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Atam uzun ill\u0259r me\u015f\u0259b\u0259yi olmu\u015fdu. Babam da bu pe\u015f\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b ucsuz-bucaqs\u0131z me\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 oynam\u0131\u015f, qoyun-quzu otarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Onun i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n yol m\u0259ni m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 yollanm\u0131\u015f, dostla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u011faclarla d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim… Sonralar ya\u015fa dolub k\u0259ndimizd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdiyim el\u0259 bu me\u015f\u0259l\u0259r olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259n\u0259m h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 baxar, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t dolu s\u0259sl\u0259: \u2013 Murad da me\u015f\u0259b\u0259yi olacaqd\u0131r, \u2013 dey\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeddinci sinf\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra d\u0259rsl\u0259rim\u0259 d\u0259 me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 \u2013 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fma olan ya\u015f\u0131l talada haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. K\u0259ndimizi \u00fcz\u00fck qa\u015f\u0131 kimi m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 alan, saf havas\u0131ndan doymaq olmayan me\u015f\u0259mizi m\u0259nim q\u0259d\u0259r sev\u0259n ikinci adam, dey\u0259s\u0259n, yox idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259bin sonuncu sinfind\u0259 oxuyanda bel\u0259 bir adam\u0131n oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259ndim, amma q\u0259lbimd\u0259 q\u0131sqancl\u0131q hissi ba\u015f qald\u0131rmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259min adam biologiya m\u00fc\u0259llimimiz idi. O, ham\u0131dan f\u0259rql\u0259nirdi. Boyuna, g\u00f6rk\u0259min\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yox, xasiyy\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. Azdan\u0131\u015fan v\u0259 ciddi idi, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 fikirli, qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u0259rsi izah ed\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 ba\u015fqa adama \u00e7evrilirdi. El\u0259 \u015firin, maraql\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ona qulaq asmamaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu ilk d\u0259f\u0259 me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 \u2013 talada, d\u0259rsl\u0259rim\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fark\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ox da h\u00fcnd\u00fcr olmayan, c\u0131r armud a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda dayan\u0131b diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra a\u011fac\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yilmi\u015f buda\u011f\u0131ndan nazik \u00e7ubuq qopard\u0131, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Onun niyy\u0259tini anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam da, n\u0259 etm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini k\u0259sdir\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra atam\u0131n \u0259mim\u0259 dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259ndim ki, Sabir m\u00fc\u0259llim (biologiya m\u00fc\u0259llimimizin ad\u0131 bel\u0259 idi) me\u015f\u0259d\u0259ki meyv\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131 calaq edirmi\u015f. M\u0259n\u0259 o da m\u0259lum oldu ki, me\u015f\u0259nin bir hiss\u0259sind\u0259 onlarla a\u011fac\u0131 calaq etmi\u015f, indi is\u0259 c\u0259nuba \u2013 m\u0259nim talam\u0131n oldu\u011fu yer\u0259 \u00fcz tutmu\u015fdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O vaxtdan ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ib. Sabir m\u00fc\u0259llim d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib. M\u0259n is\u0259 atababam\u0131n pe\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 \u2013 me\u015f\u0259b\u0259yi v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. M\u00fc\u0259llimimin xeyirxah i\u015fini d\u0259 davam etdirir\u0259m. Onun kimi m\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011faclar\u0131 calaq etm\u0259yi xo\u015flay\u0131ram. \u0130ndi me\u015f\u0259mizd\u0259 bol m\u0259hsul ver\u0259n y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 meyv\u0259 a\u011fac\u0131 var. K\u0259nd camaat\u0131n\u0131n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ara-s\u0131ra qula\u011f\u0131ma d\u0259yirdi: \u2013 Murad \u00f6z m\u00fc\u0259llimin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib, bel\u0259 gets\u0259, me\u015f\u0259miz meyv\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k… Do\u011frusu, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri e\u015fitm\u0259k m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xo\u015f idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm q\u0259rib\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 almaq, n\u0259 is\u0259 yazmaq ist\u0259yi m\u0259n\u0259 rahatl\u0131q vermir. Cans\u0131z hesab etdiyimiz do\u011fma t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259 el\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259rin \u015fahidi olmu\u015fam ki, onlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlayanda h\u0259y\u0259canlanmaya bilmir\u0259m. Bu \u0259hvalatlar\u0131n bir qismi m\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r, bir qismi is\u0259 sevinc hissi do\u011furur. Qeyri-adi, inan\u0131lmaz \u0259hvalatlara da az rast g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259li, t\u0259bi\u0259t, do\u011fru deyirl\u0259r ki, sirli bir al\u0259mdir. