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\"\"<\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

\u018fkb\u0259r QO\u015eALI<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7OBANBAYATI<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

(poema)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqlardan bir ilahi t\u00fct\u0259k s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259d\u0259r vard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  f\u0259r\u0259h vard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                 d\u0259v\u0259t vard\u0131 o s\u0259sd\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flim qa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259, qula\u011f\u0131m din\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc yol d\u0259yi\u015fdim o ilahi s\u0259s s\u0259mt\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cAz getdim-\u00fcz getdim, d\u0259r\u0259-t\u0259p\u0259 d\u00fcz getdim\u201d,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir saat\u0131n tamam\u0131nda ol m\u0259kana yeti\u015fdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259 bir \u00e7oband\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fc-g\u00f6z\u00fc f\u0259r\u0259hli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yem\u0259kd\u0259n yor\u011fun s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc g\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yirdi s\u0259rind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salam verdim, salam ald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, qarda\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       n\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131r, n\u0259 oxurdun? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          buralara<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     o ilahi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                               s\u0259sd\u0259n tutub g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi, \u201c\u00c7obanbayat\u0131\u201dyd\u0131 \u2013 \u201cbizim, \u201c\u00c7obanbayat\u0131\u201d \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                     \u00c7obanlar\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131\u201d…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, p\u0259ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                q\u0131z\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131 yamacda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k y\u0131\u011fan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi, q\u0131z\u0131md\u0131r, \u0259misi, \u00e7obanyast\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131\u011far;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, bo\u011faz\u0131m quruyub… \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 Tez s\u0259sl\u0259di \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 dedi, g\u00f6t\u00fcr kuz\u0259ni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          en bizim \u00e7obanbula\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

               doldur g\u0259tir, yubanma…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131mt\u0259k \u00e7axd\u0131 getdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qu\u015f \u00f6tg\u00fcn\u00fc qay\u0131td\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7obanq\u0131z\u0131 g\u0259tir\u0259n su \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

su deyildi, el\u0259 bil ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  Yerin buz damar\u0131yd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7dim, sonra, elmisali alx\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259dim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSalam olsun H\u00fcseyni-\u015e\u0259hid\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

             l\u0259n\u0259t olsun Yezidi-P\u0259lid\u0259\u201d!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7oban dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Nu\u015f olsun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-Sonun su t\u0259k durulsun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 -Qonaq qarda\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              salam\u0131na ehtiram\u0131m, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259 say\u011f\u0131m var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              amma \u201cYezid\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t\u201di s\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131rmad\u0131m. \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              Bilirs\u0259nmi, yadda\u015f\u0131 var sular\u0131n;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                                    b\u0259lk\u0259 da\u011f\u0131n-da\u015f\u0131n da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              h\u0259l\u0259 des\u0259n, bu havan\u0131n, havadak\u0131 tozun da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              niy\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t e\u015fitsinl\u0259r bu \u015f\u0259r vaxt\u0131 dilind\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              Tanr\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 bilir, n\u0259dir kimin qazanc\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              Biz s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259k alx\u0131\u015flar\u0131 \u2013 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r\u0259 yeti\u015fsin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda deyil\u0259m, e… yezidl\u0259r\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259tin;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                           m\u0259n alx\u0131\u015fa t\u0259r\u0259fdaram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    alx\u0131\u015fl\u0131dan yanayam..!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, irfan \u00e7oban\u0131san \u2013 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       adam kimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 t\u00fct\u0259yin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 y\u0259qin \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc qara yel\u0259 vermir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00fct\u0259yind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc s\u0259nin b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259yin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoyunlar\u0131n xalxal vaxt\u0131, sa\u011f\u0131m vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cQumral\u201d il\u0259 \u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcqara\u201d qoyun da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDiziqara\u201d, \u201cAlab\u0259z\u0259k\u201d, \u201cNar\u0131nc\u201d da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

