{"id":40282,"date":"2021-11-16T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2021-11-16T04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40282"},"modified":"2021-11-16T13:10:32","modified_gmt":"2021-11-16T09:10:32","slug":"xalq-yazicisi-anar-%c9%99vv%c9%99ll%c9%99r-hamiya-inanirdim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40282","title":{"rendered":"Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Anar: &#8220;\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r ham\u0131ya inan\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/ayb.az\/images\/xeber_sekilleri\/30aprel2015\/3_1628755689.jpg\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin s\u0259dri Anar\u0131n&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/apa.az\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">APA<\/a>-ya m\u00fcsahib\u0259si<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Q\u0259lyan\u0131n\u0131z hardad\u0131r, Anar m\u00fc\u0259llim?<br><br><\/strong>&#8211; M\u0259n d\u00f6rd il \u0259vv\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259k \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 ke\u00e7irmi\u015f\u0259m. H\u0259kiml\u0259r dedi ki, m\u0259n\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k olmaz. \u0130ndi n\u0259 q\u0259lyan, n\u0259 siqar \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. Siqareti is\u0259 g\u0259nc ya\u015flar\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0259kirdim. \u0130ndi t\u0259rgitmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Siqaretd\u0259n ba\u015fqa n\u0259l\u0259ri t\u0259rgitmisiniz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ham\u0131ya inanma\u011f\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r ham\u0131ya inan\u0131rd\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; K\u0259nardan \u00e7ox s\u0259rt adama b\u0259nz\u0259yirsiniz.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259n h\u0259r adamla cici-bac\u0131 ola bilmir\u0259m. Bu da m\u0259nc\u0259, t\u0259biidir. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, adamlarla aramda s\u0259rh\u0259d saxlay\u0131m. Amma o adamlar ki, m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r, o adamlar m\u0259niml\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259td\u0259 he\u00e7 bir g\u0259rginlik hiss etmirl\u0259r. M\u0259n nec\u0259 varamsa, o c\u00fcr\u0259m. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259nim \u015f\u0259klimi verib yaz\u0131blar ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bu adam he\u00e7 g\u00fcl\u0259 bilirmi? Ondan sonra h\u0259r yer\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rimi verir\u0259m. Siz d\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u00fcl\u0259n yerd\u0259 \u015f\u0259klimi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rsiniz (g\u00fcl\u00fcr).<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n ilk Anar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Sizin \u0259sl soyad\u0131n\u0131z da Rzayev deyil.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bizim baba soyad\u0131m\u0131z M\u0259mm\u0259dxanl\u0131d\u0131r. Atam \u00f6z atas\u0131 Mirz\u0259 \u0130brahimi erk\u0259n itirdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn day\u0131s\u0131 M\u0259mm\u0259dh\u00fcseyn Rzayevin himay\u0259sind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun soyad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; M\u0259mm\u0259dxanl\u0131 soyad\u0131ndak\u0131 \u201cxan\u0131n\u201d buna t\u0259siri olmay\u0131b ki?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, buna g\u00f6r\u0259, yox. Day\u0131s\u0131 ona atal\u0131q etdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn day\u0131s\u0131na h\u00f6rm\u0259t \u0259lam\u0259ti olaraq&nbsp;bu soyad\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb. M\u0259n is\u0259 \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, he\u00e7 vaxt Rzayev yazm\u0131ram. Sad\u0259c\u0259, Anar&nbsp;yaz\u0131ram. Az\u0259rbaycanda t\u0259k ad yazan ilk yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 m\u0259n olmu\u015fam. M\u0259nd\u0259n sonra El\u00e7in,&nbsp;Qabil v\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259ri t\u0259k adla yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259k ad\u0131 il\u0259 tan\u0131nanlar inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 vard\u0131, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Niyazi&#8230; Ancaq \u0259d\u0259biyyatda t\u0259k adla ilk d\u0259f\u0259 yazan m\u0259n olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Bir t\u0259r\u0259finiz R\u0259fib\u0259ylil\u0259r, bir t\u0259r\u0259finiz M\u0259mm\u0259dxanl\u0131lar. B\u0259lk\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 Sizin \u0259d\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z k\u0259ndli, f\u0259hl\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131ndan uzaqd\u0131r? Sizin \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rinizd\u0259 f\u0259hl\u0259, k\u0259ndli obrazlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u00fck.