{"id":34414,"date":"2020-02-06T12:30:05","date_gmt":"2020-02-06T08:30:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=34414"},"modified":"2020-02-13T13:07:25","modified_gmt":"2020-02-13T09:07:25","slug":"sair%c9%99-publisist-n%c9%99cib%c9%99-ilkin-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=34414","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair\u0259-publisist N\u0259cib\u0259 \u0130LK\u0130N.”\u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidenti T\u0259qa\u00fcd F\u0259ndunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201cAzad q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, ictimai-publisistik q\u0259zetinin v\u0259 \u201cAli Ziya\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, elmi-publisistik jurnal\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u018fH\u0130D ANASI<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f milliy\u0259tc\u0259 tatar olan Adek Sepxanova h\u0259sr edir\u0259m)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, q\u0259lbi qaynar, od-alov,
Sin\u0259sind\u0259 qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015f, kirpikl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131rov.
D\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259,
F\u0259ryad\u0131ndan \u00fcr\u0259yi olmu\u015fdu hiss\u0259-hiss\u0259.
Aln\u0131nda d\u00fcy\u00fcn-d\u00fcy\u00fcn olmu\u015fdu q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131,
H\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n yo\u011frulmu\u015fdu o sol\u011fun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131.
Odlara qalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, o\u011ful d\u0259rdi anan\u0131,
Od i\u00e7in\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o\u011ful, d\u0259rd\u0259 yanan\u0131.
\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fc, ad g\u00fcn\u00fc bir tarix\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
Anan\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259n bir da\u015f kimi as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.
Qar\u015f\u0131mda ana sanki buz heyk\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
Ya\u015famaq, h\u0259yat e\u015fqi g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\u0130ntizardan, xiff\u0259td\u0259n ana saral\u0131b solmu\u015f,
H\u0259sr\u0259t seli q\u0259lbind\u0259n ax\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dolmu\u015f.
Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca anan\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131 \u0259sirdi,
O\u011ful d\u0259rdi anan\u0131 \u015faxta kimi k\u0259sirdi.
Ba\u015f\u0131nda qara \u00f6rp\u0259k, \u0259ynind\u0259 qara paltar,
O\u011flum \u00f6z\u00fc al\u0131bd\u0131,-dedi m\u0259nd\u0259n yadigar.
H\u0259r g\u00fcn bu geyim il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m,
Nisgilmi, d\u0259rdimi soyuq da\u015fla b\u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.
Evim muzey\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb onun \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rind\u0259n,
T\u0259kc\u0259 o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131ram m\u0259n.
O\u011flum bir o\u011ful idi, istiqanl\u0131, mehriban,
Dediyim h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259 cavab\u0131 olurdu \u201ccan\u201d.
Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 az qalm\u0131\u015f ad\u0131na h\u0259diyy\u0259 ald\u0131m,
\u015eirin qo\u011fal bi\u015firib, ad\u0131na s\u00fcrf\u0259 sald\u0131m.
G\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim yolunu \u0259ziz x\u0259l\u0259f o\u011flumun,
Ad\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015firin, s\u00f6z\u00fc \u015f\u0259k\u0259r no\u011flumun.
S\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s\u0259 boyland\u0131m,
\u0130ki \u0259sg\u0259r soru\u015fdu, ad\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259rhal and\u0131m.
T\u0259l\u0259sik qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a tez y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259,
-Kimsiniz? Kim laz\u0131md\u0131r?- tez qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259.
Biri \u00fcrk\u0259k bax\u0131\u015fla \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b xeyli,
G\u00f6zl\u0259rin dikib yer\u0259, ax\u0131r dindi gileyli.
-Biz c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fik, nec\u0259 dedyim ki, Adik-
Ag\u0131r yaralan\u0131bd\u0131\u2026
-Nec\u0259? N\u0259 dedin? Yox, yaland\u0131 balama,
G\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z he\u00e7 zaman o q\u0259hr\u0259man o\u011fluma.
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm bu, zarafat, dostlar\u0131n haq s\u0259sidi,
M\u0259n\u0259 mu\u015ftuluq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sg\u0259r h\u0259diyy\u0259sidi.
Sevincimd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim doluxsunmu\u015f, dolmu\u015fdu,
O\u011flumu g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yim od olmu\u015fdu.
Ya\u015farm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc tabut bu an,
Anas\u0131z da h\u0259r \u015feyi h\u0259ll el\u0259yirmi\u015f zaman.
Yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 inanmad\u0131m hayq\u0131rd\u0131m,
\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z s\u0259sim\u0259 h\u0259rgah, sanki bird\u0259n ay\u0131ld\u0131m.
Ah\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259, da\u011f\u0131lmad\u0131 g\u00f6y n\u0259d\u0259n?!
Amans\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm idi, m\u0259ni bel\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n.
O\u011ful verdin ay Allah, ne\u00e7\u0259 il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259,
S\u0259n\u0259 dualar edib b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm sevinc\u0259.
\u0130ndi bu ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 paym\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdin,
B\u0259sl\u0259diyim q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259mi q\u0131y\u0131b nec\u0259 tez d\u0259rdin?!
Ah\u0131m \u00e7atmad\u0131 \u0259fsus, n\u0259 yer\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259,
Tabutu qucaqlad\u0131m, -Ya\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k,-dey\u0259.
O\u011ful dey\u0259n dill\u0259rim dilim-dilim soyuldu,
Yand\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131m nal\u0259d\u0259n, i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in oyuldu.
Yenid\u0259nmi do\u011fuldun, \u015e\u0259hid qoyuldu ad\u0131n,
V\u0259t\u0259n! Qoy s\u0259nin olsun bu q\u0259hr\u0259man \u00f6vlad\u0131n.
Dan yeri t\u0259k s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yimin tell\u0259ri,
Son n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 o\u011flumun n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib dill\u0259ri.
O susuz dodaqlar\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131b, n\u0259 deyib,
\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n n\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib?!
Nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm ay Allah, nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm bu da\u011fa,
Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 o\u011flumu tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram torpa\u011fa.
\u0130gid do\u011fuldu o\u011ful, \u015f\u0259hid do\u011fuldu o\u011ful,
V\u0259t\u0259nin g\u00f6yl\u0259rind\u0259 yan\u0131b k\u00fcl oldu o\u011ful.
Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dostlar\u0131, qon\u015fular ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259,
Ehsan verdil\u0259r ona, balam\u0131n \u015fad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259.
Qoy sevinm\u0259sin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n, o\u011flum \u00f6lm\u0259yib m\u0259nim,
O\u011flum \u015f\u0259hiddir dey\u0259, ana kimi \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcm!!!
20. 01. 2008<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131 Prezidenti T\u0259qa\u00fcd F\u0259ndunun t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201cAzad q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, ictimai-publisistik q\u0259zetinin v\u0259 \u201cAli Ziya\u201d \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii, elmi-publisistik jurnal\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru \u015e\u018fH\u0130D ANASI (Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015f milliy\u0259tc\u0259 tatar olan Adek Sepxanova h\u0259sr edir\u0259m) D\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, q\u0259lbi qaynar, od-alov,Sin\u0259sind\u0259 qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015f, kirpikl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131rov.D\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-34414","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34414","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=34414"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34414\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":34419,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34414\/revisions\/34419"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=34414"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=34414"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=34414"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}