imr\u0259ndil\u0259r, \u201canlad\u0131lar\u201d \u00e7oban\u0131\u2026 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra \u00e7oban \u201cT\u0259p\u0259l\u201d dedi, gah da \u201cQa\u015fqa\u201d \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yolda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n, qoyunlar\u0131 sa\u011f\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi, s\u00f6hb\u0259t s\u00f6hb\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flu biz\u0259 \u00e7ay g\u0259tirdi, q\u0131z\u0131 d\u0259m-d\u0259sgah a\u00e7d\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259kotu \u00e7ay\u0131yd\u0131 \u2013 \u00e7aydan art\u0131qd\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki da\u011fd\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn altun tam\u0131yd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, qarda\u015f \u00f6z\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       varaq-varaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       \u00e7evirir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oban\u0131n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir sa\u011f s\u00f6z dey\u0259n varsa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          qulaq verm\u0259k vicdan\u0131d\u0131r insan\u0131n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7oban m\u0259ni lap \u015f\u0259h\u0259rli sanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n maraqla dinl\u0259dikc\u0259, o hey x\u0131rdalay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259ki oyan\u0131r q\u0131\u015f m\u00fcrg\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu da\u011flar, bu d\u00fczl\u0259r ya\u015f\u0131l geyinir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzun aylar q\u0131\u015flalarda saxlanan qoyun-quzu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizd\u0259n qabaq can at\u0131r t\u0259bi\u0259tin qoynuna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 ot \u00e7\u0131xmasa da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                           qoyun-quzu ruzisini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qal\u0131n qar alt\u0131ndaca saxlay\u0131bd\u0131, saxlayan…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259, \u015fenlik da\u011fa qalx\u0131nca,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

beli duman k\u0259m\u0259rli, zirv\u0259si g\u00f6y sirda\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

       da\u011flar\u0131m\u0131z sevinir, \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rimiz sevinir;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

           Torpa\u011f\u0131n arzusut\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r g\u00fcl-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

         Yayla\u011fa-yamaca,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              yola-arxaca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              yay\u0131l\u0131r qoyun-quzu \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                           s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nir muncuqt\u0259k \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              yara\u015f\u0131q \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131q g\u0259lir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cana hopur yayla\u011f\u0131n-yamac\u0131n yov\u015fan \u0259tri\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n heyvanlar\u0131n \u0259ti, s\u00fcd\u00fc, qat\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bulamas\u0131, d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259si, s\u00fczm\u0259si, \u015for-pendiri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

damaqlarda dad olur \u2013 h\u0259r biri bir al\u0259mdi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u00e7aq-sa\u00e7aq qoyun yunu \u2013 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259nir d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k olur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                i\u015fl\u0259nir yor\u011fan olur;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259l\u0259, bir d\u0259, k\u00f6yn\u0259k, \u0259lc\u0259k, corab\u2026 des\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                  uzun q\u0131\u015f\u0131 can\u0131m\u0131za yolda\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev-e\u015fikd\u0259 b\u0259r-b\u0259z\u0259kdi yun xal\u0131lar, g\u0259b\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                            kilim, cecim v\u0259 palaz\u2026 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

a\u011fl\u0131na h\u0259r n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u2026 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7iynl\u0259rd\u0259 heyb\u0259, xurcun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                      bu altun s\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259rin yunundaca deyilmi?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 deyirdi n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259r? \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cQoyunlu evl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/em>
Qurulu yaya b\u0259nz\u0259r;<\/em>
Qoyunsuz evl\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/em>
Qurumu\u015f \u00e7aya b\u0259nz\u0259r\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fziz qonaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   n\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131m, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anas\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   balas\u0131n\u0131 axtaranda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                 m\u0259l\u0259\u015f\u0259r qoyun-quzu \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

da\u011flarda, d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259ri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bax, o vaxtda bu heyb\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xararaq t\u00fct\u0259yi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cQoyun\u00adh\u0259ngi\u201d \u00e7al\u0131r\u0131q;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                         qoyun-quzu s\u0259ngiyir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBu qoca da\u011flar\u0131n biri d\u0259 bizik\u201d,<\/em>
T\u0259bi\u0259t bizn\u0259ndir, biz t\u0259bi\u0259tn\u0259n;<\/em>
M\u0259kt\u0259b oxumad\u0131q, h\u0259yat oxuduq,<\/em>
\u0130ndi u\u015faqlar\u0131m gedir m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259rs al\u0131b zat\u0259n \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 ev y\u0131xmaz, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri q\u0131rmazlar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259\u011fm\u0259siyl\u0259 da\u011fa sevgi \u00e7atd\u0131ran<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

