{"id":3785,"date":"2013-07-24T03:04:19","date_gmt":"2013-07-24T03:04:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=3785"},"modified":"2013-07-24T03:04:19","modified_gmt":"2013-07-24T03:04:19","slug":"gulten-erturk-turkiye-cumhuriyyeti-ankara-muhtesem-siirler-7","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=3785","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclten ERT\u00dcRK (T\u00fcrkiye C\u00fcmhuriyyeti, Ankara).Muhte\u015fem \u015fiirler"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/942912_10151676102916506_876489865_n-300x2251.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-3786\" title=\"942912_10151676102916506_876489865_n-300x225\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/07\/942912_10151676102916506_876489865_n-300x2251.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Anneme Mektup<br \/>\nNas\u0131l bir topra\u011fa tohum eker, sulan\u0131r ve iyi bak\u0131l\u0131r da b\u00fcy\u00fcrse; beni d\u00fcnyaya getirmek i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 fedakarl\u0131klar\u0131 yapan sen ANNEM\u2026<br \/>\nBebekken, uykunu b\u00f6l\u00fcp beni temizleyen, yedi\u011fini benimle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fen, emziren, beni bebeklikten \u00e7ocuklu\u011fa ve hayata haz\u0131rlayan Can\u0131m ANNEM. \u0130lk s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131m; evim, ilk \u00f6\u011fretmenim; sendin ANNEM\u2026<br \/>\nHi\u00e7 unutamam bana ve bize yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n fedakarl\u0131klar\u0131, d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, Fedakar ANNEM\u2026<br \/>\nHani bir g\u00fcn can\u0131m\u0131z kiraz istemi\u015fti de, utana s\u0131k\u0131la kom\u015fuya gidip kiraz istemi\u015ftin; eve geldi\u011finde a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. \u00c7ocuk akl\u0131 bir \u015feyi g\u00f6rmeye gelsin onu ister i\u015fte. Kom\u015fumuz a\u011fa\u00e7 dibindeki kirazlar\u0131 melamin taba\u011fa koymu\u015f ve sana vermi\u015fti de sen de bize getirmi\u015ftin.bizi k\u0131rmamak i\u00e7in nelere katlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n.yoksulluk i\u00e7inde olmam\u0131z ay\u0131p de\u011fildi belki. Ama kom\u015funun yapt\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00fcc\u00fcne gitmi\u015fti. Yine de her \u015feyi g\u00f6ze alarak bizi sevindirmi\u015ftin\u2026<br \/>\nHani yoksulluk vard\u0131 o g\u00fcnlerimizde, babam eve et alamazd\u0131 da bayramlar\u0131 beklerdik. O g\u00fcn bayram de\u011fildi ve sen yine a\u011flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. Babam bir tav\u015fan vurmu\u015ftu. Eve geldi\u011finde bayram sevinci ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Evde odun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, bizi evde b\u0131rak\u0131p odun aramaya koyulmu\u015ftunuz. Eve geldi\u011finizde bizim yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda donmu\u015ftun. Ablam\u0131n bana \u201cBak bu etmi\u015f\u201d deyip \u00e7i\u011f tav\u015fan etini siz gelene kadar \u00e7i\u011f \u00e7i\u011f yedi\u011fimizi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fulmu\u015ftun. \u00dc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt ya\u015flar\u0131ndaki bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun etin nas\u0131l yenildi\u011fini bilmeyen bizlere, o eti pi\u015firip bir lokmas\u0131n\u0131 bile yemedi\u011fin o g\u00fcnleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da, anneli\u011fin ne demek oldu\u011funu daha iyi anl\u0131yorum. Fedakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 senden \u00f6\u011frendim ANNEC\u0130\u011e\u0130M\u2026<br \/>\nHastaland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda uyumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n geceleri, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ellerimizi \u0131s\u0131tmak i\u00e7in koynuna koydu\u011fundaki o s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, hat\u0131ralar\u0131 aralad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman hala hissederim. ANNEC\u0130\u011e\u0130M senden \u00f6\u011frendim s\u0131cac\u0131k sevgiyi, sevginin ne demek oldu\u011funu\u2026<br \/>\nHani bayramlarda kendi ihtiyac\u0131n oldu\u011fu halde; hep ertelerdin ihtiya\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ve \u201c Onlar \u00e7ocuk. Toplum i\u00e7ine \u00e7\u0131kacak\u201d derdin. Sabretmeyi, b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011fe sayg\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011fe sevgi nas\u0131l olmal\u0131? Toplumda nas\u0131l davranmam gerekti\u011fini senden \u00f6\u011frendim\u2026<br \/>\nBir portakal\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7e b\u00f6l\u00fcp karde\u015flerimle payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m o g\u00fcnleri nas\u0131l unuturum? &#8230; Payla\u015fmay\u0131 senden \u00f6\u011frendim\u2026<br \/>\nBir an geldi, \u00fc\u00e7 