{"id":30506,"date":"2019-05-03T10:00:40","date_gmt":"2019-05-03T06:00:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30506"},"modified":"2019-05-03T12:03:02","modified_gmt":"2019-05-03T08:03:02","slug":"gunel-eyvazli-muxtar-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30506","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel EYVAZLI.”Muxtar” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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El\u0259 bilir\u0259m da\u011f, da\u015f, divar – h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r bu g\u00fcn. C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131n\u0131n heyk\u0259li \u0259lini qoynundan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb R\u0259\u015fid Behbudov kimi qollar\u0131n\u0131 yana a\u00e7\u0131b oxumaq ist\u0259yir. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsiz? “N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, n\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ngs\u0259n, bu ax\u015fam s\u0259n \u0259ziz dost”. H\u0259l\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Muzeyinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0131ralanan heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri demir\u0259m. El\u0259 bil ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b yer\u0259 atlanmaq ist\u0259yir. Vahidin ba\u015f\u0131na d\u0131rmanan x\u0131rda adamlar da yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Lap el\u0259 Vahidin \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259, m\u0259nimt\u0259k b\u0259d\u0259nsiz ba\u015f kimi qalmaqdan bezib kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m, o da ham\u0131 kimi \u0259li, aya\u011f\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259ni yerind\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259yal edir. Yerim\u0259k ist\u0259yir, qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir, dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir…
\nG\u00fcnel EYVAZLI<\/p>\n

– S\u00f6z ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n? M\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil, v\u0259ssalam. Al qovluqlar\u0131n\u0131 da, \u00e7\u0131x otaqdan.<\/p>\n

– Ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

– D\u0259rman k\u0259\u015ff el\u0259yib ki\u015finin o\u011flu… S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259, oxu. N\u0259 magistr t\u0259hsilin var, n\u0259 d\u0259 elmi i\u015f yazm\u0131san. Bakalavriatla \u0259lini vurub qoltu\u011funa g\u0259lmis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 Eyn\u015fteyn d\u0259 elml\u0259r namiz\u0259di deyildi…<\/p>\n

– H\u0259 d\u0259, balas\u0131, o, Eyn\u015fteyn idi. S\u0259n is\u0259 Muxtarsan. M\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. G\u00f6t\u00fcr bunlar\u0131 da, \u00e7\u0131x otaqdan, dedim.<\/p>\n

– Pe\u015fman olacaqs\u0131z.<\/p>\n

– Allah, Allah. Qarda\u015f\u0131m, m\u0259n art\u0131q pe\u015fmanam. M\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259n laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, niy\u0259 adam bilib h\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fcb-ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131rsan. S\u0259n\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 dedim, g\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259, g\u0259lm\u0259. Bir ayd\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 xarab el\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– Tomos Edisonu m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n qovmu\u015fdular. M\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri ona k\u00fctbeyin deyirdi. Adam el\u0259 k\u0259\u015ffl\u0259r etdi ki…<\/p>\n

– Aman Allah, bir ayd\u0131r eyni \u015feyl\u0259ri t\u0259krarl\u0131y\u0131rsan e! Muxtar, yax\u015f\u0131 yol. Bel\u0259, yolun a\u00e7\u0131q olsun. K\u0259\u015ffl\u0259rin s\u0259rh\u0259dl\u0259ri a\u015f\u0131b x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259lsin qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131za. Nobel alasan. Olsun e, olsun. Amma, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, bu, k\u0259\u015ff deyil. Yeni \u0259srin \u015eeyx N\u0259srullah\u0131 olmaq ist\u0259yirs\u0259n? Bir d\u0259 ki, s\u0259n Allah\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 niy\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan ax\u0131. A balam, s\u0259nin n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259ri diriltm\u0259k?<\/p>\n

– Bu, Allah i\u015fin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fmaq deyil. Bu, sor\u011fu-suald\u0131. Niy\u0259l\u0259ri soru\u015fmaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Ay adam, n\u0259yin\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r ax\u0131?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, nakam getmi\u015f insanlar\u0131, bu d\u00fcnyada missiyas\u0131 yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q k\u0259sil\u0259n adamlar\u0131n geriy\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259sini ist\u0259rdim. Siz ist\u0259mirsiz?<\/p>\n

– Vallah, havalanm\u0131san s\u0259n. C\u0259f\u0259ng-c\u0259f\u0259ng fikirl\u0259rl\u0259 vaxt\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131rsan. \u0130ndi iclas olacaq, xo\u015f getdin.<\/p>\n