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ilin s\u00f6hb\u0259tidir, dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Me\u015f\u0259nin \u0259t\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7atanda q\u0259n\u015f\u0259r bir yerd\u0259 oturdum. D\u0259r\u0259 il\u0259 da\u015flara \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131la-\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131la, k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259-k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ay ax\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259si d\u0259r\u0259ni ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n bu da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131 xeyli a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da balaca bir talaya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, yen\u0259 s\u0131x me\u015f\u0259liy\u0259 girirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ke\u00e7id\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, \u00e7aya en\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131ra boz, iri bir ay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Dal ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 qalx\u0131b, o yan-bu yana boylanaraq talaya baxd\u0131 v\u0259 tez d\u0259 dala qay\u0131td\u0131, onu ni\u015fan alma\u011fa macal tapmad\u0131m, barma\u011f\u0131m t\u0259tikd\u0259 qald\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l ay\u0131 k\u0259ndin mal-qaras\u0131na h\u00fccum etmi\u015f, xeyli heyvan t\u0259l\u0259f etmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 bilm\u0259k olar, b\u0259lk\u0259, el\u0259 bu, h\u0259min ay\u0131 idi?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aya\u011fa durmaq ist\u0259yirdim ki, ay\u0131 yen\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Qoltuqlar\u0131nda n\u0259s\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutmu\u015fdu. Daha dayanmad\u0131, \u0259yil\u0259-\u0259yil\u0259 c\u0131\u011f\u0131ra d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O, \u00e7aya enirdi. T\u0259rp\u0259ndim. Ke\u00e7idd\u0259 onu yaxalaya bils\u0259ydim, \u00e7\u0259tin \u0259limd\u0259n qurtarard\u0131. Qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 salanacan qo\u015fal\u00fcl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sini k\u0259s\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


Bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm ay\u0131da y\u0131x\u0131la-y\u0131x\u0131la quzeyi endim. A\u011faclar\u0131n dal\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259-ke\u00e7\u0259 bu koldan o kola s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7aya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. C\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki pal\u0131d a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nda gizl\u0259ndim. Ay\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u0259lirdi, qoltu\u011fundak\u0131lar \u00e7apalad\u0131qca, tez-tez dayan\u0131b, burnu il\u0259 onlar\u0131 d\u00fcms\u00fckl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ay yuxar\u0131lardan ovub g\u0259tirdiyi qumu ke\u00e7idd\u0259 q\u0131ra\u011fa vurmu\u015fdu. Ay\u0131 qumlu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 dayand\u0131. Aram\u0131zda el\u0259 bir m\u0259saf\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r baxd\u0131msa da, yen\u0259 qoltu\u011funda n\u0259 tutmu\u015fdu, ba\u015f a\u00e7ammad\u0131m. Sahil\u0259 yax\u0131n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr bir da\u015f vard\u0131. \u0130m\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259-im\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb onun dal\u0131nda gizl\u0259ndim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay\u0131 ya\u015f quma bata-bata suya girdi. Qollar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fc kimi t\u00fckl\u00fc iki ba\u015f \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: qapqara burunlar\u0131, qara muncuq kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri vard\u0131. Vay s\u0259ni!.. M\u0259n d\u0259 bayaqdan ba\u015f s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131ram ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bu yek\u0259p\u0259r n\u0259 apar\u0131r. \u00d6z balalar\u0131 imi\u015f ki! Onlar b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259k analar\u0131na el\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar ki, yuma\u011fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Y\u0259qin, \u00e7ay\u0131n q\u0131j\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan qorxurdular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay\u0131 tez-tez