{"id":30511,"date":"2019-05-03T10:00:09","date_gmt":"2019-05-03T06:00:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30511"},"modified":"2019-05-03T12:03:40","modified_gmt":"2019-05-03T08:03:40","slug":"alnimda-goyn%c9%99y%c9%99n-gull%c9%99-yeri-musfiqin-ruhuna-gunel-eyvazli-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=30511","title":{"rendered":"Aln\u0131mda g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 yeri&#8230;M\u00fc\u015ffiqin ruhuna&#8230; &#8211; G\u00fcnel EYVAZLI yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/gunel-ed.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/05\/gunel-ed-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-30459\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Da\u015fk\u0259nd\u0259 qastrol s\u0259f\u0259rin\u0259 yollanan Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259 p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landa zalda he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. Zalda yaln\u0131z m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yerl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259k \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f klub n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri olur. Konsert\u0259 \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 yollanan Vaqif d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli sars\u0131nt\u0131 ke\u00e7irir. Onu aldatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, x\u0259yan\u0259t etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Konserti d\u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r proqram haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 elan verm\u0259mi\u015f, ham\u0131 Vaqifin Da\u015fk\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz olmu\u015fdu. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsiniz?<\/p>\n<p>Vaqif piano arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7ir. \u00dcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 zalda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f be\u015f-alt\u0131 adam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn &#8220;\u018fziz\u0259mi g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m&#8221; kompozisiyas\u0131n\u0131 ifa edir. Sonra musiqi s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda, Da\u015fk\u0259ndd\u0259, pianonun arxas\u0131nda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir. Bir yerd\u0259 qeyd edin, Vaqifi pax\u0131ll\u0131q, q\u0131sqancl\u0131q \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc!<\/p>\n<p>Sonra dahini v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. Onu F\u0259xri Xiyabanda d\u0259fn etm\u0259dil\u0259r. Mustafazad\u0259 Yasamal q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. 39 ya\u015f\u0131nda, bunu da bir yer\u0259 qeyd edin!<\/p>\n<p>Aram\u0131zda o q\u0259d\u0259r Aqqel var ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Kim deyib ki, h\u0259qiq\u0259t il\u0259 yalan\u0131n, do\u011fru il\u0259 s\u0259hvin, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q il\u0259 pisliyin sava\u015fmas\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q xeyir, m\u00fctl\u0259q do\u011fru, m\u00fctl\u0259q yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q qalib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n<p>Onlar aram\u0131zda yoxdur. Kim h\u00f6km \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b, kimdir hakim? B\u0259lk\u0259 bu c\u00fcr dahil\u0259ri d\u0259fn etm\u0259yin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l yolu at\u0259\u015fp\u0259r\u0259stl\u0259r kimi alov \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 yand\u0131rmaq v\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259fn etm\u0259kdir?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6l m\u0259nim kimi,<\/p>\n<p>f\u0259q\u0259t m\u0259zar\u0131n olsun \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259tbuat\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n skelet fotolar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259, i\u00e7im didim-didim olur. Ay camaat, M\u00fc\u015ffiq tap\u0131l\u0131b&#8230; &#8220;Muxtar&#8221; hekay\u0259sini q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alanda d\u0259nizd\u0259n sahil\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlayan, yaxas\u0131nda r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n personaj\u0131m\u0131n Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiq olmas\u0131 \u00e7oxuna m\u0259lumdur. Ax\u0131 o r\u0259q\u0259ml\u0259ri nec\u0259 unutmaq olar? 1109&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259tirirsiniz, kims\u0259 siz\u0259 el\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131q edir ki, i\u00e7ind\u0259 partlay\u0131r. Durub danos yaz\u0131r. H\u0259yat\u0131n, kainat\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l olmas\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 alan, \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 onu dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n, h\u0259yat e\u015fqil\u0259 a\u015f\u0131b-da\u015fan bir g\u0259ncin c\u0259llad\u0131na \u00e7evrilir.