{"id":36048,"date":"2020-05-08T12:07:24","date_gmt":"2020-05-08T08:07:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=36048"},"modified":"2020-05-08T12:07:24","modified_gmt":"2020-05-08T08:07:24","slug":"rafiq-oday-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=36048","title":{"rendered":"Rafiq ODAY.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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A\u011eLAMA, LEYSAN G\u00d6ZL\u00dcM…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya bel\u0259 d\u00fcnyad\u0131,
Ba\u015f a\u00e7mazsan felind\u0259n.
Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn lal\u0131 da
Tora sald\u0131 dilind\u0259n.
Al\u0259md\u0259n bac alan da
Dad eyl\u0259yib \u0259lind\u0259n.
A\u011flama, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,
A\u011flama, leysan g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,
A\u011flama, boyuna qurban.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fcnyadan pay umdun,
B\u0259xtin\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r?
G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan ya\u015f\u0131
Birc\u0259 yol sildimi g\u00f6r?
Nam\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl verdin,
Q\u0259drini bildimi g\u00f6r?
A\u011flama, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,
A\u011flama, leysan g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,
A\u011flama, boyuna qurban.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr \u00f6z k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259di,
Ya\u015fad\u0131n, ya\u015famad\u0131n.
Bir qar\u0131\u015fqa y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc
Da\u015f\u0131d\u0131n, da\u015f\u0131mad\u0131n.
Bu nec\u0259 a\u011flamaqd\u0131 \u2013
G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 \u2013 yad\u0131n!
A\u011flama, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,
A\u011flama, leysan g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, a\u011flama.
A\u011flama, boyuna qurban.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Karvan bayaqdan \u00f6t\u00fcb,
Gecik\u0259n s\u0259n olmusan.
Butan vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259lib,
Gec i\u00e7\u0259n s\u0259n olmusan.
Tez ik\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 idin,
Gec ik\u0259n s\u0259n olmusan.
A\u011flama, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,
A\u011flama, leysan g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, a\u011flama.
A\u011flama, boyuna qurban.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

