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M\u0259n\u0259\t g\u00f6r\u0259\t n\u0259dir ”\u018fd\u0259biyyat”?\t \u2010B\u0259z\u0259n bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin q\u0259lbind\u0259\t yara olan ana sevgisi, b\u0259z\u0259n bir qocan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki
\nh\u0259sr\u0259t, b\u0259z\u0259n bir buludun dolub\u2010dolub bo\u015fald\u0131\u011f\u0131 hicran, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259\tbir mahn\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259\t deyildiyi kimi: ”Uzun inc\u0259\t bir yoldayam, Gedir\u0259m g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u2010gec\u0259” B\u0259li, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr\u0259\t s\u0131\u011f\u0131mayacaq q\u0259d\u0259r ”uzun” bir yoldur\t \u018fd\u0259biyyat. Q\u0259lbimin\t \u0259n m\u0259hr\u0259m sirrl\u0259rini \u00f6z sehri il\u0259\t ovsunlay\u0131b m\u0259nd\u0259n alan ”inc\u0259” ruhlu g\u00f6z\u0259llik ki, n\u0259\t ”g\u00fcnd\u00fcz”\u00fc var, n\u0259\t ”gec\u0259”si. Bir d\u0259\tbaxarsan ki, vaxts\u0131z, v\u0259d\u0259siz g\u0259lib ”Q\u0259l\u0259m” adl\u0131 sirr da\u015f\u0131yla tutub\t \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n aparar s\u0259ni ruhunun dinclik tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259. O q\u0259l\u0259m ki,\t \u0259bas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynin\u0259\tatm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ar\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131na geyinmi\u015f, da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259yin daha daqar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ”S\u00f6z D\u0259rvi\u015fi”nin\t \u0259lind\u0259\t ona yol yolda\u015f\u0131 \u00e7oma\u011f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259r…<\/p>\n

Z\u018fNC\u0130ROTU<\/p>\n

Yaz \u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni s\u0259h\u0259ri \u015firin qaz balalar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si il\u0259 a\u00e7araq
\nxumarlana-xumarlana s\u00fcbh \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda \u015fehl\u0259n\u0259n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rini qurulurdu. Bird\u0259n balalar\u0131n \u0259n ki\u00e7iyi olan sapsar\u0131 qaz balas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si
\nal\u0259mi b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. \u00c7\u0259m\u0259n onun a\u011flamaq s\u0259b\u0259bini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qulaq olsun dey\u0259 bitirdiyi quzuqula\u011f\u0131 otu il\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259
\ndinl\u0259di. Dey\u0259s\u0259n bizim bu d\u0259c\u0259l qaz balas\u0131 g\u00f6yd\u0259 u\u00e7an qu\u015flar\u0131
\ng\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00f6zl\u0259rinin d\u0259 qanad\u0131 oldu\u011fu halda u\u00e7a bilm\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nhay h\u0259\u015fir salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Anas\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 xeyri olmad\u0131.
\nK\u00fcs\u0259r\u0259k onlardan uzaqla\u015f\u0131b t\u0259nha bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, \u0259s\u0259n meh k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259ki z\u0259ncirotunu
\n\u00fcf\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qaz balas\u0131 bu anda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259n z\u0259ncirotu
\nhiss\u0259l\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u00fcb heyranl\u0131qla bax\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar sanki k\u00fcl\u0259yin asta
\nasta ifa etdiyi musiqinin ah\u0259ngi il\u0259 s\u0259mada f\u0131rlana f\u0131rlana qaz
\nbalas\u0131n\u0131 daha da heyran edirdi. \u00c7\u0259m\u0259n onun sakitl\u0259\u015fdiyin\u0259
\nsevinib k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n bir az da b\u0259rk \u0259sm\u0259sini ist\u0259di.Bel\u0259c\u0259 yuvas\u0131ndan qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7an qu\u015flar kimi z\u0259ncirotu da t\u0259k t\u0259k
\ns\u0259maya ucal\u0131rd\u0131. Bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n qaz balas\u0131 yenid\u0259n daha gur s\u0259sl\u0259
\na\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131b \u015fikay\u0259t etdi: ”Qanadlar\u0131m oldu\u011fu halda u\u00e7a
\nbilmir\u0259ms\u0259 he\u00e7 olmasa z\u0259ncirotu olard\u0131m.Onlar kimi u\u00e7maq
\n\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.”…
\nAnid\u0259n g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bulud ald\u0131 v\u0259 q\u0259fild\u0259n yaz ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131
\nya\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Ana qaz balalar\u0131n\u0131 qanad\u0131 alt\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n
\nk\u0259sm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259di. G\u00fcn g\u00fcnortaya d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n
\nk\u0259sm\u0259si il\u0259 al-\u0259lvan g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 ba\u015f tac\u0131 kimi b\u0259z\u0259k
\nverdi. Qaz balalar\u0131 sevincl\u0259 yamya\u015f\u0131l \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. U\u00e7a
\nbilm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259s\u0259dl\u0259 z\u0259ncirotuna bel\u0259 baxan qaz balas\u0131 is\u0259
\n\u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni bir az g\u0259zmi\u015fdi ki, bird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan islan\u0131b yer\u0259
\ns\u0259pil\u0259n v\u0259 daha u\u00e7a bilm\u0259y\u0259n z\u0259ncirotu sata\u015fd\u0131. O h\u0259l\u0259 yeniyeni t\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259n qum\u015faq v\u0259 sar\u0131 qanadlar\u0131 il\u0259 islanm\u0131\u015f z\u0259ncirotunu s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. Bu zaman ana qaz il\u0259 dig\u0259r qaz balalar\u0131n\u0131n
\ns\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. Onlar \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 f\u0259rqind\u0259 bel\u0259 olmadan ayaqlar\u0131
\nalt\u0131ndak\u0131 z\u0259ncirotunu \u0259zib ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

