{"id":37148,"date":"2021-03-16T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-03-16T10:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37148"},"modified":"2021-03-16T17:00:19","modified_gmt":"2021-03-16T13:00:19","slug":"xalq-sairi-ramiz-rovs%c9%99n-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=37148","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi Ramiz R\u00d6V\u015e\u018fN.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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H\u0130RSL\u0130 ADAM
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Bu adam\u0131 dindirm\u0259yin, hirslidi;
Qap\u0131s\u0131na \u0259zazil it ba\u011flanan
ev kimi hirsli.
C\u0131rtdana aldanan
div kimi hirsli.
Bir sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lin
ip\u0259k sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da
yum\u015faltmaz onu.
Hirslidi –
di\u015fl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f
daraq kimi hirsli.
M\u0259clisin \u015firin yerind\u0259
q\u0259fil s\u00f6n\u00fcb qaralm\u0131\u015f.
\u00e7\u0131raq kimi hirsli.
Hirsind\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u00fcr d\u00f6rd yan\u0131,
A\u011fz\u0131 kilidl\u0259nib b\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n altda.
Gec\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259 qarad\u0131r qan\u0131,
Ona yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr a\u011fcaqanad da.
Hirsi a\u011fr\u0131 kimi g\u0259zir can\u0131nda,
Hirslidi –
yaral\u0131 ov kimi hirsli.
Uduzulan oyunun son an\u0131nda
Qap\u0131 dir\u0259yin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n
top kimi hirsli.
K\u00fcsd\u00fcr\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn dostlar\u0131,
sevmir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259, \u00f6zg\u0259sini d\u0259.
B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, \u00e7\u0259kdiyi papiroslar\u0131n
xatirin\u0259 al\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259.
Ba\u011flan\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259
b\u00fct\u00fcn qap\u0131lar…
Yox, h\u0259l\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131 \u00fcmid qap\u0131s\u0131.
H\u0259l\u0259 ki, \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 papirosu var,
T\u0259ki yand\u0131rma\u011fa kibrit tap\u0131ls\u0131n…
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1971
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\u018fLL\u018fR\u0130M\u0130N YUVASI
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\u018fll\u0259rimin yuvas\u0131d\u0131 cibl\u0259rim;
\u0259ll\u0259rim qu\u015f kimi d\u0259nl\u0259yir h\u0259r g\u00fcn
cibimd\u0259ki pullar\u0131.
Cibimd\u0259 s\u0259n dey\u0259n pulum da yoxdu,
\u018fll\u0259rim yar\u0131ac-yar\u0131toxdu.
Q\u0259pik-quru\u015fla
ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 aldad\u0131r h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rim.
Qorxuram bu gedi\u015fl\u0259
ax\u0131rda ac\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rim.
Atalar deyib ki, “Pul \u0259l \u00e7irkidi”.
Ax\u0131 hans\u0131 ata deyib bu s\u00f6z\u00fc?
\u018fli dirs\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n pula batanm\u0131?
Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na
pullar\u0131 qat-qat d\u00fcz\u00fcb
\u015firin-\u015firin yatanm\u0131?
Kim deyib? Kim?!
M\u0259nim t\u0259rt\u0259mizdi \u0259ll\u0259rim, atam.
Birc\u0259 q\u0259piksizdi \u0259ll\u0259rim, atam…
Ax\u0131 bu \u0259ll\u0259rl\u0259 neyl\u0259y\u0259 bill\u0259m?
N\u0259 bir saqq\u0131z al\u0131b \u00e7eyn\u0259y\u0259 bill\u0259m,
n\u0259 bir g\u00fcl-
bir q\u0131za ba\u011f\u0131\u015flama\u011fa.
Bu \u0259ll\u0259r bir \u015fey\u0259 yar\u0131yar ancaq;
yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259pik \u00e7al\u0131b alq\u0131\u015flama\u011fa.
M\u0259nsiz d\u0259, –
n\u0259 \u00e7oxdu \u00e7\u0259pik \u00e7alanlar…
Yat\u0131n cibl\u0259rimd\u0259, yat\u0131n, \u0259ll\u0259rim.
\u015eirin yuxulara bat\u0131n, \u0259ll\u0259rim.
Yuxuda g\u00f6r\u00fcn ki,
g\u00f6yd\u0259n pul ya\u011f\u0131r,
Ya\u011f\u0131r \u015fax y\u00fczl\u00fckl\u0259r g\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u0259n kimi.
D\u0259nl\u0259yin o pullar\u0131
qu\u015flar d\u0259nl\u0259y\u0259n kimi.
Doyun o pullardan, doyun, \u0259ll\u0259rim.
\u00d6p\u00fcb g\u00f6z \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyun, \u0259ll\u0259rim.
Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n s\u0259ks\u0259nib
qalx\u0131n yuxudan;
O pullar n\u0259 oldu, n\u0259 oldu, atam?!
… \u015eirin yuxulara aldanmaz adam,
Gedin, \u0259linizi yuyun, \u0259ll\u0259rim…
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1972
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QARI\u015eQA \u00d6MR\u00dc
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Ya\u015famaq, do\u011frudan, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l i\u015fdi,
Bir az pulun olsun, bir az imkan\u0131n.
D\u00f6rd yan\u0131n \u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u011f\u0131 al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015fdi;
Arzu bazar\u0131d\u0131, \u00fcmid d\u00fckan\u0131.
Dolan bu bazar\u0131, atam balas\u0131,
Simiclik el\u0259m\u0259 q\u0259pik-quru\u015fa.
