{"id":39909,"date":"2021-10-12T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-10-12T03:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39909"},"modified":"2021-10-12T07:50:05","modified_gmt":"2021-10-12T03:50:05","slug":"namiq-haciheyd%c9%99rli-sanki-bil%c9%99r%c9%99kd%c9%99n-bizi-m%c9%99is%c9%99t-kuncun%c9%99-sixisdiriblar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=39909","title":{"rendered":"Namiq Hac\u0131heyd\u0259rli: “Sanki bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n bizi m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131blar”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qda zaman-zaman milli m\u0259fkur\u0259ni, xalq ruhunu ana x\u0259tt\u0259 \u00e7evir\u0259n isiml\u0259r olub v\u0259 bel\u0259 isiml\u0259r bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 var. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu da s\u00f6z\u00fcn taleyidir ki, ondan V\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259, irs d\u0259, s\u0259rh\u0259d d\u0259 ke\u00e7ir. El\u0259 m\u00fcsahibimiz d\u0259 m\u0259hz o ilahi missiyal\u0131 imzalardan olan, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, ara\u015fd\u0131rma\u00e7\u0131, jurnalist v\u0259 \u015fair-publisist Namiq Hac\u0131heyd\u0259rlidir.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00d6nc\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rinizd\u0259n ba\u015flayaq. O ill\u0259ri nec\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yax\u015f\u0131 olan, xo\u015f olan \u00e7ox az \u015fey yad\u0131ma g\u0259lir. N\u0259d\u0259n ki, \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259ri ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. U\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rim 20-ci y\u00fczilliyin 80-ci ill\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. O ill\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 sovet nostalgiyas\u0131 il\u0259 ya\u015fayanlar\u0131 anlaya bilmir\u0259m. Yaz f\u0259slind\u0259, do\u011fuldu\u011fum b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 k\u0259ndin q\u0131z-g\u0259linini \u201cSovxoz\u201dun pamb\u0131q tarlalar\u0131na pamb\u0131\u011f\u0131 alaqlardan t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarard\u0131lar. Ail\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda b\u00f6lg\u00fc aparard\u0131lar. Y\u0259ni pamb\u0131q \u0259kilib-bec\u0259rilm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ail\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131nda b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259rdi. Ala\u011f\u0131n t\u0259mizl\u0259nm\u0259sinin ard\u0131nca pamb\u0131q \u015fitill\u0259rinin seyr\u0259dilm\u0259si i\u015fi ba\u015flard\u0131. Sentyabr ay\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259ndin y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 sakini pamb\u0131q tarlalar\u0131nda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fard\u0131. Burada briqadalar \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri briqadirl\u0259r idar\u0259 ed\u0259rdi. Q\u0131zmar yay g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 c\u0259mi 2 saat \u2013 g\u00fcnorta saat 12-d\u0259n saat 14-\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r fasil\u0259 veril\u0259rdi. Sentyabrda pamb\u0131q y\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015flard\u0131. Pamb\u0131\u011f\u0131n 1 kiloqram\u0131n\u0131 5 q\u0259pikd\u0259n y\u0131\u011fd\u0131rard\u0131lar. Oktyabrda y\u0131\u011f\u0131m qiym\u0259ti 10-15 q\u0259piy\u0259 olard\u0131. Biz 4-c\u00fc sinfi bitirib, yenic\u0259 5-ci sinf\u0259 ke\u00e7diyimiz vaxt, y\u0259ni 10-11 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda pamb\u0131q y\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131na c\u0259lb olunurduq. 40, b\u0259z\u0259n 45 d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 istid\u0259 kilosu 5 q\u0259piy\u0259 pamb\u0131q y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131q. Bu proses o q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259 \u0259zabl\u0131 olurdu ki, b\u0259z\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 u\u015faqla s\u00f6zl\u0259\u015fib, c\u0259za m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259sind\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi pamb\u0131q y\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131ndan qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q. H\u0259m d\u0259 sabah buna g\u00f6r\u0259 biz\u0259 c\u0259za veril\u0259c\u0259yini bil\u0259-bil\u0259. Pamb\u0131q y\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 zaman\u0131 k\u0259ndin giri\u015f-\u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bir milis i\u015f\u00e7isi dayanard\u0131. Bu aylarda k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq cinay\u0259tmi\u015f kimi, \u00fczrs\u00fcz s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri geri qaytar\u0131rd\u0131. Bu aylarda toy etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurd \u00fcr\u0259yi yem\u0259li idin. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bu aylarda toy etdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir kolxoz s\u0259dri toy karvan\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131b, yol k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 pamb\u0131q tarlas\u0131ndan b\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259lin\u0259 pamb\u0131q y\u0131\u011fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, bu, ba\u015fqalar\u0131na da d\u0259rs olsun… Sonralar xalq h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131, soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259z\u0259li torpaqlar\u0131ndan deportasiyas\u0131, qiym\u0259tl\u0259rin durmadan artmas\u0131 v\u0259 20 yanvar faci\u0259si d\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rimiz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, 20 yanvar faci\u0259si il\u0259 bizim u\u015faql\u0131q d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u0259 bitdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