S\u018fSS\u0130Z Q\u018fL\u018fM..<\/p>\n

\u0130lin son g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ya\u015fan\u0131rd\u0131. Soyuq Dekabr ay\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yi
\nastadan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n o yan bu yana ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 u\u011fultuya
\nb\u0259nz\u0259r bir s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131. Bu s\u0259sinin duyulaca\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259ssizliyi
\nolan ota\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Ev sahibi qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 add\u0131mlarla masaya
\nyax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259ki q\u0259l\u0259mi stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu v\u0259 uzun-uzun
\nk\u00f6vr\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flarla onu seyr edib,sonra anid\u0259n cevril\u0259r\u0259k
\notaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nEl\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn idi masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulan q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259, orda
\nuzun zamandan b\u0259ri ax\u015famlar \u00f6z titr\u0259k i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n \u0259n
\nqaranl\u0131q k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 bel\u0259 az da olsa \u00e7atd\u0131ran \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n tan\u0131\u015f
\nolduqlar\u0131 g\u00fcn. O g\u00fcn ki, m\u0259hz q\u0259l\u0259mi d\u0259 sahibin\u0259 \u00e7ox sevdiyi
\nbirisi ilk v\u0259 son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. \u00c7\u0131raq maraqla yeni
\ng\u0259l\u0259n qona\u011fa bax\u0131b bir xeyli sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib
\nq\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ”xo\u015f g\u0259ldin”dedi…
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 uzun uzad s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 yol alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 h\u0259r ikisi. Yol \u00fcst\u00fc ax\u015fam
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259b\u0259d\u0259qiq\u0259 qaranl\u0131qla\u015fan ota\u011f\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rmaq
\n\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yanan \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n alov dili yeni dostunun g\u0259li\u015fi il\u0259 daha
\n\u015f\u00f6l\u0259l\u0259nirdi.\u015e\u00f6hb\u0259tin \u015firin yerind\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m yeni dostundan ba\u015f\u0131na
\ng\u0259l\u0259n \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli hadis\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259di. \u00c7\u0131raq fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f sahibind\u0259n sonra uzun ill\u0259r pasl\u0131 lampas\u0131 il\u0259
\nkims\u0259siz otaqda unuduldu\u011funu v\u0259 ill\u0259r sonra yeni sahibinin
\nota\u011fa ilk g\u0259li\u015fini xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Bununla bel\u0259 o hadis\u0259ni oldu\u011fu kimi
\ndeyil, m\u0259hz h\u0259min g\u00fcn yeni sahibinin onun haqq\u0131nda
\nyazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131b, dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259di.Q\u0259l\u0259m d\u0259 maraqla
\n”buyur” deyinc\u0259, \u00e7\u0131xar b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 v\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k halda dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n”S\u0259sizlik v\u0259 t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131n soyuqlu\u011funa b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f evin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 hal\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259r. Qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n z\u00fclm\u0259tind\u0259 yox olan g\u00fcn \u015f\u00fcarlar\u0131 kimi