L\u0259nk\u0259ran limonu, \u015e\u0259ki halvas\u0131…
Tur\u015fu \u015firin\u0259 qat, \u015firini tur\u015fa.
H\u0259l\u0259 o \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nlara bax,
Bax\u0131b i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in bir az yan h\u0259l\u0259.
S\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 bir ma\u015f\u0131n yetir\u0259r Allah,
Bir az s\u0259brini bas, cavansan h\u0259l\u0259.
H\u0259l\u0259 ki bu metro d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb baxt\u0131na,
Ax\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b s\u0259n d\u0259 axarsan.
Girib \u201cBaksovet\u201dd\u0259 yerin alt\u0131na,
Montind\u0259 xortday\u0131b yerd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarsan.
Bel\u0259 ya\u015fayarsan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259r g\u00fcn,
Ax\u0131 kim deyir ki, s\u0259n pis g\u00fcnd\u0259s\u0259n?..
Qar\u0131\u015fqa \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fc h\u0259l\u0259 ki \u00f6mr\u00fcn,
Yerin gah alt\u0131nda, gah \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259s\u0259n.
Dar\u0131xma, qar\u0131\u015fqam, az qal\u0131b yaza,
s\u0259ni sevindir\u0259r bu g\u0259l\u0259n bahar.
Atl\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fqasan, b\u0259lk\u0259… ha\u00e7ansa
h\u0259l\u0259 qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7ma\u011f\u0131n da var.
M\u0259n d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fqayam, qadas\u0131, m\u0259n d\u0259,
Bunu yazd\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259n \u00f6z ad\u0131mdan.
Y\u0259qin bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n u\u00e7ub ged\u0259nd\u0259
M\u0259n\u0259 \u0259l el\u0259m\u0259k \u00e7\u0131xmaz yad\u0131ndan…
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1973
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M\u018fN\u0130 SAYMAYANLAR
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M\u0259nim bu d\u00fcnyada xo\u015fb\u0259xt olma\u011fa
g\u00f6r\u0259n haqq\u0131m varm\u0131?
Y\u0259qin ki, yoxdu.
Bir g\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyadan qa\u00e7\u0131b uza\u011fa,
dey\u0259r\u0259m: ilahi, d\u00fcnyan soyuqdu.
Dey\u0259r\u0259m: ilahi, bu nec\u0259 i\u015fdi,
t\u00fcp\u00fcr g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 d\u0259, t\u00fcp\u00fcr aya da.
Ya s\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 tamam d\u0259yi\u015fdir,
ya \u00f6zg\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259 bax bu d\u00fcnyaya da.
Bir az ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan k\u0259s, bir az buluddan,
qoy bu k\u00f6hn\u0259 evin dam\u0131 dammas\u0131n.
Bir az sevincd\u0259n k\u0259s, bir az \u00fcmidd\u0259n,
qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r d\u0259rdim\u0259, – havalanmas\u0131n.
\u00d6z\u00fcn ki h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6yd\u0259n bax\u0131rsan,
M\u0259n ax\u0131 kim\u0259m ki, s\u0259ni aldadam.
Kefim saz olanda –
yaddan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan,
Kefim pis olanda –
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n yada.
\u0130ndi ha s\u00f6z qo\u015fum aya, ulduza,
Ha deyim, bu gec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l gec\u0259di.
Bu gec\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcz tutmu\u015famsa,
\u00d6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n ki, kefim nec\u0259di.
N\u0259 \u00e7oxdu kefim\u0259 so\u011fan do\u011frayan,
Kefimd\u0259n x\u00f6r\u0259kmi bi\u015fir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r?
M\u0259n ax\u0131 n\u0259 \u015faham, n\u0259 \u015fah o\u011fluyam,
M\u0259ni hans\u0131 taxtdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r?!
M\u0259ni saymayan\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 saymad\u0131m,
Artd\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259n-g\u00fcn\u0259 saymad\u0131qlar\u0131m.
S\u0259n m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131ma a\u011f\u0131l qoymad\u0131n,
Onlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na a\u011f\u0131l qoy bar\u0131.
M\u0259ni saymayanlar axmaqd\u0131, axmaq,
Onlar n\u0259 bilir ki, ax\u0131 kim\u0259m m\u0259n?
M\u0259ni saymayanlar bir vaxt sayacaq,
Onda g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r; bir yox, min\u0259m m\u0259n!..
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H\u0130RSL\u0130 ADAM\u00a0Bu adam\u0131 dindirm\u0259yin, hirslidi;Qap\u0131s\u0131na \u0259zazil it ba\u011flananev kimi hirsli.C\u0131rtdana aldanandiv kimi hirsli.Bir sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259linip\u0259k sa\u00e7lar\u0131 dayum\u015faltmaz onu.Hirslidi –di\u015fl\u0259ri q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fdaraq kimi hirsli.M\u0259clisin \u015firin yerind\u0259q\u0259fil s\u00f6n\u00fcb qaralm\u0131\u015f.\u00e7\u0131raq kimi hirsli.Hirsind\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u00fcr d\u00f6rd yan\u0131,A\u011fz\u0131 kilidl\u0259nib b\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n altda.Gec\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259 qarad\u0131r qan\u0131,Ona yax\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr a\u011fcaqanad da.Hirsi a\u011fr\u0131 kimi g\u0259zir can\u0131nda,Hirslidi –yaral\u0131 ov kimi hirsli.Uduzulan oyunun son an\u0131ndaQap\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37148"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37148\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37150,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37148\/revisions\/37150"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}