HAVADAN AYRILIQ QOXUSU G\u018fL\u0130R<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fb\u0259smi\u015f dayanmaq bu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f altda,
Qism\u0259tim yen\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259r olacaq.
G\u00f6y\u00fcn ulduzlar\u0131 y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f altda,
Y\u0259qin ki, bir azdan s\u0259h\u0259r olacaq.
Gec\u0259di, birt\u0259h\u0259r sovu\u015fub gedir,
Qar\u015f\u0131dan s\u0259h\u0259rin qorxusu g\u0259lir.
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259dim ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara,
Havadan ayr\u0131l\u0131q qoxusu g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan yeri ayr\u0131l\u0131q do\u011fdu bu s\u0259h\u0259r,
Bu s\u0259rs\u0259m do\u011fu\u015fdan, q\u0259fil do\u011fu\u015fdan
\u0130\u00e7im\u0259 ayr\u0131l\u0131q toxumu d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
Bilm\u0259dim az\u0131m\u0131, \u00e7oxumu d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m\u0131,
Yoxsa ki, bir \u0259l\u00e7im yuxumu d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
B\u0259lk\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259kil\u0259rin d\u0259,
Otun da, da\u015f\u0131n da, kol-koslar\u0131n da.
Gec\u0259ni yatmayan bu \u00abdostlar\u00bb\u0131n da
Qapan\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, yuxusu g\u0259lir.
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259dim ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara,
Havadan ayr\u0131l\u0131q qoxusu g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flaya bilmir\u0259m a\u011fac g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259,
\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.
N\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n bir yolluq sa\u011f qalan olmaz,
N\u0259d\u0259ki, bir yolluq \u00f6l\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.
G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 donub ha\u00e7and\u0131,
\u00c7\u0259tini h\u0259r \u015feyin sonunacand\u0131.
\u00d6lm\u0259yin, qalma\u011f\u0131n sonu b\u0259llis\u0259,
H\u0259r \u015feyin cilidi, donu b\u0259llis\u0259,
B\u0259s niy\u0259 hayana \u0259l \u0259t\u0131ramsa,
\u018flim\u0259 hicran\u0131n yaxas\u0131 g\u0259lir?
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6yr\u0259dim ayr\u0131l\u0131qlara,
Havadan ayr\u0131l\u0131q qoxusu g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6Z\u00dcN DEM\u018fD\u0130NM\u0130…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u00fcnyada \u0259n \u015firin yuxum,
S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259rdims\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l.
Bir \u00f6zg\u0259 d\u0259rd varsa, m\u0259n orda yoxam, \u2013
Gec\u0259li, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u00fc d\u0259rdim \u2013 s\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yn\u0259tdi sin\u0259mi bu \u201cG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259g\u00fcl\u00fc\u201d,
Ox\u015fad\u0131m bu yerc\u0259, bu g\u00f6yc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc.
Harda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n bu g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fc? \u2013
\u018fl at\u0131b \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259rdim \u2013 s\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6zg\u0259 al\u0259mi var bu bar d\u0259rm\u0259yin,
Sev\u0259nl\u0259r, sevgid\u0259n qubar d\u0259rm\u0259yin!
Qism\u0259ti bu g\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f n\u00fcbar d\u0259rm\u0259yin, \u2013
\u00d6z\u00fcn dem\u0259dinmi, \u201cd\u0259r, dins\u0259m\u2026\u201d, g\u00f6z\u0259l!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u018f DANIM<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha titr\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n
\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcb \u0259lim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m?!
Ham\u0131dan a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 olan,
Ham\u0131dan d\u0259lim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lb did\u0259n oxun yox idi,
Sevgisiz yuxun yox idi,
Bir k\u0259r\u0259 “yox”un yox idi,
Ay m\u0259nim “b\u0259li”m, n\u0259 dan\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aram\u0131za iblis girdi,
Girdi, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 pis girdi.
Serya\u011fublar \u015f\u0259r p\u00fcsg\u00fcrd\u00fc,
Vuruldu p\u0259lim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr pay qarma\u011fa,
Bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcr \u00e7ay qarma\u011fa,
Heymi qal\u0131b hayq\u0131rma\u011fa? –
Olmu\u015fam h\u0259lim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Han\u0131 o xo\u015f anl\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m,
\u00d6t\u00fcb d\u0259liqanl\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m,
\u00d6m\u00fcrl\u0259 qanl\u0131b\u0131\u00e7a\u011fam,
G\u00fcl\u00fcr \u0259c\u0259lim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f kor, h\u0259r yan sa\u011f\u0131r,
G\u00f6yd\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259t, nisgil ya\u011f\u0131r,
B\u0259lk\u0259 son deyil, s\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r,
M\u0259n don\u00fcm g\u0259lim… n\u0259 dan\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

YA\u015eAYAQ<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ver, d\u00fcnya, y\u00fck\u00fcn \u00e7oxunu,
\u00c7\u0259kim, bel\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015fayaq.
\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 q\u0259m toxumu
\u018fkim, bel\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015fayaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6zg\u0259 d\u0259rd arama nolar?!
Yara\u015f\u0131r harama, nolar?!
Toxunma yarama, nolar?! \u2013
H\u0259kim, bel\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015fayaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu qap\u0131ya yoxmu bir \u00e7\u0259m,
Ay insafs\u0131z \u2013 birim, birc\u0259m.
Q\u0131s\u0131l m\u0259n\u0259 olaq bir c\u0259m, \u2013
T\u0259kim, bel\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015fayaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259z\u0259l desin, \u015feir desin,
\u015e\u0259r desin, ya xeyir desin.
Bo\u015f ver, qoy n\u0259 deyir \u2013 desin,
H\u0259r kim, bel\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015fayaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018frkini geyib \u0259ynin\u0259,
Alma lap m\u0259ni eynin\u0259.
Bar\u0131 eyl\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259
T\u0259hkim, bel\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015fayaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ARTIQ<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeni d\u00fcnya d\u00fcz\u0259ninin
T\u0259m\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr art\u0131q.
\u015eeytanlar\u0131n, iblisl\u0259rin
\u018fm\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6z\u0259 qul oldu bizl\u0259r:
\u201cN\u0259fsi toxlar \u0259yilm\u0259zl\u0259r\u201d.
Min ill\u0259rl\u0259 yeyilm\u0259zl\u0259r,
Yem\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u201cX\u0259nd\u0259k\u201d var, bir \u201cXeyb\u0259r\u201d var,
G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bix\u0259b\u0259r var.
N\u0259 \u201cxeyir\u201dd\u0259n bir x\u0259b\u0259r var,
N\u0259 \u201cb\u0259li\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonu varm\u0131\u015f sabahlar\u0131n,
G\u00f6y\u0259 b\u00fcl\u0259nd bu ahlar\u0131n,
Yerli, yersiz g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n,
B\u0259d\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr art\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

