{"id":44392,"date":"2023-02-09T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-02-09T03:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44392"},"modified":"2023-02-09T12:06:59","modified_gmt":"2023-02-09T08:06:59","slug":"xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=44392","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
\"\"<\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Nazim Hikm\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eairl\u0259 bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, ya adi s\u00f6hb\u0259t,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allaha xidm\u0259tdi, b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nizami muzeyinin direktoru, akademik Rafael H\u00fcseynov b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u00fcrk \u015fairi Nazim Hikm\u0259ti \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131yan, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olan v\u0259 haqq\u0131nda yazan ziyal\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tini d\u0259v\u0259t edib, yadda qalan, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir t\u0259dbir ke\u00e7irdi.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salon \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131 Nazim Hikm\u0259t\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 t\u00f6hf\u0259siydi bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz tutub Bak\u0131dan b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

natiq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            and i\u00e7irdi t\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Natiqin imkan\u0131 olsayd\u0131, inan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazimi d\u00fcnyayala bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0131xard\u0131b Bursadan –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            h\u0259bsxanadan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dustaq dostlar\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131rard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259yi\u015fdi s\u0259mtini s\u00f6z d\u0259, \u015feir d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ayr\u0131ld\u0131 yollardan o yolun, yolu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O yolun yol\u00e7usu oldu g\u0259ncl\u0259r d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazimin yoluydu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            R\u0259sulun yolu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u00f6n\u00fcl havas\u0131 bir s\u0259sd\u0259 ke\u00e7di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di, sonra he\u00e7 aya, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaqif S\u0259m\u0259do\u011flu s\u0259rb\u0259st\u0259 ke\u00e7di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anar sadiqiydi <\/p>\n\n\n\n

            yen\u0259 hecaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00fczuli verdiyi salam\u0131 bir vaxt,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t deyil dey\u0259 alan olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim F\u00fczulid\u0259n salam alaraq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ilk salamlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259klinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 durdu fara\u011fat,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Naziml\u0259 birlikd\u0259 dayand\u0131 zaman.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ald\u0131 salam\u0131n\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            – \u018fssalam, Ustad!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Be\u015f y\u00fcz il sonrayd\u0131, b\u0259li, sonradan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim sual verdi \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 o g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

susdu T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n bir qonaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yer susdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            g\u00f6y susdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        o d\u0259md\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm ordayd\u0131m, o zalda, o vaxt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n o qonaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nin salam\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 vaxt alacaq?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 deyirdim bunu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bilmirdim d\u00fcnyan\u0131n kar oldu\u011funu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dem\u0259, \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r \u015fey m\u0259n\u0259vi y\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dem\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            dahil\u0259rin s\u0259bri b\u00f6y\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259hsil ill\u0259riydi, \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r o yaddan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6rd\u00fcm Moskvan\u0131n buz n\u0259f\u0259sini, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri d\u0259 m\u0259n oldum<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            yerd\u0259n qald\u0131ran.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o canl\u0131 tarixin c\u0259naz\u0259sini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flu g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi onda Pol\u015fadan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

orda t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259ydi, bilm\u0259dik niy\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazim bu d\u00fcnyadan getdi nigaran,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o\u011flum Mehmet, – dey\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            T\u00fcrkiy\u0259m! – dey\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nazimi, R\u0259sulu unutmam\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

iki canda bir ilahi m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u0130ndi d\u0259 \u018frdo\u011fan, \u0130lham,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

iki qarda\u015f: bir mill\u0259t, iki d\u00f6vl\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orda \u00c7anaqqala, burda Qaraba\u011f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qan-qana qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131, s\u0259ng\u0259r-s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qo\u015fa: Ay-ulduzlu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u00dc\u00e7r\u0259ngli bayraq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259b\u0259di sanc\u0131ld\u0131 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n yer\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda xat\u0131rlad\u0131m Ulu \u00d6nd\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

siz\u0259 d\u0259 qoy deyim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bu \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259ri:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00fczulinin \u0130raqdak\u0131 n\u0259\u015fini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259siminin H\u0259l\u0259bd\u0259ki n\u0259\u015fini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoca \u015e\u0259rqin bu iki g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gedib yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar g\u0259tirsin g\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onlar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6nd\u0259rin n\u00f6vb\u0259ti bir t\u00f6hf\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yerd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259sin pakl\u0131q, g\u00f6z\u0259llik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ddam H\u00fcseynin z\u0259man\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fc as\u0131l\u0131nca qald\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            h\u0259l\u0259lik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131ya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi h\u0259yat,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

