{"id":30489,"date":"2019-05-03T07:00:23","date_gmt":"2019-05-03T03:00:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30489"},"modified":"2019-05-03T09:05:08","modified_gmt":"2019-05-03T05:05:08","slug":"z%c9%99rif-kolg%c9%99l%c9%99r-layih%c9%99sinin-istirakcisi-zeyn%c9%99b-s%c9%99ma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30489","title":{"rendered":"\u201cZ\u0259rif k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r\u201d layih\u0259sinin i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131: Zeyn\u0259b S\u018fMA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kitab-edebiyyat-az.com_.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kitab-edebiyyat-az.com_-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-30114\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kitab-edebiyyat-az.com_-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/04\/kitab-edebiyyat-az.com_.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n, Zeyn\u0259b S\u0259ma oxucular\u0131n\u0131 sev\u0259n biriy\u0259m. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nh\u0259yat\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l olmas\u0131 yazarl\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131mda daha da ir\u0259li add\u0131mlar<br \/>\natma\u011f\u0131mla\t \u0259laq\u0259lidir. V\u0259\t oxucular\u0131m\u0131n, Zeyn\u0259b S\u0259man\u0131 k\u0259\u015ff<br \/>\netm\u0259si olar ki, bu m\u0259ni \u00e7ox h\u0259m d\u0259\t \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k. El\u0259\tis\u0259,<br \/>\nZeyn\u0259b S\u0259ma il\u0259\t ilk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa xo\u015f\t g\u0259ldiz,\t \u0259ziz dostlar&#8230;Sevgi v\u0259<br \/>\nDua il\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nZaman durdu&#8230;<br \/>\nd\u00fcnya durdu&#8230;<br \/>\nm\u0259n d\u0259\tdurdum&#8230;<br \/>\nv\u0259\t\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259\t\u015feird\u0259n bir d\u00fcnya qurdum,<br \/>\nsonuna q\u0259d\u0259r, sonsuza q\u0259d\u0259r&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u00dcST\u00dcM\u2010BA\u015eIM SEVDA \u0130\u00c7\u0130ND\u018f&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcst\u00fcm-ba\u015f\u0131m sevda i\u00e7ind\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ad\u0131ndan<br \/>\ns\u0259rin k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sir,<br \/>\nD\u0259nizin dal\u011fas\u0131 bel\u0259<br \/>\nad\u0131ndan n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r oxuyur,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u0259n ulduzlar bel\u0259<br \/>\n\u00fcz\u0259rim\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nUlduzlar ki,<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rinin minl\u0259rc\u0259si,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259rimi ayd\u0131nladan,<br \/>\ni\u015f\u0131q b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u201cOf\u201d dem\u0259k<br \/>\n yara\u015fmaz ki dilim\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259nsizliy\u0259 \u00fcsyan etm\u0259k<br \/>\nn\u0259 h\u0259ddim\u0259?!<br \/>\nYaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0259d\u0259rim\u0259<br \/>\nYoxlu\u011funun a\u011f\u0131r imtahan\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u0259nsizlik ki,<br \/>\nh\u0259sr\u0259t-h\u0259sr\u0259t<br \/>\nm\u0259nliyimi \u0259ridir.<br \/>\nDo\u011fru, he\u00e7 olmaqdan<br \/>\nke\u00e7mirmi ki h\u0259qiqi e\u015fq?!<br \/>\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l!<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcm-ba\u015f\u0131m sevda i\u00e7ind\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cK\u0130M SEVM\u018fN\u0130\tT\u018fR\u0130F ED\u018f\tB\u0130L\u018fR K\u0130?!&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r k\u0259sin eyni m\u0259na<br \/>\ny\u00fckl\u0259diyi k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\nindi f\u0259rqli m\u0259nalarda.<br \/>\nDar\u0131xmaq deyirl\u0259r d\u0259,<br \/>\ndar\u0131xmaq&#8230;<br \/>\n\u201cDar\u0131xd\u0131m\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r<br \/>\nb\u0259sit bir s\u00f6zc\u00fck y\u00fck idimi?<br \/>\nYoxsa \u201cdar\u0131xd\u0131m\u201d dem\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nd\u0259rman\u0131 olmayan<br \/>\nbir Leyli \u00fcr\u0259klinin<br \/>\nhal\u0131 idimi?<br \/>\nKim sevm\u0259ni<br \/>\nt\u0259rif ed\u0259 bil\u0259r ki?!<br \/>\nUzaq diyarlara bir qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b<br \/>\nt\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm etdirirmi,<br \/>\nYoxsa bir add\u0131m sonra<br \/>\ny\u00fcks\u0259kliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r?<br \/>\nSizd\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 olurmu?