{"id":45699,"date":"2023-04-20T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-04-20T05:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=45699"},"modified":"2023-04-20T18:19:13","modified_gmt":"2023-04-20T14:19:13","slug":"q%c9%99m%c9%99r-sozay-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=45699","title":{"rendered":"Q\u0259m\u0259r S\u00d6ZAY.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rin k\u00f6k\u00fc k\u0259silib,
B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rim m\u0259zar qoxuyur.
\u0130ll\u0259rdir q\u0259lbimd\u0259 yatan arzular
Sabah oyanmaq\u00e7\u00fcn dua oxuyur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yadda\u015f\u0131m k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr yen\u0259,
Ke\u00e7mi\u015fin k\u00f6lg\u0259si al\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131.
D\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kir q\u0259lbimin \u00fcst\u0259,
Sabahlar g\u0259nclikd\u0259n \u00e7al\u0131r ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nsizlik qoynunda quruyur \u00f6mr\u00fcm,
\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 qal\u0131m\u0131n sava\u015f\u0131ndayam.
H\u0259sr\u0259t adl\u0131 d\u0259rdd\u0259n zar\u0131y\u0131r \u00f6mr\u00fcm,
H\u0259yat\u0131n qaranl\u0131q libas\u0131ndayam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu b\u0259xtin naz\u0131yla \u00e7ox oynam\u0131\u015fam,
Susam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m yanaqlar\u0131na.
M\u0259n Allah deyil\u0259m, f\u0259q\u0259t yen\u0259 d\u0259
S\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131m g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u018fND\u018fN UZAQLAR<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqlar\u0131n havas\u0131 soyuq,
S\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqlar\u0131n b\u0259xti qarad\u0131r.
\u0130tirib yolunu \u00fcmidl\u0259rim d\u0259,
Bilinmir \u00fcnvan\u0131 n\u0259dir, harad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taleyim k\u0259d\u0259rin toruna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,
H\u0259r bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015fla q\u0259m\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr.
Zaman\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 da\u011f bassam bel\u0259,
\u00d6t\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 yerin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolan\u0131r aylar\u0131m, ill\u0259rim s\u0259nsiz,
G\u0259ncliyim boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcr bel\u0259c\u0259.
M\u0259n\u0259 unutma\u011f\u0131n reseptini yaz,
Ya da ki de, s\u0259ni unudum nec\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toz basm\u0131\u015f p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n
H\u0259sr\u0259tin boylan\u0131r qaranl\u0131q kimi.
\u00c7irkli ovuclar\u0131m duaya h\u0259sr\u0259t,
\u00d6l\u00fcm b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir \u015f\u0259klimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 s\u0259n h\u0259min o adam, n\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259min qad\u0131nam,
Boyn b\u00fck\u00fck \u00fcmidl\u0259r ruhunu t\u0259slim edib.
Qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fsaq, d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259z birg\u0259 vuran q\u0259lbimiz,
Gecikmi\u015f m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin qatar\u0131 \u00e7oxdan gedib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fcnvan da daha h\u0259minki deyil,
Daha xatir\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 canlanm\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259.
Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla var olan o qad\u0131ndan \u0259s\u0259r yox,
\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f bir qad\u0131n cismi g\u0259zdirir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259-birc\u0259 x\u0259yallar u\u00e7uruma adlay\u0131r,
Zaman da taleyim\u0259 k\u0259m bi\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k soydad\u0131r.
Z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq olan \u00e7ar\u0259siz, t\u0259nha d\u00fcnyam,
Qani\u00e7\u0259n yoxlu\u011funun qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 boydad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

DA\u011eILAN \u00dcM\u0130DL\u018fR<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b \u00fcmidl\u0259rin h\u0259r\u0259si bir k\u00f6\u015f\u0259y\u0259,
Neyl\u0259yim axtarma\u011fa taq\u0259tim d\u0259 qalmay\u0131b.
M\u0259n nec\u0259 yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259ni bel\u0259 sev\u0259r\u0259k,
S\u0259n adl\u0131 bir \u00fcnvan\u0131m he\u00e7 \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0131xan\u0131r bo\u011faz\u0131mda e\u015fq\u0259 dair c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r,
Lal olur m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim sevgisizlik dilind\u0259n.