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt b\u0259y, xan prinsipi il\u0259 yazmam\u0131\u015fam. B\u0259dii \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 o adamlardan, o m\u00fchitd\u0259n yaz\u0131ram ki, m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Bu m\u00fchit \u015f\u0259h\u0259r ziyal\u0131lar\u0131 m\u00fchitidir. Teatr i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri, televiziya i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri, jurnalistl\u0259r, memarlar m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r&#8230; \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259n f\u0259hl\u0259 ail\u0259sind\u0259 anadan olsayd\u0131m, y\u0259qin ki, onlardan yazard\u0131m. Kas\u0131b-varl\u0131 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259sin\u0259 qalanda, m\u0259nim \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rimd\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r kas\u0131b adam var. \u201cDantenin yubileyi\u201dnd\u0259 K\u0259birlinski kas\u0131bl\u0131qla ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u201cOtel ota\u011f\u0131\u201dnda K\u0259rim ehtiyac i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fayan bir adamd\u0131r. M\u0259n varl\u0131lardan yazmam\u0131\u015fam. \u018fksin\u0259, m\u0259nim q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7oxu a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, ya da orta g\u0259lir\u0259 malik olan adamlard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz nec\u0259? Yoxsulluq g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Yox, g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Atam \u015fair olub, anam \u015fair\u0259. Az-\u00e7ox qazan\u0131blar. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, biz he\u00e7 vaxt \u00e7ox z\u0259ngin d\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. Ehtiyac i\u00e7ind\u0259 oldu\u011fumuz vaxt evd\u0259ki xal\u00e7an\u0131 da sat\u0131blar. Ancaq dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m ki, kas\u0131bl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u0130ndi nec\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u0130ndi m\u0259nim n\u0259 d\u0259bd\u0259b\u0259li evim, n\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsi ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131m var. Maa\u015fla, bir d\u0259 deputat v\u0259 Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00fc il\u0259 dolan\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u00c7ox vaxt Sizi \u201cBe\u015fm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evin alt\u0131nc\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259si\u201d \u0259s\u0259ri il\u0259 tan\u0131y\u0131rlar. M\u0259nc\u0259, T\u0259hmin\u0259nin m\u0259\u015fhurlu\u011funda Meral Konrat\u0131n, Rasim Ocaqovun da \u0259n az Sizin q\u0259d\u0259r rolu var. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bir oxucu kimi Sizin \u201cM\u0259n, s\u0259n, o v\u0259 telefon\u201d hekay\u0259sini daha \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259nir\u0259m, n\u0259inki bu \u0259s\u0259ri.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259nin populyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nim xeyrim\u0259 olmad\u0131, dig\u0259r \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rimi k\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 qoydu. Konkret olaraq, dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m ki, bu \u0259s\u0259r o biri \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rimd\u0259n g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr, ya z\u0259if. El\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r olub ki, \u00f6z d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur olub, sonra unudulub, ancaq \u201cBe\u015f m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evin alt\u0131nc\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259si\u201d 50 ildir, \u00f6z aktuall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qoruyur. Bu \u0259s\u0259r t\u0259k m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n b\u0259hs etmir, h\u0259m d\u0259 azad olmayan c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 azad insan\u0131n faci\u0259sind\u0259n b\u0259hs edir. T\u0259hmin\u0259 azad olmayan bir c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 azad insand\u0131r. Onun b\u0259db\u0259xtliyi bundad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Az\u0259rbaycan c\u0259miyy\u0259tind\u0259 bu g\u00fcn T\u0259hmin\u0259 kimi azad qad\u0131nlar\u0131n say\u0131 \u00e7oxdurmu?