– Bo\u015f-bo\u015funa ke\u00e7iril\u0259n m\u00fczakir\u0259l\u0259r, iclaslar. Doldurursuz bir zal adam\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131z. N\u0259 elm var, n\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259\u015ff. Bo\u015f-bo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r var ortal\u0131qda, v\u0259ssalam. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz d\u0259 bilirsiniz ki, bo\u015fbo\u011fazl\u0131qd\u0131r, ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259. Guya i\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r. Simpozium, t\u0259\u015fkilat, y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaq. Haval\u0131 sizsiniz, deyim, x\u0259b\u0259riniz olsun. Kimi aldad\u0131rs\u0131z ax\u0131? Bezm\u0259diniz vaxt \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259kd\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Xo\u015f getdin, dedim s\u0259n\u0259! A\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni dan\u0131\u015fma! Ki\u015fi kimi bir i\u015fin qulpundan yap\u0131\u015f! Qaz vur, qazan doldur! Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015f-bo\u015f \u015feyl\u0259rl\u0259 yorma. S\u0259nin k\u0259\u015ff adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bu qondarma d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131, bir qovluq ka\u011f\u0131z-ku\u011fuzunu he\u00e7 kim s\u0131naqdan ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Bel\u0259 \u015fey h\u0259yat\u0131nda olmaz. Olsayd\u0131 avropal\u0131lar birinci k\u0259\u015ff ed\u0259rdil\u0259r. Deyirs\u0259n s\u0259nin q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 yoxdur?<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox heyif.<\/p>\n

– Deyir\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259, normal, yola yax\u0131n, sanball\u0131, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 uy\u011fun n\u0259s\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259ls\u0259, bax, g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n yan\u0131ma. D\u0259d\u0259m Mehtinin o\u011flu deyil\u0259m, \u0259g\u0259r s\u0259ni qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxmasam. Bax, s\u00f6z verir\u0259m, ki\u015fi kimi. Get, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, get.<\/p>\n

– Siz!<\/p>\n

– Get, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, get. Qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011fla arxanca.<\/p>\n

Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yim yad\u0131mda deyil. Birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki, ba\u015f\u0131m gic\u0259ll\u0259nirdi. Bura g\u0259lm\u0259yim\u0259 it kimi pe\u015fman olmu\u015fdum. B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya, ba\u015f ver\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey, h\u0259yat\u0131m, arzular\u0131m el\u0259 bil d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n a\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n Sizif g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259 deyildim. Ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Da\u015f olub h\u0259r \u015fey ba\u015f\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. \u018fzilir\u0259m, el\u0259 \u0259zilir\u0259m ki. Adam\u0131 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpmaq y\u0259qin buna deyilir.<\/p>\n

Yolun sa\u011f\u0131, solu, eni, uzunu – h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Gah ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m, qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131 dart\u0131rd\u0131m, yerli-yersiz, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n qeyri-ixtiyari \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u0130ki d\u0259f\u0259 yolu s\u0259hv gedib geri qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, eskalatora t\u0259rsin\u0259 minmi\u015fdim, s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u0259, it\u0259liy\u0259-it\u0259liy\u0259 ke\u00e7irdim adamlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

“N\u00f6vb\u0259ti stansiya “Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131”.<\/p>\n

– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259rdiniz, “Memar \u018fc\u0259mi”y\u0259 nec\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? Aha, ordan, d\u00fcz ordan. \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun, \u00e7ox t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

“Qap\u0131lar ba\u011flan\u0131r n\u00f6vb\u0259ti stansiya “Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131”.<\/p>\n

– Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259rdiniz, “Memar \u018fc\u0259mi” stansiyas\u0131na nec\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? O qatar s\u0259hv apar\u0131r. Bayaq da ona mindim. Eyni yer\u0259 gedir. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00fcz ged\u0259c\u0259k? \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n

“Qap\u0131lar ba\u011flan\u0131r, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti stansiya “Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131”.<\/p>\n

– Xan\u0131m, siz deyin… “\u018fc\u0259mi”y\u0259 nec\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m? Hara apar\u0131r? Yaln\u0131z ora? <\/p>\n

“Qap\u0131lar ba\u011flan\u0131r, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti stansiya “Elml\u0259r Akademiyas\u0131”.<\/p>\n

– Bir d\u0259qiq\u0259, \u00fczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, xala z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259rdiniz. Saxlay\u0131n… \u00c7\u0259kilin, z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa. Saxlay\u0131n, dedim. “Memar \u018fc\u0259mi”y\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Saxlay\u0131n!<\/p>\n

