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Saat \u0259qr\u0259bi 9-u g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. T\u0259yyar\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f, s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259r is\u0259 t\u0259yyar\u0259d\u0259n enm\u0259kd\u0259 idi. Yol boyu yaln\u0131z iki saat yata bilmi\u015f Nicat \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bir xeyli yor\u011fun hiss edirdi. O, l\u0259ng add\u0131mlarla t\u0259yyar\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Hal-h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n ayd\u0131n hiss olunurdu \u2013 Bak\u0131 art\u0131q oyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Nicat taksiy\u0259 minib ev\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00fcz tutdu. Oyanan v\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259td\u0259 olan, i\u015f\u0259 qa\u00e7an, d\u0259rs\u0259 ged\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n savay\u0131, s\u00f6zs\u00fcz ki, h\u0259l\u0259 yatanlar var idi. El\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n idi ki, radio apar\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 \u201cyeni oyanan dinl\u0259yicil\u0259r\u0259 \u201csabah\u0131n\u0131z xeyir!\u201d deyir v\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yatanlara is\u0259 \u201cart\u0131q oyanmaq vaxt\u0131d\u0131r\u201d \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 edirdi. O, ard\u0131nca \u201cnec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, erk\u0259n qalxanla, erk\u0259n evl\u0259n\u0259n uduzmaz\u201d m\u0259s\u0259lini v\u0259 buna b\u0259nz\u0259r bir ne\u00e7\u0259 misal da \u00e7\u0259kdi. Radioda e\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r onu bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yatmaq? G\u00f6r\u0259n bunlar\u0131n yatmaqdan ba\u015fqa bir i\u015fi-g\u00fcc\u00fc yoxdur? Yat-dur n\u0259 zamana q\u0259d\u0259r?!
\nNicat yolu g\u0259l\u0259-g\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n Bak\u0131n\u0131, insanlar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 edirdi. Alt\u0131 il \u0259vv\u0259l qoyub-getdiyi Bak\u0131 il\u0259 indiki aras\u0131nda \u00e7ox f\u0259rq vard\u0131. D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev ad\u0131na hava liman\u0131ndan tutmu\u015f ke\u00e7diyi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u2013 h\u0259r \u015fey nec\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f, nec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 da h\u0259m\u00e7inin, xeyli d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. M\u00fcasir geyimli, g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc q\u0131zlar, o\u011flanlar eynil\u0259, Bak\u0131 kimi g\u00f6z qama\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cG\u00f6r\u0259n bunlar geyiml\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdirdil\u0259rmi? Ya … ancaq zahiri d\u0259yi\u015fib? Budur, i\u015f\u0131qforda q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q yan\u0131r. Dill\u0259r Universitetinin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri yolu ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Nicat da onlar\u0131 izl\u0259yirdi. R\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259r bir-biril\u0259 yar\u0131-t\u00fcrk, yar\u0131-rus, yar\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 arabir ingilis k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259dirdil\u0259r. Bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 Nicatda hidd\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf hissi do\u011furdu. \u201cHe\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib!\u201d \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi. Taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc il\u0259 hesabla\u015f\u0131b sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131.
\nM\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atan kimi ilk olaraq Eldarla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r. Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 binalarda ya\u015fasalar da, u\u015faql\u0131qdan can\u0131bir dost olmu\u015fdular. Nicat Macar\u0131standa t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir-birini \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi tez-tez g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. El\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n idi ki, bu h\u0259sr\u0259t onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda olan dostluq ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 daha da m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131 h\u0259r ayr\u0131l\u0131q h\u0259sr\u0259t hissi do\u011furmur. Ayr\u0131l\u0131q sevginin, dostlu\u011fun \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc v\u0259 h\u0259r m\u00fcnasib\u0259tin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yinin m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259nedicisidir. El\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar var ki insanlar, m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r aras\u0131nda bir s\u0259dd \u00e7\u0259kir v\u0259 aradak\u0131 z\u0259rif tell\u0259ri d\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131r. El\u0259si d\u0259 var ki aradak\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 daha da m\u00f6hk\u0259ml\u0259ndirir. Nicatla Eldar aras\u0131ndak\u0131 qarda\u015fl\u0131q, dostluq m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri zamanla daha da g\u00fccl\u0259nmi\u015f v\u0259 bu zaman m\u00fcdd\u0259tind\u0259 bir-birind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc yaman dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\n– Salam, salam, Nicat! Xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n, qarda\u015f!
\n– Xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn olsun, Eldar. Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q, sa\u011f ol. \u018fsas s\u0259n nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n– Nicat, daha getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki? Bitirdin universiteti?
\n– \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, m\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 salamatl\u0131qd\u0131r. H\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259ldim.
\n– H\u0259, deyir\u0259m ax\u0131r g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n. Vallah \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q! Bak\u0131 nec\u0259dir? B\u0259y\u0259ndin? S\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri xeyli d\u0259yi\u015fib ha.