axarsuyun, qara saz\u0131n, t\u00fct\u0259yin<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

anlatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u2013 t\u0259m\u0259l d\u0259rsdi onlara\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Axarsut\u0259k yard\u0131msev\u0259r v\u0259 com\u0259rd,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Al G\u00fcn\u0259\u015ft\u0259k m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli, \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tli \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m balalar\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259t\u0259k \u00f6rt\u0259rl\u0259r q\u00fcsur g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hidd\u0259t m\u0259qam\u0131nda susqun qalarlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpaq kimi, g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fsiz, sad\u0259dil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259niz kimi xo\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc balalar\u0131m var m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ustadlar nec\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259rdi? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYa oldu\u011funt\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcn ya g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcnt\u0259k ol\u201d! \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax, bel\u0259dir, qonaq qarda\u015f, bel\u0259dir balalar\u0131m\u201d\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     nec\u0259dir s\u00fcr\u00fc il\u0259 dil tapma\u011f\u0131n, de, nec\u0259? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u00f6vql\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                  isni\u015fmi\u015fik, lap inc\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 inc\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, \u00e7\u0259tindimi bu s\u0259n\u0259t, qarda\u015f?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi, pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rl\u0259r \u00e7oban olubsa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          n\u0259 s\u0259n sual\u0131 ver, n\u0259 m\u0259n cavab\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim ki, h\u0259r yer\u0259 d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 qo\u015fmusuz:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7obank\u0259nd, \u00c7oban talas\u0131, \u00c7oban bulaq \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha da ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 siz\u0259 yax\u0131n-uzaq ad…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-O adlar\u0131 el veribdi, biz ad ver\u0259n deyilik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eld\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n adlar\u0131 da \u00e7evir\u0259n ha deyilik…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, s\u0259nin m\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn n\u0259 ola?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi, siz s\u00f6z \u0259hlisiz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          biz hal \u0259hliyik, qarda\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          G\u0259l, ged\u0259k, barda\u015f quraq;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          Burda i\u015fimiz var, orda a\u015f\u0131m\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          burda da, orda da qara da\u015f\u0131m\u0131z…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bil ki \u00fcr\u0259yimt\u0259k geni\u015fdi \u00e7adr\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ad\u0131r\u0131nda saz da vard\u0131, t\u00fct\u0259k d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259lyet\u0259rd\u0259 x\u0259nc\u0259ri, divar\u0131nda t\u00fcf\u0259ng d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

doluydu yeyim s\u00fcfr\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

               deyim, k\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u00fcfr\u0259si…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yedik-i\u00e7dik, dama\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7a\u011f oldu. \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yoxuydu? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     s\u00fcd, qat\u0131q, s\u00fczm\u0259, pendir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     g\u00f6y\u0259rti v\u0259 g\u00f6b\u0259l\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     k\u00f6rp\u0259 quzu bozartmas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                bir d\u0259 \u00e7oban salat\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kirdi, s\u00f6hb\u0259t-s\u00f6hb\u0259t,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz \u00fcz\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kirdi, diqq\u0259t diqq\u0259ti.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7oban dedi:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxma, min bir z\u0259hm\u0259ti var \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z\u2026 amma<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

yen\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z z\u00f6vq\u00fc var, s\u0259fas\u0131 var bu i\u015fin<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7obanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n qarda\u015fl\u0131qd\u0131 d\u00fcsturu:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131n\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

      biz Tanr\u0131m\u0131z yaradanla bar\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131q\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bird\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

         bu \u00e7oban<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              ala\u00e7\u0131qdan daha art\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n