boyu uca \u015fair, ucald\u0131, getdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcnvan\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r olan o ustad,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir g\u0259nc \u015fair\u0259 d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ev ald\u0131, getdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya maraql\u0131d\u0131r, n\u0259 xeyir, n\u0259 \u015f\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259yat\u0131n h\u0259r an\u0131 bir hikm\u0259t imi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n indi bildim ki, \u00e7oxdu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fairl\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bir qism\u0259t imi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, \u015fair Bak\u0131dan getdi, – dem\u0259yin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onun h\u0259r add\u0131mda bir izi qald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hikm\u0259tli s\u00f6zl\u0259ri –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            Nazim Hikm\u0259tin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir d\u0259 Nazim Hikm\u0259t sevgisi qald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ki\u015fil\u0259ri d\u0259mir \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

                               Homer<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259rin torpaq and\u0131, \u015f\u00fcar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259lbind\u0259di b\u00fct\u00fcn elin-ulusun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259ri d\u0259mir niy\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ki\u015fil\u0259ri Allah \u00f6z\u00fc qorusun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259rd\u0259n n\u0259 ist\u0259yir bu d\u00fcnya? –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tez a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n qoy g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli bir s\u0259h\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bayraq altda himn oxuya-oxuya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gedir h\u0259rbi n\u00fcmayi\u015f\u0259 ki\u015fil\u0259r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259rin – V\u0259t\u0259n boyda s\u0259ng\u0259ri! –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r f\u0259silin q\u0131\u015f\u0131-q\u0131\u015fd\u0131, yaz\u0131-yaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259rin say\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r, \u0259sg\u0259ri, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259rh\u0259d boyda bir s\u0259rh\u0259ddi, bas\u0131lmaz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aya\u011f\u0131yla yol axtard\u0131 ki\u015fil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 Qalaya d\u0131rma\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“G\u00f6z\u0259l \u015eu\u015fa, s\u0259n azadsan!” dedil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

orda V\u0259t\u0259n bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sancd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259rin torpaq and\u0131, \u015f\u00fcar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259lbind\u0259di b\u00fct\u00fcn elin-ulusun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fil\u0259ri q\u0131l\u0131nc, qur\u015fun \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ki\u015fil\u0259ri Allah \u00f6z\u00fc qorusun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u015e\u00fckriyy\u0259!.. \u015e\u00fckriyy\u0259!..”<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“…M\u0259n yaza bilm\u0259dim, \u0259ll\u0259rim ba\u011fl\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

yoxmu, bu d\u0259rdimi yazan, ay ell\u0259r?!”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

 \u018fhm\u0259d Cavad<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

1924-c\u00fc il, yanvar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq artisti Az\u0259r Zeynalova<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n, a\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n o nal\u0259 susmur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u015e\u00fckriyy\u0259… \u015e\u00fckriyy\u0259…” \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r o s\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsa, o qulaq asm\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

harda buza d\u00f6n\u00fcb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            o isti n\u0259f\u0259si?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay\u0131la bilm\u0259dik biz h\u0259l\u0259 yerd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fair \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n qopan o s\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeri silk\u0259l\u0259yir o nal\u0259, yerd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6y\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcsyand\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            g\u00f6y bigan\u0259s\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim m\u00fcasirim x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onun \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u00f6z yerin\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O s\u0259s – Diktatorun \u00fcst\u0259n x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o s\u0259s – l\u0259n\u0259t deyir o birin\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Varaqla tarixi, haqq s\u0259si susmur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 dursa da \u015f\u0259r il\u0259 xeyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ekranda “\u015e\u00fckriyy\u0259” nal\u0259si susmur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerd\u0259 bir sa\u011fl\u0131\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            kims\u0259 “dost” deyir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fcnya q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259dir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 sevinci art\u0131q, n\u0259 q\u0259mi yersiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259la da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lir, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsizdi, m\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, \u015fairin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni olmur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yaln\u0131z qatili var – \u00f6z istedad\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Misalm\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rim: bax, biri budur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavad\u0131n h\u0259yatda –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            qanl\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya yuxuydu<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O nec\u0259 sad\u0259ydi, nec\u0259 m\u00fclayim, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o qad\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259yidi daima m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bir \u015fah \u0259s\u0259ri!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131dan saf\u0131yd\u0131, ham\u0131dan b\u00f6y\u00fck,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259nl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131 m\u0259nim dilimd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