\n– El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m sizl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn! D\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u00e7ox d\u0259yi\u015fib, m\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 bura taksi il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259-g\u0259l\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m Bak\u0131m\u0131za. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259, camaat\u0131 da! V\u0259t\u0259ni q\u0259ribs\u0259m\u0259s\u0259ydim, he\u00e7 buralara qay\u0131tmazd\u0131m, inan. D\u00fcnya \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri, s\u00f6z\u00fcn h\u0259qiqi m\u0259nas\u0131nda, h\u0259r c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n inki\u015faf edir \u2013 elm, t\u0259hsil, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t. \u0130nsanlar n\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, n\u0259l\u0259r yarad\u0131r bax\u0131b heyran qal\u0131rsan! Orada g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259riml\u0259 bizim \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri, insanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 etdim bir an. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, ancaq zahird\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fik. Eyni t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr, eyni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259! \u018fm\u0259l v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259d\u0259 Mirz\u0259 C\u0259lilin d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259n qalmay\u0131q lap!
\n– D\u00fczd\u00fcr, qarda\u015f, d\u00fcz s\u00f6z\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n?!
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131, Eldar. M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m yuxar\u0131.
\nBu vaxt Eldar\u0131n q\u0259fil yad\u0131na n\u0259 is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcs\u0259, bird\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:
\n– Ay Nicat, getm\u0259, bir dayan! Qarda\u015f, s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259-h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n. Qulaq as, g\u00f6r n\u0259 deyir\u0259m.
\n– Buyur, g\u00f6r\u0259k!
\n– Sizin qon\u015fulu\u011fa bir qad\u0131n k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb – \u0259cn\u0259bi geyimli qad\u0131n.
\n– Nec\u0259? \u018fcn\u0259bi geyimli qad\u0131n?
\n– H\u0259, h\u0259. S\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndin?
\n– Yox, burda t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259n\u0259si n\u0259 var ki? Az qala, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin yar\u0131s\u0131 \u0259cn\u0259bil\u0259r kimi geyinir, onlar kimi d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. D\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u0259n ona t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndim ki, qad\u0131na bel\u0259 ad qoymu\u015fsunuz.
\n– \u018f\u015fi, biz n\u0259 ed\u0259k?! O he\u00e7 bizimkil\u0259r\u0259 ox\u015fam\u0131r. \u018fcn\u0259bil\u0259r kimi geyinir, dan\u0131\u015fanda da he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n, ya rus dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, ya da ingilis.
\nNicat g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcn\u00fcr v\u0259:
\n– B\u0259lk\u0259, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259cn\u0259bidir?
\n– Yox, yox, \u00f6z\u00fcm soru\u015fmu\u015fam. Ad\u0131 Leylad\u0131r. Atas\u0131 da, anas\u0131 da az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131d\u0131r. Y\u0259ni bizimkidir.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131, Eldar, tutal\u0131m o, \u0259cn\u0259bil\u0259r kimi geyinir, onlar kimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Burda b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259 var ki?! Olsun da… ist\u0259yir dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, ya ist\u0259yir dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n. Qurtar, s\u0259n allah! Bo\u015fbo\u011fazl\u0131\u011fa salm\u0131san lap.
\n– Dayan, eh m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 n\u0259 dedim ki?! Bu qad\u0131n bahal\u0131 \u0259tirl\u0259r, geyiml\u0259r al\u0131r. Ma\u015f\u0131n s\u00fcr\u00fcr, evi d\u0259 \u00f6z ad\u0131nad\u0131r.
\n– \u0130ndi d\u0259 qeyb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rsan?
\n– Yox, daha n\u0259l\u0259r … n\u0259yim\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131 qeyb\u0259t. M\u0259n olan\u0131 deyir\u0259m, bunun n\u0259yi qeyb\u0259tdir?! Nicat, \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 oturub dan\u0131\u015faq. Bel\u0259 ayaq\u00fcst\u00fc olmur, h\u0259m d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r.
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131, onda ged\u0259k, el\u0259 \u018fdal\u0259t \u0259minin \u00e7ayxanas\u0131na. Onun da \u00e7ay\u0131ndan \u00f6tr\u00fc yaman dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam.
\n– H\u0259, el\u0259 ora m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tdir. \u018fdal\u0259t \u0259mi i\u015finin ustas\u0131d\u0131r, ba\u015fqa n\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n?!
\n– M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ondad\u0131r el\u0259 – i\u015finin ustas\u0131 olmaq!
\n– Ged\u0259k daha! Bizimkil\u0259r s\u0259ni g\u00f6rs\u0259l\u0259r, bir xeyli xo\u015f\u0259hval olacaqlar.
\nNicat m\u0259mnunluqla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r getdikd\u0259n sonra \u00e7ayxanaya \u00e7atd\u0131lar. Eldar Nicat\u0131 \u00e7ayxanan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259dib ilk \u00f6z\u00fc i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil oldu.
\n– Salam, b\u0259yl\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn bizim bir qona\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var. Bilirsiniz, kimi g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m?
\nHam\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan: – Kim?
\nEldar:
\n– Bir fikirl\u0259\u015fin d\u0259
\n\u00c7ay sifari\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n \u018fdal\u0259t \u0259mi yerind\u0259n dill\u0259ndi:
\n– Eldar, ba\u015flama \u00e7\u0259r\u0259nliy\u0259. Kimdir g\u0259l\u0259n?