b\u00fcdr\u0259yirdi, d\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di, \u00e7ay\u0131n dayaz yerind\u0259n yen\u0259 sahil\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Balalar\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 buraxd\u0131, yumaland\u0131lar, bo\u011fu\u015fdular. Analar\u0131 is\u0259 k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc dal\u011falara bir xeyli bax\u0131b, qumu tez-tez e\u015f\u0259l\u0259yib c\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7d\u0131. Balas\u0131n\u0131n birini burnu il\u0259 it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-it\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirib ora sald\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259sil\u0259 arxas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7evirdi. Bala \u00e7anaql\u0131 ba\u011fa kimi ayaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6yd\u0259 \u00e7apalaya-\u00e7apalaya qald\u0131. Ay\u0131 da o qalxanacan yast\u0131 bir \u00e7aylaq da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 burnu il\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcb onun qarn\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. O biri balas\u0131n\u0131 qoltu\u011funa al\u0131b, bir g\u00f6z\u00fc arxada \u2013 quma basd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 balas\u0131nda, \u00e7aya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7id xeyli d\u0259rin imi\u015f. Su ay\u0131n\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 vurdu. Dal\u011falar onu b\u00fck\u00fcb- b\u00fckm\u0259l\u0259yirdi. Balas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qoltu\u011funa s\u0131x\u0131b, bir p\u0259nc\u0259si il\u0259 suyu yara-yara sahil\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Balas\u0131n\u0131 quma burax\u0131b silkindi, d\u00f6n\u00fcb o taya boyland\u0131. Sonra da t\u0259l\u0259sik qumu e\u015f\u0259l\u0259yib, indi d\u0259 bu balas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7uxura y\u0131xd\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131na baxd\u0131. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, yen\u0259 d\u0259 da\u015f axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0259qin, g\u00f6rd\u00fc yax\u0131nda yoxdur, bu balas\u0131n\u0131n qarn\u0131na qum c\u0131rmaqlay\u0131b y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. El\u0259 bu ara o taydak\u0131 bala nec\u0259 el\u0259dis\u0259, qarn\u0131ndan da\u015f\u0131 a\u015f\u0131r\u0131b \u00e7uxurdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131 bu tayda g\u00f6r\u00fcb yumalana-yumalana \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7aya sald\u0131. Anas\u0131 bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcb, h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131, t\u0259ntimi\u015f halda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu taydan suya atd\u0131. Qumun alt\u0131ndak\u0131 bala da \u00e7apalad\u0131-\u00e7apalad\u0131, n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, o da yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca \u00e7aya cumdu. Ay\u0131 geri \u00e7evril\u0259nd\u0259 onu g\u00f6r\u00fcb bir s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131 ki, sanki da\u011flar- da\u015flar dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi, ona qo\u015fuldu, s\u0259si \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox uzaqlarda \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi, qayalar l\u0259rz\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ay\u0131 ovunda olmu\u015fdum. G\u00fcll\u0259 il\u0259 vurulanda bel\u0259 ay\u0131 bu c\u00fcr d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259rild\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay\u0131 ha el\u0259yib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yetir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n o tayda qalan balas\u0131n\u0131 dal\u011falar a\u011fu\u015funa ald\u0131. Bu balas\u0131n\u0131 da dal\u011falar top kimi at\u0131b-tutaraq apar\u0131rd\u0131. Ay\u0131 gah bu balas\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nca cumdu, gah da o birisinin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259lak el\u0259di, balalar\u0131na \u00e7ata bilm\u0259di, bir az a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da sahil\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00c7aya\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bax\u0131b, \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259-\u00e7\u0259ng\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fckl\u0259rini yolu\u015fdurur, qeyri-adi s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 yerimd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nib \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rmirdim ki, ay\u0131 m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb daha da kar\u0131xar. T\u00fcf\u0259ngim \u0259limd\u0259 sahill\u0259 ba\u015fa\u015fa\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm. \u00dcst-ba\u015f\u0131m kola-kosa ili\u015f\u0259-ili\u015f\u0259, da\u015fdan-da\u015fa hoppana-hoppana s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131ml\u0131 sahill\u0259 lap a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lara endim. Ay\u0131 balalar\u0131n\u0131 sahil da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aralar\u0131nda axtard\u0131m, qumluqlar\u0131 g\u0259zdim, onlar\u0131 k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc dal\u011falar\u0131n qoynunda g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma gec idi… Kim bilir, da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131 ay\u0131n\u0131n balalar\u0131n\u0131 da\u015flara \u00e7\u0131rpa-\u00e7\u0131rpa haralara apar\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ay\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 iri qayan\u0131n dibini diqq\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259rk\u0259n, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, kims\u0259 m\u0259ni izl\u0259yir. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b qayan\u0131n d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131m, z\u0259nnim m\u0259ni aldatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Boz ay\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259rli bax\u0131\u015flarla m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131… Bir-birimiz\u0259 mane olmadan, dem\u0259k olar ki, yanbayan axtar\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 xeyli davam etdirdik. Balalar tap\u0131lmad\u0131. Hava qaralanda \u0259ld\u0259n-dild\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, tamam islanm\u0131\u015f halda ev\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n


O g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra ay\u0131 tez-tez \u00e7ay\u0131n sahilind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 inadla balalar\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r on-on iki add\u0131mdan bir dayan\u0131b q\u0131j\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 axan suya bax\u0131r, yen\u0259 \u00e7aya\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yoluna davam edirdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tlisi ax\u015famdan xeyli ke\u00e7mi\u015f \u2013 axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tamamlayanda t\u00fck\u00fcrp\u0259dici s\u0259sl\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131rmas\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fslind\u0259, buna ba\u011f\u0131rmaq, n\u0259rild\u0259m\u0259k dem\u0259k olmazd\u0131. Bu, balalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 verdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n ana ay\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259kpar\u00e7alayan f\u0259ryad\u0131 idi… Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra ay\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hadis\u0259d\u0259n s\u0259kkiz aydan da \u00e7ox ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Gec\u0259 \u0259s\u0259n \u015fidd\u0259tli k\u00fcl\u0259yin me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 ziyan\u0131 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k niyy\u0259til\u0259 \u0259razini qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f g\u0259zir, \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin ke\u00e7il\u0259n sah\u0259l\u0259ri bel\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irirdim. Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n yerimd\u0259c\u0259 donub qald\u0131m. Boz ay\u0131 qal\u0131n kolluqda h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz uzan\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u00fcf\u0259ngimi \u0259limd\u0259 haz\u0131r tutaraq ehtiyatla ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. Ay\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. B\u0259d\u0259ni didilm\u0259mi\u015f, t\u00fckl\u0259ri t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u00c7ox ar\u0131qlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ov etm\u0259y\u0259n ay\u0131, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, ac\u0131ndan \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Atam uzun ill\u0259r me\u015f\u0259b\u0259yi olmu\u015fdu. Babam da bu pe\u015f\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131b ucsuz-bucaqs\u0131z me\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 oynam\u0131\u015f, qoyun-quzu otarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Onun i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n yol m\u0259ni m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 yollanm\u0131\u015f, dostla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u011faclarla d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdim… Sonralar ya\u015fa dolub k\u0259ndimizd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kdiyim el\u0259 bu me\u015f\u0259l\u0259r olmu\u015fdu. N\u0259n\u0259m h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131y\u0131b […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40668","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40668","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=40668"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40668\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":40680,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/40668\/revisions\/40680"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=40668"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=40668"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=40668"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}