{"id":47330,"date":"2023-10-21T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-10-21T05:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=47330"},"modified":"2023-10-21T09:00:03","modified_gmt":"2023-10-21T05:00:03","slug":"az%c9%99rbaycan-son-savasin-mubar%c9%99kdi-seirl%c9%99r-vahid-%c9%99ziz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=47330","title":{"rendered":"Az\u0259rbaycan, son Sava\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi!..\u00a0– \u015eeirl\u0259r. Vahid \u018fZ\u0130Z"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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M\u00fcbar\u0259kdi!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259rim \u00f6z Yurdumda oyad\u0131rsa –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bundan art\u0131q daha m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7ald\u0131q; Xan – K\u0259ndin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qay\u0131d\u0131rsa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan, Qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fma La\u00e7\u0131n, g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015eu\u015fam, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rim…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi t\u0259rk el\u0259di d\u0259rdi-s\u0259rim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haqq yolundan \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259din, yenilm\u0259din,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan, uca ba\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsar\u0259td\u0259n D\u00fcnya boyda Ba\u011f qurtard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Nidan” il\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259li vaxt qurtard\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 da\u011f qurtard\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaytard\u0131\u011f\u0131n da\u011f\u0131n-da\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman yetdi; b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015fdi ulu V\u0259t\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoy \u00e7atlas\u0131n x\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259 at\u0131b-ged\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc q\u00fcdr\u0259tin\u0259 heyran ed\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan, son Sava\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015fa, var ol, m\u00fcdrik Ali Ba\u015f Komandan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u00fcvv\u0259t ald\u0131q a\u011f\u0131r D\u0259mir yumru\u011fundan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fb\u0259dilik, \u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259r buxovundan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az\u0259rbaycan, Qurtulu\u015fun m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

21.09.2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alm\u0131\u015fam…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsg\u0259rin gec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gileyl\u0259r yaz\u0131rsan yuxular\u0131ndan –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ald\u0131msa, uzaqdan nec\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259m lap yax\u0131n\u0131ndan –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcn\u0259n m\u0259hl\u0259nizd\u0259 “k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fam”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fc yola bax\u0131r yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n otax,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

soyuqdu; \u015fal g\u00f6t\u00fcr p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bax,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir az g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259k, bir az boylanax –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u00f6hl\u0259ti Gizird\u0259n “\u00dc\u00e7\u0259” alm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n ged\u0259n\u0259m, n\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259nim d\u0259 xo\u015f ke\u00e7mir g\u00fcnl\u0259rim h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

uzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259ms\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259timd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

olmaya yollar\u0131 ha\u00e7a alm\u0131\u015fam?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Niy\u0259 bu ist\u0259yim a\u011fl\u0131na batm\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rini Ordu yubatm\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzanan \u0259ll\u0259rim \u0259lin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qism\u0259ti g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259, uca alm\u0131\u015fam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bahara az qal\u0131r – q\u0131\u015f\u0131m ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

baxma a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na – ba\u015f\u0131m ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir az da l\u0259ngis\u0259k – ya\u015f\u0131m ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

la\u011fa qoyacaqsan – “Qoca alm\u0131\u015fam!”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni t\u0259rk el\u0259yib q\u0131rma arzumu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r c\u00fcr\u0259 yuxunun olar yozumu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259madan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcb B\u0259xt ulduzumu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

duva\u011f\u0131n \u00fcstd\u0259ki Taca alm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“H\u0259ri”y\u0259 – el\u00e7imi ha\u00e7an g\u00f6nd\u0259rim?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259xtimin yegan\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rim!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qon\u015fular g\u00f6rs\u00fcnl\u0259r – Anama g\u0259lin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n Bac\u0131ma Bac\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hicrandan o q\u0259d\u0259r canlar odlan\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

toyuna o q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259r yuban\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u00fcst\u00fcy\u0259 d\u00f6ns\u0259k d\u0259, bir odda yan\u0131b –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qorxma; s\u0259malarda baca alm\u0131\u015fam…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