<\/p>\n<p>Ah, m\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 bu g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015f\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 d\u00fcnyadan nec\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlardan qurtulma\u011f\u0131n &#8220;\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l yolu&#8221; satq\u0131nl\u0131qd\u0131, x\u0259yan\u0259tdir, el\u0259mi?! Qoy r\u0259dd olsun, \u00f6ls\u00fcn, g\u0259b\u0259rsin, g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nsin, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olunsun, h\u0259? Onlar is\u0259 \u0259yinl\u0259rin\u0259 efod geyinib m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s insan cildin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u015eeirl\u0259r yazacaqlar, t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, alq\u0131\u015flayacaqlar, sevil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u0130ll\u0259r sonra is\u0259 k\u0259ll\u0259 s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 iki g\u00fcll\u0259 yeri olan s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259r a\u015fkarlanacaq v\u0259 onun nakam \u015fair Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiq olmas\u0131 ehtimal olunacaq, el\u0259mi? M\u0259tbuat bu x\u0259b\u0259ri PR xatirin\u0259 tirajlayacaq, insanlar ah, nal\u0259 il\u0259, ka\u015f o olard\u0131, d\u0259fn ed\u0259rdik, onun cismi torpa\u011fa qar\u0131\u015fard\u0131, ruhu dinclik tapard\u0131, s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259, kim olursa-olsun, ara\u015fd\u0131rmadan, t\u0259dqiqat aparmadan d\u0259fn ed\u0259k? Onun yox, bu d\u00fcnyadan getmi\u015f M\u00fc\u015ffiqin ruhu yox, bizim &#8211; bizim narahat ruhumuzun \u0259vv\u0259l-ax\u0131r dinclik tapmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn!<\/p>\n<p>Silahlar indi daha s\u0259rrastd\u0131r. Eyni anda ard-arda at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7maq m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. \u015e\u0259xs yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f havadaca d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r. Sizc\u0259, ikinci g\u00fcll\u0259ni aln\u0131na vurana q\u0259d\u0259r M\u00fc\u015ffiq ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u0131? Yoxsa \u0259mr\u0259 m\u00fcnt\u0259zir olan \u0259sl\u0259n az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259r \u015fair yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra, \u015fairin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259min olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn  ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b yenid\u0259n aln\u0131ndan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u0131? Adam sa\u011fd\u0131r, ondan x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131n!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6t\u0259n il X\u0131z\u0131da Mikay\u0131l M\u00fc\u015ffiqin xatir\u0259 evind\u0259 olark\u0259n bu m\u0259lumatla tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fdum. Deyirdil\u0259r, c\u0259llad s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, m\u0259n \u0259mr qulu idim. \u018fmr olunmu\u015fdu, m\u0259n d\u0259 icra etdim. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsiniz? \u018fli bu q\u0259d\u0259r insan\u0131n qan\u0131na bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f adam gec\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n hans\u0131 yuxular\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr? \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, yat\u0131rm\u0131? M\u0259nc\u0259, o, at\u0259\u015fi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7mal\u0131 idi. Bu iztirab\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015famamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u018fmr quluydu, el\u0259mi?<\/p>\n<p>Onlar t\u0259kl\u0259r idi. T\u0259k, m\u0259\u011frur a\u011faclar\u0131 ild\u0131r\u0131m birinci vurur!<\/p>\n<p>XIX \u0259srin ikinci yar\u0131s\u0131nda tam t\u0259sad\u00fcf n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259, tikinti zaman\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259r a\u015fkarlan\u0131r. M\u0259lum olur ki, onlar dahi Dantenin qal\u0131qlar\u0131d\u0131r. Dantenin Florensiyada olan q\u0259brinin s\u0131rf simvolik q\u0259bir olmas\u0131 \u00e7oxuna m\u0259lum idi. El\u0259 o s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259 yerli orqanlar daima dahinin qal\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131n axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131nda idil\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259 o zamanlar Mikelancelonun papa X Lev\u0259 etdiyi xahi\u015f n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 papa Dantenin n\u0259\u015finin Florensiyaya g\u0259tirilm\u0259sini \u0259mr etmi\u015fdi. Sarkovaq Florensiyaya g\u0259lir&#8230; amma bo\u015f g\u0259lir. El\u0259 o vaxtdan bo\u015f q\u0259bir \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurulan abid\u0259 s\u0259cd\u0259gaha \u00e7evrilir. Sad\u0259c\u0259, ham\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nah g\u0259tirdiyi bir \u00fcnvan olmal\u0131d\u0131r, ax\u0131. Q\u0259bir bo\u015f olsa bel\u0259. \u0130ndi d\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn Florensiyadak\u0131 bo\u015f q\u0259bir \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259r, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259r qoyulur. Sevgi xatirin\u0259, ehtiram xatirin\u0259&#8230; Ruhlar narahat deyil, narahat olan yerd\u0259 qalan insanlard\u0131r. \u018fg\u0259r varsa, s\u0131z\u0131ldayan vicdand\u0131r. \u0130lahi komediya&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Portare la propria croce&#8221; &#8211;  Quran ay\u0259si kimi s\u0259sl\u0259nir&#8230; &#8220;H\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z xa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>Bizim kimi&#8230; Aln\u0131m\u0131za yaz\u0131l\u0131b sanki. \u0130mperiyalar aram\u0131zdan hans\u0131 z\u0259ka sahibl\u0259rini, Demiurqlar\u0131 qoparmad\u0131 ki&#8230;\u00d6z \u0259limizl\u0259. Biz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k ist\u0259mirik, dedik. Biz\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k verin, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k. Kimi ist\u0259s\u0259niz satar\u0131q, x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259rik. N\u0259 f\u0259rqi &#8211; cavan, ya\u015fl\u0131. Sonra dey\u0259rik ki, filank\u0259sl\u0259r romantizm \u0259d\u0259bi c\u0259r\u0259yan\u0131n\u0131n n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri olublar. Bu boyda realizm i\u00e7ind\u0259 romantika. &#8220;\u0130blis&#8221; sizi g\u00fcld\u00fcrs\u00fcn!