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v\u0259 yaxud Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri\u2026
\n\u0130lahi, n\u0259yin var, al apar m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 sevgim\u0259 toxunma!
\nS.R.<\/p>\n

Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 s\u0259rb\u0259st yaz\u0131 d\u0259rsinin \u0259sas m\u00f6vzular\u0131ndan biri bel\u0259 idi; haradan ba\u015flan\u0131r V\u0259t\u0259n? \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di, m\u0259n bu suala cavab tapd\u0131m. V\u0259t\u0259n torpaqdan, da\u015fdan, sudan, a\u011faclardan, k\u0259ndd\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n… ba\u015flanm\u0131r, V\u0259t\u0259n onu qoruma\u011f\u0131, ya\u015fatma\u011f\u0131, sevm\u0259yi, sevdirm\u0259yi, ucaltma\u011f\u0131 bacaranlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n, \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n… ba\u015flay\u0131r. Nazim Hikm\u0259t demi\u015f:
\n\u201cYapraklar\u0131m ellerimdir, tam y\u00fcz bin elim var,
\nY\u00fcz bin elle dokunurum, sana – \u0130stanbula!
\nYapraklar\u0131m g\u00f6zlerimdir, \u015fa\u015farak bakar\u0131m,
\nY\u00fcz bin g\u00f6zle seyr ederim seni \u2013 \u0130stanbulu!
\nY\u00fcz bin y\u00fcrek gibi \u00e7arpar, \u00e7arpar yapraklar\u0131m!\u201d
\nV\u0259 bu \u0259ll\u0259r, g\u00f6zl\u0259r, \u00fcr\u0259k V\u0259t\u0259nimin \u0259ll\u0259ridir, g\u00f6zl\u0259ridir, \u00fcr\u0259yidir! O \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 toxunmaq, o g\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 baxmaq, o \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 bir olub d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259k, v\u0259t\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k, sevm\u0259k, ox\u015famaq kimi \u0259n ali hissl\u0259ri v\u0259t\u0259ni V\u0259t\u0259n ed\u0259n ulular\u0131n, ucalar\u0131n say\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, hiss etm\u0259k, duymaqd\u0131r\u2026 M\u0259nim V\u0259t\u0259nimin \u0259ll\u0259ri, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u2026 Nizaminin, N\u0259siminin, R\u0259sulzad\u0259nin, Hac\u0131b\u0259yovun, Behbudovun, Axundovun, Ta\u011f\u0131yevin, M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz\u0131n v\u0259 s. \u0259ll\u0259ridir, g\u00f6zl\u0259ridir. Bu \u0259ll\u0259r – v\u0259t\u0259nimin \u0259ll\u0259ri boynuma dolan\u0131r, qay\u011f\u0131ma qal\u0131r, m\u0259ni ya\u015fad\u0131r, sevir, sevdirir\u2026
\nQoruma\u011f\u0131, yaratma\u011f\u0131, ya\u015fatma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rimizd\u0259n, V\u0259t\u0259n olub xalq\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na dolananlardan biri d\u0259 Xalq \u015fairi, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n m\u00fcst\u0259qilliyi v\u0259 azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u011frunda m\u00fccadil\u0259l\u0259r yol\u00e7usu Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131d\u0131r.
\nBu g\u00fcn m\u0259n \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri il\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 dola\u015fan, siyasi arenada \u00f6z izi, m\u00f6vqeyi olan Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259rif bir x\u0259ttind\u0259n \u2013 sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7aca\u011fam. Altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259n bu yana Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131 yaradan v\u0259 ya\u015fadanlardan biri olan R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 poeziyas\u0131ndak\u0131 sevgi i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 son g\u00fcnl\u0259r bir kitabda \u2013 \u201c\u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259\u201dd\u0259 (Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 Turizm Nazirliyinin x\u0259tti il\u0259 \u201c\u015e\u0259rq-Q\u0259rb\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda \u00e7ap olunub. Bak\u0131-2016. 520 s\u0259h.) topland\u0131. V\u0259 R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 sevgisinin aliliyi, ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu kitabdan yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131,
\n\u0130lahi, n\u0259yin var, al apar m\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 sevgim\u0259 toxunma!
\n–\tdey\u0259r\u0259k, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 m\u0259hz sevginin xilas ed\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 inand\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 – \u00f6z\u00fc boyda sevgisin\u0259 tap\u0131nd\u0131,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir hayana gets\u0259m,
\nM\u0259ni xo\u015f dil il\u0259 dindir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r!
