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Qaia art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015feyin d\u0259yi\u015fdiyinin f\u0259rqind\u0259 idi, getdikc\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mahiyy\u0259t n\u0259 idi. Sol kim idi. Tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 onu, \u0259min idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu paralel d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 beyninin i\u00e7ind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131maq ondan n\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131. Onu n\u0259y\u0259, hara haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131 bu burul\u011fan? O harasa haz\u0131rlanmaq ist\u0259yirdimi? Beyninin i\u00e7i bumbuz idi. Getdikc\u0259 bu soyuqluq Qainan\u0131n v\u00fccudunu da keyl\u0259\u015fdirirdi. \u018fll\u0259ri, qollar\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, ruhu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131. Bunun sonu n\u0259 idi? Ruhu getdikc\u0259 buzla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhun buzla\u015fmas\u0131 n\u0259dir, x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131, \u0259ziz oxucu? A\u011fr\u0131lar bo\u011faz\u0131na dolur. A\u011fr\u0131 getdikc\u0259 zo\u011f at\u0131r b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131al\u0131nmaz bir \u0259zab ruhunu somurma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r h\u0259yas\u0131zcas\u0131na, d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirirs\u0259n az qala. Bu son Qainan\u0131n s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259si (yeni texnoloji \u00e7a\u011fda art\u0131q ya\u015fayan, n\u0259f\u0259s alanlar s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc) il\u0259 n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kdimi? Yox, Qaia bunu ist\u0259mirdi, o s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi ax\u0131, o onlar kimi deyildi. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na d\u0259y\u0259r verirdi. \u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. Ruhun soyumas\u0131 n\u0259dir, \u0130lahi? B\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259d\u0259n ruhun soyumas\u0131. Bu nec\u0259 bir \u0259zabd\u0131r, \u0130lahi… \u00c7a\u011f\u0131n \u015fans\u0131 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n yar\u0131 robotla\u015faraq \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fcn pill\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259lm\u0259k onun t\u0259rzi, arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 son deyildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faql\u0131qda “Vampir g\u00fcnd\u0259likl\u0259ri” adl\u0131 serial\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 izl\u0259yirdi. O zaman \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzusu \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz olmaq idi. Bunu eqoistc\u0259sin\u0259 ist\u0259mirdi, ha! O arzu edirdi ki, bu ona b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 ger\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k imkan\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra h\u0259yatda bir \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r ya\u015fad\u0131. \u018fn sevdiyi n\u0259n\u0259sini, atas\u0131n\u0131, spagetti sa\u00e7l\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 v\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 itirdi. H\u0259r itiri\u015fl\u0259 el\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259di ki… El\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m, h\u0259m d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm hissi s\u0259ngidikc\u0259 yerini a\u011flas\u0131\u011fmaz d\u0259rinlikd\u0259 konyonvari uzanan, t\u0259nha bir dar\u0131xmaq hissi \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259di. Z\u0259ncirvari dar\u0131xd\u0131. O q\u0259d\u0259r dar\u0131xd\u0131 ki, h\u0259r \u015feyi x\u0259rcl\u0259di h\u0259yat\u0131nda… Birc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc qald\u0131 x\u0259rcl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259…. V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t, bir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax, bel\u0259, \u0259ziz oxucu! \u0130ndi s\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyi bilirs\u0259n, lap yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131y\u0131rsan Qaian\u0131. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m bu romanda s\u0259n hans\u0131sa, maddi v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni g\u00fcnd\u0259min\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yasan. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ramsa, ona y\u00f6n\u0259l. Cinsiyy\u0259t amili axtarma bu m\u0259tnd\u0259. Bu he\u00e7 s\u0259n\u0259 laz\u0131m da deyil. \u018fsrl\u0259r\u0259 calay\u0131b axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r \u015feyi k\u0259nara burax. Kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131nm\u0131, bu m\u00f6vzulardan? N\u0259yi h\u0259ll etdin? N\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldi, zehnind\u0259? Bilir\u0259m, indi s\u0259n dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n: “ax\u0131 ay yazar, ax\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259, m\u0259n n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m? \u00d6z m\u0259tnin, s\u00fcjetini idar\u0259 etm\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 kifay\u0259t etmirmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n is\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k cavablamayaca\u011fam sual\u0131n\u0131. Bilirs\u0259n, niy\u0259? Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, Baccanalenin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259liyi izl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yaz\u0131ram bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri, arada Marlboronu da t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259dir\u0259m. Bildiyin l\u00fcks h\u0259yat… Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259nin bu axmaq suallar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131m yoxdur. Get, i\u015finl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ol, \u0259ziz oxucu. Bir g\u00fcn, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir g\u00fcn s\u0259nin suallar\u0131n m\u0259nim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259n v\u0259 G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015flandiya adl\u0131 n\u0259h\u0259ng d\u0259rdimd\u0259n daha vacib olar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, divarlardan tuta-tuta \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131… Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Bak\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6hn\u0259, ancaq bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 do\u011fma tikilil\u0259ri var idi. K\u00fcr\u0259yini s\u00f6yk\u0259di bu divarlardan birin\u0259. N\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259 tikilmi\u015fdi bunlar? Kiml\u0259rin s\u0259si hopmu\u015fdu bu bar\u0131lara, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Ne\u00e7\u0259 sevinc, k\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, kim bilir… Belind\u0259 divar\u0131n c\u0131rmaq izl\u0259rini hiss etdi. \u00c7oxdand\u0131r he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 sevi\u015fmirdi. Sevi\u015fm\u0259yi \u00e7ox ciddiy\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131 Qaia. Sevi\u015fm\u0259k c\u0259hdl\u0259rini adil\u0259\u015fdirs\u0259 bel\u0259, \u00e7ox vaxt, daxilind\u0259ki gizli reall\u0131q bu idi \u0259slind\u0259. Beyninin v\u0259 ruhunun d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259, \u0259slind\u0259 o  \u00e7ox t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u00fc t\u0259klik ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi. Din\u0259 bilmirdi. N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131 ki? \u0130nsanlar da, robotlar da, titanlar da onun s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri il\u0259 maraqlanm\u0131rd\u0131lar. H\u0259r k\u0259si, b\u0259li, b\u0259li, h\u0259r k\u0259si g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259 bil\u0259rdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. Nec\u0259 \u0259zabd\u0131r, \u0130lahi, bo\u011fuluram. N\u0259 edim m\u0259n? Yuxular\u0131m qa\u00e7\u0131r. \u018ftimi di\u015fim\u0259 ke\u00e7irib didib-t\u00f6km\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m, kims\u0259 ti\u015f\u0259ni \u0259lin\u0259 al\u0131b v\u00fccudumu do\u011fras\u0131n, c\u0131zs\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn son qalan insanl\u0131q i\u015fart\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siqareti yenid\u0259n dama\u011f\u0131na qoyub \u0259vv\u0259lki yerin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. Yen\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi kafenin \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131n hiss\u0259sind\u0259. Arxas\u0131nda \u00e7oxlu i\u00e7ki \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259ri var idi. Ancaq he\u00e7 i\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. \u0130\u00e7ki b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nini yum\u015fald\u0131b s\u0259ssizliyin\u0259 s\u0259ssizlik \u0259lav\u0259 edirdi. Bu is\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r bezdirici idi. S\u0259sl\u0259r, s\u0259sl\u0259r e\u015fidirdi. Budur, kafenin k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturan lupasif\u0259t, soyuq b\u0259nizli bir varl\u0131q fincanda n\u0259s\u0259 i\u00e7ir. B\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fz\u0131 qapqarad\u0131r. Of, nec\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kbuland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r bu. Budur, onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda porta\u011fal sa\u00e7l\u0131 biri d\u0259 oturub. O, mavi, yupyumuru d\u0259rmanlar\u0131 sapsar\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259rinin d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na t\u0259pi\u015fdirir. Dodaqalt\u0131 nec\u0259 d\u0259 nazikdir, \u0130lahi… G\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0259mz\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 t\u0259rs m\u00fct\u0259nasiblik i\u00e7ind\u0259dir dodaqlar\u0131… Yolka r\u0259ngind\u0259 geyinib. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259trafa laqeyd g\u00f6st\u0259rir. Ya da el\u0259 ham\u0131 laqeyddir. Birc\u0259 m\u0259n, dar\u0131xan, n\u0259 ist\u0259diyini bilm\u0259y\u0259n \u015f\u00fcks\u00fcz m\u0259n\u0259m, ham\u0131 il\u0259 maraqlanan… Sonra, b\u0259s sonra? Sonra bu mara\u011fa sahib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rm\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim, a\u011fl\u0131m? Yox! Yox! Yox! Ba\u015f\u0131m f\u0131rlan\u0131r. Qulaqlar\u0131m\u0131n giziltisi qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259l-b\u0131\u00e7aq s\u0259sin\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaia bilirdi ki, n\u0259 vaxtsa, o da buna m\u0259cbur qalacaq. O lab\u00fcd sonla, arzular\u0131 aras\u0131nda qal\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259c\u0259k. Ax\u0131 d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u0259ldir? D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k, hiss etm\u0259k , n\u0259f\u0259s almaq, n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rm\u0259k. Bu g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00fcnyadan getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. \u00c7\u0259kilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi bir k\u0259nara. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu inki\u015fafdan k\u0259narla\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Bu acg\u00f6z insanl\u0131qdan, titanl\u0131qdan, tanr\u0131l\u0131qdan tamam k\u0259narda qalmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey\u0259 \u00e7evrilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi Qaia… Q\u0131raqda, hardasa, uzaqlardak\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 qalsayd\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, nec\u0259 olard\u0131, inki\u015faf \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xard\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Frans\u0131z mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dalar\u0131 getdikc\u0259 \u00e7oxalan i\u00e7 s\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ma femme, la la la la la la…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ma femme, la la la la la la…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daxilind\u0259 frans\u0131z…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kafed\u0259 is\u0259 italyan mahn\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259ndirilir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Va bene…” s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259nc italyan bak\u0131l\u0131 ofisiantdan Amerikano ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n “Love story” Qaian\u0131 2015-ci il\u0259 apar\u0131r – Romadak\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin\u0259. O vaxt aya\u011f\u0131 ili\u015fmi\u015fdi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259nin tam ortas\u0131ndak\u0131 bir s\u00fctuna. Bu, q\u0259dimd\u0259n qalan balaca bir abid\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0131rdavari s\u00fctunu bel\u0259 \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck ustal\u0131qla qoruyurdu italyanlar. Yad\u0131ma Nax\u00e7\u0131vanda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ill\u0259rd\u0259 “qorumaq” ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda savads\u0131z memarlar\u0131n g\u00fcdaz\u0131na ged\u0259n b\u0259zi abid\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar\u0131 Batabat\u0131n m\u0259\u011frur t\u0259bi\u0259ti xatirin\u0259 \u0259fv edir\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fm\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 s\u0259s-k\u00fcy ba\u015flay\u0131r daxilind\u0259. Yox, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr bu s\u0259s-k\u00fcy…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda rol oynayaraq ya\u015fama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsayd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu robotlar t\u0259k, yaln\u0131z, rahat buraxard\u0131larm\u0131? Yoxsa, m\u0259cbur edil\u0259rdi onlar kimi olma\u011fa. B\u0259s G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015flandiyaya k\u00f6\u00e7s\u0259ydi… Ax\u0131 ora, sad\u0259c\u0259, yuxudayk\u0259n k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259 bilirdi. \u018fb\u0259di olaraq yatmal\u0131 idi onda. \u018fb\u0259di uyqu, b\u0259li…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq m\u0259nim “Uyqum \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0259m alm\u0131\u015f”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r, onlar buna nec\u0259 baxard\u0131? Ax\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r insanlar\u0131 sevmirdil\u0259r. Qaian\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r, sad\u0259c\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259hkum zorba, kobud varl\u0131qlar idi. Eyni zamanda maraql\u0131 varl\u0131qlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar hara q\u0259d\u0259r davam ed\u0259c\u0259kdi? Ruhu, b\u0259li, ruhu ciddi t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunu he\u00e7 kim bilm\u0259m\u0259li idi. Beyni yar\u0131insan, yar\u0131 robotlar t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n t\u0259dqiq obyektin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259 bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elanlar verilirdi. Art\u0131q onlar bir yol se\u00e7m\u0259li idil\u0259r. Ya zavall\u0131 insan olaraq ya\u015famal\u0131, ya da texnologiya tanr\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259slim olmal\u0131 idil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tanr\u0131yla yar\u0131\u015fan insano\u011flu h\u0259r daim onunla eyni olma\u011f\u0131 arzulam\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131? H\u0259r zaman \u0259b\u0259di ya\u015fam, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7abalam\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan \u015eumer q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 G\u0131lgam\u0131\u015f da yar\u0131 tanr\u0131yd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn q\u0259dim v\u0259 \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 dastanlardan say\u0131lan G\u0131lqam\u0131\u015f biz\u0259 n\u0259 deyirdi, bel\u0259?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Manyetik sah\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015firdimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 okeanda \u00fcz\u0259n insanlara bal\u0131qlar\u0131n h\u00fccumunu oxudum… N\u0259 idi, bal\u0131qlar\u0131 bel\u0259 d\u0259li ed\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilirdim ki, yen\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fir. Hiss edirdim bunu. Ax\u0131na qo\u015fulub ya\u015famaqm\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l idi? B\u0259s xilas yolu n\u0259 idi, Nuhun \u0259fsan\u0259si d\u0259 t\u0259krarlanacaqd\u0131m\u0131? Nuh g\u0259misin\u0259 d\u0259qiq m\u0259ni mindir\u0259c\u0259kdimi? Yoxsa, \u015fans da se\u00e7ilmi\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 veril\u0259c\u0259kdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, bir g\u00fcn Tanr\u0131 yer\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fir. Al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131nda insan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259yat yolu yaz\u0131l\u0131r, “Tanr\u0131 bilm\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259k yarpaq t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259z” deyil\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitablarda yaz\u0131lan bu b\u0259ndin \u0259ksin\u0259, guya insano\u011flu yerd\u0259 \u00f6z bildiyini edibmi\u015f f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si il\u0259 