\n– \u00c7\u0259r\u0259nlik el\u0259m\u0259k hara, m\u0259n hara? Adam\u0131 evind\u0259n qabaq bura g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m. Bu da bunlar\u0131n minn\u0259ti! Yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q yaram\u0131r vallah!
\nNazim:
\n– Ad\u0259, deyinm\u0259. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131r g\u00f6r\u0259k.
\nEldar \u00e7ayxanan\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f Nicata s\u0259sl\u0259ndi:
\n– G\u0259l, g\u0259l. Camaat s\u0259ni bir \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u00fcn.
\nNicat i\u00e7\u0259ri girir v\u0259: – Salamlar, xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck! \u2013 deyir.
\nNicat\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fi il\u0259 s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yerd\u0259n:
\n– Salam, Nicat, s\u0259ni var olasan!
\n– N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n!
\n– S\u0259ni yetir\u0259n\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!
\nGetdikc\u0259 s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r, kimin n\u0259 dediyini anlamaq olmurdu. Allahdan yet\u0259rinc\u0259 boy pay\u0131 almayan S\u0259lim ki\u015fi ancaq zabit\u0259li s\u0259si v\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc il\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 h\u00f6km etm\u0259yi bacar\u0131rd\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 o i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– B\u0259yl\u0259r, bir susun g\u00f6r\u0259k! O\u011flan onsuz da yor\u011fun-ar\u011f\u0131nd\u0131r. Siz d\u0259 bir yandan ba\u015flam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z s\u0259si-s\u0259s\u0259 qatma\u011fa.
\nAraya s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259 ham\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00f6z yerin\u0259 ke\u00e7di. Nicat bu \u00e7ayxana m\u00fchitind\u0259n, ona ata kimi, qarda\u015f kimi \u0259ziz olan bu s\u0259mimi insanlardan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00e7ox dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Alt\u0131 il oxudu\u011fu m\u00fchitd\u0259 m\u00f6vcud olan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 bir n\u0259z\u0259r salsa, insanlar aras\u0131nda olan bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t, mehribanl\u0131q da nadir tap\u0131lar. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, Avropada inki\u015faf var, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t var, amma bel\u0259 s\u0259mimiyy\u0259t h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n az tap\u0131l\u0131r. Bu s\u0259mimilik, mehribanl\u0131q ona bir anl\u0131q k\u00f6hn\u0259 dostlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131. Hans\u0131 ki bir vaxtlar dost-qarda\u015f deyib indi is\u0259 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xanlar, yaxud el\u0259si d\u0259 vard\u0131 ki, Nicat\u0131n onlardan daha m\u0259qs\u0259dli oldu\u011funu, daha ir\u0259li getdiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d toxumu s\u0259pib, pax\u0131ll\u0131q b\u0259sl\u0259yibl\u0259r. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n, onun haqq\u0131nda c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr yalanlar uydurub, h\u0259tta onu \u201csavads\u0131z\u201d adland\u0131ranlar da vard\u0131. Bir d\u0259 \u0130taliyadak\u0131 dostlar\u0131n\u0131 yada sald\u0131. Orada insanlar bir ideya, bir amal u\u011frunda birl\u0259\u015fir v\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259k olurlar. M\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259ri d\u0259 inki\u015faf, t\u0259r\u0259qqi! Enerjil\u0259rini d\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k s\u0259viyy\u0259li i\u015f ortaya qoymaq u\u011fruna x\u0259rcl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Bu m\u0259qs\u0259d onlar\u0131 bir yumruq kimi birl\u0259\u015fdirir. Bizd\u0259 is\u0259 iki dostdan biri ir\u0259li ged\u0259nd\u0259 o biri d\u0259 ya ona \u00e7atma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u00e7ata bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 badalaq vurur, onu n\u0259 yolla olursa-olsun y\u0131xmaq, b\u00fcdr\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir f\u00fcrs\u0259ti \u0259ld\u0259n vermirdil\u0259r. Nicat anl\u0131q qap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n \u018fdal\u0259t day\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si il\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131.
\n– Nicat, xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n! N\u0259 yaman fikr\u0259 getdin! Buyur, g\u0259l, bir \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7.
\n– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, \u018fdal\u0259t \u0259mi. S\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259t olacaq, – deyib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ham\u0131ya tutaraq: – Ham\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Sizd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc inan\u0131n ki, burnumun ucu g\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi.
\n– O\u011ful, biz d\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00e7ox dar\u0131xd\u0131q. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131n buralara.
\nRafiq ki\u015fi:
\n– Nicat, bir xeyli susdun. El\u0259 bildik daha bizim dili d\u0259 unutmusan. Alt\u0131 il zarafat deyil. Xo\u015f g\u0259lmis\u0259n! Q\u0259d\u0259min m\u00fcbar\u0259k olsun!
\nNicat:
\n– Yox, Rafiq \u0259mi. N\u0259 unutmaq?! \u0130nsan da \u00f6z ana dilini unudar?! Ana dilini unutmaq anam\u0131n laylas\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259min na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131, babam\u0131n tapmacalar\u0131n\u0131 unutmaq dem\u0259kdir. Bu, he\u00e7 m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki?!