05.02.2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kas\u0131bam…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rmi\u015f qol-budaql\u0131 \u015fairl\u0259r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir can\u0131md\u0131, bir \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m, bir obam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aradabir – “Vaxt q\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131r” – dey\u0259rl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaxt\u0131m azd\u0131, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 kas\u0131bam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s bir az bez aparar \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eyni ged\u0259r a\u011flayan da, g\u00fcl\u0259n d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haradasa, m\u0259n D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259xtim azd\u0131! – ona g\u00f6r\u0259 kas\u0131bam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fczar\u0131n\u0131n El, yoluna qoyurdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fyril\u0259ri qavi d\u00f6vran buyurdu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Par\u00e7alay\u0131b-yaralayan bu Yurdu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xan Arazd\u0131 – ona g\u00f6r\u0259 kas\u0131bam!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131rmaq olmur “Sap\u0131 bizd\u0259n baltan\u0131”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Boynumuza d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n taxan xaltan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xain \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b – aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dostlar qazd\u0131, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 kas\u0131bam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lbd\u0259kini g\u00f6zd\u0259n axan ya\u015f bil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259? – n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyin ba\u015f bil\u0259r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El d\u0259rdini ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 “ba\u015fbil\u0259n”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anlamazd\u0131 – ona g\u00f6r\u0259 kas\u0131bam…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya bizimdi…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“D\u00fcnya s\u0259nin, d\u00fcnya m\u0259nim,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcnya he\u00e7 kimin”…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

     M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015f\u0259l\u0259dim bu cahan\u0131 m\u0259n h\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259 ki: “\u00d6mr\u00fcn mehi birc\u0259 \u0259simdi”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc \u015f\u0259rik qo\u015fub bizi – \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259g\u0259r bura g\u0259lmi\u015fiks\u0259, D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri – ayd\u0131n, biri – z\u00fclm\u0259t; Do\u011fu – Bat\u0131 var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fc, alt\u0131 var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259l \u00e7atmayan s\u0259malar\u0131n xeyli qat\u0131 var –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259g\u0259r bunu bilmi\u015fiks\u0259, D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bezdirs\u0259k d\u0259, bir k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259km\u0259z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015fsan da – tutar s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yuvam\u0131za basq\u0131n etmi\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n izini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qan\u0131m\u0131zla siliriks\u0259, D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saniy\u0259si, d\u0259qiq\u0259si, ay\u0131, ili var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ixtiyar\u0131 bizd\u0259 olan da\u011f\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz tox olarsa – ham\u0131 tox olar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

rau b\u00f6l\u0259ni bizl\u0259riks\u0259 – D\u00fcnya bizimdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay\u0131rd etm\u0259k dad\u0131, duzu – dil\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259tta duru \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 lil\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6gey bils\u0259, cismimizi saxladarm\u0131d\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Quca\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcks\u0259. D\u00fcnya bizimdi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

12.12.2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ll\u0259r…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki yaman g\u00f6zl\u0259r sehrin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259rm\u0259di, g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7mad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 h\u0259yat d\u0259yi\u015fdi, n\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015fdim –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

el\u0259 bil qap\u0131m\u0131 ill\u0259r a\u00e7mad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxdum – dan\u0131\u015fsam, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259rl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r”, ya da ki – “b\u0259db\u0259xt” – bilirl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

daray\u0131b-h\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ng ba\u011flamad\u0131, tell\u0259r a\u00e7mad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl \u00e7a\u015fmaqdayd\u0131, q\u0259l\u0259m yaz\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259r a\u011flamaqla yuxu yozurdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fcm; b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 da\u011f da q\u0131s\u0131rd\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

xeyli vaxt dilini sell\u0259r a\u00e7mad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc aylar, f\u0259sill\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tavr\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi sazlarda tell\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00fcz\u00fc; yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n silm\u0259di ill\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma ki, ba\u015f\u0131ma n\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7mad\u0131?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