yeri da\u011f\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259han\u0259 axtaran Yaradan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 baxanda \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fib yer\u0259 tufan g\u00f6nd\u0259rir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yerd\u0259 Tanr\u0131 \u00f6z adam\u0131 olan Nuha tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131r ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 xilas\u0131n\u0131 layiq bildiyin canl\u0131lardan bir c\u00fct g\u00f6t\u00fcr:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“N\u0259hay\u0259t, \u0259mrimiz g\u0259ldikd\u0259 v\u0259 t\u0259ndir qaynad\u0131qda (i\u015fl\u0259r ciddil\u0259\u015fdikd\u0259 v\u0259 su qaynama\u011fa ba\u015flayanda) Nuha dedik: “\u018fleyhin\u0259 h\u00f6km verdikl\u0259rimizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n iki c\u00fct\u00fc, ail\u0259ni v\u0259 m\u00f6minl\u0259ri g\u0259miy\u0259 mindir”. Onsuz da, onunla birlikd\u0259 inanan \u00e7ox az idi. Nuh dedi: G\u0259lin, g\u0259miy\u0259 minin. Onun axmas\u0131 da, dayanmas\u0131 da Allah\u0131n ad\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, R\u0259bbim Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayand\u0131r, R\u0259hmlidir!”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bundan \u0259lav\u0259, Seyyid Feyzullah F\u0131nd\u0131ki, “Levamiul-C\u0259vahir bi \u0130sna A\u015fere Fennen Y\u00fccahir” d\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b ki, ba\u015fqa s\u00f6z dan\u0131\u015fmaq, sad\u0259c\u0259, vaxt itkisi v\u0259 \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 yor\u011fun\u00e7uluq olar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu \u015fans idi insana ki, daha \u00e7ox ya\u015fas\u0131n. Babalar\u0131 kimi, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fc tapmadan t\u0259rk etm\u0259k m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tind\u0259 qalmas\u0131n bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131. B\u0259s \u00e7at\u0131lan \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fck buna d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s insan bu \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fckl\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259kdi? Ya bir g\u00fcn d\u00fcnya f\u0131rlanmaqdan bezs\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ya anid\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f s\u00f6ns\u0259? Zil qaranl\u0131q d\u00fcnyada nec\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqd\u0131 insan o\u011flu. Qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevirdi Qaia, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 da, ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 da… B\u0259s \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu sevirdimi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm n\u0259 idi, nec\u0259 idi… \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilmirdi tam olaraq. Anlam\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc. Bilmirdi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015fqa d\u00fcnyalara a\u00e7\u0131lan qap\u0131 idi \u00f6l\u00fcm? Yox, o ist\u0259mirdi o qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq, bilirdi, \u0259min idi ya\u015famaq ist\u0259diyind\u0259n. H\u0259yat g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. Ya\u015famaq, n\u0259f\u0259s almaq, sevm\u0259k, qa\u00e7maq, k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259yin ard\u0131nca el\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259dsizc\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaia da\u011flarda g\u0259zm\u0259kd\u0259n, b\u00fct\u00fcn o t\u0259bi\u0259t g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259rinin \u0259trini duymaqdan bezmirdi. O qoxu h\u0259risi idi. Kitab\u0131, adamlar\u0131, havan\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 yas\u0259m\u0259nl\u0259ri qoxlamaqdan bezmirdi… \u0130nsanlar\u0131 n\u0259 s\u0259sind\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 add\u0131mlar\u0131ndan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Sad\u0259c\u0259, qoxular, o qoxularla ay\u0131rd edirdi insanlar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq insanlar\u0131n qoxu \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131 eyni idi, ham\u0131 bomboz. Boz daim dar\u0131xd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 idi. Qaia bomboz olmaq ist\u0259mirdi… Robotla\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi. \u0130nsan qalmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Qaia art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015feyin d\u0259yi\u015fdiyinin f\u0259rqind\u0259 idi, getdikc\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Mahiyy\u0259t n\u0259 idi. Sol kim idi. Tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131 onu, \u0259min idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu paralel d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 beyninin i\u00e7ind\u0259 da\u015f\u0131maq ondan n\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131. Onu n\u0259y\u0259, hara haz\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131 bu burul\u011fan? O harasa haz\u0131rlanmaq ist\u0259yirdimi? Beyninin i\u00e7i bumbuz idi. Getdikc\u0259 bu soyuqluq Qainan\u0131n v\u00fccudunu da keyl\u0259\u015fdirirdi. \u018fll\u0259ri, qollar\u0131, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri, ruhu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-47727","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47727","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47727"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47727\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47731,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47727\/revisions\/47731"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47727"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47727"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47727"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}