\notaqdak\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n alovlar\u0131 getdikc\u0259 z\u0259ifl\u0259y\u0259r. Sonda is\u0259 an g\u0259l\u0259r
\ntamamil\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6n\u0259r. Ondan ni\u015fan\u0259 qalan lampa \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki
\nhisl\u0259r kimi qalacaq xatir\u0259l\u0259rin yadda\u015f\u0131 da. Ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin
\naras\u0131nda gah ir\u0259li, gah geriy\u0259 boylanan bax\u0131\u015flar n\u0259 oldu\u011funu
\nanlamadan yadla\u015facaq b\u00fct\u00fcn do\u011fma sand\u0131qlar\u0131 il\u0259. Sad\u0259c\u0259
\nsaralm\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 k\u00fcsk\u00fcn u\u015faq kimi boynunu b\u00fck\u0259n,
\nm\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259bl\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f misralar onu h\u0259r an anmaqda olacaq. V\u0259
\nbir g\u00fcn birisi yax\u0131nla\u015far unudulmu\u015f qap\u0131n\u0131n astanas\u0131na. Daxil
\nolar t\u0259nhal\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fan ota\u011f\u0131n s\u0259ssizliyin\u0259. Asta add\u0131mlar\u0131 il\u0259
\ntoz basm\u0131\u015f masaya do\u011fru ged\u0259r. Masa \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki d\u0259ft\u0259ri \u0259lin\u0259
\nal\u0131b yedid\u0259n v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259yinc\u0259,yenid\u0259 canlanar solmu\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rin
\nn\u0259f\u0259si. Bax o zaman yoxluqla varl\u0131q aras\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q
\ng\u00fccl\u0259ndikc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n hiss basm\u0131\u015f yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259r\u0259k ona yenid\u0259n
\nya\u015fama g\u00fcc\u00fc ver\u0259r. O \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 ”\u018fb\u0259diyy\u0259t”\u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.!”
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259r bitmi\u015fdi… \u00c7\u0131raq k\u00f6vr\u0259k halda q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 baxd\u0131 v\u0259
\nondan eyni xatir\u0259sini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sini ist\u0259di. Q\u0259l\u0259m fikirli halda
\nsaata baxd\u0131. Gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131na az qal\u0131rd\u0131. Bir azdan sahibi il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f
\noldu\u011fu ilk g\u00fcn bit\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bir az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb bu g\u00fcn haqq\u0131nda n\u0259l\u0259r
\ndan\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7irdi a\u011fl\u0131ndan. Bel\u0259c\u0259 bir xeyli zaman ke\u00e7di.
\nSaat art\u0131q 12-ni \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Q\u0259l\u0259m is\u0259 sahibin\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259
\nedildiyi o anlar\u0131n x\u0259yal\u0131ndan ayr\u0131la bilmirdi. \u00c7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259
\nsual etm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq q\u0259l\u0259m he\u00e7 n\u0259 duymurmu\u015f kimi
\nolanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb susdu,susdu v\u0259 susdu. …
\nArt\u0131q s\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r durmadan sual edib
\nyorulan \u00e7\u0131raq cavabs\u0131z suallardan yorulub d\u0259rin bir yuxuya
\nged\u0259rc\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0259l\u0259m is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 susurdu…<\/p>\n

GEC\u018fL\u018fR DO\u011eAN AY G\u00d6Z B\u018fB\u018fY\u0130NM\u0130?<\/p>\n

\u018ftrini soru\u015fdum yov\u015fan kolundan,
\n”M\u0259nd\u0259n bir tutaml\u0131q d\u0259r, g\u00f6t\u00fcr”-dedi.
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259ldi pay\u0131z\u0131n soyuq n\u0259f\u0259si
\nSel g\u0259l\u0259n t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n

