{"id":44005,"date":"2023-01-24T08:30:00","date_gmt":"2023-01-24T04:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44005"},"modified":"2023-01-24T09:36:38","modified_gmt":"2023-01-24T05:36:38","slug":"m%c9%99h%c9%99mm%c9%99d-n%c9%99rimanoglu-arazam-him%c9%99-b%c9%99nd%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44005","title":{"rendered":"M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d N\u018fR\u0130MANO\u011eLU.&#8221;ARAZAM\u2026 him\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259m\u2026&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/ahb.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/ahb.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-44007\" width=\"706\" height=\"450\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/ahb.jpg 461w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/01\/ahb-300x191.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 706px) 100vw, 706px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br>K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rlil\u0259rin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yen\u0259 d\u0259 T\u0259rt\u0259r kimi \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131<br>\u2026Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0130brahim M\u0259\u015f\u0259di Kaz\u0131m o\u011flu da g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131-qaras\u0131 olmu\u015f Araz\u0131na qovu\u015fdu. Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri al\u0131nca el\u0259 bildim ki, da\u011f-da\u015f u\u00e7du, qald\u0131m alt\u0131nda. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k kimi \u00e7axd\u0131 bu da\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259b\u0259r. Az qald\u0131m o x\u0259b\u0259ri dilin\u0259 g\u0259t\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u011fay\u0131m. Kimin dili g\u0259l\u0259rdi desin ki?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Qara bir na\u011f\u0131l ba\u015flamaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m, q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 is\u0259 bir dastanl\u0131qd\u0131r. Haqq\u0131nda bir dastanl\u0131q dan\u0131\u015fa bils\u0259m d\u0259, ikic\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 yazmam\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m \u0259limd\u0259 \u0259sim-\u0259sim \u0259sir, s\u00f6zl\u0259r m\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u00fcr. \u015e\u0259nin\u0259 dastan yaza bilm\u0259dim. Yazacaqlar\u0131mdan qorxmu\u015fam. G\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259n ehtiyatlanm\u0131\u015fam.<br>Ad\u0131n\u0131 Araz qoyanda atas\u0131 \u0130brahim day\u0131 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n o tayl\u0131-bu tayl\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na son qoymaq ist\u0259di. El\u0259 bildi ki, onun bu d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259li\u015fiyl\u0259 h\u0259min h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 son qoyuldu. Bir g\u0259nclik \u00f6mr\u00fc yaz\u0131ld\u0131 aln\u0131na. Qism\u0259tin\u0259 yaz\u0131lanlar\u0131 oxuma\u011fa imkan\u0131 olmad\u0131\u2026<br>Araz K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259 do\u011fulmad\u0131, amma ata yurduna ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259sdiql\u0259di. He\u00e7 dem\u0259zdin ki, Bak\u0131da, ke\u00e7mi\u015f m\u0259\u015fhur \u00absovetski\u00bb k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259 do\u011fulmay\u0131b. Lap el\u0259 bil ki, ata yurdu D\u0259r\u0259q\u0131\u015flaqda, Dikyurdda, \u015eirinbulaqda, \u00c7at\u0131mda, X\u0259nd\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b-durub. O yerl\u0259rd\u0259 yollar\u0131 yorub. Di\u015fg\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n bulaqlardan \u00f6tr\u00fc h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sin\u0259si p\u00f6r\u015f\u00fcl\u0259nib. El\u0259 bax bu h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n d\u0259rdin quca\u011f\u0131nda da \u00abyuxulad\u0131\u00bb\u2026, \u00abd\u0259rin bir yuxuya getdi\u00bb Araz\u2026 2011-ci ilin \u00abNovruz\u00bb bayram\u0131 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259diyi kimi, Araz\u0131n da \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259nim k\u0259sildi \u00abAx\u0131r\u00e7\u0259r\u015f\u0259nb\u0259\u00bb\u2026<br>Araz uzaq bir s\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bir kims\u0259y\u0259 dem\u0259yib. Anas\u0131 H\u0259yat xalan\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcy\u00fcld\u00fc bir box\u00e7aya. \u0130brahim day\u0131 q\u0259lbinin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 azaldan iyn\u0259-d\u0259rmandan imtina el\u0259di. T\u0259k balas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rdini al\u0131b \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 beli b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcb. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r olurmu\u015f bala d\u0259rdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 t\u0259k balan\u0131n d\u0259rdi daha a\u011f\u0131r imi\u015f.<br>Bahar g\u0259lm\u0259di da\u011flara, \u00e7\u00fcnki ya\u011f\u0131 tapda\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Bahar b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259di, \u00e7\u00fcnki Araz kimi ne\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri ata-anan\u0131 o\u011fulsuz qoydu.<br>\u0130ki b\u00f6y\u00fck, say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n n\u0259slin yeti\u015fdirdiyi t\u0259k o\u011ful idi. Araz xarakterind\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc kirmi t\u0259k idi. Dostcanl\u0131, qohumcanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 yol a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kollektivd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na and i\u00e7irdil\u0259r. \u00abAz\u0259ryolservis\u00bb ASC-nin 67 sayl\u0131 yol istismar m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259sinin ba\u015f m\u00fchasibi, dem\u0259k, d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi idi. \u0130\u015fin\u0259, v\u0259zif\u0259sin\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti n\u0259inki r\u0259hb\u0259rliyin, el\u0259 kollektivin d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc onu ucaltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br>Yox, yox, m\u0259n onun t\u0259kc\u0259 i\u015fi, v\u0259zif\u0259si bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Araz b\u00fct\u00f6v bir \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t kimi t\u0259kc\u0259 qohumlar\u0131n deyil, dostlar\u0131n\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131nda ucal\u0131b. Qoy ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda qals\u0131n, biz onun \u00f6m\u00fcr yoluna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb d\u00fcn\u0259nin\u0259 yollanaq.<br>Araz \u0130brahim o\u011flu Cabbarov\u2026<br>Ehh!.. T\u0259rc\u00fcmeyihal\u0131n\u0131m\u0131 yazaca\u011fam?! R\u0259smiyy\u0259td\u0259n daim uzaq olan Araz ad\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ay kimi, gah a\u015f\u0131b-da\u015far, gah da s\u0259rin suya d\u00f6n\u00fcb k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 axard\u0131. Axd\u0131, axd\u0131, amma qovu\u015fdu\u011fu d\u0259niz olmad\u0131, bir yoxlu\u011fa, d\u0259ryaya qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun yoxlu\u011fundan axan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 bir \u00fcmmana \u00e7evrildi.<br>Araz\u0131 toyunda t\u0259rifl\u0259y\u0259n az olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Tanr\u0131dan onu ata-anas\u0131na, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131na \u0259man\u0259tl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Dil\u0259k dil\u0259nmi\u015fdi ki, qolu-budaql\u0131 n\u0259slin bir p\u00f6hr\u0259sis\u0259n, Tanr\u0131 s\u0259ni d\u0259 qocaman pal\u0131d kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcts\u00fcn, k\u00f6lg\u0259nin alt\u0131na el-oba s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, \u0259min o\u011flanlar\u0131 kimi\u2026Lakin t\u0259rif\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olmayan Araz o t\u0259rifl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox-\u00e7ox ucada idi.<br>K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin Dalq\u0131l\u0131ncl\u0131 ell\u0259rini imam-pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131 adland\u0131rard\u0131lar, biz orada olanda. Do\u011frudan da bu be\u015f para k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fanlar \u00f6zl\u0259rinin ziyal\u0131l\u0131qlar\u0131 il\u0259 tez bir vaxtda m\u0259\u015fhurla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Araz\u0131n ata-babas\u0131gil d\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 ziyal\u0131lar t\u0259rbiy\u0259 ed\u0259n M\u0259\u015f\u0259di Kaz\u0131mlardand\u0131r. Atas\u0131 \u0130brahim Kaz\u0131m o\u011flu Cabbarov, onun qarda\u015f\u0131 \u0130smay\u0131l Cabbarov t\u0259kc\u0259 be\u015f para k\u0259ndd\u0259 deyil, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rd\u0259 say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n el a\u011fsaqqal\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi: \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 oxudub ali t\u0259hsilli m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssis kimi yeti\u015fdirdiyin\u0259, el-obas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rd-s\u0259rin\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131na, uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t Kalinin ad\u0131na