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Bura “Bak\u0131 Soveti”dir. Tfu, l\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n, “\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri \u015e\u0259h\u0259r” metrostansiyas\u0131d\u0131r. Bu da Mirz\u0259 \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r Sabir.<\/p>\n

Salam, Sabir a\u011fa. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m heyk\u0259l olmaqdan bezmis\u0259n ax\u0131. Aya\u011fa dur, s\u00fcr-s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u015faqq\u0131ldat.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s s\u0259n, F\u00fczuli… \u00dczr ist\u0259yir\u0259m, siz. Nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz? H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 , \u201cCan verm\u0259 q\u0259mi-e\u015fq\u0259 ki, e\u015fq af\u0259ti-cand\u0131r, E\u015fq af\u0259ti-can oldu\u011fu m\u0259\u015fhuri-cahand\u0131r!\u201d fikrinin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qal\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? Yox, daha sevgil\u0259ri d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fib bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n. Bir d\u0259, ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 edir\u0259m. \u018flinizi z\u0259hm\u0259t olmasa \u00e7\u0259n\u0259nizd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdiniz. Bel\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz fotoya. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 da qald\u0131r\u0131n. M\u0259zlum g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259yin, n\u0259 olar. M\u0259nc\u0259 ill\u0259rdir yer\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yet\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n m\u0259ni. Ham\u0131n\u0131z ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n. Bu g\u00fcn \u0259hval\u0131m olduqca pisdir. Hirsliy\u0259m, ac\u0131ql\u0131yam… <\/p>\n

…B\u0259zi g\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rins\u0259 \u00fcmidind\u0259ydim, do\u011frusu. Heyk\u0259l kimi \u0259li qoynunda oturmaqdan bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xmayacaq, h\u0259? D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmis\u0259ns\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n yollar\u0131n\u0131 da tapmal\u0131san, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. V\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, r\u0259ngar\u0259ngliyi yaradan insan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. Y\u0259ni i\u00e7ind\u0259 olan bo\u015flu\u011fu hara gets\u0259n bel\u0259, yen\u0259 d\u0259 doldura bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Beynind\u0259 yuva salm\u0131\u015f h\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259ni harda olsan narahat ed\u0259c\u0259k. Neqativ fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n xilas olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sm\u0259lis\u0259n, ya da bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259lis\u0259n. Ba\u015fqa yolun yoxdur. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259zalar\u0131n yerind\u0259 oldu\u011fu halda g\u00fcnl\u0259rini bo\u015funa x\u0259rcl\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259, get \u0259lsiz-ayaqs\u0131z Nik Vuy\u00e7i\u00e7in kitablar\u0131n\u0131 oxu, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n. N\u0259 bilim, motivasiya \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259la enerji m\u0259nb\u0259yi ola bil\u0259r. Ya da g\u00fcc\u00fc k\u0259narda deyil \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 tapma\u011f\u0131 bacar, deyirdim. \u0130ndi is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259lsiz, ayaqs\u0131z adam kimi hiss edir\u0259m. Boynu b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, m\u0259zlum qozbel Kvazimodo kimiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bilir\u0259m da\u011f, da\u015f, divar – h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259niml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r bu g\u00fcn. C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131 \u0259lini qoynundan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb R\u0259\u015fid Behbudov kimi qollar\u0131n\u0131 yana a\u00e7\u0131b oxumaq ist\u0259yir. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsiz? “N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, n\u0259 q\u0259\u015f\u0259ngs\u0259n, bu ax\u015fam s\u0259n \u0259ziz dost”. H\u0259l\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Muzeyinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0131ralanan heyk\u0259ll\u0259ri demir\u0259m. El\u0259 bil ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b yer\u0259 atlanmaq ist\u0259yir. Vahidin ba\u015f\u0131na d\u0131rmanan x\u0131rda adamlar da yer\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Lap el\u0259 Vahidin \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259, m\u0259nimt\u0259k b\u0259d\u0259nsiz ba\u015f kimi qalmaqdan bezib kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259. El\u0259 bilir\u0259m, o da ham\u0131 kimi \u0259li, aya\u011f\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259ni yerind\u0259 olmas\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259yal edir. Yerim\u0259k ist\u0259yir, qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir, dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yir. M\u0259n is\u0259 \u00fcmidsizliyin ac\u0131s\u0131ndan m\u0259hz indi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm intihara getm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. Amma yox, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 s\u00fckutdur. B\u0259lk\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rgidim? \u00d6lm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 var ki. Susum. Onsuz da s\u00f6z\u00fcn qiym\u0259ti g\u00f6zd\u0259n el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ki, ham\u0131 nec\u0259 ist\u0259yir el\u0259 d\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259yir onu. Ah…<\/p>\n