O s\u0259ssiz \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259 suya d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc islad\u0131b quruyan da\u015f\u0131n.
\nYolunun s\u0259mtini ovcumda tapd\u0131m
\nG\u00f6yl\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259nin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r do\u011fan ay g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259yinmi?
\nBu nec\u0259 nax\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bax\u0131\u015fa b\u0259nz\u0259r.
\nYerl\u0259 g\u00f6y aras\u0131 sora\u011f\u0131ndayam,
\nD\u0259rvi\u015f libas\u0131nda x\u0259yal\u0131m g\u0259z\u0259r.<\/p>\n

B\u018fXT\u0130M\u0130\tYAZIM GED\u0130M<\/p>\n

Bir sirrim var, da\u015f sirda\u015f\u0131m,
\nDeyim, sonra sirr da\u015f\u0131m ol…
\nOyan z\u00fclm\u0259t yuxulardan
\nM\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ol, pir da\u015f\u0131m ol.<\/p>\n

Oyan, oyat yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\nG\u00fcc\u00fcn \u00e7atsa d\u0259rdimi yen,
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 dost tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131na
\nDa\u015f q\u0259lbinl\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 sevin….<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259ssizlik n\u0259dir bel\u0259?
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 qal\u0131bd\u0131r.
\nArzular\u0131m dil ucunda,
\nSirrim s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 qal\u0131bd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u0130lahi…
\n\u0130lahi, da\u015f\u0131n dinm\u0259di…
\nDa\u015f\u0131ndan haraym\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmaz?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 qism\u0259tim bel\u0259di?…
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rimi k\u00fcl\u00fcng el\u0259,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 sirr saxlayan
\nKor quyular qaz\u0131m gedim.
\nYa da bir yol g\u00f6st\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259,
\nDa\u015f\u0131n da\u011f oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259
\nG\u00fcn batandan g\u00fcn do\u011fana
\nAz\u0131m gedim.<\/p>\n

\u0130lahi, da\u015f\u0131n dinm\u0259di…
\nSular\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b et,
\nA\u011faclardan q\u0259l\u0259m d\u00fcz\u0259lt,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n qaya aln\u0131na
\nVer, b\u0259xtimi yaz\u0131m gedim.<\/p>\n

S\u018fN D\u018f\tUNUT<\/p>\n

G\u0259l yaram\u0131za duz s\u0259p\u0259k,
\nOlsun ayr\u0131l\u0131q yaras\u0131.
\nGah s\u0131zladaq d\u0259rin-d\u0259rin,
\ngah da g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6kd\u00fcr\u0259k.
\nG\u00f6z\u0259rind\u0259n od qopar\u0131b
\ncan\u0131ndan el\u0259 bezdir\u0259k,
\n\u00d6ls\u00fcn ayr\u0131l\u0131q yaras\u0131.
\nHe\u00e7 yas\u0131n\u0131 da tutmayaq
\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getsin yad\u0131m\u0131zdan.
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k ki, k\u00f6lg\u0259 kimi,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k kimi, yuxu kimi,
\nBir q\u0259zal\u0131 b\u00f6lg\u0259 kimi
\ndarmada\u011f\u0131n, k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr ke\u00e7di yan\u0131m\u0131zdan.
\nYum g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, a\u00e7 ovcunu,
\nBu arzumu h\u0259diyy\u0259 t\u0259k
\n\u0259lind\u0259 tut, sonra gedim.
\nBilirs\u0259n ki, yadda\u015f\u0131m yox
\nm\u0259n ki, \u00e7oxdan unutqanam…
\nDuz s\u0259pil\u0259n yaralar\u0131
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 unut, sonra gedim. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 n\u0259dir ”\u018fd\u0259biyyat”? \u2010B\u0259z\u0259n bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin q\u0259lbind\u0259 yara olan ana sevgisi, b\u0259z\u0259n bir qocan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki h\u0259sr\u0259t, b\u0259z\u0259n bir buludun dolub\u2010dolub bo\u015fald\u0131\u011f\u0131 hicran, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 bir mahn\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 deyildiyi kimi: ”Uzun inc\u0259 bir yoldayam, Gedir\u0259m g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u2010gec\u0259” B\u0259li, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131mayacaq q\u0259d\u0259r ”uzun” bir yoldur \u018fd\u0259biyyat. Q\u0259lbimin \u0259n m\u0259hr\u0259m sirrl\u0259rini \u00f6z sehri il\u0259 ovsunlay\u0131b m\u0259nd\u0259n alan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[52],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zerifkolgeler"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30490","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30490"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30490\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30498,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30490\/revisions\/30498"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}