\n–\tarxay\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla elin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7ind\u0259ki b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgisini \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, ovunduraraq\u2026
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn u\u015faq kimidir,
\nDoymaz g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan \u2013 ovundurmasan.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n sevgid\u0259 uduzdu:
\nSevgid\u0259 uduzmu\u015f o\u011flan da el\u0259,
\nD\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 bas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r.
\nV\u0259 oxucular\u0131na m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tin q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n yol, sevginin qaranl\u0131\u011fa i\u015f\u0131q, oldu\u011funu, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259ri bu g\u00fccl\u0259 ram etm\u0259yin m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259tdi,
\nM\u0259nim sevincim\u0259 do\u011fulubdur ay,
\nM\u0259nim sevincim\u0259 s\u0259pilir i\u015f\u0131q.
\n-dedi:
\n\u00c7\u0259tinlik g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 adi oyuncaq,
\nYoxu\u015flar\u0131 yoran qanad\u0131m vard\u0131.
\nM\u0259nim ist\u0259kl\u0259rim boyumdan uca,
\n\u0130mkana s\u0131\u011fmayan inad\u0131m vard\u0131.
\nBu qanad, bu inad sevginin g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 yaranm\u0131\u015f, sevgid\u0259n do\u011fulmu\u015fdu. \u0130nsan ruhunu cilalayan, b\u00f6y\u00fck zirv\u0259l\u0259ri f\u0259th ed\u0259n sevgiyl\u0259 – h\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259n\u0259n, s\u0131\u011fallanan d\u0259rdi d\u0259 \u015firin ed\u0259n sevgiyl\u0259\u2026
\nSevgid\u0259n ayr\u0131ld\u0131m, q\u0259m yolum itdi,
\nS\u0259n d\u0259rdimi ald\u0131n, g\u00f6r n\u0259yim qald\u0131.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim d\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fuldu getdi,
\nSin\u0259md\u0259 soyumaz g\u00f6yn\u0259yim qald\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

***
\nSabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bulaq suyu kimi i\u00e7ilir ki, onun dilind\u0259 al\u0131nma (yad dill\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n), parazit (heca qafiy\u0259 xatirin\u0259 misraya yamanan t\u0259khecal\u0131) s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259, h\u0259llini tapmayan, bitkin olmayan c\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259, b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 v\u0259 m\u0259ntiq\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n misraya, altyap\u0131s\u0131z v\u0259 s\u0259ssiz (ritmsiz) b\u0259nd\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259k olmur.
\nGec\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f yat\u0131r, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim yatm\u0131r,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 sanc\u0131lan a\u011fl\u0131ma batm\u0131r,
\nDaha \u00e7aylar\u0131m\u0131z d\u0259niz\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r,
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdini ax\u0131d\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259.!..
\nDiqq\u0259t edin, d\u0259niz ona g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck, \u0259ngindir ki, o b\u00fct\u00fcn ki\u00e7ik \u00e7aylara qucaq a\u00e7\u0131r. Buradan bel\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259n, insan o zaman b\u00f6y\u00fck olur ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ki\u00e7ikl\u0259r\u0259 (r\u00fctb\u0259, t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259, v\u0259zif\u0259 v\u0259 s) qucaq a\u00e7a bilsin, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131na qala bilsin. Bax budur, yazar\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si; oxucuya \u0259xz etdirdiyi t\u0259rbiy\u0259, t\u0259lim, bilgi\u2026
\nSabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131n\u0131n sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri janr\u0131na, n\u00f6v\u00fcn\u0259, metafora, epitetl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00e7ox\u015fax\u0259lidir.
\nSevgim o ill\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n qatard\u0131r,
\nBirc\u0259 kupesi var s\u0259nin ad\u0131na.
\n-Dey\u0259n \u015fairin \u00f6mr\u00fcn bahar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 tarix qeyd olunsa da, pay\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 yoxdur. Pay\u0131z – \u015fairin m\u00fcdriklik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, \u0259m\u0259yinin b\u0259hr\u0259sind\u0259n z\u00f6vq ald\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6rn\u0259k oldu\u011fu bir d\u00f6vr\u00fcd\u00fcr ki, \u0259z\u0259li oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259b\u0259didir, zamans\u0131zd\u0131r. V\u0259 bu pay\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 r\u0259ngli bahar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259n s\u0131yr\u0131lan, b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015f\u0259n \u015fairin d\u0259, yaln\u0131z bir t\u0259r\u0259fi, bir r\u0259ngi var. H\u0259yat\u0131nda, \u0259qid\u0259sind\u0259, ya\u015fam\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00f6v oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r sevgisind\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6vd\u00fcr. Onun sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00fcmumilikd\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r salanda s\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, ill\u0259rin o tay\u0131nda da, bu tay\u0131nda da yaz\u0131lan \u015feirl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131 yaln\u0131z bir qad\u0131nd\u0131r:
\n\u0130kinci, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc sevgil\u0259r aman,
\nSol\u011fun k\u00f6lg\u0259siymi\u015f ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin.