<br \/>\nDar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z zaman<br \/>\ny\u00fcks\u0259klikd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kimi,<br \/>\nH\u0259r yer hava,<br \/>\namma havas\u0131zl\u0131qdan<br \/>\nn\u0259f\u0259ssiz qal\u0131r,<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcr kimi olur insan.<br \/>\nSizd\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 olurmu?<br \/>\nV\u0259 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kims\u0259<br \/>\nsevm\u0259ni t\u0259rif ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z.<br \/>\nAnlatsa da,n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259rini<br \/>\nanlada bil\u0259r ki?!<br \/>\nV\u0259 bildiyim \u2013 sevm\u0259nin t\u0259rifi olmaz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cB\u0130R \u00d6M\u00dcR SUSMA\u011eA RAZI\t\u0130D\u0130M&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ssizdim&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxan<br \/>\nbir kainat c\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdi sanki.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 vurmu\u015fdu<br \/>\nsanki b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259ri.<br \/>\nT\u0259k k\u0259lm\u0259sin\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu susma\u011fa raz\u0131 idim,<br \/>\nT\u0259k ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131m\u0131<br \/>\nm\u00f6h\u00fcrl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131 idim.<br \/>\nYolumdu o m\u0259nim,<br \/>\nRuhumdu o m\u0259nim.<br \/>\nV\u0259 bu yolda ged\u0259rk\u0259n q\u0259lbimi<br \/>\nverm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131 idim.<br \/>\nYet\u0259rdi o an m\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nOnu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,<br \/>\nHaz\u0131r kimi idim,<br \/>\nS\u0259ssizdim amma<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 vurmu\u015fdu e\u015fq,<br \/>\nBir \u00f6m\u00fcr susma\u011fa raz\u0131 idim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSEVD\u0130Y\u0130M&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sevdiyim,<br \/>\nK\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259trini<br \/>\nilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyind\u0259,<br \/>\nE\u015fq araland\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imin i\u00e7ind\u0259n<br \/>\nbir \u015fey idin sanki&#8230;<br \/>\nUsanmad\u0131m yolunda,<br \/>\nYorulmad\u0131m yolunda,<br \/>\nT\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259dim yolunda.<br \/>\nN\u0259 varsa, e\u015fq\u0259<br \/>\nV\u0259 e\u015fq\u0259 aid etdim <\/p>\n<p>\u201cANA\t\u015e\u018fFQ\u018fT\u0130N\u0130N D\u0130L\u0130\tNEC\u018fD\u0130R&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Unutdum, inan ki, unutdum daha,<br \/>\nAna \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tinin dili nec\u0259dir.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi axtar\u0131ram, olubdur baha,<br \/>\nHalbuki \u201c\u015f\u0259fq\u0259t\u201d s\u0259 iki hec\u0259dir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcr\u0259yim da\u011f boyda ac\u0131 alt\u0131nda,<br \/>\nS\u0259n varsan, m\u0259n niy\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m s\u0259ni?<br \/>\nN\u0259 yaz\u0131m, bilmir\u0259m \u015f\u0259fq\u0259t ad\u0131nda,<br \/>\nAna \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tiyl\u0259 vurdular m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Vurdular, indiys\u0259 qalxa bilmir\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir \u0259l axtar\u0131ram tutsun \u0259limd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259fq\u0259t yoxlu\u011fundan he\u00e7 d\u0259 g\u00fclm\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\nBir \u015fey d\u0259 g\u0259lmir ki art\u0131q \u0259limd\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cV\u018f\tQ\u018fL\u018fM S\u018fN\u0130\tM\u018fN\u018f\tYAZMA\u011eA BA\u015eLADI&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259m bir roman,<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259m bir \u015feir,<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259m<br \/>\nba\u015fqa bir hekay\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259md\u0259<br \/>\nba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnya<br \/>\nba\u015f rollara<br \/>\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 m\u0259ni yazard\u0131m.<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nbaxd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131m s\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\nay\u0131ran kims\u0259ni<br \/>\nyazmazd\u0131m ka\u011f\u0131za.<br \/>\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l ya\u015fard\u0131q?!<br \/>\nBir r\u0259ngd\u0259 yazard\u0131m<br \/>\ng\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxark\u0259n,<br \/>\nV\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m s\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nyazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>\u201cG\u00d6Z\u018fL QADIN&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131 sabah\u0131na<br \/>\nyox ed\u0259c\u0259k qad\u0131n.