{"id":33188,"date":"2019-10-28T07:00:56","date_gmt":"2019-10-28T03:00:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33188"},"modified":"2019-10-28T09:28:42","modified_gmt":"2019-10-28T05:28:42","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-cavidan%c9%99-t%c9%99b%c9%99ssum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=33188","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;Cavidan\u0259 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/sefabacim.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/10\/sefabacim-300x298.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"298\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-32829\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8220;G\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi&#8221;nin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n  v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7isi, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kinm\u0259, g\u00fcl! 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