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\nM\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir bu h\u0259yatda da,
\nS\u0259nin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m ancaq.
\nBu \u201cS\u0259n\u201d \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc onunla qo\u015fa add\u0131mlayan, ona sevgi, sevinc, \u00f6vlad b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n qad\u0131nd\u0131r. O qad\u0131n ki, boyunu boyuna, soyunu soyuna, huyunu huyuna, h\u0259tta simas\u0131n\u0131 simas\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259-b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259 \u201c\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131nda\u201d, \u201cist\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131nda\u201d, \u201ck\u00f6vr\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131nda\u201d, \u201cm\u0259l\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131nda\u201d, \u201c\u00fcr\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131nda\u201d \u015fairin sirda\u015f\u0131, h\u0259md\u0259midir:
\nSevgi ya\u015fay\u0131rsa, ilin f\u0259rqi yox,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm s\u0259nindirs\u0259 dilin f\u0259rqi yox,
\nSin\u0259md\u0259, sin\u0259nd\u0259, g\u0259lin, f\u0259rqi yox,
\n\u00dcr\u0259k ya\u015f\u0131ndasan, ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259!
\nYaxud:
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259l tutdum S\u0259nin e\u015fqinl\u0259,
\nE\u015fqimiz bit\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m da S\u0259n!
\n-dedi.
\n\u2026h\u0259m m\u0259ni \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 qula \u00e7evir\u0259n,
\nH\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n q\u00fcrurum!
\nXan\u0131m\u0131na, sevdiyin\u0259, m\u0259hr\u0259min\u0259 \u201cq\u00fcrurum\u201d dey\u0259 xitab etm\u0259k \u0259d\u0259biyyat tarixind\u0259 yenilikdir. Q\u0259dim t\u00fcrk dastanlar\u0131nda xaqanlar\u0131n qad\u0131na verdiyi ali d\u0259y\u0259ri, Tanr\u0131ya d\u00fcnyan\u0131 v\u0259 insanlar\u0131 yaratmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn fikir v\u0259 ilham ver\u0259n \u00abA\u011f Ana\u00bb ad\u0131n\u0131n zirv\u0259sini, qad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6y\u00fcn yeddinci qat\u0131nda yeri oldu\u011funu, qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yararaq g\u00f6yd\u0259n en\u0259n mavi bir i\u015f\u0131qdan yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n inam m\u0259b\u0259dini R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck:
\n\u2026Torpaq \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r,
\n\u00dcz\u00fc g\u00f6y\u0259, Allaha\u2026
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 adi torpa\u011fam,
\n\u00dcz\u00fc s\u0259n\u0259y\u0259m h\u0259r an.
\nYaxud:
\nS\u0259n dem\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r s\u0259ad\u0259ti,
\nSevgid\u0259n ba\u015flanar, sevgid\u0259 bit\u0259r.
\n\u2026Sirda\u015f\u0131m, yolda\u015f\u0131m olan bu qad\u0131n,
\nAx\u0131rda ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131m olan bu qad\u0131n\u2026
\nV\u0259 bu \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 sevgid\u0259 pay, \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259 yay h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck…
\nS\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fdum
\nV\u0259
\nH\u0259yat\u0131mda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259sl xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi \u2013
\n\u0130nsan, dost, \u0259r, sevgili xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm!
\nBundan b\u00f6y\u00fck sevgi, bundan s\u0259mimi \u0259r etiraf\u0131 olard\u0131m\u0131?\u2026
\n***
\nSabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r fatalizmd\u0259n uzaq olsa, reall\u0131\u011fa s\u00f6yk\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, onun romantik hissl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ehtiva ed\u0259n, insan t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc a\u015fan, introspeksiya qabiliyy\u0259ti o q\u0259d\u0259r qabar\u0131qd\u0131r ki, ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z ondak\u0131 impressionizm\u0259 inan\u0131r, heyran qal\u0131r\u0131q:
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259ri
\nSoyudacaq k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc
\nBiz ist\u0259s\u0259k-ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259k.
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l boyunba\u011f\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131l qan\u0131nd\u0131,
\nSoyuq g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nd\u0131 qolba\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.