03.04.2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m a\u011faclardan…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m a\u011faclar\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259sini k\u0259sdil\u0259r;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya\u015f\u0131l-ya\u015f\u0131l ged\u0259n d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

p\u00f6hr\u0259 verib bit\u0259n d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ist\u0259yin\u0259 yet\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259yat tap\u0131b ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m a\u011faclar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ham\u0131s\u0131 k\u00fcl olmad\u0131 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015fqa-ba\u015fqa i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yar\u0131yan\u0131 da oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m q\u0131zlar\u0131n da h\u0259r birisi birind\u0259;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kimisi O, d\u00fcnyada –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259leyk\u0259l\u0259r yerind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kimisin sevinci<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u0259rdi-q\u0259mi-nadinci<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259ziz n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m a\u011faclar\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259sini k\u0259sdil\u0259r;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

birini l\u0259ngitdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

birind\u0259-t\u0259l\u0259sdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi D\u00fcnyada qalan bir m\u0259n\u0259m, bir ne\u00e7\u0259si;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bird\u0259 ki, x\u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015fey –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

onsuz h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vaxt\u0131n davam\u0131 olmur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma ki, i\u00e7imizd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z havan\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

tutub saxlamaq olmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m a\u011faclar\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259sini k\u0259sdil\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

21.09.2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259sbeh \u00e7evir\u0259c\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tamam d\u0259yi\u015fibdir m\u0259kanla zaman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

haraya \u00fcz tutsan, havas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259sbeh \u00e7evir\u0259rdik bekar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

indi telefonlar fikir da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Budaqla i\u015fl\u0259ri yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qoyub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

calaqlar vururuq a\u011fac k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

naqis f\u0259tvas\u0131na nadan\u0131n uyub,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

imkan el\u0259mir ki, bilici din\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6yr\u0259tdi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 – “g\u00fcn a\u011flama\u011fa”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“ma\u015fa” oca\u011f\u0131m\u0131n k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qa\u00e7\u0131rtd\u0131 zaman\u0131 qabaqlama\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

zaman\u0131n quyru\u011fu \u0259lim\u0259 ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t kor edir \u015fik\u0259st g\u00f6zl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dedil\u0259r – “kas\u0131b\u0131n i\u015ftah\u0131 yoxdu!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r k\u0259s qaba\u011f\u0131na e\u015fir k\u00f6zl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ocaq \u0259traf\u0131nda “ma\u015fal\u0131” \u00e7oxdu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hans\u0131 ocaq d\u00fcr\u00fcst? – gedib qalan\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

saf-\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck kim edir “yax\u015f\u0131”-“yaman\u0131”?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

o, saxta, bu – \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck – kim\u0259 inan\u0131m –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u0259l\u0259duz \u00e7\u0131xanda “Allah adam\u0131”?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 x\u0259talar\u0131 g\u0259tirdim dil\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259niml\u0259 m\u0259zara getsin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259sbeh \u00e7evir\u0259c\u0259m bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

barmaqlar d\u00f6vranla haqq-hesab etsin…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

02.02.2021<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fam\u0131z…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Titr\u0259tdi k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0259tirl\u0259rini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir Ay par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r – g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 \u015feyda b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r l\u0259hc\u0259l\u0259rini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 “\u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131” dad\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015fib.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k qoynunda getmi\u015fdim hu\u015fa –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu, gec\u0259m o uzaq gec\u0259l\u0259r kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizl\u0259ri s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kirmi\u015f \u015eu\u015fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Duydum-ist\u0259yin\u0259 yeti\u015fdi, \u00e7atd\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

vurdular, q\u0131rd\u0131lar… c\u00fcc\u0259rdik, bitdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 \u015eu\u015fa bizl\u0259ri unudub-atd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 biz \u015eu\u015fam\u0131za x\u0259yan\u0259t etdik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259tiyy\u0259n s\u0131nd\u0131rmaz bu d\u0259rd mill\u0259ti;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yox, axan qanlar da getm\u0259di h\u0259d\u0259r;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bizim xisl\u0259timiz ki\u015fi ad\u0259ti –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sevginin yolunda can qurban ged\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