evlad\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. Yuvadan u\u00e7tular. Yurt yuva sahibi oldular. \u00c7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011fa kavu\u015ftular. D\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n haddi hesab\u0131 kalmad\u0131. Sevin\u00e7ten a\u011flad\u0131n, \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcden a\u011flad\u0131n. Anne oldu\u011fumda anlad\u0131m annenin nas\u0131l k\u0131ymetli bir varl\u0131k oldu\u011funu\u2026<br \/>\nANNEM, \u015fimdi fel\u00e7li, bak\u0131ma muhta\u00e7 olsan bile, sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda ak, y\u00fcz\u00fcnde k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131klar, y\u00fcr\u00fcmen g\u00fc\u00e7 olsa bile sen benim CANIM ANNEMS\u0130N\u2026<br \/>\nHer zaman kendime \u015funu soruyorum; Annemim hakk\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00f6derim? &#8230;<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yerin var. Bunu bilmeni isterim. Hakk\u0131n\u0131 helal et. Teri g\u00fcl kokan, s\u0131cac\u0131k yumu\u015fak yast\u0131k kuca\u011f\u0131, \u015fevkat, sevgi dolu CANIM ANNEM\u2026<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131n G\u00fclten\u2026<\/p>\n<p>ANNEM<br \/>\nKar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z fedakarl\u0131klar verdin.<br \/>\nBizi g\u00f6n\u00fclden, y\u00fcrekten severdin.<br \/>\nBizlere bakabilmekti tek derdin.<br \/>\nANNEM, mele\u011fim, sensin ilk sevgilim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A\u00e7 kalsan da yemedin, hep yedirdin.<br \/>\nKendin giymedin, hep bize giydirdin.<br \/>\nS\u0131cac\u0131k sevgini \u015fevkatle verdin.<br \/>\nANNEM, ak sa\u00e7l\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 seveyim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ben hala senin g\u00f6z\u00fcnde bebeyim.<br \/>\nYuva kurdum ben de senin gibiyim.<br \/>\nBenimde oldu \u00fc\u00e7 tane bebeyim.<br \/>\nANNEM, narin k\u0131ymetli m\u00fccevherim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bilmem ki hakk\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l \u00f6derim?<br \/>\nVer de can\u0131n\u0131, can\u0131m\u0131 veririm.<br \/>\nHer zaman hakk\u0131n\u0131 helal et derim.<br \/>\nANNEM, pamuk ellerini \u00f6peyim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fclten Ert\u00fcrk<\/p>\n<p>Ankara&#8217;l\u0131y\u0131m<br \/>\nZaman\u0131n birinde bir g\u00fcn \u0130stanbul&#8217;a gittim.<br \/>\n&#8216;Nerelisin&#8217; dediler. &#8216;Ankara&#8217;l\u0131y\u0131m&#8217; dedim.<br \/>\nBir ka\u00e7 semt ismi sordular bilemedim.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki ben Ankara&#8217;n\u0131n i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcmedim.<\/p>\n<p>Ka\u00e7 y\u0131l oldu gitmi\u015ftim bilmem ka\u00e7 senesinde<br \/>\nM\u00fczelerini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm okul gezisinde<br \/>\nHi\u00e7 bir zaman kendi ba\u015f\u0131ma gidemedim<br \/>\nG\u00f6ndermezlerdi kaybolurum korkusu i\u00e7inde.<\/p>\n<p>Birde d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnlerde ve bayramlarda giderdik<br \/>\nAnkara&#8217;y\u0131 ailecek ziyaret ederdik.<br \/>\n\u0130l\u00e7eye d\u00f6n\u00fcnce b\u00f6b\u00fcrlene b\u00f6b\u00fcrlene<br \/>\n&#8216;Bizler bu g\u00fcn Angaradan geliyoz&#8217; derdik.<\/p>\n<p>Zaman geldi ge\u00e7ti hadin sorun bana<br \/>\nRehberlik bile edebilirim i\u015fte sana<br \/>\nKaderde y\u0131llar sonra seni tan\u0131mak varm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nKar\u0131\u015f kar\u0131\u015f bilirim seni \u015fimdi Ankara&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; Anneme Mektup Nas\u0131l bir topra\u011fa tohum eker, sulan\u0131r ve iyi bak\u0131l\u0131r da b\u00fcy\u00fcrse; beni d\u00fcnyaya getirmek i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 fedakarl\u0131klar\u0131 yapan sen ANNEM\u2026 Bebekken, uykunu b\u00f6l\u00fcp beni temizleyen, yedi\u011fini benimle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fen, emziren, beni bebeklikten \u00e7ocuklu\u011fa ve hayata haz\u0131rlayan Can\u0131m ANNEM. \u0130lk s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131m; evim, ilk \u00f6\u011fretmenim; sendin ANNEM\u2026 Hi\u00e7 unutamam bana ve bize yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n fedakarl\u0131klar\u0131, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3785","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-turkiy-dbiyyati"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3785","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3785"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3785\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3788,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3785\/revisions\/3788"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3785"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3785"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3785"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}