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259n bu fikri bu yax\u0131nlarda demi\u015fdim, yen\u0259 deyir\u0259m. \u0130ndi h\u0259yatda el\u0259 qad\u0131nlar var ki, T\u0259hmin\u0259 onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda rahib\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, feminizm\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyin d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259sind\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131yam: qad\u0131nlar\u0131n h\u00fcquqlar\u0131 qorunsun,&nbsp;qad\u0131nlar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lanmas\u0131n, qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u0259m\u0259yin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qiym\u0259t verilsin, ancaq feminizmi&nbsp;feti\u015fl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259yin t\u0259r\u0259fdar\u0131 deyil\u0259m. \u201cQad\u0131nd\u0131rsa, m\u00fctl\u0259q ir\u0259li \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259lidir\u201d fikri il\u0259 raz\u0131 ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m. \u0130nsana \u0259m\u0259yin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qiym\u0259t verilm\u0259lidir. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, feminizmd\u0259 bir balaca ifrat var. H\u0259r ifrat da h\u0259qiq\u0259td\u0259n uzaq olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; T\u0259hmin\u0259 roluna niy\u0259 m\u0259hz Meral Konrat\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdiniz? Ax\u0131, o d\u00f6vrd\u0259 Meral \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259 populyar deyildi. Bundan savay\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycanda da bu rolda g\u00f6z\u00fc olan aktrisalar vard\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Rasim ist\u0259yirdi ki, bu rola m\u00fctl\u0259q t\u00fcrk aktrisas\u0131 \u00e7\u0259ksin. Biz birlikd\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 getdik. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 aktrisa il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olsaq da, Rasim Meral\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi dedi ki, onu \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k. \u00c7\u0259kdi d\u0259. Zaur roluna is\u0259 bir \u0259r\u0259b aktyoru \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. N\u0259s\u0259 o aktyorla al\u0131nmad\u0131. F\u0259xr\u0259ddini \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Bu g\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259biyyatda altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lar n\u0259slini q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r az deyil. H\u0259min n\u0259slin n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259si kimi bu Sizi narahat etmir ki?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Allah onlara a\u011f\u0131l, sonra da \u00f6m\u00fcr versin. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr versin deyir\u0259m ki, bel\u0259 bir s\u00f6z var: \u201cKim cavanl\u0131qda qiyam\u00e7\u0131 deyils\u0259, onun \u00fcr\u0259yi, kim q\u0131rx ya\u015f\u0131nda qiyam\u00e7\u0131d\u0131rsa, onun a\u011fl\u0131 yoxdur\u201d. \u0130ndi bunlar iyirmi ya\u015f\u0131nda qiyam\u00e7\u0131d\u0131rlarsa, altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 olmal\u0131d\u0131rlar. H\u0259r n\u0259slin \u00f6z m\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri var. Altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lar \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131zda \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck yenilikl\u0259r edib. Biz n\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lkil\u0259ri, n\u0259 d\u0259 sonrak\u0131lar\u0131 dan\u0131r\u0131q. Bizd\u0259n sonrak\u0131lar da bizi danmas\u0131n. Altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lar olmasayd\u0131, bu g\u00fcn bizim \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z olmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211;<strong>&nbsp;Altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lar\u0131n bir n\u00f6v b\u0259xti g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi ki, Xru\u015f\u015fovun yum\u015fald\u0131lma siyas\u0259ti&nbsp;<\/strong><strong>d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. H\u0259m\u00e7inin, sizin d\u0259. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc \u015fansl\u0131 adam&nbsp;<\/strong><strong>hesab edirsinizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Nankorluq olar h\u0259yat\u0131mdan naraz\u0131l\u0131q ets\u0259m. M\u0259n f\u0259xr edir\u0259m ki, R\u0259sul Rza il\u0259 Nigar R\u0259fib\u0259ylinin o\u011fluyam. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, m\u0259n Zemfira xan\u0131m kimi bir qad\u0131na rast g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Bac\u0131lar\u0131mdan, \u00f6vladlar\u0131mdan \u00e7ox raz\u0131yam. \u00dcmumilikd\u0259 is\u0259 insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131nda h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n raz\u0131 olmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Zemfira xan\u0131m, Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu, Yusif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu v\u0259 Siz bir m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxumusunuz. S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flular\u0131 u\u015faql\u0131qdan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox g\u00fcman S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun haqq\u0131nda daha art\u0131q m\u0259lumata maliksiniz. B\u0259z\u0259n S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funun kiml\u0259rd\u0259ns\u0259 donos yazma\u011f\u0131na dair fikirl\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259nir. Bu fikirl\u0259r\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; M\u0259n o fikirl\u0259ri nadan, al\u00e7aq fikirl\u0259r say\u0131ram. S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairdir, S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun he\u00e7 kimi satmay\u0131b. B\u0259li, o, d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259ri il\u0259 Stalin\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131b, partiyaya da \u015feir yaz\u0131b. Onun d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 kim bunlar\u0131 yazmay\u0131b ki? S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan\u201d \u015feirini yaz\u0131b. \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan\u201d \u015feiri Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n poetik x\u0259rit\u0259sidir. Milli \u015f\u00fcurun oyanmas\u0131nda S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funun b\u00f6y\u00fck rolu var. H\u0259r insan\u0131n s\u0259hvl\u0259ri var. Ola bilsin ki, onun da s\u0259hvl\u0259ri olub. Ancaq onun etdiyi b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015fl\u0259rin m\u00fcqabilind\u0259 s\u0259hvl\u0259rini qabartmaq laz\u0131m deyil. Ona qar\u015f\u0131 o c\u00fcr nankor m\u00fcnasib\u0259t yolverilm\u0259zdir. Bir d\u0259 o yazanlar t\u0259k S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funun yox, C\u0259lil M\u0259mm\u0259dquluzad\u0259nin d\u0259, Sabirin d\u0259, Axundzad\u0259nin d\u0259 \u0259leyhin\u0259 yaz\u0131rlar. El\u0259 bil ki, bunu yazan adamlar q\u0259sd\u0259n erm\u0259ni siyas\u0259tin\u0259 xidm\u0259t edirl\u0259r. Nec\u0259 ki, erm\u0259nil\u0259r deyir, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n he\u00e7 n\u0259yi yoxdur, n\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131, n\u0259 tarixi, n\u0259 d\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259ti olub, bunu yazanlar da erm\u0259ni dey\u0259ni s\u00fcbut etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir. Dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n, bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r yazmaqla onlar diqq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirl\u0259r. \u0130st\u0259yirl\u0259r ki, bunlar haqq\u0131nda desinl\u0259r ki, \u201cg\u00f6r e, bu S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funu t\u0259nqid edir\u201d. Bel\u0259 yollarla qazan\u0131lan \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tin \u00f6mr\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&nbsp;Bu g\u00fcn niy\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u201cNobel\u201d ala bilmir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Bu, n\u0259 abstrakt s\u00f6hb\u0259tdir ax\u0131? G\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n d\u0259 bu suala sualla cavab verim ki, niy\u0259 Kann, Venetsiya film festivallar\u0131nda Az\u0259rbaycan filml\u0259ri birinci yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r? Niy\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan futbol y\u0131\u011fmas\u0131 d\u00fcnya \u00e7empionu deyil?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Futbol klubu meydana on bir n\u0259f\u0259rlik hey\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin is\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131yam dey\u0259n \u00fczv\u00fc var. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u201cNobel\u201d almaq bir yana, ne\u00e7\u0259si d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7\u0131xa bilir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u00c7inin milyard yar\u0131m \u0259halisi var, c\u0259mi bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u201cNobel\u201d al\u0131b. Hindistan\u0131n bir milyard \u0259halisi var, c\u0259mi bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u201cNobel\u201d al\u0131b. \u201cNobel\u201di, \u0259sas\u0259n, q\u0259rb \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri al\u0131r. El\u0259 bilirsiniz, \u201cNobel\u201d almaq asan m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir? Bunun siyasi t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259ri d\u0259 var ax\u0131. \u00dcmumilikd\u0259 is\u0259 \u201cNobel\u201d meyar deyil. C\u0259lil M\u0259mm\u0259dquluzad\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cNobel\u201d almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, Tolstoy da almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, Prust da almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, Kafka da. Bu, n\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015fir? N\u0259 olsun ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n xaricd\u0259 kitab\u0131 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, bu o dem\u0259k deyil ki, d\u00fcnya \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tli yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131y\u0131q. M\u0259n d\u00fcnya \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tli yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 deyil\u0259m, Az\u0259rbaycan \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tli yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131yam v\u0259 bu, m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259sdir. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 birinci n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131na xidm\u0259t etm\u0259lidir, \u00f6z xalq\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini qazanmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Amma, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, C\u0259lil M\u0259mm\u0259dquluzad\u0259 d\u0259 vaxtil\u0259 xalq\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini qazanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Niy\u0259 qazanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131? Onu t\u0259nqid ed\u0259nl\u0259r \u015eeyx N\u0259srullahlar idi. \u00d6z d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 guya kimi b\u0259y\u0259nibl\u0259r ki? Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n b\u0259db\u0259xtliyi odur ki, \u00f6z d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 onu da\u015f-qalaq edirl\u0259r, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da o da\u015flardan heyk\u0259lini qoyurlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Siz \u00c7opur Cabbarlardan olmad\u0131n\u0131z, el\u0259 deyilmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Olmad\u0131m. M\u0259n Sovet d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259 n\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015famsa, bu g\u00fcn bir s\u0259trini d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ap ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. M\u0259niml\u0259 eyni d\u00f6vrd\u0259 ya\u015fayan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lardan \u00e7oxumu bu s\u00f6z\u00fc dey\u0259 bil\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; El\u00e7in deyir&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259li, El\u00e7in d\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259r bu s\u00f6z\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; El\u00e7in, Anar v\u0259 \u018fkr\u0259m. Altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lar\u0131n daim ad\u0131 birlikd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n dost yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; El\u00e7inl\u0259 indi d\u0259 dostuq. \u018fkr\u0259ml\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rimiz is\u0259 sonradan pozuldu. M\u0259n \u018fkr\u0259m haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki bir k\u0259lm\u0259 deyir\u0259m, ondan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar, onu gedib \u018fkr\u0259m\u0259 deyirl\u0259r, \u018fkr\u0259m dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, sonra m\u0259n cavab verm\u0259li oluram. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu haqda dan\u0131\u015fmayacam. Bir vaxt \u018fkr\u0259ml\u0259 dost olmu\u015fuq, indi dost deyilik. V\u0259ssalam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Ortaq t\u00fcrk dili il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 fikriniz h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib ki?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Xeyr, m\u0259nim fikrim bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259yib. M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu fikird\u0259 olmu\u015fam ki, ortaq t\u00fcrk dili deyil\u0259n bir anlay\u0131\u015f yoxdur, ba\u015fqa bir anlay\u0131\u015f var, ortaq \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t dili. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259si t\u00fcrk xalqlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t dili ola bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Niy\u0259 m\u0259hz, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259si?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 uzun zaman m\u00fcst\u0259qil olan t\u0259k t\u00fcrk d\u00f6vl\u0259tidir. T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259si d\u0259 uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t inki\u015faf g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259yi olan bir dildir. \u018fg\u0259r des\u0259l\u0259r ki, ortaq \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t dili Az\u0259rbaycan dili olsun, q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z dey\u0259r niy\u0259 q\u0131r\u011f\u0131z yox, Az\u0259rbaycan dili? Des\u0259k, qazax dili olsun, \u00f6zb\u0259k dey\u0259r, niy\u0259 qazax dili olmal\u0131d\u0131r? El\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 tatar dili. Amma T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259si ola bil\u0259r. Ancaq