\nRafiq ki\u015fi:
\n– S\u0259n onu bir d\u0259 qon\u015fun \u201c\u0259cn\u0259bi geyimli qad\u0131n\u201ddan soru\u015f.
\n– O qad\u0131n n\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir bel\u0259. Eldar da m\u0259ni yolda tutan kimi ondan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.
\n– N\u0259 durmusan qon\u015fundur da. Get, bir tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q ver.
\nHa\u015f\u0131m b\u0259y:
\n– G\u00f6r\u0259k s\u0259nin r\u0259yin n\u0259 olacaq?
\n– Yax\u015f\u0131, dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q, tan\u0131yar\u0131q, -deyib s\u00f6hb\u0259ti yekunla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u0130taliyadak\u0131 t\u0259hsil ill\u0259rind\u0259n, ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n v\u0259 n\u0259yi xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131sa, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Roma, Milan, Turin, Neapoldan gen bol s\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131. \u0130ndi is\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda iki m\u0259qs\u0259d dururdu: i\u015f tapmaq v\u0259 yeni qon\u015fu il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q. H\u0259dsiz mara\u011f\u0131 bu i\u015fi m\u0259qs\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7evirmi\u015fdi, evd\u0259kil\u0259ri d\u0259, yeni qon\u015funu da g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. Nicat\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fi ail\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin sevincin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015fdu. O, yeni qon\u015fu il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Qara sa\u00e7, uzunboy, orta ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Nicat onu g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi dill\u0259ndi:
\n– Salam, xo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fck, xan\u0131m! E\u015fitdim ki, bura t\u0259z\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz.
\nQad\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 bir k\u0259lm\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259sdiql\u0259di. Nicat \u0259lind\u0259ki qutablarla dolu bo\u015fqab\u0131 qad\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131 v\u0259:
\n– Xan\u0131m, bunu qon\u015fu pay\u0131 kimi q\u0259bul edin.
\nQad\u0131n birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 \u201cThanks!\u201d (T\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcrl\u0259r) deyib yen\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Nicat deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259 \u201cAdam bir dey\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7, qona\u011f\u0131m ol! Buna el\u0259 birba\u015fa \u201c\u0259cn\u0259bi\u201d des\u0259l\u0259r, daha yax\u015f\u0131 olar. Bu n\u0259 soyuqqanl\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r bel\u0259?! El\u0259 bil az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 deyil, xas almand\u0131r. Amma Eldar d\u00fcz deyirmi\u015f, zahird\u0259n bizimkil\u0259r\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131r. G\u00f6z\u0259l qad\u0131nd\u0131r\u201d deyib ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. Ancaq h\u0259min qad\u0131nla tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si he\u00e7 c\u00fcr onun a\u011fl\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nNicat\u0131n \u0130taliyadan qay\u0131tmas\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259ri az zamanda i\u015f\u0131q s\u00fcr\u0259ti il\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131. Avropada t\u0259hsil alm\u0131\u015f g\u0259nc\u0259 dair yeni qon\u015fuda da bir maraq oyanm\u0131\u015f, ona qar\u015f\u0131 q\u0259lbind\u0259 qeyri-ixtiyari bir r\u0259\u011fb\u0259t hissi yaranm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ndi bu g\u0259ncl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc aras\u0131nda bir yax\u0131nl\u0131q, bir ortaql\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ortaq c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r is\u0259 insanlar aras\u0131nda sa\u011flam m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin yarad\u0131lmas\u0131nda \u0259n m\u00fch\u00fcm faktordur. O da bir zamanlar t\u0259hsil almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259ni t\u0259rk edib, Almaniyaya getmi\u015f, orada i\u015f v\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 qurduqdan sonra is\u0259 bura qay\u0131tmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Avropada ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 \u0259ks\u0259r Avropa \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0259yah\u0259t etmi\u015f, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 dil d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Zamanla oxuduqlar\u0131, g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259ri il\u0259 d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 z\u0259nginl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. Oxumu\u015fdu, g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, bilmi\u015fdi, s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 inki\u015faf etmi\u015fdi v\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Q\u00fcrb\u0259tin g\u00f6zox\u015fayan, heyr\u0259t do\u011furan yenilikl\u0259ri v\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259qqisi onu nec\u0259 valeh etmi\u015fdis\u0259 d\u0259, v\u0259t\u0259n, yurd sevgisini q\u0259lbind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xara bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u018fksin\u0259, bu t\u0259r\u0259qqini \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir, xalq\u0131n\u0131n da d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n inki\u015faf etmi\u015f xalqlar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda olmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulay\u0131rd\u0131. Bu ist\u0259k onu iyirmi