{"id":40500,"date":"2022-03-15T11:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-03-15T07:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40500"},"modified":"2022-03-15T18:16:25","modified_gmt":"2022-03-15T14:16:25","slug":"b%c9%99novs%c9%99-mahmudqizi-oldurm%c9%99yin-oldurm%c9%99yim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=40500","title":{"rendered":"B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 MAHMUDQIZI.&#8221;\u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yin, \u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yim!&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/275841288_996719697599638_4025524728661400433_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/275841288_996719697599638_4025524728661400433_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-40502\" width=\"707\" height=\"1061\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/275841288_996719697599638_4025524728661400433_n.jpg 320w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/03\/275841288_996719697599638_4025524728661400433_n-200x300.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 707px) 100vw, 707px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lmaq dem\u0259yin.<br>H\u0259yat davam etdikc\u0259,<br>Zaman ax\u0131b getdikc\u0259,<br>M\u0259n d\u0259 davam edir\u0259m.<br>Y\u0259ni ax\u0131b gedir\u0259m\u2026<br>Sevm\u0259k d\u0259, sevilm\u0259k d\u0259<br>\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, haqq\u0131md\u0131r.<br>Di g\u0259l ki, t\u0259kliyim\u0259<br>M\u0259n el\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m\u2026<br>Qorxuram ki, t\u0259k ik\u0259n<br>Xo\u015fb\u0259xt oldu\u011fum q\u0259d\u0259r<br>C\u00fct ik\u0259n ola bilm\u0259r\u0259m bird\u0259n.<br>M\u0259n\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lmaq dem\u0259yin,<br>Sanki qar\u011f\u0131\u015f edirsiz.<br>Parampar\u00e7a adam\u0131n<br>G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131<br>D\u0259rgaha \u00e7atmayan<br>hayq\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131<br>E\u015fidirs\u0259nmi?<br>Arzular\u0131m var m\u0259nim!<br>Han\u0131 b\u0259s \u00fcmidl\u0259rim?<br>Ruhum yor\u011fun,<br>Can\u0131m x\u0259st\u0259<br>\u015eeir yaz, mahn\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259<br>N\u0259 xeyri var?<br>D\u00fcnya m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259lirs\u0259 dar,<br>Namussuzluq i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259<br>Ruhumda olan bu ar,<br>Buz kimi insanlardan<br>Ruhuma ya\u011fan bu qar,<br>\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m, isidin.<br>H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<br>Q\u0259drimi bilin.<br>\u00d6z h\u00f6km\u00fc var bu ill\u0259rin,<br>Amand\u0131r, q\u0259drimi bilin!<br>\u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yin,<br>\u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u0259yim!<br>Arzular\u0131m var m\u0259nim!<br>B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 Mahmudq\u0131z\u0131<br>Ps. 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