              alada\u011f yiy\u0259sidir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir azdan da divardak\u0131 saz endi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 ki ala\u00e7\u0131qda saz \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131, saz dindi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim, \u0259g\u0259r \u201cDivani\u201dd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                      \u201cM\u00fcx\u0259mm\u0259s\u201d\u0259 k\u0259s\u0259 ke\u00e7s\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                               durum gedim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, \u201cDivan\u201dini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          bir dem\u0259yir, iki deyir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                               iki demir, \u00fc\u00e7 deyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Derdi \u201cM\u0259kt\u0259b g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m\u201d \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma m\u0259kt\u0259b g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131q heyran eyl\u0259yir\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ustadlardan dedi, dedi, sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ke\u00e7di \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orda m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi, b\u0259dah\u0259t\u0259n s\u00f6z dedi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYolunu azarsan yol s\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259r,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259s\u0259 itir\u0259rs\u0259n, ol s\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259r,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r s\u0259si \u00e7evirib s\u00f6z etm\u0259k olmur,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259lb k\u0259d\u0259ri g\u0259z\u0259r, dil q\u0259mi s\u0259sl\u0259r.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eyni yerd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r, ba\u015fqad\u0131 ad\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015fqad\u0131 s\u0259s dad\u0131, ba\u015fqa s\u00f6z dad\u0131;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259sl\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u0259li qara sazdad\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259r\u0259mi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar, Dilq\u0259mi s\u0259sl\u0259r\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir, s\u00f6z \u00f6lm\u0259yir, deyir, s\u0259s \u00f6lm\u00fcr.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmir?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lm\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259lir, e,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                           e\u015fidilm\u0259yir,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

yoxsa ke\u00e7\u0259mm\u0259yir k\u0259f\u0259ni s\u0259sl\u0259r\u201d?!.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

-M\u0259nim havam \u201cDilq\u0259mi\u201ddir, can \u00e7oban.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259nim havam \u201cRuhani\u201ddir, s\u00f6yl\u0259di…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Olsun, bunlar \u0259kiz havad\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cAran g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259m\u0259si\u201d oldu sonra \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131. \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu havayla aran\u0131 sanki da\u011fa da\u015f\u0131d\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi: t\u00fct\u0259kd\u0259 \u201c\u00c7obanbayat\u0131\u201d,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                       sazda bunsuz qalmar\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cH\u0259r g\u00fcn verilm\u0259mi\u015f bir salam\u0131m var,<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim bu d\u00fcnyadan bir alas\u0131m var,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir d\u0259, bir adam var s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dill\u0259r var \u2013 ad\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 saxlay\u0131b,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259r var \u2013 \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r saxlay\u0131b,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir q\u0259lbi s\u0131n\u0131q q\u0131z n\u0259zir saxlay\u0131b,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

onun da h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedil\u0259r, yeris\u0259n, yorulmaq qalar,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 oturub da qocalmaq olar.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259li arzularnan bacarmaq olar,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lahi, s\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xart<\/em>\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n susurdum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        el\u0259 bil ki<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                 ger\u00e7\u0259k deyil yuxuydu \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu n\u0259 sazl\u0131q, bu n\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u00fck \u2013 bu bel\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra \u201cT\u0259cnis\u201d\u0259 ke\u00e7di bizim o zal\u0131m \u00e7oban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ondayd\u0131 l\u0259taf\u0259t, ondayd\u0131 irfan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDeyirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259nli g\u00fcn\u00fcn suald\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

deyirs\u0259n ki, \u201c\u2026 \u201cy\u0259min\u201d m\u0259n\u0259m,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                            \u201cb\u0259lk\u0259\u201d \u2013 siz\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin e\u015fqin g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n su ald\u0131,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

baxamm\u0131ram s\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fru \u201cb\u0259lk\u0259\u201dsiz\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n evlis\u0259n, \u201cg\u00fcnah\u201d deyir, yasa, din.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259, sevgi, ya\u015fa, din!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgisizdin, nigahl\u0131yd\u0131n \u2013 ya\u015fad\u0131n,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

indi is\u0259 sevgi g\u0259lib \u2013 b\u0259lg\u0259siz\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q, yol hayana \u00e7\u0131xacaq?..<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qafada \u201cdin\u201d, q\u0259lbd\u0259 \u201csevgi\u201d \u2013 \u201c\u00e7\u0131xacaq\u201d\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