\nYaxud:
\nYa\u015fad\u0131q xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik sora\u011f\u0131 il\u0259,
\nBilm\u0259dik, o bizim yan\u0131m\u0131zdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 daha k\u0259skin:
\nD\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n.
\nDaha bir \u00f6rn\u0259k:
\nBu da bir yoldur n\u0259s\u0259,
\n\u00d6z\u00fc s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259s\u0259.
\nDaha sevilmir\u0259ms\u0259,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 n\u0259 qald\u0131 ki?!
\nBu g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc qayna\u011fa, \u00f6rn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259n R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 poeziyas\u0131 da \u015fifahi \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131zdan k\u00f6z g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb. Onun g\u0259ncliyind\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015f i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259nd\u0259r\u0259r yer\u0259,
\nC\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259n otlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 vurmaz.
\nG\u00f6ll\u0259r g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc tutar g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259,
\nQ\u0131z\u0131l buludlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 vurmaz.
\nBurada sevgilisind\u0259n \u0259hv dil\u0259y\u0259n \u015fair iltifata b\u0259dii peyzajla ba\u015flay\u0131r. Dem\u0259li bu m\u0259qamda da V\u0259t\u0259n, torpaq yetir dad\u0131na.
\nS\u0259nint\u0259k g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259r bel\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131,
\nM\u0259nt\u0259k g\u00fcnahkar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 vurmaz.
\nKlassik qo\u015fma b\u00f6lg\u00fcl\u00fc bu n\u00fcmun\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 bir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 izi, m\u00f6h\u00fcr\u00fc var.
\n\u00c7\u0259tindir bir \u00f6m\u00fcr qurban el\u0259m\u0259k,
\nS\u0259n bu etibarla f\u0259ryadsan, ahsan!
\n\u00d6z yatm\u0131\u015f b\u0259xtini oyadammad\u0131n,
\nM\u0259ni m\u0259zardan da oyadacaqsan!
\nBu \u00f6rn\u0259k m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n alsa da, he\u00e7 bir \u015f\u0259rh ver\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. V\u0259 bu b\u0259nd bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckl\u0259rimi \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 gizl\u0259d\u0259r\u0259k, oxucu ixtiyar\u0131na verir\u0259m\u2026
\n \u201cG\u0259l\u201d yeddihecal\u0131 \u015feiri be\u015f b\u0259ndd\u0259n ibar\u0259tdir. \u015eeir klassik (aaab) qafiy\u0259y\u0259 riay\u0259t ets\u0259 d\u0259, \u00f6z\u0259lliyi var; h\u0259r bir b\u0259nd sanki bayat\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bi\u00e7ilib\u2013 bitkin, altyap\u0131l\u0131, m\u0259na k\u0259sb ed\u0259n. V\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 b\u0259nd\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:
\nHa uzaqla\u015f, ha gizl\u0259n,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259r\u0259m bu h\u0259v\u0259sd\u0259n.
\nM\u0259n ki at\u0259\u015fp\u0259r\u0259st\u0259m,
\nOduna qalan\u0131m, g\u0259l!
\n\u015eair qaynar, sevgi dolu ill\u0259rind\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rin \u00e7oxunda (h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f, inam dolu \u015feirl\u0259rinin) \u201cat\u0259\u015fp\u0259r\u0259st\u0259m\u201d deyir.
\nBiz iki at\u0259\u015fp\u0259r\u0259st diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fck \u00fcz\u00fc oda,
\n\u201cAl\u0131\u015f, oca\u011f\u0131m, al\u0131\u015f!\u201d
\nDodaqalt\u0131 yalvard\u0131n.
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn sevgilil\u0259r at\u0259\u015fp\u0259r\u0259stdi.
\nZ\u0259rd\u00fc\u015ftilik ilk v\u0259hy dini oldu\u011fu kimi sanki \u015fairin d\u0259 ilk sevdas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259hyidir. Burada sirli bir m\u0259qam var; sanki \u015f\u0259r Allah\u0131 \u018fhrim\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn sev\u0259nl\u0259rin aras\u0131na girm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, H\u00f6rm\u00fcz is\u0259 sevgi ad\u0131na m\u00fcbariz\u0259 apar\u0131r. \u015eair g\u0259nclik \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 xeyirin \u015f\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r inan\u0131r ki, h\u0259tta m\u00fcdrik \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131nda da H\u00f6rm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u2013 sevginin qalib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcmid edir. Sevgi x\u0259st\u0259ni sa\u011fald\u0131r, g\u00fccs\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fccl\u0259ndirir, qocan\u0131 g\u0259ncl\u0259\u015fdirir:
\nTitr\u0259k barmaqlar\u0131n a\u011f sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 yenid\u0259n qaraldacaqd\u0131r.