kolxozun s\u0259dri v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 oldu\u011fu m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 kims\u0259y\u0259 bir q\u0259pik r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t verm\u0259diyin\u0259, \u0259ksin\u0259, cammat\u0131 torpaqla t\u0259min edib, onlar\u0131n g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k etdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rsizlik ill\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 \u0130brahim day\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131 o\u011flanlar\u0131n\u0131n respublika miqyas\u0131nda tan\u0131nd\u0131qlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 q\u00fcrur duyur, f\u0259xr edir, Araz\u0131n t\u0259k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb, sevincini b\u0259z\u0259n gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmirdi: Musa m\u00fc\u0259llim ailimliyi, X\u0259qani m\u00fc\u0259llim k\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rlil\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259 dig\u0259r ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 imkans\u0131z ail\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k verdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. Qarda\u015f\u0131 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n savab qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi.<br>Araz\u0131 daha yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m vaxtlardan q\u0259lbim\u0259 yazd\u0131rd\u0131 ad\u0131n\u0131. Araz\u0131 xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7ay\u0131 adland\u0131rmas\u0131 q\u0259lbini incidirdi, h\u0259tta bel\u0259 olsa da bel\u0259. Araz\u0131 da\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259tdim, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 Murova, K\u0259p\u0259z\u0259, D\u0259lida\u011fa. Araz \u00e7ay\u0131 onun q\u0259lbind\u0259n v\u0259 ruhundan qaynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<br>Fikrim yen\u0259 d\u0259 u\u00e7du da\u011flara. Bizim be\u015f k\u0259nd q\u0131l\u0131ncl\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xan v\u0259 \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259nl\u0259r, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, q\u0131sa\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fc olublar. M\u0259n onlara, do\u011frudan da pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r \u00f6mr\u00fc ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131na \u2013 kims\u0259nin \u00abtoyu\u011funa ki\u015f dem\u0259diyin\u0259\u00bb g\u00f6r\u0259, imam \u00f6vladlar\u0131 kimi baxm\u0131\u015fam. Son 30-40 ild\u0259 onlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan say-se\u00e7m\u0259l\u0259ri itirmi\u015fik: Hac\u0131baba Mehtiyev (\u00abAx\u0131r \u00e7\u0259r\u015f\u0259nb\u0259\u00bb gec\u0259si yat\u0131b \u00abyuxuda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u00bb), Nizami v\u0259 M\u0259hs\u0259ti Abbasovlar, Tahir Mehtiyev, Famil Heyd\u0259r o\u011flu, Mirz\u0259li Y\u0259hya o\u011flunun itkinliyi, \u015eamo B\u0259\u015fir o\u011flunun q\u0259fil gedi\u015fi, Araz Cabbarov, \u00f6t\u0259n il is\u0259 anas\u0131 C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n ruh\u0259n o\u011fluna qovu\u015fmas\u0131\u2026.<br>D\u0259rdl\u0259rimiz seyr\u0259lmir, s\u0131ralan\u0131r sanki\u2026<br>\u018flli illik \u00f6m\u00fcr yoluma dostlar\u0131m, tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m, qohumlar\u0131m, m\u0259ni yax\u0131n-uzaq tan\u0131yanlar \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259rini yaz\u0131b verirdil\u0259r. Bir g\u00fcn zarafatyana qay\u0131td\u0131 ki:<br>-N\u0259rimano\u011flu, q\u0259l\u0259m adam\u0131 olmayanlar s\u00f6z yaza bilmirl\u0259r? S\u0259ni k\u0259nardak\u0131 dostlar\u0131ndan \u00e7ox biz qohumlar yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q. E\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m ki, haqq\u0131nda kitab haz\u0131rlan\u0131r. Orda y\u0259qin ki, biz\u0259 yer ay\u0131rmazsan.<br>Bu fikri bir batman balla h\u0259zm el\u0259m\u0259k olmazd\u0131. Xatirini \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyimi \u00f6z\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. Yar\u0131zarafat-yar\u0131ger\u00e7\u0259k cavab verdim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\">\n<li>M\u0259n kim\u0259s\u0259 haqq\u0131mda s\u00f6z dem\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 ar bil\u0259r\u0259m. He\u00e7 kim\u0259 d\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m (Bir n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n savay\u0131. Bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259min s\u0131radan bir n\u0259f\u0259rin ad\u0131n\u0131 burada \u00e7\u0259kmir\u0259m) ki, m\u0259nim bar\u0259md\u0259 