– V\u0259 g\u0259nclik ill\u0259ri ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018fy\u0259r h\u0259min ill\u0259r\u0259 do\u011frudan da g\u0259nclik ill\u0259ri dem\u0259k olarsa… Do\u011frusu, g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rimiz d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7an olmad\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, he\u00e7 g\u0259nc olmam\u0131\u015fam. El\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan birba\u015fa orta ya\u015f d\u00f6n\u0259min\u0259 adlam\u0131\u015fam. 20 yanvar faci\u0259sinin ard\u0131nca Qaraba\u011f hadis\u0259l\u0259ri, h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid x\u0259b\u0259ri, torpaq itkisi, siyasi qar\u015f\u0131durmalar, tez-tez ba\u015f ver\u0259n hakimiyy\u0259t d\u0259yi\u015fikliyi, sosial durumun g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fmas\u0131, saatlarla \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k n\u00f6vb\u0259si v\u0259 dig\u0259r bu kimi ac\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r yadda\u015f\u0131mda silinm\u0259z iz burax\u0131b. Bel\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131r zamanda \u2013 1992-ci ild\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib, ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 daxil oldum. Ham\u0131 probleml\u0259rin m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259 \u0259zilirdi. Qarda\u015f\u0131m 1991-ci ilin sonunda Rusiyadan h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259td\u0259n geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc, 1992-ci ilin yaz\u0131nda Qaraba\u011fa – \u0259razi b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fc u\u011frunda ged\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 yolland\u0131. H\u0259r g\u00fcn c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n ac\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. Ya\u015fam \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259ri g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Durum o q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131r idi ki, oxumaq arxa plana ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Mill\u0259t \u00f6l\u00fcm-qal\u0131m sava\u015f\u0131nda idi. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi bel\u0259 bir a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 bitirdim. \u0130ndi u\u015faqlar repetitor yan\u0131na gedir, onlara h\u0259r c\u00fcr \u015f\u0259rait yarad\u0131l\u0131r ki, oxusunlar. Amma o d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 el\u0259 deyildi. M\u0259n ali m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259d verm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 valideynl\u0259rim bu ist\u0259yim\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, onlar\u0131 da ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Onsuz da g\u00fcnd\u0259lik ruzini g\u00fcc-b\u0259la qazan\u0131rd\u0131q. \u015e\u0259rtl\u0259r diqt\u0259 edirdi ki, oxumay\u0131m, onsuz da \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 dolanan ail\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edim. Amma oxumaq fikrimd\u0259 israrl\u0131 oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi aidiyyat\u0131 quruma verdim. Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin Vur\u011fun \u018fyyuba v\u0259 can sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 versin d\u0259y\u0259rli alim Firudin A\u011fas\u0131o\u011fluna, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, onlar test \u00fcsulunu Az\u0259rbaycana g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. S\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u0259\u00e7ilik olmad\u0131. \u00c7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r, ciddi maddi s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar olsa da universiteti oxuyub bitirdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fanda \u00fcr\u0259k dolusu xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rinizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259c\u0259ksizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u015e\u0259xsi h\u0259yat\u0131mla ba\u011fl\u0131, g\u00fcman ki, yox. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259rimi, \u00e7\u0259kdiyim \u0259zablar\u0131, ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirir\u0259m. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259rdimi ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan gizl\u0259tmi\u015f\u0259m. Y\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m ki, \u0259ynimd\u0259ki k\u00f6yn\u0259k m\u0259nim oldu\u011fu kimi ac\u0131lar\u0131m, \u0259zablar\u0131m, d\u0259rdl\u0259rim d\u0259 m\u0259nimdi. Onu ba\u015fqalar\u0131na y\u00fckl\u0259m\u0259k kimi bir haqq\u0131m yoxdu. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259rdimi, s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131, ehtiyaclar\u0131m\u0131 gizl\u0259tib, sevincimi b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m \u0259traf\u0131mla. Olub ki, yax\u0131nlar\u0131mdan kiml\u0259s\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259rdini dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b, gileyl\u0259nib, probleml\u0259rd\u0259n bo\u011faza y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyib. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Aqil Abbas demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u201cver d\u0259rdini kef edim\u201d- dem\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, amma \u00fcr\u0259yini q\u0131rmam\u0131\u015fam, t\u0259s\u0259lli vermi\u015f\u0259m, \u00fcmidli, inaml\u0131 olmas\u0131na \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. \u018ftraf\u0131mdak\u0131 insanlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu m\u0259ni qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131, s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131, d\u0259rdi olmayan v\u0259 normal ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259 t\u0259min olunmu\u015f biri kimi tan\u0131y\u0131b. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n b\u0259z\u0259n, h\u0259tta uzaqdan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m, Facebookdan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m b\u0259zi adamlar z\u0259ng edib, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini bildirir. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 d\u0259 maddi d\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildirirl\u0259r. Bel\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r i\u015fsiz qald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00e7ox ciddi s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131lar i\u00e7ind\u0259 oldu\u011fum d\u00f6n\u0259ml\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259 olub. Onlar\u0131n \u00e7oxunun maddi durumunun, ya\u015fam s\u0259viyy\u0259sinin m\u0259nimkind\u0259n \u00fcst\u00fcn oldu\u011funa \u0259min\u0259m. Amma bunu onlara dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. \u00dcst\u0259lik k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik Xudu M\u0259mm\u0259dovun g\u00f6z\u0259l bir s\u00f6z\u00fc var:<\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259rdli ik\u0259n d\u0259rman g\u0259zir\u0259m,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdi m\u0259nimkind\u0259n az olanlara.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arada xeyli m\u00fcdd\u0259t i\u015fsiz qald\u0131m. Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 saytlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qonorar qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yaz\u0131lar yazd\u0131m, ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 kitablar\u0131n\u0131 redakt\u0259 etdim. H\u0259min \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259 FB dostlar\u0131mdan biri m\u0259n\u0259 yazd\u0131 ki, \u201cSizi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m, h\u0259r \u015feyiniz, eviniz, imkan\u0131n\u0131z var, niy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t verib qonorar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131lar yaz\u0131rs\u0131z\u201d? Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, i\u00e7im \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yand\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm \u00f6zg\u0259ni. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 siz\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qlay\u0131ram, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131m\u0131n bel\u0259 \u00e7oxu bilmir ki, m\u0259n 5 n\u0259f\u0259rlik ail\u0259 \u00fczv\u00fcml\u0259 birg\u0259 Qara\u00e7uxurda ail\u0259 yataqxanas\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Bunu m\u0259ni tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n \u00e7oxu bilmir. N\u0259d\u0259n ki, he\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 yerd\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015fam, gileyl\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, \u015fikay\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u015eikay\u0259t etm\u0259k m\u0259nim t\u0259bi\u0259tim\u0259 yadd\u0131r. Ancaq r\u0259hm\u0259tlik \u0130lham\u0259 Quliyeva demi\u015fk\u0259n, \u201cDa\u015f deyil, \u00fcr\u0259kdi bu\u201d, h\u0259rd\u0259n yoruldu\u011fum, usand\u0131\u011f\u0131m anlar da olur. Bu, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015f d\u00f6vr\u00fc il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r, art\u0131q, 46 ya\u015f\u0131m var. \u0130ndi m\u0259n ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 26 v\u0259 ya 36 ya\u015f\u0131mda oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r enerjili, d\u00f6z\u00fcml\u00fc v\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– 25 ild\u0259n art\u0131qd\u0131r, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011fulsuz. 12 kitab\u0131n\u0131z, Az\u0259rbaycanda v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycandan k\u0259narda 200-\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ara\u015fd\u0131rma v\u0259 publisistik m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259riniz yay\u0131mlan\u0131b. U\u011furlu yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6r\u0259 ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 n\u00fcfuzlu qurumlar\u0131n \u201cDiplom\u201d v\u0259 \u201cF\u0259xri F\u0259rman\u201dlar\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131s\u0131z. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6lk\u0259mizi xaricd\u0259 t\u0259msil etmisiz v\u0259 s. Niy\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tin r\u0259hb\u0259rliyin\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etmirsiz, \u0259n az\u0131ndan siz d\u0259 ba\u015fqalar\u0131 kimi ev ist\u0259mirsiz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