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\nOdlu \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n
\nVaxts\u0131z q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.
\n***
\n\u201cKonservatoriyada son imtahan\u201d lirik \u015feir n\u00f6v\u00fcd\u00fcr. Elegiya des\u0259k, daha uy\u011fun olar. Lakin burada \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyimiz, q\u0259bul etdiyimiz kimi lirik q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131n t\u0259kc\u0259 h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u0259 ortaq olmuruq, burada biz \u015fairin xatir\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 qo\u015fulub sevincind\u0259n, sevgisind\u0259n d\u0259 pay al\u0131r\u0131q. S\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feir janr\u0131nda yaz\u0131lan,
\n\u201cSa\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259yini d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259n o g\u00f6z\u0259l
\nT\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n tutub \u0259lind\u0259n b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk,
\n\u00c7\u0259kdi qap\u0131ya sar\u0131, \u00e7\u0259kdi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k\u201d
\n-misralar\u0131yla ba\u015flayan bu elegiyan\u0131 trilogiya olaraq oxumaq ist\u0259yir oxucu, lakin:
\nS\u00fcbh\u00fcn ilk qatar\u0131nda
\nh\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik ayr\u0131l\u0131b, ged\u0259c\u0259kdi o o\u011flan\u201d.
\nBax, bizim h\u00fcznl\u00fc (sevincli) n\u0259\u011fm\u0259miz burada bitir, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa yol al\u0131r\u2026 \u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rd ayr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. O, v\u00fcsal saatlar\u0131nda da, ayr\u0131l\u0131q qorxusuyla ya\u015fay\u0131r. Bu qorxu Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rinin \u015fah damar\u0131d\u0131r sanki. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 \u015fax\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n, sevin\u0259n, sevil\u0259n sev\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi v\u0259sf ed\u0259n\u2026 misralar o \u015fah damardan ke\u00e7ir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015flanan\u0131n sonunu g\u00f6rm\u0259k, o sona k\u00f6kl\u0259nm\u0259k \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bir f\u0259rqlilikdir. V\u0259 bu eksplikasiya – mahiyy\u0259t\u0259 varmaq Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nG\u0259ldin \u2013
\nBu g\u0259li\u015fin m\u0259ni a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r ba\u015flanmam\u0131\u015f el\u0259 bilir\u0259m,
\n\u00d6nd\u0259 g\u00fcman yoxdur, yol ba\u015fa \u00e7at\u0131r.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaxud:
\nBir sevinc tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rimiz,
\nAlar \u0259limizd\u0259n onu ayr\u0131l\u0131q.
\nYaxud:
\n\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131m buludun dilini \u00f6yr\u0259nir,
\nG\u0259mil\u0259r d\u0259nizin.
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n dilini
\n\u00d6yr\u0259nir\u0259m, \u0259zizim.
\n\u201cGec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 Gec\u0259nin f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si v\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q qorxusu \u00f6n plandad\u0131r:
\nH\u0259r \u015feyin r\u0259ngini d\u0259yi\u015fib gec\u0259,
\nAncaq d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259zdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim.
\nAyr\u0131l\u0131q adlanan art\u0131q y\u00fck kimi
\n\u00dcr\u0259y\u0259 zor il\u0259 dolan k\u0259d\u0259rim.
\nV\u0259 \u201dAyr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d adl\u0131 \u015feird\u0259 biz Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 poeziyas\u0131nda \u2013 Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259, hissl\u0259rind\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259d\u0259n qaynaqlan\u0131b bu q\u0259d\u0259r qorxulu oldu\u011funun kodlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck: \u201cBir ac\u0131 s\u00f6z – ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d, \u201cgec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz – ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d, \u201cda\u011f il\u0259 d\u00fcz – ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d, \u201cBak\u0131-T\u0259briz \u2013 ayr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d…
\n\u015eair ayr\u0131l\u0131q qorxusuyla ya\u015fay\u0131r, lakin bu qorxunu \u0259lind\u0259 a\u011f bayraq edib \u015feirl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rmir, ona da qalib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 (b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u011furlar\u0131 kimi) inan\u0131r:
\nG\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7at\u0131r ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcm \u00e7atar!