ild\u0259n sonra yenid\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qaytarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Almaniyadak\u0131 i\u015fini, ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259r \u015feyi at\u0131b v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s arzusunu realla\u015fd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Orada t\u0259hsil \u015firk\u0259tinin m\u00fcdiri olan bu qad\u0131n \u2013 Leyla \u018fhm\u0259db\u0259yli \u015firk\u0259tini Amerikada yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259hsil g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f o\u011flu S\u0259rxana h\u0259val\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fc is\u0259 \u015firk\u0259tinin burada bir filial\u0131n\u0131 yaratd\u0131. U\u015faq v\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259rin maarifl\u0259ndirilm\u0259sin\u0259 xidm\u0259t ed\u0259n bu \u015firk\u0259t ke\u00e7irtdiyi u\u011furlu layih\u0259l\u0259r, m\u00fcsabiq\u0259l\u0259r il\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck n\u00fcfuz qazanm\u0131\u015f, alman v\u0259 dig\u0259r mill\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n olan g\u0259ncl\u0259r bu maarify\u00f6n\u00fcml\u00fc layih\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n xeyli faydalanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Leyla \u018fhm\u0259db\u0259yli b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259chl\u0259 \u00f6z mill\u0259tin\u0259 xidm\u0259t etm\u0259k arzusu il\u0259 al\u0131\u015f\u0131b-yan\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nzild\u0259 is\u0259 \u0259misigil ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f v\u0259 onun g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fcxt\u0259lif adamlara kiray\u0259 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. Uzun ill\u0259r ingilis v\u0259 alman dill\u0259rind\u0259 universitetl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259rs dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 v\u0259 layih\u0259l\u0259rini, i\u015fl\u0259rini bu dill\u0259rd\u0259 qurdu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z ana dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qda is\u0259 fikirl\u0259rini ifad\u0259 etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ya uy\u011fun s\u00f6z tapa bilmir, ya da dan\u0131\u015f\u0131q normalar\u0131n\u0131 intensiv sur\u0259td\u0259 pozurdu. Bu is\u0259 ona x\u0259cal\u0259t hissi verirdi. El\u0259 bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n dilini yenid\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 k\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Yerli camaat t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u201c\u0259cn\u0259bi geyimli qad\u0131n\u201d adland\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131ndan da x\u0259b\u0259r tutmu\u015fdu. D\u00fcz\u00fc, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra bu c\u00fcr qar\u015f\u0131lanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi. Onun \u0259sl m\u0259qs\u0259dinin v\u0259 kimliyinin \u00f6yr\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n ad\u0131na l\u0259q\u0259b tax\u0131lmas\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259 onu m\u0259n\u0259n incitmi\u015fdi. Az\u0259rbaycan dilin\u0259 \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d olmaq is\u0259 ona xalqla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259sas vasit\u0259 olacaqd\u0131. \u201cDem\u0259li, Nicat kimi ay\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li g\u0259ncl\u0259r var v\u0259 yeti\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259dir. M\u0259n t\u0259cili onunla \u0259laq\u0259 yaratmal\u0131, onun vasit\u0259sil\u0259 dig\u0259r az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131 da h\u0259qiqi maarif bayra\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda birl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259liy\u0259m!\u201d dey\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Vaxt itirm\u0259d\u0259n Nicatgil\u0259 getdi, qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. Nicat\u0131n anas\u0131 G\u00fcl\u00fc xala qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Leyla xo\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259:
\n– Salam. M\u0259n Nicat dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259m\u0259k.
\nG\u00fcl\u00fc xala \u201c\u0259leyk\u0259 salam\u201d deyib Nicat\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259di: \u201cAy Nicat, t\u0259z\u0259 qon\u015fu s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259yir, g\u00f6r n\u0259 deyir\u201d. G\u00fcl\u00fc xalan\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259d\u0259n \u201ct\u0259z\u0259 qon\u015fu\u201d ifad\u0259sini i\u015fl\u0259tm\u0259sind\u0259n d\u0259 ayd\u0131n hiss olunurdu \u2013 qad\u0131na yad m\u00fcnasib\u0259t!
\nNicat \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkanla xan\u0131m\u0131 salamlad\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259li il\u0259 \u201cbuyurun\u201d i\u015far\u0259si verdi. Leyla h\u0131qq\u0131na-h\u0131qq\u0131na dedi:
\n– Nicat b\u0259y, m\u0259n siz ingilis, ingilis, dil, dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaq olar?
\nO, qad\u0131n\u0131n xahi\u015fini r\u0259dd etm\u0259di v\u0259 onun xahi\u015fin\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q olaraq ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259sdiq i\u015far\u0259si verdi. Bel\u0259likl\u0259, onunla ingilis dilind\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n– Nicat b\u0259y, m\u0259n e\u015fitdim ki, siz \u0130taliyada 6 il t\u0259hsil al\u0131b indi qay\u0131tm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. H\u0259r halda, siz daha ir\u0259li d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li bir g\u0259nc olars\u0131n\u0131z dey\u0259 sizinl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259yi laz\u0131m bildim.