oydu sevdiyim d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ist\u0259diyim d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim n\u0259f\u0259siml\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s alard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdi s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r yerd\u0259, h\u0259r zaman yada salard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259nim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            unutmazd\u0131 ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O n\u0259f\u0259s olmasa, m\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259rdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm o duman, o \u00e7\u0259n yollara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n da\u015f \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 s\u00f6z d\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259rdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o ged\u0259n yollara,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            g\u0259l\u0259n yollara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirdi \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o q\u0259d\u0259r dedi ki, s\u00f6nd\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ldi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u0259sg\u0259riydim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qa\u00e7d\u0131m m\u0259n, dilimd\u0259 ana f\u0259ryad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc \u00f6l\u0259n yoxuydu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onda ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki, d\u00fcnya yuxuydu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u0130slam”a t\u00f6hf\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259rmin\u0259 xan\u0131ma<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, s\u0259rtiymi\u015f o ilki pay\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcbd\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa, qara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcz il sonra g\u0259lib d\u00fcnyaya o q\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seyid H\u0259mz\u0259 Nigarid\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            O, sonra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131bm\u0131\u015f yuxu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gec\u0259ni-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc o, unudubmu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259dic\u0259nin, Ayi\u015f\u0259nin pak ruhu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o q\u0131z\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            q\u0259lbind\u0259 q\u0259rar tutubmu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amaysa, T\u00fcrkiy\u0259, do\u011fma bir ocaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dem\u0259 kimd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc, ya n\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc? –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0131z\u0131n f\u0259hmin\u0259 bax, diqq\u0259tin\u0259 bax,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerd\u0259 d\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            yer se\u00e7ib T\u00fcrb\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, yuxuymu\u015f onun \u0259v\u0259zi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fc t\u0259k – h\u0259yatda \u00f6z yiy\u0259siymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amasyada Seyid H\u0259mz\u0259 T\u00fcrb\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o q\u0131z\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            “\u0130slam”a bir t\u00f6hf\u0259siymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259libl\u0259r ziyar\u0259tgaha,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu ist\u0259k, bu sevgi hardand\u0131, n\u0259ydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00fcrkl\u0259rin dilind\u0259 q\u0259dim bir dua, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259zr\u0259t Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni dostun-yad\u0131n tan\u0131y\u0131r, – des\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259pdiyin duz k\u0259m olard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 tan\u0131da bils\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259nim d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            “\u0130slam”a t\u00f6hf\u0259m olard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm s\u0259ad\u0259ti<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flum Nazim\u0259<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alm\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d – k\u00f6rp\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu k\u00f6rp\u0259 Qibleyi-Al\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

atas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            o, a\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir damc\u0131 da kirpiyind\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yer\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bildim, sarma\u015f\u0131qd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, o, \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u015f\u0131mda bir ata-bala<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            abid\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O k\u00f6rp\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259ydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                        bir qit\u0259si!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, n\u0259dir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            s\u0259ad\u0259ti, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rin tanr\u0131s\u0131na     <\/p>\n\n\n\n

            ita\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arzum m\u0259nim<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“O g\u00fcll\u0259rin g\u00fcl\u00fc han\u0131?”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u015f\u0259r\u0259f tac\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Boyu-\u015fah \u00e7inar a\u011fac\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259m anad\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 bac\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fclnar\u0259di q\u0131z\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 ki, g\u0259lir, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u0259tirli ba\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130p\u0259y\u0259-\u015fala b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131\u015f\u0131m m\u0259nim, yaz\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl ol, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k ol, bulaq ol,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yatan g\u00f6rs\u0259n, s\u0259n oyaq ol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arifd\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6z-qulaq ol,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 budur arzum m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

19.09.2022<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r kiml\u0259rin varisiyik!..<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mir C\u0259lal\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m, \u018fl\u0259ddin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nin \u0259min m\u0259n\u0259 ata \u0259v\u0259zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun s\u0259n\u0259 – bir do\u011fmal\u0131q \u00fclf\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onun m\u0259n\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m, t\u00f6hf\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, \u018fl\u0259ddin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259yat m\u0259ni silk\u0259l\u0259yib, \u0259sdirib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sirrini d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b \u015ferin-s\u0259n\u0259tin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sonra m\u0259ni<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            k\u00f6n\u00fcl-k\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u0259zdirib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat n\u0259dir? M\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm xeyir-\u015f\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan n\u0259dir? Bir qayad\u0131r o m\u0259tin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n\u0259 Miri, m\u0259n\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiq deyibl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6r kiml\u0259rin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            varisiyik, \u018fl\u0259ddin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alovlardan, tufanlardan ke\u00e7dil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259rar q\u0259ti, m\u0259nzil uzaq, yol \u00e7\u0259tin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaxts\u0131z \u0259c\u0259l \u015f\u0259rb\u0259tini i\u00e7dil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i\u00e7m\u0259dil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            i\u00e7irtdil\u0259r, \u018fl\u0259ddin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya g\u00f6rd\u00fc \u0259srimiz\u0259 bu q\u0259sdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, s\u0259n d\u0259 heyr\u0259t el\u0259din.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unutma ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            “Bir g\u0259ncin manifesti”, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir n\u0259silin \u00fcsyan\u0131yd\u0131, \u018fl\u0259ddin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat n\u0259dir? M\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm xeyir-\u015f\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan n\u0259dir? Bir qayad\u0131r o m\u0259tin!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n\u0259 “Miri”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            m\u0259n\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiq deyibl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6r, kiml\u0259rin varisiyik, \u018fl\u0259ddin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259k dem\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“N\u0259riman m\u00fc\u0259llim, siz atam C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcn yas\u0131na da g\u0259lmi\u015fdiniz. Onda sizi qarda\u015f\u0131mla<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