\n***
\nBu g\u00fcn \u00e7oxlar\u0131n\u0131n modern, postmodern ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131lpaq \u015feirl\u0259r yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidiyik. \u018fslind\u0259 poeziyada bel\u0259 n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r q\u0259dim zamandan yer al\u0131b. Bu q\u0259bild\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan da gerid\u0259 qalmay\u0131b. G\u0259ncliyinin qaynar, odlu-alovlu, bir yer\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmayan \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131nda, hiss etdikl\u0259rini varaqdan gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi, sevginin ilahi qat\u0131nda cilv\u0259l\u0259ndiyi, sevgilil\u0259rin iki can bir q\u0259lb oldu\u011fu m\u0259qamlar\u0131 el\u0259 ustal\u0131qla, p\u0259rd\u0259li \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 misralara \u00e7evirir ki, oxucu orada ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri e\u015fits\u0259, hiss ets\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr (oxucu, \u201cKozettan\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na girm\u0259k m\u0259hr\u0259m deyil\u201d).
\nBu q\u0131l\u0131nc, bu da ki \u0259b\u0259di q\u0131n\u0131,
\nBu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f \u2013 b\u0259\u015f\u0259rin qans\u0131z q\u0131r\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
\nBu yara \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259z, saxla sar\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
\nYaran\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k t\u0259k qoxlar bu gec\u0259.
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\nBuludt\u0259k yay\u0131l\u0131b qara sa\u00e7lar\u0131,
\nYeni r\u0259ng \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 bal\u0131\u015flar\u0131ma,
\nT\u0259k Allah \u015fahiddir, h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131mdan\u2026
\nGizlinc\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ma.
\n***<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fqas\u0131 su il\u0259 t\u0259mizlik arar,
\nM\u0259n q\u0259lbi s\u00f6z il\u0259 yuyuram, neynim?!
\nNizamil\u0259rin, f\u00fczulil\u0259rin, n\u0259simil\u0259rin\u2026 \u0259man\u0259tin\u0259 – s\u00f6z \u0259man\u0259tin\u0259 nec\u0259 sadiqdir \u015fair.
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\nK\u00fcl basan ocaqlar\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259, \u015feir yand\u0131rd\u0131,
\nM\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc duy\u011fular\u0131 k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r oyand\u0131rd\u0131.
\nS\u00f6z Z\u0259mz\u0259mdir, s\u00f6z ocaqlara at\u0259\u015fdir, s\u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259p\u0259rdir, s\u00f6z \u00fcmiddir, s\u00f6z arzudur\u2026
\n\u201cS\u0259ns\u0259nmi\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 qad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi v\u0259sf edilir:
\nA\u011f m\u0259rm\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi burnunda nar,
\n\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259rdi Miloslu veneralar.
\n\u00c7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xsan, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r dal\u0131nca y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259rdi,
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan utan\u0131b, ulduzlar \u0259riy\u0259rdi.
\nBa\u015fqa bir \u015feirind\u0259 d\u0259 bu q\u0259bild\u0259n olan n\u00fcmun\u0259y\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:
\n\u0130ndi s\u0259n yuxudasan,
\nH\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb kirpikl\u0259rin\u2026
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\n\u0130ki sahilsiz \u00fcnvan min sir il\u0259 \u00e7a\u011flam\u0131r,
\nSanki G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f tutulub qara sa\u00e7lar alt\u0131nda.
\nBu \u00f6rn\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck ki, \u015fair klassik \u0259d\u0259biyyatdan g\u0259l\u0259n epitetl\u0259rl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259mir \u015feirini, onun \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u0259llik nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 var, bu nax\u0131\u015flar is\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 yaz\u0131lacaq \u015feirl\u0259rin b\u0259z\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259c\u0259k.
\n***
\nEy bayram ax\u015fam\u0131 yalq\u0131z qalan k\u0259s,
\nBir \u015fam yand\u0131rarsan ad\u0131ma m\u0259nim.
\nBizim bu h\u0259sr\u0259tin yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131 s\u00f6nm\u0259z,
\nTonqallar al\u0131\u015far oduma m\u0259nim\u2026.
\nMisralar\u0131 \u00f6rn\u0259k olan bu \u015feiri g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rind\u0259 yaz\u0131b \u015fair. Bayram ax\u015fam\u0131nda t\u0259nha qalan k\u0259s\u0259 – sevgilisin\u0259 v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u0259nhalara; s\u0259n\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259, ona\u2026 Bu misra bayram gec\u0259si t\u0259nha qalanlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k t\u0259p\u0259ri idi\u2026 ill\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n, \u015fair dol\u011funla\u015fandan, m\u00fcdrikl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc t\u0259p\u0259r g\u0259zdi \u2013 \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259, misralar\u0131nda, s\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259\u2026 –
\nAx\u0131 bu g\u00fcn bayramd\u0131r,
\nQoyma m\u0259ni t\u0259kl\u0259nim,
\n-dedi. V\u0259 ill\u0259r \u015fairi o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131naq m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259 cilalad\u0131, t\u0259mizl\u0259di ki \u2013
\nH\u0259r haray\u0131m bir \u0259zan,
\nH\u0259r \u015feirim bir yas\u0131ndi!