16.07.2022<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir bayat\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir bayat\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar xarabazar g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xan \u0259minin ruhu idi – p\u0259rvaz\u0131nnan tan\u0131d\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n f\u00fcrs\u0259t tap\u0131b m\u0259kan\u0131na gir\u0259nd\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qartal g\u00f6z\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 – yuvas\u0131nnan tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yerl\u0259rin do\u011fma, \u0259ziz h\u0259r a\u011fac\u0131, h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara \u00e7\u0131nq\u0131l par\u0131ldad\u0131 – isladanda g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259yaz qar\u0131 sa\u00e7 qaraldar, g\u00f6z d\u0259rman\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eu\u015fa \u00e7iskin i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi – havas\u0131nnan tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odlar Yurdu q\u0259lbimizi alovlarda yo\u011furdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ell\u0259rin analar\u0131 p\u0259l\u0259ng, aslan do\u011furdu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sava\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcm – biri bas\u0131b birisini bo\u011furdu;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bo\u011fan bizim \u0259sg\u0259r idi – davas\u0131nnan tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f\u0131-da\u015f\u0131 oynad\u0131rd\u0131 m\u0259rmil\u0259rin n\u0259r\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxa-qorxa boy at\u0131rd\u0131 nar kolunun p\u00f6hr\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u00fc\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n il\u011f\u0131m kimi \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015f p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin aynas\u0131nnan tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sar\u0131 qaya dumanlarda; – sanki q\u0259lyan \u00e7\u0259kirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bulud dizin da\u011fa qoyub d\u0259v\u0259 kimi \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara torpaq bir n\u0259f\u0259ri \u00f6z kam\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kirdi –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6\u00e7 el\u0259y\u0259n \u015e\u0259hid idi – el yas\u0131nnan tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Azad olan Qaraba\u011f\u0131m daha \u015faqraq g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Al\u00e7almad\u0131q! – yeni n\u0259sil bizi Ki\u015fi bil\u0259c\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk misramdan bir p\u0259rvan\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

            “Vahid \u018fziz” – dey\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u00f6zg\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n yaz\u0131s\u0131nnan tan\u0131d\u0131m…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

09.11.2020<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nqilablar…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bas\u0131b ke\u00e7di inqilablar –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kiml\u0259ri taxtdan salmad\u0131?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimind\u0259n qisas ald\u0131lar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimind\u0259n varis qalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 \u015fahlar yuvas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Co\u015fdu a\u011f\u0131zlar yavas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u0259n\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lsin ham\u0131s\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dava – torpaq davas\u0131ym\u0131\u015f –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn saxta inqilablar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yurdumdan torpaq ald\u0131lar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011fda zay, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck qalmad\u0131;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xeyli alaqlar bitdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsil b\u0259y-gada olmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gadalar\u0131 “b\u0259y” etdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bas\u0131b ke\u00e7di inqilablar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taland\u0131 ell\u0259r, obalar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xilaskar\u0131m\u0131z Tanr\u0131 var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, bizi darda qoymad\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

06.10.2023<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcmidini itirm\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcmidin itirib a\u011flayan q\u0131z\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yana\u011f\u0131 ya\u011fmurlu bahar kimidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya m\u0259n\u0259 vurulsun, ya az a\u011flas\u0131n –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

adam\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k \u0259ridir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc, dar g\u0259ldi ba\u015f\u0131ma D\u00fcnya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259d\u0259nmi\u015f, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc r\u00f6ya?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7at\u0131b qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca damla-damlaya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 apar\u0131b-gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130st\u0259dim \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bir damla olam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ax\u0131b doda\u011f\u0131nda ili\u015fib qalam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

hay\u0131f, vaxt\u0131m ke\u00e7ib – daha bihalam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

l\u0259ngiy\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, karvan\u0131m gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kiprikl\u0259r ucunda h\u0259r damla bir l\u0259l,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

azm\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k oldu baharda x\u0259z\u0259l?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259xtin qap\u0131s\u0131nda a\u011flayan g\u00f6z\u0259l,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyam\u0131 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r, \u00f6m\u00fcrm\u00fc bitir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcmidin itirib a\u011flayan q\u0131z\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yana\u011f\u0131 ya\u011fmurlu bahar kimidir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

