{"id":42072,"date":"2022-11-17T13:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-11-17T09:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=42072"},"modified":"2022-11-17T17:17:52","modified_gmt":"2022-11-17T13:17:52","slug":"b%c9%99novs%c9%99-mahmudqizi-t%c9%99klik-v%c9%99-firuz%c9%99l%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=42072","title":{"rendered":"B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259 MAHMUDQIZI.&#8221;T\u018fKL\u0130K V\u018f F\u0130RUZ\u018fL\u018fR&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/bm.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/11\/bm-576x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-42075\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>M\u0259n \u00e7oxdan anlam\u0131\u015fam ki, bu fani h\u0259yatda valideynl\u0259rim, bac\u0131lar\u0131m olsa bel\u0259, kims\u0259siz\u0259m m\u0259n. Noyabr\u0131n 16s\u0131 28 ya\u015f\u0131m tamam olacaq. 2022-ci il m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin ke\u00e7di. Dig\u0259r ill\u0259rd\u0259n 2021-i nisb\u0259t\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 olaraq, yad\u0131mda qal\u0131b. Zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259, insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u00fczg\u0259c, buna \u0259l\u0259k d\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, laz\u0131ms\u0131z h\u0259r bir insan\u0131 s\u0259nin h\u0259yat\u0131ndan \u0259l\u0259yir. B\u0259z\u0259n insanlar eqoistlik edib, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fi &#8221; S\u0259n t\u0259k \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n &#8221; dey\u0259 \u00f6z al\u0259ml\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirl\u0259r. Ay ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131za d\u00f6nd\u00fckl\u0259rim, m\u0259ni sevm\u0259s\u0259niz bel\u0259, sevdikl\u0259rim, bu d\u00fcnyada kim c\u00fct \u00f6l\u00fcb ki? Kiml\u0259ri eyni q\u0259bird\u0259 birlikt\u0259 basd\u0131r\u0131blar? Bunu q\u0259bul etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, h\u0259r bir insan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus v\u0259 tamamil\u0259 t\u0259kdir. M\u0259nim, bizim Allahdan ba\u015fqa kims\u0259miz yoxdur. Atam deyir, insanlardan uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. O, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 nigarand\u0131r. Amma bilmir ki, insan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qal\u0131b, h\u0259qiq\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczm\u0259\u015fl\u0259si ona veril\u0259n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fansd\u0131r, h\u0259diyy\u0259dir. M\u0259n n\u0259 insanlardan, n\u0259 canl\u0131lardan uza\u011fam. \u018fvv\u0259lkind\u0259n daha yax\u0131nam. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 sevir\u0259m, kims\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 kinim yoxdur, \u00e7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. T\u0259klik b\u0259db\u0259xtlik deyil. Sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na, yan-y\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131b, normal s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259 adam tapmayanda t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf edir\u0259m. Ki\u015fil\u0259r xan\u0131m oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t\u0259 can at\u0131r, qad\u0131nlar da ki\u2026 H\u0259r k\u0259sin bir t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131 var.<br>O g\u00fcn, al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131m, G\u0259nclik metrosu t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 idim. Y\u00fck\u00fcm d\u0259 xeyli a\u011f\u0131r idi. M\u0259n is\u0259 n\u0259qliyyat\u0131 sevm\u0259y\u0259n, 15d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yim yola 30 d\u0259qiq\u0259 s\u0259rf etm\u0259yi \u00fcst\u00fcn tutub, piyada ged\u0259n adamam. Bir g\u0259nc q\u0131z yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b, israrla m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k t\u0259klif etdi, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 idi, d\u0259rsd\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Qad\u0131nlardan yax\u0131nl\u0131q, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q g\u00f6rm\u0259k h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lib. \u00c7\u00fcnki ad\u0259t\u0259n, pax\u0131ll\u0131q g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Bu t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 q\u0131z m\u0259nim q\u0259lbimi f\u0259th etdi des\u0259m, azd\u0131r. O da yor\u011fun idi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 pulsuzluqdan piyada gedirdi. Amma m\u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131 biri olmama\u011f\u0131ma baxmayaraq, m\u0259nim y\u00fckl\u0259rim\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etdi, h\u0259tta ev\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r aparmaq ist\u0259yirdi, qoymad\u0131m, d\u00fcz\u00fc yen\u0259 d\u0259 qoymurdum, \u0259limd\u0259n m\u0259cbur ald\u0131. \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, t\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z olaraq, bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 qoca n\u0259n\u0259 olmasam bel\u0259, ya\u015f\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ma yax\u0131n bir g\u0259nc q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k etdi. Bu m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qeyri-adi hadis\u0259 idi. Bu il ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 az \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi. M\u0259n demir\u0259m ki, yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131q g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. G\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Ancaq \u0259n \u00e7ox, kim\u0259s\u0259 etdiyimin qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olaraq. T\u0259m\u0259nnas\u0131z edil\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n dad\u0131 h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tamamil\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr olurmu\u015f. H\u0259l\u0259 q\u0131z m\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r deyir ki; &#8221; Sizin kimi g\u0259ncl\u0259r biz\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r &#8221; Dedim, &#8221; G\u00f6z\u0259lim, \u0259sas s\u0259nin kimi g\u0259ncl\u0259r biz\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r. &#8221; Bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259t etmi\u015fdik yol \u0259snas\u0131nda. Ona m\u0259n\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259 ad\u0131 vard\u0131; F\u0130RUZ\u018f.<br>Firuz\u0259l\u0259r olmasa, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n var oldu\u011funu insanlar unudar. M\u0259n t\u0259k\u0259m. Ancaq bilir\u0259m ki, t\u0259klik kimi yax\u015f\u0131l\u0131qlar da, g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259r d\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n v\u0259 se\u00e7icidir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259n \u00e7oxdan anlam\u0131\u015fam ki, bu fani h\u0259yatda valideynl\u0259rim, bac\u0131lar\u0131m olsa bel\u0259, kims\u0259siz\u0259m m\u0259n. Noyabr\u0131n 16s\u0131 28 ya\u015f\u0131m tamam olacaq. 2022-ci il m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259tin ke\u00e7di. Dig\u0259r ill\u0259rd\u0259n 2021-i nisb\u0259t\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 olaraq, yad\u0131mda qal\u0131b. Zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259, insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u00fczg\u0259c, buna \u0259l\u0259k d\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, laz\u0131ms\u0131z h\u0259r bir insan\u0131 s\u0259nin h\u0259yat\u0131ndan \u0259l\u0259yir. B\u0259z\u0259n insanlar eqoistlik edib, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-42072","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42072","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=42072"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42072\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":42077,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42072\/revisions\/42077"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=42072"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=42072"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=42072"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}