El a\u011fz\u0131ndan birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq:<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

dind\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l do\u011fulayd\u0131z b\u0259lk\u0259, siz\u201d?!.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir dem\u0259di, iki dedi yen\u0259 d\u0259,                      <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00f6r\u0259lim n\u0259l\u0259r vard\u0131 d\u0259rind\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDind\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l sevgi \u00f6z\u00fc din idi,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

onda a\u015fiq yard\u0131, onda yar a\u015fiq.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fvv\u0259l s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u201csusma!\u201d idi, \u201cdin!\u201d idi,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

indi is\u0259 susmaq olub yara\u015f\u0131q\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman ke\u00e7di, dedik son s\u00f6z dinindi,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fq yolunu k\u0259sib durub din indi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f\u0131lda din, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 e\u015fq! Din indi,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir add\u0131m at, bu s\u0259rh\u0259ddi yar, a\u015fiq!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eair deyir, odur bitm\u0259z qeyl\u00fc-qal,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

dilimd\u0259 get, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 \u201cqal\u201d ki, \u201cqal\u201d\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lb \u2013 f\u0259rmandar, m\u0259n \u2013 icra\u00e7\u0131, q\u0259rar \u2013 qal!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n, h\u0259md\u0259m a\u015f\u0131q, yar, a\u015f\u0131q\u201d?!.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n aramla \u00e7ay i\u00e7irdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259m z\u00f6vq al\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 fikir da\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim\u2026 n\u0259 deyim? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ala\u00e7\u0131qda saz sehrin\u0259 dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi, qarda\u015f, bir qatar da s\u0259n s\u00f6yl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cOlsun\u201d dedim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     onun saz\u0131 b\u0259md\u0259ydi. \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 ilk misradanca baxd\u0131m hava d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, \u00e7ox k\u00f6hn\u0259, undulmu\u015f havayd\u0131. \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYa\u011f\u0131\u015flar, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 nazla,
\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r s\u0131\u011fallan\u0131rd\u0131;
N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259sirdi yell\u0259r,
G\u00f6ll\u0259r be\u015fiyind\u0259 y\u0131r\u011falan\u0131rd\u0131…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qu\u015flar yeni yeni c\u0259h-c\u0259h vururdu,
Ovlaqlar, yaylaqlar yoxuydu h\u0259l\u0259;
\u00c7ay \u00f6z yata\u011f\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015f olurdu,
Ah, d\u00fcnya qalsayd\u0131… – qalmazd\u0131 bel\u0259…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r-t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r \u015f\u0259kill\u0259nirdi,
Yer yer\u0259 b\u0259rkiyir, g\u00f6y \u00e7\u0259kilirdi…
H\u0259r yer t\u0259pt\u0259z\u0259ydi, h\u0259r \u015fey yepyeni,
Buludlar, buludlar n\u0259s\u0259 deyirdi…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk ki\u015fi – ilk qad\u0131n g\u0259ldi g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259, –
\u015eim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r, \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r bel\u0259 yarand\u0131…
\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 uzand\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259,
Barmaqlar toxundu, Ay paraland\u0131\u201d…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n


\u0130kimiz qalanda al\u00e7\u0131qdaca,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

        ill\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 bir bel\u0259 da\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir a\u011fayaq\u00e7\u00fcn yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     \u201cAldan\u0131b a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r qar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                     qo\u015fqusunu s\u00f6yl\u0259dim \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cQar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi\u201d deyinc\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi zal\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni d\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi, saz\u0131 inl\u0259tdi \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki \u201cZ\u0259minxar\u0259\u201dyl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