az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 durub niy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r? H\u0259r dilin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsuslu\u011fu, \u00f6z \u0259n\u0259n\u0259si var. Niy\u0259 kims\u0259 \u00f6z dilind\u0259n imtina etm\u0259lidir? \u018fg\u0259r biz o prinsipl\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edib \u0259lifbam\u0131zdan \u201cX\u201d h\u0259rfini \u00e7\u0131xarsaq, g\u0259r\u0259k \u201cx\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131ya-x\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131ya can verir\u201d \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 \u201ch\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131ya-h\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131ya can verir\u201d dey\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u00d6vladlar\u0131n\u0131z da yaz\u0131r&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259, d\u00fcz\u00fc, ist\u0259mirdim ki, onlar yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olsun. \u00c7\u00fcnki bilir\u0259m bu i\u015fin \u00e7\u0259tinliyini. Ancaq qabiliyy\u0259tl\u0259ri var, yaz\u0131rlar. Z\u00f6vql\u00fc adamlar da onlar\u0131n yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259y\u0259nir. Kimin m\u0259nd\u0259n xo\u015fu g\u0259lmir, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131 da b\u0259y\u0259nmir. M\u0259n indi dey\u0259c\u0259m ki, onlar istedadl\u0131d\u0131r, o d\u0259qiq\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, \u00f6z \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir, bir ail\u0259d\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olar v\u0259 s. Al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n biri yaz\u0131r ki, Anar ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259qa\u00fcd verir. N\u0259 m\u0259nim o\u011flum, n\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131m, n\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131m t\u0259qa\u00fcd al\u0131r. Birc\u0259 m\u0259n al\u0131ram. G\u00fcnelin hekay\u0259l\u0259ri ne\u00e7\u0259 dil\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 olunub. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu bizim t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs\u00fcm\u00fczl\u0259 olmay\u0131b. H\u0259m\u00e7inin, Tural\u0131n istedadl\u0131 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri var. M\u0259n bunu demir\u0259m, t\u0259bli\u011f el\u0259mir\u0259m, ancaq bunu danmaq da ist\u0259mir\u0259m. M\u0259nd\u0259n naraz\u0131 olan kimi ya atamdan yaz\u0131rlar, ya u\u015faqlar\u0131mdan. Nec\u0259 ki, bir vaxtlar m\u0259nim ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ma R\u0259sul Rza haqq\u0131nda art\u0131q-\u0259skik yaz\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259ri ki\u015fi yaz\u0131rsa, naki\u015fidir, qad\u0131n yaz\u0131rsa, bunun daha da pis ad\u0131 var. M\u0259nim u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131n biri narkoman, ya alkoqolik, qumarbaz olsayd\u0131,&nbsp;bunlar nec\u0259 sevin\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u00dczeyir Hac\u0131b\u0259ylini \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fu\u015fal\u0131 adland\u0131r\u0131rlar. \u00dczeyir b\u0259y haqq\u0131nda filmin ssenari m\u00fc\u0259llifi v\u0259 rejissorusunuz. Filmin b\u0259zi hiss\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 \u015eu\u015fada \u00e7\u0259kilib. 29 illik i\u015f\u011faldan sonra \u00dczeyirin v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259, filmi \u00e7\u0259kdiyiniz \u015eu\u015fada olanda hans\u0131 hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irdiniz? \u0130\u015f\u011faldan azad olunmu\u015f \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 nec\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259li, \u00dczeyir b\u0259yin u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015eu\u015fada ke\u00e7diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cUzun \u00f6mr\u00fcn akkordlar\u0131\u201d filmini \u015eu\u015fada \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdik. \u015eu\u015fa, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n t\u0259bi\u0259ti el\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Ancaq vandallar \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259ki tikilil\u0259ri da\u011f\u0131d\u0131b xarabazara d\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r. \u00dcmid onad\u0131r ki, \u015eu\u015fa yenid\u0259n b\u0259rpa olunaraq \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l olacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Sizc\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn olanlardan sonra az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131larla erm\u0259nil\u0259r birlikd\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259rmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131larla erm\u0259nil\u0259r Moskvada bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar, G\u00fcrc\u00fcstanda,&nbsp;T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. Bu avant\u00fcrist da\u015fnak erm\u0259ni mill\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259ri olmasa,&nbsp;sad\u0259 erm\u0259ni az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131larla niy\u0259 ya\u015famas\u0131n? Bunlar\u0131 yoldan \u00e7\u0131xaranlar var.