n\u0259 is\u0259 yazs\u0131n \u2013 t\u0259rifli s\u00f6z. \u018fg\u0259r m\u0259ni oldu\u011fum kimi duyursansa, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259lbim\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259rdim\u2026<br>Aradan bir-iki g\u00fcn ke\u00e7mi\u015f, z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fdik v\u0259 o, bir v\u0259r\u0259qlik yaz\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 verdi. \u00d6t\u0259n il n\u0259\u015fr olunan \u00abM\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259rimano\u011flu: \u00d6mr\u00fcm kitab \u00f6mr\u00fc\u00bbn\u00fcn 100-c\u00fc s\u0259hif\u0259sind\u0259ki \u00ab50 ya\u015f\u0131n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ikinci \u0259lliy\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn\u00bb m\u0259qal\u0259sini indi h\u0259yacans\u0131z oxuya bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, n\u0259f\u0259si, ruhu h\u0259min yaz\u0131ya hopub Araz\u0131n. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131q.<br>Sanki s\u0259si g\u0259lir qulaqlar\u0131ma: \u00abM\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259rimano\u011flunu da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m: h\u0259rd\u0259n co\u015fub-da\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 bird\u0259n d\u0259 el\u0259 sakit-sakit dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r ki, inanm\u0131rsan bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki adamd\u0131r. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyil. Sin\u0259sind\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r deyilm\u0259li v\u0259 yaz\u0131lmal\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259r var ki\u2026 ax\u0131, \u00f6m\u00fcr q\u0131sa bir yoldur, kims\u0259 gedib sona \u00e7at\u0131r, kiml\u0259rs\u0259 onu ba\u015fa vura bilmir. Y\u0259qin ondand\u0131r ki, t\u0259l\u0259sir\u2026\u00bb.<br>Araz\u0131n m\u0259nim bar\u0259md\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fc demi\u015fk\u0259n, el\u0259diyi \u00abc\u0131zma-qaradan\u00bb onun q\u0259lbinin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7oxlar\u0131na a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 f\u0259ls\u0259fi duy\u011fular\u0131n\u0131 duymaq o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi. Bir s\u0259hif\u0259lik yaz\u0131da o, bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn 50 illik yoluna i\u015f\u0131q sal\u0131r. Bu, o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 asan deyil. \u018flin\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m al\u0131b bel\u0259 bir m\u00f6vzuda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00abimtahana \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n\u00bb Araz Cabbarovun t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, h\u0259min yaz\u0131n\u0131 kitabda oxuma\u011fa \u00f6mr\u00fc \u00e7atmad\u0131. Kitab\u0131n n\u0259\u015fr m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si gecikdikc\u0259 onun m\u0259ni t\u0259l\u0259sdirm\u0259sini indi anlay\u0131ram. N\u0259hay\u0259t, kitab 2010-cu ild\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Kitab\u0131 Araza \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015f yerin\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kdim, qism\u0259td\u0259n bir-biri g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259dik. Qohumlar\u0131n birinin toyunda \u00fcst\u00fc\u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 bildirdi gileyini:<br>-Kitab\u0131n\u0131n \u015firinliyini verm\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259sib olmayacaq? Niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 kitabdan verm\u0259din, ax\u0131, \u0259vv\u0259lkil\u0259rini ham\u0131dan qabaq verirdin?<br>M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z naraz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259dim:<br>-M\u0259n piyada ola-ola d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00ab\u00c7ermet\u0259\u00bb, i\u015f yerin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Soru\u015fa bil\u0259rs\u0259n. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 i\u015f ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131sn\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 pe\u015fman qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam\u2026<br>Bel\u0259likl\u0259, Araz \u00f6z \u0259li il\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131n\u0131 kitabda oxuya bilm\u0259di. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, onun bar\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259n s\u00f6z a\u00e7mal\u0131 v\u0259 yana-yana dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131ym\u0131\u015fam, nec\u0259 ki, ill\u0259rdir bu a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r v\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131ram.