          \u201c\u00c7obanbayat\u0131\u201dn\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259r hava yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r aya\u011fa, dost ba\u015fa baxar\u201d \u2013
bel\u0259 bir s\u00f6z qonub el yadda\u015f\u0131na.
Utand\u0131m, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa bilm\u0259dim,
g\u00f6zl\u0259rim yol \u00e7\u0259kdi ayaqlar\u0131na… \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Utand\u0131m deyir\u0259m – bu, ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n d\u0259 deyil\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fcn bilirs\u0259n.
Bir atalar s\u00f6z\u00fc q\u00fcvv\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc
bizim aram\u0131zda, – d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u0259zs\u0259n.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fm\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fik ya yara\u015f\u0131qm\u0131?.. \u2013
yox, s\u0259nin aya\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fqad\u0131, ba\u015fqa…
bir bax, \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yin sin\u0259nd\u0259 vurur,
ayr\u0131 bir \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131nda…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n yer\u0259 bas\u0131rsan, ayaqd\u0131, deyib,
m\u0259nc\u0259, bu ayaqlar u\u00e7maq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc…
Bel\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131n e\u015fqin\u0259 qalx\u0131b,
aldan\u0131b a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r qar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri\u201d…<\/em> <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131tmay\u0131m, uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0131sas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O q\u0259d\u0259r \u015feir dedik, o q\u0259d\u0259r saz e\u015fitdik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u0259n, n\u0259 sazdan doymad\u0131q ki doymad\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBug\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131 var\u201d dedik, qalxd\u0131q, yat\u0131\u015fd\u0131q\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k ala\u00e7\u0131qda yatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, do\u011frusu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259n, da\u011fdan-da\u015fdan uzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n da\u011fo\u011flu \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O gec\u0259ni nec\u0259 yatd\u0131m \u2013 bilm\u0259dim \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa\u011f b\u00f6yr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259c\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f idim da\u015f kimi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yarpaq x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131, su s\u0259si, it h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sanki ah\u0259ng yarad\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     yuxuya vermi\u015f m\u0259ni\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 xeyir\u0259 do\u011fsun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lap o ba\u015fdan t\u0259bi\u0259tin \u00f6z\u00fc kimi oyand\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Ala\u00e7\u0131q yiy\u0259l\u0259ri art\u0131q \u00e7oxdan qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

    Mal-heyvan \u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 yollanan vaxtd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f qal\u0131n a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131ndayd\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 istiliyi \u00e7ox uzaqdayd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma isti samovar, isti \u00e7ay haz\u0131r idi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pendir, ya\u011f, s\u00fcdl\u0259 qaymaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

isti xamral\u0131 v\u0259 bal var\u0131yd\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00f6n\u00fcl vard\u0131, inam vard\u0131, iman vard\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cSabah\u0131n xeyir, qonaq qarda\u015f\u201d \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xan \u00e7oban\u0131n s\u0259siydi \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 \u201coyanm\u0131san, dey\u0259s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   Yoxsa, s\u0259s-k\u00fcy qoymad\u0131m\u0131 yatasan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

               Dinc\u0259l\u0259rdin bir hoyru\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259nc\u0259ridi buralar\u0131n yuxusu\u201d? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131nlar, \u0259ziz insan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ala\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fen olsun!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015fey, h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6z\u0259ldi \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259yin kimi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Art\u0131q iznin g\u0259r\u0259kdi, \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131yam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n sizin ell\u0259rin qona\u011f\u0131 idim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

art\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn dolur, daha gets\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma inan bu \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn\u00fcn zirv\u0259sini sizin il\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259 m\u0259n sizd\u0259n doymad\u0131m\u201d!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7oban dedi, \u201c\u0259ziz qonaq, el\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 qona\u011fam \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir bu da\u011flara meyl salm\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                            lap bural\u0131 olmu\u015fam \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faqlar\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 vermirdi qay\u0131natam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz d\u0259 verdik \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259, qo\u015fulduq qa\u00e7d\u0131q, neyn\u0259k\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra bizim el-oba i\u015f\u011fal oldu, geri d\u00f6n\u0259 bilm\u0259dik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faqlar da buralarda b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buralar da bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259zizdir \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259rd\u0259n qalx\u0131b da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131na – lap o \u00fcz\u0259 bax\u0131ram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dar\u0131x\u0131ram, \u0259ziz qarda\u015f, it kimi dar\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 gah t\u00fct\u0259kd\u0259n, gah da sazdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n\u0259 ayd\u0131n oldu art\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    o t\u00fct\u0259kd\u0259, o sazdak\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma yen\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 vard\u0131, onu \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 ver\u0259n n\u0259 vard\u0131sa s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r nu\u015f etdik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qucaqla\u015fd\u0131q \u00e7oban il\u0259, \u201cbir d\u0259, qism\u0259t\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259dik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yolda\u015f\u0131 da bir balaca ba\u011flama yollam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cyol az\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7oban armas\u0131\u201d deyirdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                         g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi, su atd\u0131lar dal\u0131mca\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xeyli getdim, o nax\u0131\u015fl\u0131, o \u0259tirli ba\u011flaman\u0131 yoxlad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259tim \u00fcy\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc el\u0259 bil \u2013 i\u00e7ind\u0259 m\u0259ktub vard\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u015eair, m\u0259ni tan\u0131mad\u0131n?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma sa\u011f ol, o \u015feiri ki oxudun\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 bir s\u00f6z yaz\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bil\u0259s\u0259n ki, ad\u0131n bizd\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 dem\u0259din o\u011flumuzun ad\u0131 niy\u0259 Murazd\u0131\u201d?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aman, Tanr\u0131m! Ola bilm\u0259z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, yox!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