YAZI\u011eIN G\u018fLSIN<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7iynini fil y\u00fck\u00fc alt\u0131na verm\u0259,
Qar\u0131\u015fqa, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin.
Misqalla \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259n \u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fcn il\u0259,
Bar\u0131\u015f qal, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ox da \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu \u0259kin \u0259km\u0259y\u0259n,
H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sahibdi dolu t\u0259kn\u0259y\u0259.
Olarsan \u00f6zg\u0259nin y\u00fck\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259
Al\u0131\u015fqan, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6nm\u0259mi\u015f u\u011fruna it ulyanlara,
Dinm\u0259zc\u0259 qo\u015ful yat uyuyanlara.
M\u0259n\u0259mlik havas\u0131n at \u2013 milyonlara
Qar\u0131\u015f qal, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fc bir oyundu, d\u00fcz\u00fc, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,
Seyr\u0259lir birb\u0259bir d\u00fcz\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n.
Ed\u0259rl\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00fcz\u00fc-d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
Dar\u0131sqal, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

QALMADI<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn olanlar oldu ta,
Sabaha n\u0259s\u0259 qalmad\u0131.
Yollar yoxu\u015fa dir\u0259ndi,
Getm\u0259y\u0259 k\u0259s\u0259 qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Son \u00fcmid d\u0259 axtaland\u0131,
G\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 qan laxtaland\u0131.
F\u0259l\u0259k satan, b\u0259xt aland\u0131, –
Biz d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck n\u0259hs\u0259, qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc, q\u00fcrub getdi,
Yalandan vay qurub getdi.
Ged\u0259nl\u0259r hayq\u0131r\u0131b getdi,
Bir s\u00f6z d\u0259 p\u0259s\u0259 qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcm, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n qulacd\u0131,
Baxd\u0131m \u2013 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 g\u00fcl a\u00e7d\u0131.
D\u00fcnya yax\u015f\u0131ya qol a\u00e7d\u0131, –
He\u00e7 zaman pis\u0259 qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu son bir ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c ola,
E\u015fid\u0259n ba\u015fdan q\u0131c ola,
Kim g\u00f6r\u00fcb ki, e\u015fq qocala, –
Ad\u0259md\u0259n biz\u0259 qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

A\u011eLAMA, LEYSAN G\u00d6ZL\u00dcM… D\u00fcnya bel\u0259 d\u00fcnyad\u0131,Ba\u015f a\u00e7mazsan felind\u0259n.Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn lal\u0131 daTora sald\u0131 dilind\u0259n.Al\u0259md\u0259n bac alan daDad eyl\u0259yib \u0259lind\u0259n.A\u011flama, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,A\u011flama, leysan g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,A\u011flama, boyuna qurban. Bu d\u00fcnyadan pay umdun,B\u0259xtin\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r?G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan ya\u015f\u0131Birc\u0259 yol sildimi g\u00f6r?Nam\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl verdin,Q\u0259drini bildimi g\u00f6r?A\u011flama, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,A\u011flama, leysan g\u00f6zl\u00fcm, a\u011flama,A\u011flama, boyuna qurban. \u00d6m\u00fcr \u00f6z k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259di,Ya\u015fad\u0131n, ya\u015famad\u0131n.Bir qar\u0131\u015fqa […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36048","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36048","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=36048"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36048\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":36049,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36048\/revisions\/36049"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=36048"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=36048"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=36048"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}