<br \/>\nB\u0259li,do\u011fru e\u015fitdin,<br \/>\nX\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yox etdil\u0259r.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259,<br \/>\nb\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259rdim s\u0259ni<br \/>\nd\u0259rin inc\u0259likl\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nSevdiyimizi \u0259limizd\u0259n ald\u0131lar.<br \/>\nBir x\u0259yal\u0131m\u0131z var idi,<br \/>\nBir bazar,<br \/>\npay\u0131z vurmu\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259<br \/>\np\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mizin buxar\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nsilib baxacaqd\u0131q,<br \/>\ns\u0259ssiz x\u0259yallar quracaqd\u0131q.<br \/>\nBir q\u0259ribin x\u0259yal\u0131<br \/>\nbu q\u0259d\u0259r olar sad\u0259c\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm<br \/>\nyara baxark\u0259n \u0259riy\u0259r.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 tam bu s\u0131rada<br \/>\nyalan-dolan<br \/>\nd\u00fcnyas\u0131 da durar.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n,<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131<br \/>\nsabah\u0131na yox ed\u0259c\u0259k qad\u0131n.<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259ni sad\u0259c\u0259<br \/>\n\u00e7ox sevdim.<br \/>\nBel\u0259c\u0259 bir q\u0259ribin<br \/>\nx\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259din,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131n&#8230;\t \t<\/p>\n<p>\u201cONLARIN QAPILARINA Q\u018fD\u018fR GED\u018fC\u018fK BU K\u0130TABLAR&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bizi ay\u0131ranlar var ha,<br \/>\nonlar\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r<br \/>\nged\u0259c\u0259k bu kitablar.<br \/>\nA\u011faclar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\ns\u0259ni sevdiyim yaz\u0131lacaq.<br \/>\nEvin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k alma\u011fa<br \/>\nged\u0259n bir u\u015faq<br \/>\nd\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259ni nec\u0259<br \/>\nsevdiyimi anladacaq,<br \/>\nBir qar\u0131\u015fqa<br \/>\ntorpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 tunelin<br \/>\ndivar\u0131na sevdam\u0131z\u0131 yazacaq,<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir g\u00fcn<br \/>\nduras\u0131 g\u0259ls\u0259,b\u0259lk\u0259 bir g\u00fcn<br \/>\ns\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259m dey\u0259<br \/>\nt\u0259krar d\u00f6n\u0259si g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nBir pi\u015fiyin oyun ist\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r s\u0259ni sevdiyimi,<br \/>\nV\u0259 \u0259n m\u0259nal\u0131<br \/>\nmahn\u0131da duyacaqlar s\u0259ni sevdiyimi.<br \/>\nE\u015fitdiyim son \u015feird\u0259,<br \/>\nayaq barmaqlar\u0131m\u0131n<br \/>\nuclar\u0131na torpaq s\u0131zacaq,<br \/>\nM\u00f6hk\u0259mc\u0259 bir b\u0259yaz\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259<br \/>\nSaxlayacaqlar bu Zeyn\u0259bi.<br \/>\nH\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015fda<br \/>\n\u018flb\u0259t bir g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 toxunmu\u015f<br \/>\nsular s\u0131zacaq torpaqdan,<br \/>\nBu s\u0259f\u0259r toxunacam, sevdiyim,<br \/>\ntorpaqdan s\u0131zan sulara<br \/>\nn\u0259f\u0259s almayan<br \/>\nb\u0259yazlar i\u00e7ind\u0259ki ruhumla&#8230;<br \/>\nV\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 onlar\u0131n<br \/>\nqap\u0131lar\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r ged\u0259c\u0259k<br \/>\nbu kitablar,<br \/>\nV\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s anlayacaq s\u0259ni sevdiyimi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cT\u018fNHADIR D\u018fRD SAH\u0130BL\u018fR\u0130&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan\u0131n bir d\u0259rdi olacaq,<br \/>\nBir q\u00fcrb\u0259t hissi olacaq<br \/>\ni\u00e7ind\u0259 bir yerl\u0259rd\u0259.<br \/>\nGed\u0259si olacaq bir yerl\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nKe\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bil\u0259-bil\u0259,<br \/>\ngedi\u015fd\u0259 tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini<br \/>\nbil\u0259-bil\u0259 ged\u0259si olacaq.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nbir ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131q g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,<br \/>\nAnladacaq,<br \/>\nbir \u015feyl\u0259rin oldu\u011funu<br \/>\nhiss ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan\u0131n u\u011fruna<br \/>\nba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259yi<br \/>\nbir d\u0259rdi olacaq.<br \/>\nO d\u0259rdin arxas\u0131na<br \/>\nyor\u011fun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bir d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131b<br \/>\nyor\u011funla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 olacaq.