, sakit havada c\u0259ngini m\u0259n\u0259. R\u0259ngl\u0259rd\u0259n azac\u0131q ota\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn, \u0130sitsin yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131. Q\u0259mli bax\u0131\u015flara bir nur yap\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, M\u0259st etsin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30486","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30486","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30486"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30486\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30495,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30486\/revisions\/30495"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}