\n– Buyurun
\n– M\u0259n Leyla \u018fhm\u0259db\u0259yli Almaniyada \u201cEduCulture\u201d adl\u0131 t\u0259hsil \u015firk\u0259tinin r\u0259hb\u0259riy\u0259m. \u0130ndi o\u011flum bu \u015firk\u0259t\u0259 orada r\u0259hb\u0259rlik edir. \u015eirk\u0259timizin m\u0259qs\u0259di u\u015faq v\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259ri t\u0259hsil\u0259, maarif\u0259 c\u0259lb etm\u0259kdir. Bununla ba\u011fl\u0131 layih\u0259l\u0259rimiz, m\u00fcsabiq\u0259l\u0259rimiz olur. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 bu layih\u0259l\u0259rimiz Almaniyada v\u0259 dig\u0259r Avropa \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 qrant qazan\u0131b. Bunlardan \u00e7ox sayda alman v\u0259 dig\u0259r mill\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n olan g\u0259ncl\u0259r faydalan\u0131b. M\u0259n az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131yam v\u0259 \u00f6z xalq\u0131ma xidm\u0259t etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bu layih\u0259l\u0259ri burada h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam. \u0130ll\u0259rdir orada ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan m\u0259n \u00f6z dilimi unutmu\u015fam. Bu m\u0259nim q\u0259bah\u0259timdir, q\u0259bul edir\u0259m. Bu q\u0259bah\u0259t m\u0259ni xalq\u0131ma uzaq sal\u0131r. M\u0259n onlarla dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir, onlar\u0131n n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rini duya bilmir\u0259m. Dil h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck faktormu\u015f. M\u0259n onlarla eyni xalqdan olsam da, onlardan uza\u011fam. Sizinl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi onlarla dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir\u0259m. \u0130deallar\u0131m\u0131, arzular\u0131m\u0131 ifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n, ist\u0259yir\u0259m bu i\u015fi siz h\u0259yata ke\u00e7ir\u0259siniz, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ist\u0259yirsinizs\u0259. Az\u0259rbaycanda \u015firk\u0259timin filial\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yuxar\u0131 dair\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n icaz\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam. N\u0259 deyirsiniz?
\n– Leyla xan\u0131m, olduqca g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcsd\u00fcr v\u0259 sizi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u0259mnun oldum. Sizin bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcbke\u015f, f\u0259dakar v\u0259 mill\u0259tsev\u0259r bir insan oldu\u011funuzu bilm\u0259k is\u0259 m\u0259ni h\u0259m sevindirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 q\u00fcrur duydum. \u0130ll\u0259r sonra v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yiniz t\u0259qdir edilm\u0259lidir. M\u0259niml\u0259 bir universitetd\u0259 oxuyan ne\u00e7\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 g\u0259nc vard\u0131 ki, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di.
\n– T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki. \u0130ndi onlar\u0131n savad\u0131ndan \u00f6z xalq\u0131 yox, ba\u015fqa xalqlar yararlanacaq.
\n– B\u0259li. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf! Ancaq buradak\u0131 t\u0259hsil sistemi d\u0259 onlara n\u0259s\u0259 qazand\u0131rmayacaqd\u0131. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 biziml\u0259 bir oxuyan, \u00e7ox savadl\u0131 q\u0131zlar, o\u011flanlar var ki, universiteti f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 il\u0259 bitiribl\u0259r, lakin h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fsizdirl\u0259r.
\n– Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n, biz\u0259 h\u0259r sah\u0259d\u0259 inki\u015faf etm\u0259k \u00e7ox vacibdir. X\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259, t\u0259hsil sah\u0259sind\u0259.
\n– B\u0259li. El\u0259dir ki var.
\n– Xaricd\u0259n t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259 toplay\u0131b onlar\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259m\u0259si \u00e7ox ac\u0131nacaql\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tdir. Ax\u0131 onlar da bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n, bu xalqdan qa\u00e7acaqsa, daha kim k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259c\u0259k bu g\u0259ncliy\u0259, bu \u00f6lk\u0259nin inki\u015faf\u0131na?!
\nNicat qad\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini \u00f6z beynind\u0259 t\u0259hlil edir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Leyla olduqca fikirli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, ill\u0259r boyu xalqdan uzaq f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259sind\u0259n do\u011fan pe\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirdi:
\n– M\u0259n uzun ill\u0259r boyu bu xalqdan uzaq oldum. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7imd\u0259 xalq\u0131ma dair sevgim, v\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 ke\u00e7irtdiyim h\u0259sr\u0259t hissi m\u0259nd\u0259n bir an da olsun ayr\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131sa da, yen\u0259 d\u0259 ondan uzaq idim. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilirs\u0259n m\u0259n bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r ed\u0259 bil\u0259rdim.
\n– B\u0259s sizi yenid\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qaytaran s\u0259b\u0259b n\u0259 oldu?
\n– M\u0259ni macar \u0259silli bir xan\u0131m ay\u0131ltd\u0131. O m\u0259nd\u0259n \u015firk\u0259timin Macar\u0131standa filial\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131 xahi\u015f etdi v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tini verm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r oldu\u011funu dedi. Bu, m\u0259ni o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, gec\u0259l\u0259ri yatma\u011fa qoymurdu. X\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdim! B\u0259s m\u0259n n\u0259 etmi\u015f\u0259m xalq\u0131ma? Eh! Utan\u0131ram! Bu utanc\u0131mdan xilas olmaq, xalq\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259ldim.
\n– Anlad\u0131m. Xan\u0131m, m\u0259n siz\u0259 bu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s amal\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259kd\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259ni etm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131ram. B\u0259s layih\u0259l\u0259rinizl\u0259 nec\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f ola bil\u0259r\u0259m?