De…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259lq ed\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atsa s\u0259sin –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“D\u00f6vran g\u0259lsin imana” – de,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“insaf etsin, t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259sin” –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u00fcn\u0259rin var, zamana de,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fc bil\u0259r – n\u0259 c\u00fcr ged\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259ri \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259r;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u00fcnb\u00fcl b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Sa\u011fol”unu – samana de,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6yr\u0259ndik qullar d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fccl\u00fcy\u0259 t\u0259rif dem\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 var s\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259!,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcc\u00fcn \u00e7atsa, yamana de!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259rs\u0259n – kin saxlama,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r k\u0259m\u0259rl\u0259 bel ba\u011flama,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yad oca\u011fa s\u00f6z a\u011flama;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yanana de!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131nlar da \u015e\u0259hid olur…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yatda n\u0259 des\u0259n, olur;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7\u0259m\u0259n kimi a\u00e7\u0131r, solur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli \u00f6l\u00fcm ki, var –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

t\u0259kc\u0259 Ki\u015filikn\u0259n deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131nlar da \u015e\u0259hid olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyiriks\u0259 -“Ana V\u0259t\u0259n”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dem\u0259k – Qad\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si<\/p>\n\n\n\n

torpa\u011f\u0131 biz\u0259 Yurd ed\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biziml\u0259 sirda\u015fl\u0131q ed\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

silahda\u015f, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 ged\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259brimiz \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bit\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131nlar da igid olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Olmazsa, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r yeri;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Leyli” biri, “\u015eirin” biri –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130gid ed\u0259n ki\u015fil\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amma, t\u0259kc\u0259 bir xisl\u0259t var;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dill\u0259ndir\u0259n k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ger\u00e7\u0259k ed\u0259n ist\u0259kl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

b\u0259dbinl\u0259rin \u00fcmid yeri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir d\u0259 z\u0259rif \u00e7\u0131\u00e7\u0259k \u0259tri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yaln\u0131z V\u0259t\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131nlara aid olur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 ki\u015filikn\u0259n deyil –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131nlar da \u015e\u0259hid olur…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ger\u00e7\u0259k imi\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Koro\u011flunun d\u0259lil\u0259ri…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259rman g\u0259ldi, \u018fmr olundu –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Yurd, ir\u0259li!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

daha bizi bezdirmi\u015fdi “Vaxt oyunu”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ger\u00e7\u0259k imi\u015f Koro\u011flunun D\u0259lil\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

44-g\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck bunu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dost q\u0131na\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r olur yad olan\u0131n t\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u00fcrb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcz q\u0131zartd\u0131q, “yer\u0259 girdik”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

r\u0259zil oldu ya\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n h\u0259ml\u0259mizd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

biz, m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7alan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu sava\u015fa girm\u0259liydik!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259rmil\u0259rin ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc oynad\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rin q\u0259lbind\u0259ki bir m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s inad idi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O son sava\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 “Q\u0131r qazan\u0131” qaynad\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

davadak\u0131 k\u00f6hl\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 da –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131rat idi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259t\u0259k, sel kimiydi co\u015fan Mill\u0259t t\u0259rp\u0259ni\u015fi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259nimin h\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131 yenilm\u0259y\u0259n igid, qo\u00e7aq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

arada bir Xank\u0259ndi var; o da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

be\u015f-on g\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u015fi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xan-k\u0259ndin\u0259 qay\u0131dacaq!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu Z\u0259f\u0259rin S\u0259rk\u0259rd\u0259si \u00f6z\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali Ba\u015f Komandan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z h\u00f6km\u00fc var h\u0259r zaman\u0131n;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z sahibi g\u0259l\u0259siydi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130smi oldu V\u0259t\u0259nimin –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259li Az\u0259rbaycan!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ordumuzun h\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259ri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir Koro\u011flu d\u0259lisiydi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kas\u0131ba, yoxsula uzun olurmu\u015f –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

varl\u0131n\u0131n gileyi – “il g\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n”,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

adam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 soxurmu\u015f –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ay aman, \u0259lh\u0259z\u0259r dil g\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131xma\u011fa n\u0259 var ki? a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 qurmaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

birl\u0259\u015fs\u0259-yumruqdu be\u015f ayr\u0131 barmaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

uzundan m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr qa\u00e7\u0131b-qurtarmaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yay\u0131nmaq \u00e7\u0259tindir sel g\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dil batar g\u00f6z\u0259ld\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn olanda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yubadar q\u0259lbind\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn olanda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00f6n\u00fcl oca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6z\u00fcn olanda –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259 k\u00fcl g\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Can\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xmas\u0131n s\u0131nan havalar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r q\u0131\u015f\u0131n sonunda ilk bahar durar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