\n-dey\u0259n\u0259,
\nS\u0259nsiz Allah da g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259,
\nN\u0259yim\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdir yerin insan\u0131?!
\n-s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r…
\n\u00c7ox maraql\u0131 bir m\u0259qam yaxalad\u0131m bu ara\u015fd\u0131rmamda; g\u0259nclikd\u0259, odlu-alovlu, e\u015fqli \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131nda \u201cAt\u0259\u015f\u0259 sitayi\u015f, torpa\u011fa t\u0259zim, s\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259, \u0259zizim!\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n \u015fair, ah\u0131lla\u015fd\u0131qca, m\u00fcdrikl\u0259\u015fdikc\u0259 \u201c\u018fn\u0259lh\u0259qq\u201d\u0259 tap\u0131nd\u0131:
\nH\u0259m Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6vlad\u0131, h\u0259m Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 mil d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n, yen\u0259 yerin g\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\nD\u0259nizl\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259-ke\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc sir d\u0259nizidir,
\nYerd\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fcn par\u00e7as\u0131, g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 yerdir \u0130nsan!
\nN\u0259imil\u0259\u015fdi\u2026 N\u0259simil\u0259\u015fdi\u2026h\u00fcrufil\u0259\u015fdi, Allah\u0131 al\u0259min i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, al\u0259ml\u0259 birlikd\u0259 q\u0259bul etdi, \u0130mmanent f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259ni poeziyas\u0131nda yenil\u0259di\u2026
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin z\u0259rr\u0259l\u0259ridir g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 ham\u0131,
\nBir d\u0259 S\u0259n varsan \u2013 Tanr\u0131 e\u015fqinin davam\u0131\u2026
\n***
\nYard\u0131ml\u0131dan bir dostum var \u2013 R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n H\u0259bibo\u011flu, onunla s\u00f6hb\u0259timd\u0259 soru\u015fdum ki, Yard\u0131ml\u0131 s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir? \u201cYard\u0131ml\u0131 m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn sevgidir, halall\u0131qd\u0131r, d\u00fczl\u00fckd\u00fcr, c\u0259sar\u0259tdir, inamd\u0131r, sad\u0259likdir, safl\u0131qd\u0131r Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131d\u0131r!\u201d \u2013 dedi. Cavab n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131sa olsa da, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcsb\u0259t keyfiyy\u0259tl\u0259ri, insani d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ehtiva etdirirdi. Bu epitetl\u0259rin fonunda Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tin\u0259 yol alan sevgi i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hz \u00f6z k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259n ri\u015f\u0259l\u0259nirdi, \u201c\u00e7\u0131raq dibin\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q salmaz\u201d stereotipl\u0259rini darmada\u011f\u0131n ed\u0259r\u0259k…
\nDo\u011fulub-b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fc Yard\u0131ml\u0131ya – onun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259, k\u00f6k\u00fc sevgi, k\u00f6m\u0259ci torpaq, V\u0259t\u0259n olan diyara \u00f6z q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259 – Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 misralar\u0131nda baxaq:
\nQollar\u0131n a\u011fappaq
\nYard\u0131ml\u0131 yollar\u0131d\u0131 \u2013
\nBelim\u0259 dolansa u\u00e7aram!
\n\u2026Balaca bir V\u0259t\u0259ns\u0259n
\nBurda m\u0259niml\u0259 qo\u015fa.
\nAya\u011f\u0131m b\u00fcdr\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259
\nG\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259nd\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fam.
\nSevgi V\u0259t\u0259n olur, V\u0259t\u0259n sevgil\u0259\u015fir! Sevgiy\u0259 v\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 veril\u0259n d\u0259y\u0259r bundan b\u00f6y\u00fck olard\u0131m\u0131?
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131n birinci add\u0131m,
\nSevgid\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk q\u0259d\u0259m oldu.
\nBir h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259 uzaqla\u015fmayaq, bu saf sevgi, insanlara, b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t\u0259 inam, entuziazm m\u0259hz ucqar rayonun, ucqar bir k\u0259ndind\u0259 boy vermi\u015fdi\u2026
\n\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r bir \u015feir yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, bel\u0259 bir misras\u0131 vard\u0131: \u201cs\u0259ni el\u0259 sevir\u0259m, q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n kimi!\u201d M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, yeni fikir demi\u015f\u0259m, V\u0259t\u0259n boyda q\u00fcrurlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m da\u2026 V\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairimizin ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259k \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259n-v\u0259t\u0259n misralara d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc \u015feirl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 (yan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hiss ets\u0259m d\u0259) q\u00fcrurum da qabardi:
\nS\u0259ni V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m,
\nHara gets\u0259m d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcm!