-B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu, m\u0259nim yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131. \u0130st\u0259m\u0259k anadolular demi\u015fk\u0259n, yap\u0131mda yoxdu. Daha do\u011frusunu des\u0259m, bacarm\u0131ram. General \u018flia\u011fa \u015e\u0131xl\u0131niskini sovet h\u00f6kum\u0259ti h\u0259bs etmi\u015fdi. M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 ona: \u201c\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc m\u00fcdafi\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz\u201d? \u2013 dey\u0259 sual verirl\u0259r. General: \u201cM\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyu yaln\u0131z v\u0259t\u0259nimin v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tin m\u00fcdafi\u0259si haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. He\u00e7 vaxt \u00f6z m\u00fcdafi\u0259m haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n indi \u00f6z m\u00fcdafi\u0259m haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m\u201d- deyir. M\u0259n h\u0259rb\u00e7i deyil\u0259m. Ancaq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131 masas\u0131 da bir s\u0259ng\u0259rdir. Masa arxas\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 ail\u0259ni g\u00f6zard\u0131 edib, v\u0259t\u0259nin v\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259 yaza bil\u0259rs\u0259n, \u015f\u0259xsi karyeran\u0131n y\u00fcks\u0259li\u015fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259k d\u0259. Pafoslu s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r, amma h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir ki, bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6zard\u0131 edib, d\u00f6vl\u0259timi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n oldum h\u0259r zaman. Yet\u0259r ki, d\u00f6vl\u0259tim var olsun, mill\u0259timin Hadi demi\u015fk\u0259n, mill\u0259tl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 imzas\u0131 olsun- d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sind\u0259 oldum h\u0259r zaman. Ola bilsin, bu s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259ndir ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 eyni d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r ora-bura a\u011f\u0131z a\u00e7maqla, xahi\u015f etdirm\u0259kl\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bir \u00e7ox \u015f\u0259raiti qurdular, evl\u0259, torpaqla v\u0259 b\u0259zil\u0259ri yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259 t\u0259min olundular, m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t probleml\u0259rini h\u0259ll etdil\u0259r. Hesab edir\u0259m ki, d\u00f6vl\u0259t n\u0259inki, h\u0259r bir yarad\u0131c\u0131 adam\u0131, h\u0259r bir v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259lidi, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, ehtiyac\u0131n\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259lidi. Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 f\u0259rdl\u0259rin probleml\u0259ri artd\u0131qca, bu, sonda k\u00fctl\u0259vil\u0259\u015fir v\u0259 sosial aqressiyaya \u00e7evrilir. D\u00f6vl\u0259tin g\u00fcc\u00fc v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc v\u0259 rifah\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcr. M\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f olaraq g\u00fccl\u0259ndikc\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tim d\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259nir. Evl\u0259 v\u0259 normal ya\u015fam \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259ri il\u0259 t\u0259min olunmaq h\u0259r bir yarad\u0131c\u0131 insan\u0131n, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r bir v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131n t\u0259m\u0259l haqq\u0131d\u0131r. Bu g\u00fcn bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 46 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m adam\u0131n\u0131n normal bir evi yoxdusa, bu, \u00f6nc\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259ti y\u00f6n\u0259t\u0259n g\u00fccl\u0259rin su\u00e7udur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– He\u00e7 n\u0259 zamansa ya\u015fam durumunuza g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131zm\u0131, utanc hissi ke\u00e7irirsizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. Evimd\u0259 3 \u00f6vlad \u2013 d\u00f6vl\u0259tim v\u0259 mill\u0259tim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6vl\u0259tin\u0259, bayra\u011f\u0131na v\u0259 yurduna son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 say\u011f\u0131l\u0131 olan 3 v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f yeti\u015fdirir\u0259m. Onlar\u0131n ist\u0259k v\u0259 arzular\u0131n\u0131 yet\u0259rinc\u0259 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 v\u0259 layiq olduqlar\u0131 normal h\u0259yat\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n d\u00f6vl\u0259tim v\u0259 h\u00f6kum\u0259tim ad\u0131na utanc hissi ke\u00e7irir\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


– Bir az da yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qdan dan\u0131\u015faq. Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q i\u015fl\u0259ri n\u0259 yerd\u0259di?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Son zamanlar az yaz\u0131ram. M\u0259tbuatda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan dostlar\u0131m, z\u0259ng edib, niy\u0259 son zamanlar m\u0259tbuatda g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrs\u0259n, yaz\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259r, yay\u0131mlay\u0131m \u2013 dey\u0259nd\u0259, zarafatla \u201cyarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa fasil\u0259 vermi\u015f\u0259m, istedad\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259m\u0259 qoymu\u015fam\u201d \u2013 deyir\u0259m. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 son zamanlar m\u0259ni \u00e7ox m\u0259\u015f\u011ful edir, b\u00fct\u00fcn vaxt\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131r. H\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7 u\u015faq t\u0259hsil al\u0131r, onlar\u0131n oxumas\u0131 v\u0259 dig\u0259r t\u0259minat\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fam. Sanki bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n bizi yurdun ayd\u0131n sabahlar\u0131 u\u011frunda vuru\u015fma meydan\u0131ndan m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131blar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bel\u0259 dem\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u0259, \u0259d\u0259biyyatla sizin aran\u0131zda bir ilahi m\u0259saf\u0259 yaran\u0131b. Onu bo\u015fluq da adland\u0131rmaq olar. O m\u0259saf\u0259nin yaranma s\u0259b\u0259bini ilahi ke\u00e7idd\u0259, t\u0259bi\u0259t prosesind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcz, yoxsa tam olaraq, m\u00fchit v\u0259 \u015f\u0259raitd\u0259. Bu, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 genetik kodun dikt\u0259si ola bil\u0259rmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Maraql\u0131 v\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131 suald\u0131. Lakin bu suala daha \u00f6nc\u0259ki cavablar\u0131mda qism\u0259n d\u0259 olsa a\u00e7\u0131qlama g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m. \u018fd\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q \u015f\u0259xsi ist\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n qaynaqlanan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 deyil. \u0130lahid\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fcrs\u0259, i\u00e7ind\u0259n g\u0259lmirs\u0259 v\u0259 m\u00f6vzu s\u0259ni rahats\u0131z etmirs\u0259, ortada yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q da olmayacaq. \u018fslind\u0259 sizin dediyiniz m\u0259saf\u0259 el\u0259 sadalad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rd\u0259n ola bilir. Burada m\u00fchit v\u0259 \u015f\u0259rait daha \u00e7ox rol oynay\u0131r m\u0259nc\u0259. \u018fd\u0259biyyat tarixin\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r salsan\u0131z, g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ksiniz ki, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u0259d\u0259biyyat h\u0259r zaman saraylarda v\u0259 onun \u0259traf\u0131nda yaran\u0131b. \u0130qtisadiyyat\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 s\u0259viyy\u0259d\u0259 oldu\u011fu bir yerd\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259k m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tin ortaya \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcns\u00fczd\u00fcr. Bir d\u00f6vl\u0259tin m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tinin, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcks\u0259li\u015fi onun iqtisadiyyat\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir. M\u0259n bununla \u00f6lk\u0259mizin iqtisadi durumunun yax\u015f\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259k fikrind\u0259n uza\u011fam. Sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq, o iqtisadi y\u00fcks\u0259li\u015f yazar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259lidir ki, bu da sonucda \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n v\u0259 m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259timizin y\u00fcks\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 t\u0259minat\u00e7\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Genetik kodun dikt\u0259si is\u0259 ba\u015fqa \u015fey deyir. Toparlanma\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q yazmal\u0131 olduqlar\u0131m\u0131 yazma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fma\u011f\u0131 diqt\u0259 edir. T\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131qdan uzaq olsa da deyim ki, ara\u015fd\u0131rma yaz\u0131lar\u0131mda daha \u00e7ox o m\u00f6vzulardan yazm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 yazma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, h\u0259min m\u00f6vzular ya indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259nm\u0259yib, ya da \u00e7ox az ara\u015fd\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b. Haz\u0131rda A\u011f Hunlar m\u00f6vzusu \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. 5-ci y\u00fczilliyin ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131nda X\u0259z\u0259r d\u0259nizinin g\u00fcndo\u011far\u0131nda qurulan A\u011f Hun d\u00f6vl\u0259tinin r\u0259smi dili t\u00fcrk dili idi. \u0130ndi \u0130ran adlanan \u0259razi v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 bu d\u00f6vl\u0259tin n\u00fcfuz dair\u0259sin\u0259 daxil idi. H\u0259tta, A\u011f Hun d\u00f6vl\u0259ti o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc idi ki, Sasani imperiyas\u0131 yolundan sapanda bu imperiyan\u0131n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib, yenisi il\u0259 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259 bilirdi. Sizin ifad\u0259nizl\u0259 des\u0259m, \u00f6t\u0259ri olaraq \u0259d\u0259biyyatla aramda yaranan \u201cilahi m\u0259saf\u0259\u201d sonlan\u0131nca A\u011f Hun d\u00f6vl\u0259ti haqq\u0131nda yazacam. Bu, bir ara\u015fd\u0131rma yaz\u0131s\u0131 da ola bil\u0259r, roman da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018fvv\u0259lki yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q dinamikas\u0131na qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131z hans\u0131 yoldan ke\u00e7ir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toparlanmaqdan ke\u00e7ir. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259 h\u0259min ke\u00e7idin ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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