naz\u0131na yara\u015fan-h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259r olar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa\u00e7\u0131n gileyl\u0259n\u0259r, bel-g\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilm\u0259r\u0259m, h\u0259yat\u0131m n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259, k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259yim i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 \u00fclk\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r g\u00fcll\u0259rin l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yin t\u00f6k\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k xo\u015fallanar yel g\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya dediyimiz – sahilsiz \u00fcmman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bura, bir z\u0259rr\u0259y\u0259m s\u0259madan daman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259r vaxt, Vahid \u018fziz, pay b\u00f6l\u0259n zaman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, evin\u0259 b\u00f6l-g\u00f6d\u0259yind\u0259n…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

21.09.2023<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, \u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vlad\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

143 sayl\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 \u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vlad\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n h\u00f6nk\u00fcrm\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00f6zm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin idi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, \u015e\u0259hid balas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 at\u0259\u015f salan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lbinin k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn inam\u0131yla-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yurdun b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fck yoluyla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atan\u0131n \u00f6z al qan\u0131yla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 izin\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dindin-i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259v\u0259m kimi qucaqlad\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doluxsundun, m\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131m;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259ki d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s varl\u0131qd\u0131r Ata,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ulduz oldu alovlarda-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fb\u0259dilik bu h\u0259yatda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f olan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qurban,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flama, \u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nigaran getm\u0259di ata d\u00fcnyadan –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fctd\u00fc hesab\u0131 qanl\u0131 davayla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Silah g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atmayan –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011ful yola sald\u0131 xeyir-duayla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya\u015f\u0131 xeyli idi-na\u015f\u0131 deyildi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sava\u015f\u0131n \u0259z\u0259ld\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc sonun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zarafat deyildi-m\u00fcharib\u0259ydi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ged\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259zliyin” bilirdi onun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011ful yola sald\u0131 xeyir-duaynan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Qurandan” oxunan “Yasin”l\u0259 g\u0259ldi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata vidala\u015fd\u0131 \u015e\u0259hid balaynan;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya \u00f6vlad, ya da ki – Yurd itm\u0259liydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qibl\u0259gah bildiyi V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yegan\u0259 o\u011flunu itirdi ata,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6vlad m\u0259zar\u0131nda im\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 gedirdi ata…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoca sarvan…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman\u0131m\u0131z be\u015f-alt\u0131 g\u00fcn;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

m\u0259nzil\u0259 yetm\u0259kd\u0259 karvan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, qoca sarvan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyada \u0259b\u0259di qalan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ora gec yeti\u015f\u0259n olmur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yar\u0131 yolda d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n olmur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyayla g\u00fcl\u0259\u015f\u0259n olur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259hd el\u0259m\u0259z a\u011fl\u0131 olan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavabs\u0131z qoymaz sual\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u00f6z ustas\u0131 qoca sarvan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sordum – “N\u0259dir d\u00fcnya mal\u0131?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

dedi – “S\u0259ni yola salan…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

18.04.2020<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid unudularm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“O\u011flumun da \u015f\u0259klini payla\u015f\u0131n,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid balam unudulmas\u0131n…”<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