qar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. \u0130ndi t\u0259k qald\u0131m…”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

            El\u00e7in<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259k dem\u0259, t\u0259k dem\u0259, El\u00e7in,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnya el\u0259dir ki, xeyir-\u015f\u0259r g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yasa el t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            son vida \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dilind\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259 bir Mahir g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah\u0131m, bu q\u0259ml\u0259r n\u0259ydi bu q\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

candan can ayr\u0131l\u0131b, ne\u00e7\u0259 can gedib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yerd\u0259, yerd\u0259kil\u0259r oyana bil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onsuz da ged\u0259nl\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            nigaran gedib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 deyim m\u0259n, El\u00e7in, \u00f6z\u00fcn m\u00fcdriks\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

deyirl\u0259r, taleyin bir \u0259li q\u0259sddi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan var, yan\u0131nda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259ks\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma insan da var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            t\u0259k ad\u0131 b\u0259sdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir tan\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcn kimi do\u011fard\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bird\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qarda\u015fs\u0131z olana qarda\u015f dey\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

y\u0131x\u0131lan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            qald\u0131rard\u0131 o, yerd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dost-tan\u0131\u015f yan\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131 ucayd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnya \u00e7oxmu g\u00f6rd\u00fc bunu Mahir\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00fcst\u0259 xan\u0131m, R\u0259na xan\u0131m bac\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

gah o, layla deyib,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            gah bu, Mahir\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u00f6z auras\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sin\u0259si doluydu, dey\u0259rdi b\u0259z\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Farsdan t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259ydi son \u0259lyazmas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7apa verm\u0259liydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            qald\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir elin-oban\u0131n a\u011fsaqqal\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dili \u015firin idi, \u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O s\u0259nd\u0259n hal\u0131yd\u0131, m\u0259nd\u0259n hal\u0131yd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hay\u0131f, o ki\u015fil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259k dem\u0259, t\u0259k dem\u0259, El\u00e7in,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnya el\u0259dir ki, xeyir-\u015f\u0259r g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yasa el t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            son vida \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dilind\u0259, k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259 “bir Mahir” g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seyid<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

(h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259, ehtiramla)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seyid, s\u0259nin Nigar\u0131n var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259nim d\u0259 N\u0259rmin\u0259m, Seyid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun Tanr\u0131 pakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yerd\u0259 m\u0259n \u0259min\u0259m, Seyid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Durur Amasya da\u011flar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 – qarda\u015f diyar\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00fcrb\u0259nin odur memar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015fairi d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259m, Seyid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 H\u0259mz\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259sidi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259r\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259v\u0259zidi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da – s\u0259n\u0259 t\u00f6hf\u0259sidi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259n\u0259 and i\u00e7ir\u0259m, Seyid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

26 noyabr, 2022<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Nazim Hikm\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u015eairl\u0259 bir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, ya adi s\u00f6hb\u0259t, Allaha xidm\u0259tdi, b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t. Nizami muzeyinin direktoru, akademik Rafael H\u00fcseynov b\u00f6y\u00fck t\u00fcrk \u015fairi Nazim Hikm\u0259ti \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131yan, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olan v\u0259 haqq\u0131nda yazan ziyal\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tini d\u0259v\u0259t edib, yadda qalan, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir t\u0259dbir ke\u00e7irdi. Salon \u0259l \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131 Nazim Hikm\u0259t\u0259, Tanr\u0131 t\u00f6hf\u0259siydi bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f ona. \u00dcz tutub Bak\u0131dan b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t\u0259, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-44392","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44392","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=44392"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44392\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":44397,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/44392\/revisions\/44397"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=44392"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=44392"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=44392"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}