\n– M\u0259n siz\u0259 \u015firk\u0259timd\u0259 icra\u00e7\u0131 direktor v\u0259zif\u0259sini tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram. Layih\u0259l\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 is\u0259 sabah C\u0259f\u0259r Cabbarl\u0131 44 \u00fcnvan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259rsiniz, \u0259trafl\u0131 dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q. N\u0259yi, nec\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimiz bar\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy ed\u0259rik.
\n– Aha, oldu.
\n– H\u0259l\u0259lik!
\n– G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k!
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 bir saatdan uzun \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti anas\u0131 G\u00fcl\u00fc xala v\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131 Sev\u0259r k\u0259nardan maraqla izl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259t zaman\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi reaksiyalar\u0131ndan, \u00fcz, b\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259tin n\u0259d\u0259n getdiyini anlamaq ist\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 buna nail ola bilmirdil\u0259r. S\u00f6hb\u0259tin yekunla\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259birl\u0259, yaxud s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li idil\u0259r. G\u00fcl\u00fc xala bu qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259li\u015find\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r narahat da olmu\u015fdu. \u201cBu \u0259cn\u0259bi qad\u0131n bird\u0259n o\u011flumun beynini yuyar, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n xaric\u0259 ged\u0259r v\u0259 bir d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z\u201d fikirl\u0259ri i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131.
\nS\u00f6hb\u0259ti bitirdikd\u0259n sonra Nicat onu evin\u0259 yola sald\u0131. Leyla ged\u0259n kimi Nicat \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kildi. G\u00fcl\u00fc xala:
\n– Nicat, o\u011flum, o qad\u0131n n\u0259 deyirdi?
\n– He\u00e7 n\u0259. Sonra dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q. Bir az uzanmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n– O\u011ful, he\u00e7 n\u0259yin s\u00f6hb\u0259ti 1 saat \u00e7\u0259kir?
\n– Onun dediyi \u015feyl\u0259r bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir mahiyy\u0259t k\u0259sb etmir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259dir. Yoxsa Leyla xan\u0131m \u00e7ox ay\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li, savadl\u0131 v\u0259 mill\u0259tsev\u0259r bir insand\u0131r. Dedikl\u0259ri d\u0259 xalq\u0131n, mill\u0259tin inki\u015faf\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Amma … g\u00f6r\u0259n bu xalq o inki\u015faf\u0131 ist\u0259yirmi? Bax, bu maraql\u0131d\u0131r.
\n– S\u0259nin dediyind\u0259n bir \u015fey qand\u0131m, bir \u015fey ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcms\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 n\u0259 deyim. S\u0259n \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131, ona ba\u015f qo\u015fma, o\u011ful. Day\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259r, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nNicat dinm\u0259di v\u0259 ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di. Uzan\u0131b onun dedikl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201c\u0130nanm\u0131ram, bir n\u0259tic\u0259 hasil olsun. Amma c\u0259hd etm\u0259k m\u00fctl\u0259qdir. B\u0259lk\u0259, bel\u0259 c\u0259hdl\u0259r sabah\u0131n g\u0259ncl\u0259rini yenilikl\u0259r\u0259, inki\u015fafa daha \u00e7ox y\u00f6n\u0259ld\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 onlar \u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin arxas\u0131ndan qa\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n deyil, t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcskar olma\u011f\u0131n yolunu tutacaqlar\u201d fikri onu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 vadar etdi. Dostlar\u0131n\u0131, tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b bir kafed\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Burada o, dostlar\u0131 il\u0259 yeni layih\u0259si bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259rini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ideya ir\u0259li s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dostlardan bir qismi bunu laqeydlikl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131: \u201cbo\u015f \u015feydir. Kim\u0259 m\u0259cbur kitab oxutduracaqsan ki? Ya da o boyda Qaraba\u011f itkisind\u0259n sonra kim\u0259 g\u0259l \u0259dal\u0259t u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparaq dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ki?\u201d; dig\u0259r qismi \u201cNicat, bu i\u015fl\u0259r ancaq vaxt itkisidir. \u0130taliyada oxudun g\u0259ldin ki, bel\u0259 bekara i\u015fl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olasan. Get, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir i\u015f tap, ail\u0259ni qur, ya\u015fa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00e7\u00fcn. V\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259ri ild\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 yada salan bir xalq\u0131q biz. Kimin q\u0259dri bilindi ki, s\u0259ninki d\u0259 bilin\u0259. E\u015fidirs\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00e7\u00fcn ya\u015fa!\u201d dedi. Yaln\u0131z iki n\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Muradla Elxan \u201cN\u0259 etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131rsa, haz\u0131ram\u201d deyib ona d\u0259st\u0259k oldular.