Soyuq k\u0259sdi m\u0259ni. Bel\u0259 baxanda yayd\u0131. B\u0259s m\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 soyuqdu? Niy\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m? B\u00f6yr\u0259kl\u0259rim s\u0131z\u0131ldayanda Almas \u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr yad\u0131ma. Bo\u011faz\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r suyun i\u00e7ind\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar b\u0259db\u0259xti. Dan\u0131\u015fan\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn etmi\u015fdil\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131. Onlar\u0131n aln\u0131nda m\u00f6h\u00fcr izi qaralm\u0131rd\u0131. Al\u0131nlar\u0131na \u015fanl\u0131 \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259ri l\u0259k\u0259 kimi yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259s s\u0259sini, burjua \u015fairi! Urvats\u0131z-urvats\u0131z ya\u015fa.<\/p>\n

Neftinl\u0259 doydur Moskvan\u0131, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 qazan, amma q\u0259hr\u0259man \u015f\u0259h\u0259r statusuna y\u00fcks\u0259lm\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n Bak\u0131m. Bu x\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131 X\u0259z\u0259rin qoynuna ataca\u011fam ill\u0259rdir d\u00fcz\u0259ltdiyim bu h\u0259bl\u0259ri. Qoy sulara qar\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Bal\u0131qlar i\u00e7ib dirilik qazans\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

– Muxtar m\u00fc\u0259llim, yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131z?<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olub?<\/p>\n

– S\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n bufetd\u0259siz. Birinci el\u0259 bildim ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z a\u011fray\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 vaxtdan burdayam?<\/p>\n

– \u0130ki saat olar. Sizi axtar\u0131rlar. Direktor ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259ni? Niy\u0259?<\/p>\n

– X\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

\u0130lahi, bu n\u0259di ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259ldi? Duran yerd\u0259 niy\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n ki? Allah bilir Akademiyadan z\u0259ng vurublar. Deyibl\u0259r ba\u015fdanxarab\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259 niy\u0259 saxlam\u0131s\u0131z? Tfu, bel\u0259 h\u0259yat olar? Al\u0131nm\u0131r da. M\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Olar?<\/p>\n

– Ke\u00e7-ke\u00e7. N\u0259 olub? Niy\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131san?<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7, olur m\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n

– \u018fs\u0259dov, s\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259 verir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259\u0259. N\u0259n\u0259?.. M\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li-b\u0259li s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 v\u0259zif\u0259sidi el\u0259?<\/p>\n

– Ba\u015f hidroloq?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng v\u0259zif\u0259dir, el\u0259mi? Ay\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259 hava haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. H\u0259ft\u0259lik m\u0259lumat ver\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. S\u0259ni televizora \u00e7\u0131xaracam. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6lk\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131yacaq.<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, bir d\u0259. \u00dcr\u0259yin ist\u0259s\u0259 lap havan\u0131n, buludlar\u0131n istiqam\u0259tini d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f<\/p>\n

– Yox, nec\u0259, niy\u0259 ki?<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni niy\u0259? \u00d6l\u00fcn\u00fc diriltm\u0259yi bacaran, buludu da qova bil\u0259r. Lap bel\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi ist\u0259s\u0259 xo\u015fu g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259r. Yerind\u0259 olsam, t\u0259\u015fkil ed\u0259r\u0259m bir d\u0259n\u0259 tornada, g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m Erm\u0259nistana. Get q\u0259binetiv\u0259… Al, h\u0259diyy\u0259ni d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259di bu?<\/p>\n

– Qlobusdu. F\u0131rlad \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

H\u0259, bu da s\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259. Get, \u018fs\u0259dov. Get, kef el\u0259. Adam dirild\u0259n. Kabinetinin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 yaz: “Adam dirild\u0259n \u018fs\u0259dovun kabineti”. Yax\u015f\u0131 reklam m\u0259tni d\u0259 yazmaq olar: “\u00d6l\u00fcm daha qorxulu deyil. \u018fb\u0259di ya\u015famaq indi burnunuzun ucundad\u0131r. \u018fs\u0259dov h\u0259bl\u0259rini al\u0131n. Al\u0131n, i\u00e7in v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di olun”. L\u0259n\u0259t s\u0259n\u0259 kor \u015feytan. Allah bilir, b\u00fct\u00fcn departament g\u00fcl\u00fcr m\u0259n\u0259. M\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259n laz\u0131md\u0131r ax\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131mayan ba\u015f\u0131na niy\u0259 yayl\u0131q ba\u011flay\u0131rsan ki? Ya\u015fa ham\u0131 kimi, dan\u0131\u015f ham\u0131 kimi. Bu da olsun, h\u0259yat.<\/p>\n