<\/p>\n<p>Homer korlu\u011fu ist\u0259yir\u0259m b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. D\u0259rd oras\u0131ndad\u0131r ki, h\u0259qiq\u0259t el\u0259 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131d\u0131r ki, qaranl\u0131qda da g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc de\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. \u0130ndi &#8220;Olum, ya \u00f6l\u00fcm&#8221; aras\u0131nda vurnuxan insan kimi, ekspertizan\u0131n ke\u00e7irilm\u0259sini, bu s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259rin M\u00fc\u015ffiqin olmas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sdiqini ist\u0259yir\u0259mmi?<\/p>\n<p>Laqeydliyimiz\u0259, bigan\u0259liyimiz\u0259, \u0259g\u0259r odursa da bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r onun tap\u0131lmas\u0131na c\u0259hd etm\u0259m\u0259yimiz\u0259 a\u011flamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Ey \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r, n\u0259\u015f\u0259niz da\u015fark\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u011flar\u0131n \u015fehind\u0259n mey sorub co\u015fark\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>Nalq\u0131ran da\u011flar\u0131 atlay\u0131b a\u015fark\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni d\u0259 al\u0131n\u0131z, u\u00e7ay\u0131m da\u011flara.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259 varsa, a\u00e7ay\u0131m da\u011flara!<\/p>\n<p>Rerixin t\u0259svir etdiyi da\u011flar kimi h\u0259r \u015fey el\u0259 uzaq, el\u0259 sirli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr ki. Yax\u0131n, uzaq ke\u00e7mi\u015fin t\u00fck\u00fcrp\u0259dici aktlar\u0131 n\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, \u0130lahi. Adam\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131r. Pifaqorun e\u015fitdiyi kainat musiqisi s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda bu nab\u0259l\u0259d, oyunbaz d\u00fcnyada doyunca r\u0259qs el\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n. \u00d6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259n, havalanan analar kimi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259b\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar-\u00e7\u0131xmaz Bak\u0131n\u0131 tozlu, dumanl\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011faclar\u0131n qolu, buda\u011f\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131. Qopma\u011fa c\u00fcr\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259n sar\u0131 yarpaqlar him\u0259 b\u0259nd olmu\u015f kimi a\u011faclardan ayr\u0131ld\u0131lar. Sonra s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259\u00e7il\u0259r yollara ax\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Pay\u0131z\u0131n r\u0259smini \u00e7\u0259kdiyi t\u0259bi\u0259t yer\u0259 xal\u0131 kimi s\u0259rmi\u015f yarpaqlara bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t baxa bildi. Sonra h\u0259r \u015feyi s\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Pay\u0131z\u0131n izi-tozu da qalmad\u0131. Birc\u0259 \u00e7\u0131lpaq a\u011faclar \u015fahid kimi qald\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131 da kimdir dindir\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259\u015f\u0259r tarixind\u0259 ilk d\u0259rin fikri dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259n \u0130ov kimi m\u0259n d\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n dil\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi eyni fikri t\u0259hrif etm\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259krarlayacam. &#8220;H\u0259yat \u0259dal\u0259tsizdir&#8221;!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nb\u0259: http:\/\/www.edebiyyatqazeti.az<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Da\u015fk\u0259nd\u0259 qastrol s\u0259f\u0259rin\u0259 yollanan Vaqif Mustafazad\u0259 p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131landa zalda he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. Zalda yaln\u0131z m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yerl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259k \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f klub n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259ri olur. Konsert\u0259 \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 yollanan Vaqif d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli sars\u0131nt\u0131 ke\u00e7irir. Onu aldatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, x\u0259yan\u0259t etmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Konserti d\u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r proqram haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 elan verm\u0259mi\u015f, ham\u0131 Vaqifin Da\u015fk\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz olmu\u015fdu. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edirsiniz? 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