<br>Araz \u0130brahim o\u011flu m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, sad\u0259c\u0259, bu d\u00fcnyaya sakitc\u0259 g\u0259lib, \u00f6z missiyas\u0131n\u0131 yerin\u0259 yetirib, g\u0259ldiyi kimi d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib haqqa qovu\u015fanlardan biri deyil. Bu sakitliyin arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 t\u0259lat\u00fcm\u00fc is\u0259 onu d\u0259rind\u0259n duyanlar oldu. Araz\u0131n dostlar\u0131 qohumlardan daha \u00e7ox a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rlar. D\u0259fnd\u0259 onlar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti, sad\u0259c\u0259, seyr etm\u0259k laz\u0131m deyildi, duymaq, onlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259ki lal haraylar\u0131 oxumaq g\u0259r\u0259k idi. Bax\u0131\u015flarda donmu\u015f a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 kims\u0259 azalda bilm\u0259zdi, Arazdan savay\u0131\u2026<br>T\u0259kc\u0259 X\u0259qani Kaz\u0131mov, Musa m\u00fc\u0259llim, \u0130sm\u0259t, Haqverdi, H\u00fcseyn, H\u0259\u015fim, F\u0259rman, Az\u0259r, S\u0259nan, Ramin\u2026 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 islatd\u0131lar m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131.<br>Araz\u0131n day\u0131s\u0131 Vaqif m\u00fc\u0259llim, xalas\u0131 \u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 il\u0259 xalao\u011flusu Kamandar Araz\u0131n bu q\u0259fil ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na yana-yana qald\u0131lar. Ham\u0131 o g\u00fcn Araz\u0131n bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdil\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki, Araz anadan t\u0259k olmu\u015f, bu m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti d\u00fcnyadan is\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn qalan s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getmi\u015fdi. Getmi\u015fdi ki, arxada g\u00f6z\u00fcyolda qalanlar\u0131 daha \u00e7ox yand\u0131r\u0131b-yaxs\u0131n? Yox! O, buna q\u0259ti raz\u0131 olmazd\u0131. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rdli olsa da. Onu q\u0259mli g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. El\u0259 bu gizli a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n qoynunda q\u0131vr\u0131la-q\u0131vr\u0131la da getdi Araz, qohumlar\u0131, dostlar\u0131 incitm\u0259sin dey\u0259. \u015eamo kimi, i\u00e7ind\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 gizl\u0259tdi. D\u0259rdini. a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 azaltmayan v\u0259 sa\u011faltmayan d\u0259rmanlara g\u00f6z g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb baxmad\u0131 Araz. Araz\u0131n yuyub apara bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi bir d\u0259rdi bizl\u0259r\u0259 qoyub getdi.<br>Yaza bilmir\u0259m, Araz, anan H\u0259yat xalan\u0131n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 donuq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 il\u0259 s\u0259ni nec\u0259 axtarmas\u0131n\u0131\u2026 H\u0259l\u0259 yenic\u0259 ata-anan\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan balalar\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 il\u0259 ovunduraca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Onlar da g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6z analar\u0131na dikibl\u0259r. Ham\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131r. Kims\u0259 dill\u0259nib, bir daha qay\u0131tmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 balalar\u0131na dey\u0259 bilmir. \u0130brahim day\u0131 yana-yana qalmas\u0131n neyl\u0259sin? S\u0259n onun q\u0259lbinin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 azaltmaq ist\u0259rk\u0259n ona d\u0259rd verib getdin. \u0130ndi qal\u0131b iki qo\u015fa d\u0259rdin, a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda. \u00d6z a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 unudub, s\u0259nin d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259kir, amma, n\u0259 faydas\u0131\u2026<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p>Yaza bilmir\u0259m burdan sonra n\u0259 yaz\u0131m? \u0130brahim \u0259miy\u0259 toxdaql\u0131q verm\u0259k siz\u0259 asan g\u0259lm\u0259sin. Nec\u0259 ki, m\u0259n bacarmad\u0131m. Bu \u00f6t\u0259n arxada qalan ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 Araz\u0131na qovu\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259sd el\u0259m\u0259k fikrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 yuxular\u0131nda t\u0259k madar\u0131n\u0131n ondan k\u00fcsd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb v\u0259 \u201cAraz\u0131n c\u00fct o\u011ful balas\u0131n\u0131 biz\u0259 ver\u0259n Yaradana asilik m\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fmaz, Araz bizim ail\u0259nin yox, elin-oban\u0131n, xalq\u0131n, onlarda \u00f6nc\u0259 is\u0259 Yaradan\u0131n idi. Biz\u0259 qonaq g\u0259lmi\u015fdi v\u0259 getdi. H\u0259r birimiz m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti, g\u0259ldi-ged\u0259r qona\u011f\u0131q bu d\u00fcnyada\u2026\u201d<br>B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar \u0130brahim \u0259miy\u0259 sanki t\u0259s\u0259lli olmu\u015fdu. Amma D\u018fRD \u00fcr\u0259yi paralay\u0131rsa, onun calamaq\u2026 n\u0259 yamanm\u0131\u015f. M\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmurmu\u015f.