Taxt\u0131n qurub q\u0259lbimd\u0259, h\u0259sr\u0259tin padi\u015fah\u0131,
Qurtar m\u0259ni, \u0130lahi, bu q\u00fcss\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr xatir\u0259l\u0259r, yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n evind\u0259,
Ruhum soyudur art\u0131q n\u0259f\u0259simd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.
Yollar uzan\u0131b gedir hicran\u0131n qollar\u0131na,
G\u0259l birlikd\u0259 kor ed\u0259k ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7A\u011eIRIR M\u018fN\u0130<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhum as\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6yd\u0259n,
\u00d6l\u00fcm \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni.
Haqq\u0131n yolunu k\u0259s\u0259n,
Z\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259min g\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u0259 batan,
D\u0259rdin\u0259 d\u0259rdi qatan,
Ana b\u0259tnind\u0259 yatan
D\u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 p\u0259r\u00e7im olan,
Q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259sin erk\u0259n yolan,
A\u00e7\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fk\u0259n solan
G\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taleyin\u0259 qor olan,
Yan\u0131b, yan\u0131b, qovrulan,
Yanm\u0131\u015f b\u0259xtd\u0259n sovrulan
K\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u018fND\u018fN SONRA<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir quru can\u0131m qal\u0131b, s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,
U\u011fursuzluqlar b\u00fck\u00fcb, taleyimin q\u0259ddini.
Bo\u015f, m\u0259nas\u0131z bu d\u00fcnya el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n,
Yar\u0131b ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259dim k\u0259d\u0259rin s\u0259rh\u0259dini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Basd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00fcmidl\u0259r \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr m\u0259zar\u0131nda,
\u00c7\u0259kdiyim ah-nal\u0259l\u0259r \u0259r\u015f\u0259 qulaq bat\u0131r\u0131r.
Taleyinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 diz \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259n quz\u011fun k\u0259d\u0259r
M\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u0259ncliyimi a\u011fu\u015funda yat\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam ke\u00e7mi\u015fin quca\u011f\u0131nda,
S\u00f6n\u00fck g\u0259zdirir ruhum bu cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nimi.
S\u0259n indi ail\u0259nl\u0259, \u00f6z isti oca\u011f\u0131nda,
M\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn itirir\u0259m ya\u015famaq “n\u0259d\u0259n”imi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcM\u0130DS\u0130Z<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r ki \u00fcmidsiz, g\u00fcmans\u0131zam sabaha,
Arzular\u0131n can\u0131nda m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r qalmay\u0131b.
Allah\u0131n \u00fcmidin\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259,
Bu kor qalm\u0131\u015f b\u0259xtimin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131lmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hey c\u0259m olur sin\u0259md\u0259, \u00e7arpazla\u015f\u0131r d\u0259rdl\u0259rim,
Hicran h\u0259l\u0259 z\u00f6vq al\u0131r h\u0259sr\u0259tinin dad\u0131ndan.
X\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259si k\u0259sir ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc,
\u00dcmidsiz\u0259m, \u00fcmidsiz o sevdiyin qad\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O sevdiyin qad\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259d\u0259r q\u0131r\u0131b belini,
O yuxa \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u0259 \u00c7in S\u0259ddin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb.
O sevdiyin qad\u0131n\u0131n buraxandan \u0259lini
\u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 sabahlardan qaranl\u0131\u011fa s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yollar\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr yoxlu\u011funla,
Did\u0259rgin bir sevginin n\u0259f\u0259sini da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.
Pu\u00e7 olmu\u015f g\u0259ncliyil\u0259 bu v\u0259fas\u0131z h\u0259yatda
Allah\u0131n \u00fcmidin\u0259 yalan-ger\u00e7\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u018fNS\u0130ZL\u0130Y\u018f DO\u011eRU<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz tutur s\u0259nsizliy\u0259 saatlar\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bi,
H\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n, bir \u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fc apar\u0131r.