– Yolda\u015f, \u018fs\u0259dov, x\u0259b\u0259riniz var. D\u0259nizd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 olaylar ba\u015f verir.<\/p>\n

– N\u0259 olay? N\u0259 olub?<\/p>\n

– T\u0259l\u0259sin, b\u00fct\u00fcn deliqasiya oraya yollan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259m ki, v\u0259zif\u0259m\u0259. Ota\u011fa gedib \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

– Tez olun e, tez olun.<\/p>\n

Qlobusumu ota\u011fa qoyub a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm k\u00f6\u00e7 gedib. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, bir Allah b\u0259nd\u0259si m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yib ki, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na mindirsin. N\u0259 is\u0259, onlar atl\u0131 olsun, m\u0259n d\u0259 piyada. D\u00fcz getdim “\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri \u015e\u0259h\u0259r” metrostansiyas\u0131na. Baksovetd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb Filarmoniyan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n qalxd\u0131m yuxar\u0131. Yeralt\u0131 ke\u00e7idl\u0259 ke\u00e7ib bulvar t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Uzaqdan camaat g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130yn\u0259 atsayd\u0131n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi. D\u0259nizin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki burul\u011fana b\u0259nz\u0259r bulud bulvar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 do\u011fru h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdi. Hava el\u0259 istiydi ki, qara bulud topas\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rts\u0259ydi \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259 olacaqd\u0131. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, iti add\u0131mlarla g\u0259ldim d\u0259nizin k\u0259nar\u0131na. Yolda\u015f M\u0259rdanov da burdayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rdanov m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi tez yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. TV kanallar\u0131n kameralar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259, “bu, bizim ba\u015f hidroloqumuzdur”, t\u0259qdimat\u0131n\u0131 verdi. \u0130ndi ba\u015f hidroloq n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131rsa s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, dedi.<\/p>\n

Aman Allah, m\u0259n n\u0259 etm\u0259liy\u0259m ki? Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 qorxudublar ki, y\u0259qin bu bulud hans\u0131sa zavodda ba\u015f vermi\u015f partlay\u0131\u015fdan \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f z\u0259h\u0259rli buluddur ki, o da bir d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u011fsa camaat z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259nib \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259k. L\u0259n\u0259t \u015feytana, i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim. Balam, m\u0259n Allaham? Yoxsa \u0130sa pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r\u0259m? N\u0259 deyim bunlara?<\/p>\n

El\u0259m\u0259dim t\u0259nb\u0259llik buludun t\u0259rkibini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn labarator l\u0259vaz\u00fcmatlar\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yolland\u0131m helekopterin i\u00e7in\u0259. El\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 minmi\u015fdim ki, yad\u0131ma d\u00fcn\u0259n d\u0259niz\u0259 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259bl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130lahi, y\u0259ni bu bulud o h\u0259bl\u0259rin buxar\u0131ndan yaranm\u0131\u015f buluddur? K\u00fcl oldu m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131ma. Olmaya n\u0259yis\u0259 s\u0259hv el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n neyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, ay Allah? B\u0259nd\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n

Yenic\u0259 oturmu\u015fdum ki, M\u0259rdanov m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l edib, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yimi ist\u0259di. He\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamad\u0131m. Dey\u0259s\u0259n tutacaqlar m\u0259ni. Y\u00fcz faiz h\u0259bs ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. Y\u0259qin d\u00fcn\u0259nki h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259timi g\u00f6r\u0259n olub. Bir d\u0259 ax\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n zibilini t\u00f6k\u00fcrl\u0259r d\u0259niz\u0259. D\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli bal\u0131q da qalmay\u0131b orda. \u0130ndi bir ovuc d\u0259rmanla n\u0259 olacaq ax\u0131? N\u0259 is\u0259, dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, x\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdur. Yalan\u00e7\u0131 d\u0259rmanlard\u0131. \u018f\u015f\u015fi n\u0259 d\u0259rman? X\u0259b\u0259rim yoxdur, v\u0259ssalam. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, d\u00fcn\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259ri yand\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u0259\u015ffimin izi bel\u0259 qalmay\u0131b, \u00e7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rdanova yax\u0131nla\u015fanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ya\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Allah\u0131m, n\u0259 olub ax\u0131?<\/p>\n

