{"id":40100,"date":"2021-10-22T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-10-22T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40100"},"modified":"2021-10-23T11:05:28","modified_gmt":"2021-10-23T07:05:28","slug":"aynur-qafarli-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-2021-ii-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40100","title":{"rendered":"Aynur QAFARLI.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r (2021) II hiss\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/246390410_1300815443713318_668558694010468421_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"720\" height=\"960\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/246390410_1300815443713318_668558694010468421_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-40106\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/246390410_1300815443713318_668558694010468421_n.jpg 720w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/10\/246390410_1300815443713318_668558694010468421_n-225x300.jpg 225w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 720px) 100vw, 720px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bu yuxudan oyan\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcbd\u00fcr, n\u0259 \u0259l qal\u0131b, n\u0259 \u0259t\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nec\u0259 d\u00f6zs\u00fcn qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015fa bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getdin, m\u0259ni qoydun t\u0259nha, t\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 indi nec\u0259 dayan\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nli g\u00fcnl\u0259r bir-birind\u0259n boyatda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Unudulmaz, o yaddad\u0131r, bu yadda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 kimim var ki, h\u0259yatda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bilirs\u0259nmi, t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n h\u0259yan\u0131m?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259rdin \u00fclk\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130nanm\u0131rsan, yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silk\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>He\u00e7 \u00fcr\u0259yin s\u0131zlam\u0131rm\u0131 bir k\u0259r\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l bilib duyan\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qoy uyusun xatir\u0259l\u0259r, ay\u0131ltma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni bir d\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 bay\u0131ltma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Daha gecdir, ist\u0259mir\u0259m, qay\u0131tma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259ni qoyub ba\u015fqas\u0131na uyan\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>San\u0131rd\u0131m ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00f6z\u0259ldir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Baxd\u0131m, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm pay\u0131z g\u0259lib, x\u0259z\u0259ldir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fqin el\u0259 yuxu kimi g\u00f6z\u0259ldir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m, bu yuxudan oyan\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>*Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n sobas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam*<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Qaralm\u0131\u015fam, se\u00e7ilmir\u0259m k\u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin tavas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Q\u0131\u015fda m\u0259ni dondurubdur qar-sazaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yay\u0131n isti havas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>H\u0259yat\u0131mda rahat \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir ba\u011f sald\u0131m, meyv\u0259sini d\u0259rm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sevdim, se\u00e7dim, s\u0259fas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nakam e\u015fqin c\u0259fas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bu f\u0259l\u0259yin hiyl\u0259sin\u0259 aldan\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u018fl uzatd\u0131m qanqallara, g\u00fcl san\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n bir e\u015fqin h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 odlan\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n sobas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u00e7\u0131lmay\u0131b n\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259rim, n\u0259 dan\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ax\u0131b gedib bir su kimi hey, qan\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El\u0259 d\u0259rd\u0259 tu\u015f olub ki, bu can\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0259rman\u0131nda, davas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Harda olsam m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim se\u00e7ilib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>E\u015fq yolunda \u015firin candan ke\u00e7ilib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yurdum-yuvam, ev-e\u015fiyim ki\u00e7ilib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sanki bir qu\u015f yuvas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>N\u0259 g\u00fcn do\u011far, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, dan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yerin dizi, G\u00f6y\u00fcn beli b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck ki, davada qan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n bu sevgi davas\u0131nda yanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bu yuxudan oyan\u0131m \u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcbd\u00fcr, n\u0259 \u0259l qal\u0131b, n\u0259 \u0259t\u0259k, Nec\u0259 d\u00f6zs\u00fcn qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015fa bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k. \u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getdin, m\u0259ni qoydun t\u0259nha, t\u0259k, H\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 indi nec\u0259 dayan\u0131m?! S\u0259nli g\u00fcnl\u0259r bir-birind\u0259n boyatda, Unudulmaz, o yaddad\u0131r, bu yadda. S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 kimim var ki, h\u0259yatda, Bilirs\u0259nmi, t\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n h\u0259yan\u0131m?! G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259rdin \u00fclk\u0259r\u0259, \u0130nanm\u0131rsan, yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silk\u0259l\u0259. He\u00e7 \u00fcr\u0259yin s\u0131zlam\u0131rm\u0131 bir [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40100","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40100"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40100\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40107,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40100\/revisions\/40107"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}