\nNicat dostlar\u0131 il\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259 d\u00fcnya \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6rn\u0259kl\u0259rinin n\u0259\u015fr edilm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259\u015friyyatlara \u00fcz tutdu. O, tarix\u00e7i, filoloq v\u0259 etnoqraflarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, onlardan Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131, dili, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259ti, tarixi, etnoqrafiyas\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259rin bilikl\u0259rinin art\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131na xidm\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259k hans\u0131 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin \u00e7ap\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259r ald\u0131. Tarixi \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin h\u0259yat f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini \u0259ks etdir\u0259n m\u0259lumat kitab\u00e7alar\u0131 n\u0259\u015fr edildi, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131na ba\u015fland\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 dostlar\u0131ndan g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc laqeyd m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti \u00f6lk\u0259nin ziyal\u0131lar\u0131ndan, kitablar\u0131, q\u0259zetl\u0259ri, jurnallar\u0131 \u201cm\u00fcxalif\u201d v\u0259 \u201ciqtidar\u201da b\u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n, maa\u015f x\u0259trin\u0259 d\u0259rs\u0259 g\u0259lib ged\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n, semestr imtahanlar\u0131n\u0131 verib \u201ccan\u0131n\u0131 qurtarmaq\u201d ist\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n, g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc avto\u015fluq v\u0259 avara\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qla ke\u00e7ir\u0259n g\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n, \u201ckitab oxuyub alim mi olacaqlar?! Alim bax, M\u0259d\u0259t \u018fliyev ail\u0259sini doland\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rid\u0259n-qab\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r\u201d dey\u0259n yerli camaatdan, v\u0259zif\u0259 itirm\u0259k qorxusu il\u0259 h\u0259r c\u00fcr yenilik v\u0259 inki\u015fafa qar\u015f\u0131 duran h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fc. B\u0259li, bunlar g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn reall\u0131qlar\u0131d\u0131r. Amma h\u0259r xalqda bu c\u00fcr v\u0259ziyy\u0259t ya\u015fan\u0131r, bu c\u00fcr neqativ hallarla qar\u015f\u0131lan\u0131r. Onlar sivil m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t\u0259, inki\u015fafa nec\u0259 nail ola bildil\u0259rs\u0259, biz d\u0259 ola bil\u0259rik. Ax\u0131 niy\u0259 d\u0259 olmas\u0131n?! Sad\u0259c\u0259 bizim h\u0259l\u0259 ay\u0131lma\u011fa ehtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var.
\nQar\u015f\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131xan s\u0259b\u0259bli, s\u0259b\u0259bsiz mane\u0259l\u0259r Nicat\u0131 \u00e7ox ruhdan sal\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq unutmaq olmazd\u0131 ki, ilk c\u0259hdl\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r u\u011furlu v\u0259 u\u011fursuz olsa da, c\u0259hd olaraq \u00e7ox \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259tlidir. Bu add\u0131m\u0131 kims\u0259 atmal\u0131 idi, ya o, ya da ba\u015fqas\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 ki, evind\u0259 yatmaq, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b maa\u015fa i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 xalq\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259s\u0259, lap ki\u00e7ik d\u0259 olsa n\u0259s\u0259 etm\u0259k \u2013 bu, insana h\u0259qiqi rahatl\u0131q verir v\u0259 \u00f6z vicdan m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259ssir olmaq duy\u011fusundan xilas edir. \u201cN\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 Leyla xan\u0131mla tan\u0131\u015f oldum, onun maarif\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259l\u0259n xidm\u0259tl\u0259ri v\u0259 maddi yard\u0131m\u0131 xalq\u0131n inki\u015faf bank\u0131na qoyulmu\u015f s\u0259rmay\u0259dir sanki. Amma bizimkil\u0259r onun zahirin\u0259 bax\u0131b \u201c\u0259cn\u0259bi geyimli qad\u0131n\u201d ad\u0131 qoydu. B\u0259lk\u0259 bizimkil\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcnah yoxdur, xalq ingilis dili bilmir, alman bilmir, rus bilmir. Lakin bizim yerimiz\u0259 ba\u015fqa mill\u0259t olsayd\u0131, onu geyimin\u0259, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 q\u0131namaq yerin\u0259, ona Az\u0259rbaycan dili sevgisi a\u015f\u0131lard\u0131\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 qad\u0131na n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r r\u0259\u011fb\u0259ti v\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259tinin artd\u0131\u011f\u0131 biruz\u0259 verirdi.
\nOnun v\u0259 Leylan\u0131n f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti bir qrup insanlar\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r narahat edirs\u0259 etsin, onlar\u0131n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r haqs\u0131z h\u00fccumlar\u0131na, amans\u0131z t\u0259hdidl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259ruz qalsalar da, bir an olsun \u00f6z m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s amallar\u0131ndan d\u00f6nm\u0259dil\u0259r. Bununla da, onlar \u0259qid\u0259, amal d\u00f6nm\u0259zliyi il\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259traflar\u0131na inki\u015faf, d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n insanlar\u0131 y\u0131\u011fa bilirdil\u0259r v\u0259 bu insanlar\u0131n say\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259 artmaqda idi. Bir zamanlar mollan\u0259sr\u0259ddin\u00e7il\u0259rin, \u018fhm\u0259d b\u0259y A\u011fao\u011flunun, \u018fli b\u0259y H\u00fcseynzad\u0259nin getdiyi yolu indi onlar daha s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259, daha \u0259min add\u0131mlarla getm\u0259li idil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki d\u00fcnya xalqlar\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 inki\u015faf edir, bizims\u0259 art\u0131q gecikm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur!<\/p>\n

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