&nbsp;Amerikada, Fransada, Rusiyada firavan ya\u015fayan erm\u0259ni varl\u0131lar\u0131n, \u00f6z xalq\u0131n\u0131&nbsp;q\u0131z\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b pis g\u00fcn\u0259 qoyanlar\u0131n n\u0259 vecl\u0259rin\u0259? M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, erm\u0259ni ana \u00f6z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131na deyirs\u0259 ki, \u201cs\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 t\u00fcrk \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259lis\u0259n\u201d, dem\u0259li, bu ana cani yeti\u015fdirir. O, sabah t\u0259kc\u0259 t\u00fcrk yox, h\u0259m d\u0259 erm\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259r. Nec\u0259 ki, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr. Nec\u0259 ki, o vaxt Sumqay\u0131tda erm\u0259nil\u0259r erm\u0259nil\u0259ri \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Erm\u0259ni mill\u0259tin\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lir. Onlar bird\u0259f\u0259lik ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259lidir ki, Az\u0259rbaycanla T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 il\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olmaq onlara he\u00e7 n\u0259 qazand\u0131rmayacaq. Normal m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259r olsayd\u0131, Qafqaz c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; \u018fd\u0259biyyat ideologiyaya xidm\u0259t etm\u0259lidirmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u018fd\u0259biyyat h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 xidm\u0259t etm\u0259lidir. \u018fg\u0259r h\u0259qiq\u0259t ideologiyaya uy\u011fun g\u0259lirs\u0259, ancaq o halda \u0259d\u0259biyyat ideologiyaya xidm\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Anar niy\u0259 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin s\u0259dri v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259n getmir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Deyirl\u0259r ki, Anar \u0259v\u0259zedilm\u0259z adam deyil, m\u0259n d\u0259 onlarla raz\u0131. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u0259v\u0259zolunmaz adam yoxdur. Ham\u0131n\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z etm\u0259k olar, ancaq Siz 32 ildir ki, m\u0259nim \u0259v\u0259zimi axtar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, tapm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z ax\u0131. Tap\u0131n da, niy\u0259 tapm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z? \u00c7\u00fcnki birinin ist\u0259diyini o biri qrup ist\u0259mir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 deyirl\u0259r ki, qoy, el\u0259 Anar qals\u0131n. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni y\u00fcz adam sevirs\u0259, \u00fc\u00e7 adam \u0259leyhim\u0259dir. Bu g\u00fcn Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin 2000 \u00fczv\u00fc var. 2000 \u00fczvd\u0259n 1900-\u00fc m\u0259nim t\u0259r\u0259fimd\u0259dir. M\u0259n d\u00f6rd qurultayda yekdillikl\u0259 s\u0259dr se\u00e7ilmi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ndi kims\u0259 m\u0259nim \u0259leyhim\u0259dirs\u0259, bu da t\u0259biidir. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131n t\u0259m\u0259nnalar\u0131 var. Biri ad ist\u0259yir, biri m\u00fckafat, biri t\u0259qa\u00fcd&#8230; H\u0259rd\u0259n cavanlar\u0131 da \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rlar. Ancaq m\u0259n sevinir\u0259m ki, gec-tez cavanlar da ay\u0131l\u0131rlar. Bir vaxt deyirdil\u0259r ki, biz bayra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyin\u0259 sancaca\u011f\u0131q, Anar\u0131 avtomatla ordan \u00e7\u0131xaraca\u011f\u0131q. Biz qoymad\u0131q ki, Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n. G\u0259r\u0259k buna g\u00f6r\u0259 biz\u0259 minn\u0259tdar olsunlar. Biz buran\u0131 qorumasayd\u0131q, onlar buran\u0131 otaq-otaq satacaqd\u0131lar. El\u0259 davalar\u0131 da o idi ki, g\u0259l\u0259k buran\u0131 da\u011f\u0131daq, sataq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Anar\u0131n g\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 aras\u0131 nec\u0259dir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; \u00c7ox yax\u015f\u0131. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, deyirl\u0259r ki, Anar\u0131n g\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 aras\u0131 yoxdur. Halbuki m\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bura n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259nc g\u0259lib. \u00c7ingiz d\u0259, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Arif \u018fmraho\u011flu da, R\u0259\u015fad da bura g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 cavan idi. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyin\u0259 g\u0259nc kadrlar g\u0259lm\u0259kd\u0259dir. Bu g\u00fcn \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131 tamamil\u0259 cavanlar\u0131n ixtiyar\u0131na verilib. \u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201d var, G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131 var, g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qa\u00fcd veririk, kitablar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7iririk, m\u00fckafat veririk. Bundan art\u0131q g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 neyniy\u0259 bil\u0259rik? O, \u201ccavanlar\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259yik\u201d dey\u0259nl\u0259r desinl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259k onlar cavanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 edibl\u0259r? Ancaq deyinirl\u0259r, v\u0259ssalam. M\u0259nim haqq\u0131mda a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni yazanlar, m\u0259nim qan\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olanlar bu g\u00fcn \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti\u201dnd\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox \u00e7ap olunanlard\u0131r. T\u0259qa\u00fcd \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u0259mi 50 yer var, o 50 yer \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 200 \u0259riz\u0259. Dem\u0259li, biz o m\u00fcraci\u0259tl\u0259rin \u00bc-n\u0259 t\u0259qa\u00fcd ver\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yik, \u00be-\u00fc d\u0259 bizd\u0259n naraz\u0131 qal\u0131b, ba\u015flayacaq \u0259leyhimiz\u0259 yazma\u011fa. Deyirl\u0259r ki, m\u0259n bu il t\u0259qa\u00fcd almasam, \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m. Bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r almam\u0131san, nec\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131san? Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n deyirl\u0259r, bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 Birliy\u0259 \u00fczv olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259riz\u0259 yaz\u0131rlar. \u00dczvl\u00fck \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn 200-d\u0259n art\u0131q \u0259riz\u0259 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; N\u00f6vb\u0259ti qurultayda da namiz\u0259dliyinizi ver\u0259c\u0259ksinizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; B\u0259li, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti qurultayda da namiz\u0259dliyimi ver\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Yorulmam\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; H\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n ba\u015fqa yolla getm\u0259liydim ki, \u00e7oxlu pulum, s\u0259rv\u0259tim olsun, kefl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131m. \u018fv\u0259zind\u0259 y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259tta naz\u0131n\u0131&nbsp;\u00e7\u0259km\u0259li oldum. M\u0259nim b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131m z\u0259hm\u0259tl\u0259 ke\u00e7ib. 32 ildir, Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyind\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m, bir Allah bilir. M\u0259n inan\u0131ram ki, Allah var, o bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. M\u0259n Allaha u\u015faql\u0131qdan inanm\u0131\u015fam, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 inanm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; B\u0259s, o biri d\u00fcnyaya nec\u0259?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Allaha inan\u0131ramsa, dem\u0259li, o biri d\u00fcnyaya da inan\u0131ram. Allah varsa, dem\u0259li, ba\u015fqa bir d\u00fcnya da var. B\u0259lk\u0259 bu bir az eqoist hissdir, m\u0259n Allaha bir d\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 inan\u0131ram ki, m\u0259ni o d\u00fcnyada da ya\u015fadacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; O q\u0259d\u0259rmi arxay\u0131ns\u0131n\u0131z o d\u00fcnyan\u0131zdan?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Arxay\u0131n deyil\u0259m. He\u00e7 bir \u015fey\u0259 arxay\u0131n olmaq olmaz. Burda bir m\u0259qam var. \u018fg\u0259r&nbsp;o d\u00fcnya varsa, biz orda da bel\u0259 oturub s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yik. \u018fg\u0259r yoxdursa, m\u0259n&nbsp;bunu bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>&#8211; Savablar\u0131n\u0131z \u00e7oxdur, yoxsa g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8211; Savablar\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259: <a href=\"https:\/\/ayb.az\">https:\/\/ayb.az<\/a><\/strong> <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin s\u0259dri Anar\u0131n&nbsp;APA-ya m\u00fcsahib\u0259si &#8211; Q\u0259lyan\u0131n\u0131z hardad\u0131r, Anar m\u00fc\u0259llim? &#8211; M\u0259n d\u00f6rd il \u0259vv\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259k \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131 ke\u00e7irmi\u015f\u0259m. 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