       Amma<\/p>\n\n\n\n

        amma olmu\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ncliyimin a\u011fayaql\u0131, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u00fczl\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259li,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ill\u0259r sonra, unamadan qar\u015f\u0131maca \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n onlardan ayr\u0131lark\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7oban sazm\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131? \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sanki<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sanki qara \u00e7oban qara sazla <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                     \u201cXan \u00c7oban\u201d \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259li, b\u0259li, arxamca da su at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                        do\u011fruydu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cS\u0259rt yoxu\u015f\u201ddan s\u0259rt d\u0259 endim, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cKor g\u00fcney\u201dd\u0259n kor kimic\u0259 doland\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cQu\u015f yuvas\u0131\u201d \u2013 qu\u015f \u00f6tg\u00fcn\u00fc yol oldu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cYeddi bulaq\u201d, \u201cKe\u00e7id\u201d v\u0259 \u201c\u00c7ay talas\u0131\u201d,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cA\u011famir\u201din addamac\u0131, \u201cQozluq\u201d, \u201cN\u0259n\u0259 bula\u011f\u0131\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yola r\u0259van olmu\u015fdum\u2026 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                          sanki m\u0259n yox, yol \u00f6z\u00fcyd\u00fc yeriy\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ged\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcz\u0259rgah\u0131m ba\u015fqa yoldan olmu\u015fdu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cDar d\u0259r\u0259\u201dydi, \u201cKor bulaq\u201dd\u0131, \u201cNazik su\u201d v\u0259 \u201cQala\u00e7a\u201d…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r birind\u0259n o da ke\u00e7ib, h\u0259r birind\u0259 o da var\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yollar\u0131n gedi\u015find\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m bu g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                   G\u0259li\u015find\u0259 bir d\u0259 ollam? \u2013 Kim bilir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lap olsam da, m\u0259n onlara bir d\u0259, bir d\u0259 ged\u0259mmi?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O m\u0259rd \u00e7oban el\u0259 sanar, m\u0259n oyun oynay\u0131ram\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ha\u015fa, ha\u015fa! Ha\u015fa ha\u015fa! He\u00e7 el\u0259 \u015fey olurmu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma illa bir hikm\u0259t var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            illa da bir qovu\u015fduran q\u00fcvv\u0259t var\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cL\u0259 tuc\u0259d sadf\u0259t\u0259 fil al\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hun\u0259k\u0259 t\u0259vafuq\u201d \u2013 deyir \u0259r\u0259b \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

deyir ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cHe\u00e7 t\u0259sad\u00fcf-filan yoxdur al\u0259md\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

     n\u0259 olsa, n\u0259 olsa t\u0259vaf\u00fcql\u00fckd\u00fcr\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, yox, bel\u0259 tez ke\u00e7m\u0259yim \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoy, bir az da s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n, \u00e7obandan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onsuz da qal\u0131b orda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                         orda qal\u0131bd\u0131r a\u011fl\u0131m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0131rta\u00e7\u0131rt yan\u0131r ocaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpaq \u00fcst\u0259 qara da\u015flar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qaynayan su,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Havaya qalxan t\u00fcst\u00fc… \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lahi, n\u0259 yaman yad\u0131r\u011fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yadda\u015f\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r sanki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Su, torpaq, od v\u0259 hava,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, yox, bir az ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

   torpaq, su, hava v\u0259 od \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hams\u0131n\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131 var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