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\nT\u0259riml\u0259 sulanan torpa\u011f\u0131m kimi,
\nQan\u0131mla boyanan bayra\u011f\u0131m kimi,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n pay g\u0259l\u0259n \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131m kimi,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 tap\u0131nmaqdan yorulmad\u0131m he\u00e7!
\n\tO, V\u0259t\u0259nin torpa\u011f\u0131nda add\u0131mlamaq, qar kimi t\u0259miz havas\u0131nda qar \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nin\u0259 ham\u0131dan \u00f6nc\u0259 cig\u0131r salmaq (\u00e7a\u011fda\u015f \u0259d\u0259biyyata sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259n qal\u0131c\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131r kimi) da poetik idi:
\nS\u0259h\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131mla \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b birinci,
\nQ\u0131\u015f\u0131n qar donunu qay\u00e7\u0131lay\u0131ram.
\nV\u0259 bu poetika h\u0259m o q\u0259d\u0259r sad\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r ezoterik idi ki, siyasi f\u0259aliyy\u0259tind\u0259 ictimai t\u0259b\u0259q\u0259l\u0259ri bir araya g\u0259tirm\u0259k bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, \u0259d\u0259biyyatda da oxucu f\u0259rqliliyini ortaq m\u0259xr\u0259cd\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131 idi.
\nDa\u011f mavi qartald\u0131, duman qanad\u0131,
\nLal\u0259ni k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131m, qanad\u0131!
\nB\u0259dii dilin g\u00fcc\u00fc insan\u0131 heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndirm\u0259y\u0259 bilmir. Daha bir \u00f6rnn\u0259y\u0259 diqq\u0259t ed\u0259k:
\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00fcbh \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san yola,
\nYuxudan oyatd\u0131n azan s\u0259sini.
\nBu \u0259d\u0259bi v\u0259 f\u0259ls\u0259fi priyomlarda ustal\u0131q aforizm-aforizm v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259r\u0259, v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rd\u0259n kitablara v\u0259 oxucu \u015f\u00fcurlar\u0131na s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ndi:
\n\u201cG\u00fcn\u00fcm a\u011farmam\u0131\u015f, a\u011fard\u0131 sa\u00e7lar”,
\nYaxud:
\n\u201cQ\u0259lbind\u0259 bir b\u0259nd\u0259 sevgisi yoxsa,
\n\u0130lahi sevgisi bir uydurmad\u0131r\u201d.
\nV\u0259 yaxud:
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n ki, sevinc\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259k,
\nK\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259kd\u0259n asan deyildir.
\n\u201c\u0130ki k\u0259lm\u0259\u201d birc\u0259 udum bulaq suyu kimi i\u00e7ildi. Sevdik, sevildik, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 dadd\u0131q, v\u00fcsala \u00e7atd\u0131q ikic\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259 \u0259n sadiq sevgilimizin el\u0259 s\u00f6z olaca\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131q. H\u0259m d\u0259 Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc\u2026
\nHarda olsan, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atmasa \u0259lin,
\nBir misram\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldarsan,
\nD\u00fcnya durduqca,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm olacaq \u0259n sadiq sevgilin
\n\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

v\u0259 yaxud Sabir R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri\u2026 \u0130lahi, n\u0259yin var, al apar m\u0259nd\u0259n, T\u0259kc\u0259 sevgim\u0259 toxunma! S.R. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 s\u0259rb\u0259st yaz\u0131 d\u0259rsinin \u0259sas m\u00f6vzular\u0131ndan biri bel\u0259 idi; haradan ba\u015flan\u0131r V\u0259t\u0259n? \u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di, m\u0259n bu suala cavab tapd\u0131m. V\u0259t\u0259n torpaqdan, da\u015fdan, sudan, a\u011faclardan, k\u0259ndd\u0259n, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n… ba\u015flanm\u0131r, V\u0259t\u0259n onu qoruma\u011f\u0131, ya\u015fatma\u011f\u0131, sevm\u0259yi, sevdirm\u0259yi, ucaltma\u011f\u0131 bacaranlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-34113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34113","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=34113"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34113\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":34118,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34113\/revisions\/34118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=34113"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=34113"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=34113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}