<br \/>\nT\u0259nhad\u0131r d\u0259rd sahibl\u0259ri,<br \/>\n\u00e7\u00fcnki d\u0259rd \u00e7ox da<br \/>\nanlad\u0131la bilin\u0259c\u0259k<br \/>\nbir \u015fey deyildir.<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131qca<br \/>\nt\u0259nhala\u015farsan sad\u0259c\u0259.<br \/>\nDaha da b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259rdin,<br \/>\nSilin\u0259r d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n,<br \/>\nGed\u0259c\u0259yin yer\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t diyar\u0131na<br \/>\n saxlarsan anladacaqlar\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nBildiyin,insan\u0131n<br \/>\nbir d\u0259rdi olacaq.<br \/>\nBir q\u00fcrb\u0259t hissi olacaq<br \/>\ni\u00e7ind\u0259 bir yerl\u0259rd\u0259.<br \/>\nSad\u0259c\u0259 ged\u0259si olacaq bir yerl\u0259r\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEY YAR&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri t\u00f6k\u00fcr\u0259m ka\u011f\u0131za.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n bir ba\u015fqa t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ke\u00e7ir<br \/>\nhissl\u0259rim.<br \/>\nYazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m andan duy\u011fular\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b<br \/>\ns\u0259ninl\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nQ\u0131sa bir \u00f6m\u00fcr.<br \/>\nEy yar, yax\u0131nk\u0259n<br \/>\nUzaq olmaq yoxdur bizd\u0259.<br \/>\nYax\u0131ndan da yax\u0131n vard\u0131r.<br \/>\nEy yar, \u00fcz\u00fcn,<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259sin olsa bir \u00f6m\u00fcr<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n doyaram he\u00e7?!<br \/>\nArt\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259tm\u0259<br \/>\nBu sevda da, ey yar.<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn yenid\u0259n<br \/>\ndar\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flamaq \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin, \u00e7ox ac\u0131.<br \/>\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259li bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259,<br \/>\nBir h\u0259qiq\u0259t ol,<br \/>\nG\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cB\u0130R QU\u015e OLSAM&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bir qu\u015f olsam<br \/>\nBo\u011faz\u0131ma dolan&#8230;<br \/>\nArzuma yol alsam,<br \/>\nSevgini qanad,<br \/>\nE\u015fqi c\u0259sar\u0259t,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259s bils\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdim m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t olsa,<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259rim yerin alsa,<br \/>\nGec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131<br \/>\nbir v\u00fcsal \u00e7\u0131xsa g\u0259ls\u0259,<br \/>\nArzu olsa&#8230;<br \/>\nBir qu\u015f olsam<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 dolan&#8230;<br \/>\nDo\u011frular\u0131ma yol alsam,<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259mimi qanad,<br \/>\nKa\u011f\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcmid,<br \/>\n\u015eeirl\u0259rimi sevgi bils\u0259m,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m sad\u0259c\u0259<br \/>\nm\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t olsa,<br \/>\nAc\u0131lar\u0131m yerin alsa,<br \/>\nGec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131<br \/>\nbir v\u00fcsal \u00e7\u0131xsa g\u0259ls\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u0259qiq\u0259t olsa&#8230;<br \/>\nDeyir\u0259m,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey yol olsa&#8230;<br \/>\n\u201cS\u018fN\u0130\tYAZIRAM D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNURL\u018fR&#8230;\u201d<br \/>\nS\u0259ni yaz\u0131ram d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni yazsam, ba\u015fqa q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259r<br \/>\nka\u011f\u0131za k\u00fcs\u0259r \u2013<br \/>\nKa\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131 incitm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.<br \/>\nO he\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim<br \/>\nbax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yazsam,<br \/>\nO k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r ne\u00e7\u0259 insan n\u0259f\u0259si 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M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l olmas\u0131 yazarl\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131mda daha da ir\u0259li add\u0131mlar atma\u011f\u0131mla \u0259laq\u0259lidir. V\u0259 oxucular\u0131m\u0131n, Zeyn\u0259b S\u0259man\u0131 k\u0259\u015ff etm\u0259si olar ki, bu m\u0259ni \u00e7ox h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259k. 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