Camaat d\u0259niz\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7evir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 inanmad\u0131m. D\u0259nizin i\u00e7ind\u0259n adamlar sahil\u0259 do\u011fru ir\u0259lil\u0259yirdi. M\u0259rdanovun \u00fc\u00e7 il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 d\u0259nizd\u0259 batm\u0131\u015f, c\u0259s\u0259di tap\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f o\u011flu ir\u0259lid\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. Ard\u0131yca neft\u00e7il\u0259r, f\u0259hl\u0259 geyimli adamlar, q\u0131zlar, o\u011flanlar g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

B\u0259s o kimdi? Nimda\u015f, boz penc\u0259kd\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fc t\u00fckl\u00fc, yor\u011fun adam kimdir g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Yaxas\u0131nda r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Aha, apayd\u0131n sezilir. Bir. H\u0259, birdi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 bir, sonra s\u0131f\u0131r. Doqquz. Bu n\u0259 r\u0259q\u0259mdir? Min y\u00fcz doqquz.<\/p>\n

– Yolda\u015f \u018fs\u0259dov, n\u0259 ba\u015f verir?<\/p>\n

– Xan\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi adamlard\u0131. Vaxtil\u0259 batm\u0131\u015f, ya at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, izsiz-tozsuz qeyb olan, itkin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n adamlar.<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259ni \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259r dirilib?<\/p>\n

– G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi, h\u0259yatda h\u0259r \u015fey m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

– Ola bil\u0259r X\u0259z\u0259rin sular\u0131na dirilik suyu qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b. Tarixi m\u0259nb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 suyun olmas\u0131 m\u0259lumat\u0131 var ax\u0131. Yad\u0131n\u0131zdad\u0131r, \u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259rin axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 dirilik suyu?<\/p>\n

– \u0130ndi deyirsiniz, bu qara bulud d\u0259nizd\u0259n buxarlanm\u0131\u015f buluddur?<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, d\u00fcpp\u0259d\u00fcz. D\u0259nizd\u0259n buxarlanm\u0131\u015f buluddur. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bel\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259dir v\u0259 f\u0259rqlidir.<\/p>\n

– Sizc\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131nt\u0131 hara d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nc\u0259, bu bulud \u00e7ox uza\u011fa ged\u0259c\u0259k. \u0130stadacaq ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Yamya\u015f ed\u0259c\u0259k bizi. T\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n-d\u0131rna\u011fa yuyacaq. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcl\u0259ri sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 qusulland\u0131rma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dirilik ist\u0259m\u0259yimizd\u0259ndir. Yoxsa torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259k ruhsuz m\u00fcq\u0259vvan\u0131 niy\u0259 yuyaq ki? Q\u0259diml\u0259rd\u0259n biz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n yadda\u015f kodudur bu. Dirilik sevdas\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130ndi ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, anlayacay\u0131q. \u015e\u00fcurumuz, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259miz, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z diril\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

– Muxtar b\u0259y, sizinl\u0259y\u0259m, Muxtar b\u0259y.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li<\/p>\n

– Televiziya m\u00fcxbiri, Tofiq\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Lap yax\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Bir sual verim. G\u00fcman edirsiniz ki, bu bulud dirilik bulududur.<\/p>\n

– G\u00fcman etmir\u0259m, bel\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

– D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259k ki, bel\u0259dir. Siz bu dirilik buludunun hara yan almas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259rdiniz? Bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n harada ya\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259rdiniz?<\/p>\n

– \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n olsayd\u0131, \u0259g\u0259r o buludlar getm\u0259k ist\u0259s\u0259ydi. M\u0259ni s\u0131zladan, i\u00e7imi yey\u0259n g\u00fcnahs\u0131z, m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015f adamlar\u0131n q\u0259brin\u0259 ya\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259rdim. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131na ya\u011fs\u0131n. Ya\u011fs\u0131n. Q\u0259hr\u0259manlar yenid\u0259n dirilsin, ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Gedib qay\u0131tmayanlar, “xalq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni” ad\u0131yla g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nl\u0259r dirilsin. Bilirsiz…<\/p>\n

– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, vaxt\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur… M\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259 hava haqq\u0131nda m\u0259lumat ver\u0259rdiniz…<\/p>\n

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