havan\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131 var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ocaq \u00f6z\u00fc yadda\u015fd\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yadda\u015f\u0131 var suyun da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yadda\u015fs\u0131z bir da\u015f g\u00f6rs\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dey\u0259r\u0259m ki, yad da\u015fd\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259n, \u00e7oban bilirmi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona \u00f6tk\u0259mlik ver\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

        ona com\u0259rtlik ver\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o da\u011flard\u0131, o d\u00fczl\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ocaq, hava, su, torpaq \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

torpaqdak\u0131, sudak\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

havadak\u0131, ocaqdak\u0131 yadda\u015fd\u0131r!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm, m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm inan\u0131ram ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ay da\u011fa t\u00fcrk\u00fc deyir \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259m ondan uzaqla\u015f\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259m onu haraylay\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni duya bils\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eair olma\u011fa n\u0259 var?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Su…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259li su, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 su, k\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259n su, sakit su…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar, n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, usanmaz, o dala\u015fmaz, illa da bir axar tapar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tapmazsa da, h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131 lap damc\u0131-damc\u0131 d\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sudan ilham alan sufil\u0259r s\u00f6yl\u0259r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cS\u0259ninl\u0259 u\u011fra\u015fan bir kims\u0259yl\u0259 u\u011fra\u015fma,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

u\u011fra\u015fd\u0131nsa onunla eyni yerd\u0259 qalarsan,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oysa, sular kimi ol \u2013 \u0259traf\u0131ndan dolan\u0131b,<\/em><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z yoluna davam et<\/em>\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sudur bu, su… \u00c7oban bilir, \u00e7oban g\u00f6r\u00fcr…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018ftraf\u0131ndan dolana bilm\u0259diyi da\u011f-da\u015f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolub-dolub lap \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 a\u015far \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

axmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 qalmaz…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sular kimi s\u0259brlidir \u00e7obanlar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tikan i\u00e7ind\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc, gec\u0259 i\u00e7r\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rdi onlar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Su axar t\u0259mizl\u0259n\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7obanlar suya baxar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aya baxa \u00e7obanlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259 \u201csalavat\u201d \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suyu su kimi g\u00f6r\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Suyu buz kimi g\u00f6r\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buxart\u0259k g\u00f6r\u0259r suyu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r hal\u0131yla sev\u0259r onu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atar ged\u0259nin ard\u0131nca\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259r biz d\u0259 su kimiyik \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hara gets\u0259k oralara uy\u011funla\u015far,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

orda h\u0259yat qurar\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                             amma lakin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

harda olsaq, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz olluq yen\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259sill\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r biz al\u0131\u015far\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lap h\u0259yat\u0131n dibind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                    lap zirv\u0259nin belind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 insan qalar\u0131q\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aza qane olar\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7oxu talan etm\u0259rik\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra odundan-oddan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra d\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n v\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259rin havadan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra, bizim \u00e7oban qarda\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

           a\u011f\u00fczl\u00fc qara torpaqdan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 hey dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                     gah b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, gah g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat kimi adamd\u0131r, adam kimi h\u0259yatd\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn pe\u015f\u0259l\u0259r, b\u0259lk\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bel\u0259dir, n\u0259 bilim… Amma \u015fenlikd\u0259n uzaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma da\u011flar qoynunda, t\u0259bi\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259yat yal\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259ldir… \u2013 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir c\u0131lxa h\u0259yat…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u00e7obandan cavab il\u0259, o da\u011fdan y\u00fcz sualla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ayr\u0131ld\u0131m v\u0259 ev\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Q\u0131z\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131ma:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cAta, ata, hardayd\u0131n b\u0259s, g\u00f6z\u00fcm qald\u0131 yollarda\u201d\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ah, da\u011fdak\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u00fczl\u00fc hardan, hardan bilsin ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun ad\u0131 bizim evd\u0259 lap ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131r \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r ki, \u201catas\u0131na ox\u015fayan q\u0131z xo\u015fb\u0259xtdi\u201d,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r ki, \u00e7ox ox\u015fay\u0131r q\u0131z\u0131m m\u0259n\u0259, n\u0259 bilim\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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