Xatir\u0259l\u0259r can verir zaman\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131nda,
N\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr sona yetir, n\u0259 s\u0259nsizlik qurtar\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman da \u00f6z pay\u0131ndan, art\u0131q pay vermir biz\u0259,
Do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f isitmir \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n sevgimizi.
Yuxular\u0131n \u00e7in olma \u00fcmidi sona yetib,
Yuxular da birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcr sol yan\u0131mda h\u0259sr\u0259t ad\u0131nda vur\u011fu,
N\u0259bzim d\u0259 hey deyinir, yorulur s\u00fcr\u0259tind\u0259n.
Ki\u00e7icik bir \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 bunca b\u00f6y\u00fck bir sevgi,
\u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 nigaranam, inan ki, s\u0259hh\u0259timd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6z \u00f6rp\u0259yini at\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\u0130tib dodaqlar\u0131mda t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn \u015f\u00f6l\u0259si.
Yaln\u0131zl\u0131q qala qurur, yeni ya\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
Havadan da duyulur bir \u0259lvida n\u0259f\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u018fN, MAK\u0130YAJLI QADIN\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Can \u00e7\u0259ki\u015fir \u00fcmidl\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tinin dizind\u0259,
K\u00f6rp\u0259c\u0259 arzular\u0131n b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcr bel-buxunu.
Yor\u011fun bir \u00fcr\u0259k g\u0259zir, s\u0259nsizliyin izind\u0259,
Ay m\u0259nim uzaqdak\u0131 \u0259n d\u0259y\u0259rli yax\u0131n\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xatir\u0259nl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa \u2013 d\u00f6rd divard\u0131r, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n,
Saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri zaman\u0131 qabaqlay\u0131r.
S\u0259nsizlik pay\u0131z kimi x\u0259zan t\u00f6k\u00fcr \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259,
S\u0259nsizlik pay\u0131z t\u0259ki \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc qucaqlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taq\u0259tsiz\u0259m, sabaha yal\u0131nayaq gedir\u0259m,
Yollar tikan bitirir, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda.
S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra q\u0259h\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m makiyajl\u0131 qad\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0130MS\u018fS\u0130Z DAXMA K\u0130M\u0130<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kims\u0259siz bir daxmayam,
Qapanm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.
X\u0259yallar\u0131 toz bas\u0131b,
G\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u00e7ub sevgi \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131,
M\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcr.
Hayq\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131, sad\u0259c\u0259,
Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m e\u015fidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pay\u0131z ke\u00e7ib \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n,
X\u0259zan\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb.
U\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck bu daxma,
Hey bahara s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn yollar qapan\u0131b,
T\u0259klik sar\u0131b d\u00f6rd yan\u0131.
Bit\u0259c\u0259kmi, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n,
Bu daxman\u0131n \u00fcsyan\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rin k\u00f6k\u00fc k\u0259silib,B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rim m\u0259zar qoxuyur.\u0130ll\u0259rdir q\u0259lbimd\u0259 yatan arzularSabah oyanmaq\u00e7\u00fcn dua oxuyur. Yadda\u015f\u0131m k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr yen\u0259,Ke\u00e7mi\u015fin k\u00f6lg\u0259si al\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131.D\u00fcn\u0259nl\u0259r da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kir q\u0259lbimin \u00fcst\u0259,Sabahlar g\u0259nclikd\u0259n \u00e7al\u0131r ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131. S\u0259nsizlik qoynunda quruyur \u00f6mr\u00fcm,\u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 qal\u0131m\u0131n sava\u015f\u0131ndayam.H\u0259sr\u0259t adl\u0131 d\u0259rdd\u0259n zar\u0131y\u0131r \u00f6mr\u00fcm,H\u0259yat\u0131n qaranl\u0131q libas\u0131ndayam. Bu b\u0259xtin naz\u0131yla \u00e7ox oynam\u0131\u015fam,Susam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m yanaqlar\u0131na.M\u0259n Allah deyil\u0259m, f\u0259q\u0259t yen\u0259 d\u0259S\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131m g\u00fcnahlar\u0131na. S\u018fND\u018fN […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45699","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45699","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45699"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45699\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45702,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45699\/revisions\/45702"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45699"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45699"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45699"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}