   \u015e\u0259hid Anas\u0131 (“Facebook”dan)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, daha Ulduz olub –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ovucla tutularm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana, nigaran qalma –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hid unudularm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anayla qo\u015fa \u015f\u0259kli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259xti – kor g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, el\u0259 nisgildi ki –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lbl\u0259rd\u0259n at\u0131larm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259kild\u0259ki bu o\u011flan –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 at\u0131lan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikir ke\u00e7mi\u015f a\u011fl\u0131ndan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“V\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 sat\u0131larm\u0131?”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 c\u00fcr s\u0131x\u0131m ba\u011fr\u0131ma?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Can…” s\u00f6yl\u0259yim a\u011fr\u0131na?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131 bas\u0131landa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qeyr\u0259tlil\u0259r yatarm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yl\u0259r – yeni D\u00fcnyas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259r r\u00f6yas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bac\u0131m, \u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdin\u0259 d\u0259rd \u00e7atarm\u0131?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 \u015fagirdin<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ad\u0131 verildi…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259ni olacaq-qisas\u0131n alan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Davada \u00f6l\u00fcml\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bitirmi\u015f, amma ki, q\u0259lbind\u0259 qalan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 \u015eagirdin ad\u0131 verildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7di h\u0259yat\u0131ndan \u00f6mr\u00fcn yaz\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi ya\u015fadan\u0131 – xatir\u0259l\u0259rdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir vaxt \u015fagirdin\u0259 “\u0130ki” yazan da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6p\u00fcb, ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131ndan \u00fczr ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 \u015fagirdin ad\u0131n verdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259rgiy\u0259 qoydular d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259rini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u0130n\u015fa yaz\u0131bm\u0131\u015f: “G\u0259nc \u00f6ls\u0259m \u0259g\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r yan\u0131nda d\u0259fn edin m\u0259ni”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259n Q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 o, \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n igid<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Minl\u0259rl\u0259 q\u0259lbl\u0259rd\u0259 alov oyatd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 minn\u0259t\u00e7i olmadan, \u015fagird –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 murada \u00e7atd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Partas\u0131 bo\u015f qalar bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxusuz-\u00fclk\u00fcs\u00fcz d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 girdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir vaxt oxudu\u011fu k\u0259nd m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259hr\u0259man \u015fagirdin ad\u0131 verildi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259mir yollar\u0131n da<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

sonu olurmu\u015f…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn mindim vaqona,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adamlar sevinc\u0259k, q\u0259mli, doluxmu\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bak\u0131 va\u011fzal\u0131nda inand\u0131m buna-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259mir yollar\u0131n da sonu olurmu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qatar\u00e7\u0131, m\u0259kana tez \u00e7atd\u0131r m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim s\u0131x\u0131lsa, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yollar\u0131n \u00e7ox olar g\u0259lib-ged\u0259ni-<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlara f\u0259rq etm\u0259z, ya yeri, ya qa\u00e7!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259sini duyuram s\u0259rt t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259rin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qatar da insant\u0259k t\u0259bil \u00e7al\u0131rm\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn yollar\u0131nda b\u0259xt g\u0259z\u0259nl\u0259rin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

sa\u00e7lar\u0131 v\u0259d\u0259siz d\u0259nl\u0259r sal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yollar q\u0131r\u0131lsa da, bitm\u0259z s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc tez bitir\u0259n m\u00f6hl\u0259tin k\u0259mi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u00e7an t\u0259yyar\u0259l\u0259r, \u00fcz\u0259n g\u0259mil\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0259lbimi k\u00f6vr\u0259ltm\u0259z qatarlar kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Divara dir\u0259nib duran qatar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

i\u00e7i tam bo\u015fal\u0131b-yenid\u0259n dolur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qatar dayanmadan ke\u00e7\u0259n va\u011fzal\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259n dey\u0259n el\u0259 d\u0259 sayq\u0131s\u0131 olmur…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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M\u00fcbar\u0259kdi! H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259rim \u00f6z Yurdumda oyad\u0131rsa – Bundan art\u0131q daha m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259kdi? Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7ald\u0131q; Xan – K\u0259ndin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rsa, Az\u0259rbaycan, Qay\u0131d\u0131\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi! Do\u011fma La\u00e7\u0131n, g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015eu\u015fam, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rim… \u00dcr\u0259yimi t\u0259rk el\u0259di d\u0259rdi-s\u0259rim, Haqq yolundan \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259din, yenilm\u0259din, Az\u0259rbaycan, uca ba\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259kdi! \u018fsar\u0259td\u0259n D\u00fcnya boyda Ba\u011f qurtard\u0131, “Nidan” il\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259li vaxt qurtard\u0131! Az\u0259rbaycan, ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 da\u011f qurtard\u0131; Qaytard\u0131\u011f\u0131n da\u011f\u0131n-da\u015f\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47330","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47330","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47330"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47330\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47338,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47330\/revisions\/47338"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47330"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47330"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47330"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}