<br>3 g\u00fcn \u00f6nc\u0259 bu ac\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259ri alanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz qarald\u0131. Araz atas\u0131 \u0130brahim \u0259mid\u0259n ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 D\u0259rdin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan beli b\u00fck\u00fcl\u0259n \u0130brahim \u0259mi m\u0259zar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yilib balas\u0131na etdiyi \u201cgilieyi\u201d yax\u0131ndan m\u0259n e\u015fitmi\u015fdim: \u201dAy etibars\u0131z o\u011ful, b\u0259s m\u0259n kimin \u00e7iynind\u0259 gl\u0259c\u0259m bura?! Niy\u0259 s\u0259n atan\u0131 bu son m\u0259nzil\u0259 yola salmad\u0131n?! D\u0259rdimin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan qorxdun, yoxsa anan H\u0259yata ba\u015fbil\u0259nlik etm\u0259kd\u0259n?! S\u0259n ki, qorxan o\u011ful deyildin. M\u0259n\u0259 arxa-dayaq, dostlar\u0131na s\u0259daq\u0259tinl\u0259 sevilirdin!\u201d<br>Bu a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 sonralar m\u0259n\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u0130brahim M\u0259\u015f\u0259di Kaz\u0131m o\u011flu Cabbarov.<br>Yamanca dolubdu, qara buludt\u0259k,<br>V\u0259d\u0259siz bahar\u0131m, yaz\u0131m a\u011flay\u0131r.<br>S\u0131z\u0131m-s\u0131z\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131r sin\u0259md\u0259,<br>K\u00f6kl\u0259nmir, zill\u0259nmir, saz\u0131m a\u011flay\u0131r.<br>Araz\u0131m\u0131 f\u0259l\u0259k al\u0131b apar\u0131b,<br>\u00dcr\u0259yimi \u00f6z yerind\u0259n qopar\u0131b.<br>D\u00f6z\u00fcm-d\u0259yan\u0259ti, tab\u0131 qurtar\u0131b,<br>\u00c7oxunu itirib, az\u0131m a\u011flay\u0131r.<br>K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r d\u0259rdliy\u0259m, sin\u0259 yaral\u0131,<br>Ba\u011f\u00e7am g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7maz, ba\u011f\u0131m saral\u0131.<br>\u0130brahim Arazdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb aral\u0131,<br>\u015eeirim, bayat\u0131m, yaz\u0131m a\u011flay\u0131r!<br>\u0130brahim \u0259mi t\u0259k balas\u0131 Arazdan f\u0259rqli getdi bu d\u00fcnyadan. Araz g\u00f6rm\u0259di, bilm\u0259di, can\u0131ndan da \u0259ziz bildiyi ata-baba yurdunun azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259di, niskilli getdi. Atas\u0131na, anas\u0131na h\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn, h\u0259m d\u0259 K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rinin d\u0259rdini qoyub, sanki can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdi. \u0130brahim \u0259mi is\u0259 Araz\u0131na qovu\u015fdu. Buna t\u0259l\u0259sirmi\u015f kimi getdi. He\u00e7 kiml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259d\u0259n, son k\u0259lm\u0259sinin Araz oldu\u011funu duydurmadan getdi. Getdi ki, Araz\u0131nndan x\u0259b\u0259r bilsin. Ax\u0131, ill\u0259rdir ki, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259rini daim bir-birin\u0259 ata-bala kimi yox, dostcas\u0131na a\u00e7an ist\u0259kli dostlar kimi a\u00e7an ata-balan\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ziyar\u0259t imi\u015f kimi getdi \u0130brahim \u0259mi.<br>Yerin behi\u015ft olsun, elimizin a\u011fsaqqal\u0131!<br>M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d N\u0259rimano\u011flu<br>Bak\u0131, 23 yanvar 2023-c\u00fc il<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rlil\u0259rin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yen\u0259 d\u0259 T\u0259rt\u0259r kimi \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131\u2026Bu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0130brahim M\u0259\u015f\u0259di Kaz\u0131m o\u011flu da g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131-qaras\u0131 olmu\u015f Araz\u0131na qovu\u015fdu. Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri al\u0131nca el\u0259 bildim ki, da\u011f-da\u015f u\u00e7du, qald\u0131m alt\u0131nda. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k kimi \u00e7axd\u0131 bu da\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259b\u0259r. Az qald\u0131m o x\u0259b\u0259ri dilin\u0259 g\u0259t\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u011fay\u0131m. Kimin dili g\u0259l\u0259rdi desin ki?.. 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