{"id":48345,"date":"2024-01-31T10:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-01-31T06:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=48345"},"modified":"2024-02-02T07:53:23","modified_gmt":"2024-02-02T03:53:23","slug":"sfa-v%c9%99liyeva-d%c9%99rd-s%c9%99bir-boz-saclar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=48345","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;D\u0259rd, s\u0259bir, boz sa\u00e7lar \u2026&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full is-resized\"><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-48294\" width=\"704\" height=\"700\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva.png 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/S\u0259fa-V\u0259liyeva-150x150.png 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 704px) 100vw, 704px\" \/><\/a><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br><strong><em>Dj Sada \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-H\u0259r \u015feyi bo\u015f ver, Lloyd.-Liya dedi.<br>-H\u0259yat\u0131n bo\u015f oldu\u011funu bil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qiym\u0259tli bildiyim h\u0259r \u015feyi ruhuma y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m.-Lloyd \u0259minlikl\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<br>-Ha? N\u0259yi?<br>-D\u0259rdi. -Bu d\u0259f\u0259 Lloydun s\u0259sind\u0259ki \u0259minlik \u00e7ox fa\u011f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br>-D\u0259rd n\u0259dir ki?<br>Lloyd susmu\u015fdu. Bundan sonra ba\u015flad\u0131 Liyan\u0131n d\u0259rd axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131. O da h\u0259yat\u0131 burayacan y\u0131x\u0131la-dura g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, o da \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ham\u0131dan gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi. Amma o, bunlar\u0131 \u201cd\u0259rd\u201d adland\u0131rsa da, qiym\u0259tli saym\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nsan ac\u0131lar\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt qiym\u0259tli ola bilm\u0259zdi. Qiym\u0259tli olanlar sevinc idi, sevgi idi, v\u0259fa idi\u2026 B\u0259s Lloydun qiym\u0259tli dediyi \u201cd\u0259rd\u201d n\u0259 idi?<br>Bilirdi ki, Lloyddan israrla soru\u015fsa, \u0259n az\u0131ndan, bir-iki ipucu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bil\u0259r. Liya m\u0259hz bunu ist\u0259mirdi. Ya Lloyd \u00f6z\u00fc ona h\u0259r \u015feyi oldu\u011fu kimi dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131, ya da \u00f6z\u00fc axtar\u0131b tapmal\u0131yd\u0131. Axtar\u0131\u015fa ba\u015flamaqda gecikm\u0259di.<br>Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Lloydun q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00fczl\u00fc qeyd d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259sini v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259di. orada g\u00fcnd\u0259lik g\u0259lir-x\u0259rc m\u00fcqayis\u0259si apar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, hesablamalar v\u0259 onlar\u0131n n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lloydun qiym\u0259tli d\u0259rdin\u0259 dair he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259n birind\u0259 Lloydun h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 komp\u00fcterd\u0259 yaz\u0131 yazark\u0259n sol \u0259linin \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131na taxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l qa\u015fl\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131. Z\u0259rr\u0259binl\u0259 yoxlad\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc-qa\u015f\u0131 tutan d\u00f6rd qarma\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131na iyn\u0259 sald\u0131, qa\u015f\u0131 yerind\u0259n azac\u0131q oynatd\u0131, halqan\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risini-e\u015fiyini yoxlamaqla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259di, yan t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 yaz\u0131la bil\u0259r ehtimal\u0131 il\u0259 z\u0259rr\u0259-z\u0259rr\u0259 g\u00f6zd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi. He\u00e7 n\u0259 yox idi.<br>G\u00fcnl\u0259r h\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259rin don q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n\u0131na \u00e7evrildi, ya\u015fananlar\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259-s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259 ay\u0131n sonuna \u00e7atd\u0131. Liya axtarma\u011f\u0131nda idi. Ke\u00e7\u0259n m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 Lloydun komp\u00fcterin\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015f, paltarlar\u0131n\u0131n cibl\u0259rini e\u015f\u0259l\u0259mi\u015f, \u0259l-\u00fcz d\u0259smallar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n qatlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. He\u00e7 yerd\u0259 ipucu bel\u0259, yox idi. H\u0259r \u015fey Lloydu tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259 nec\u0259ydis\u0259, el\u0259ydi. He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Onda bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Lloyd qiym\u0259tli d\u0259rdini ruhuna onu tan\u0131madan \u0259vv\u0259l y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onu tan\u0131madan \u0259vv\u0259l\u2026 Liya t\u0259qvimind\u0259 bel\u0259 bir yarpaq oldu\u011funu indi k\u0259\u015ff el\u0259di, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di\u2026 \u018fmin idi ki, Lloydun t\u0259qvimind\u0259 \u00e7oxdan var bu v\u0259r\u0259q: \u201cLiyadan \u0259vv\u0259l\u201d. Axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 o v\u0259r\u0259qd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259 olmal\u0131yd\u0131\u2026<br>Aylar da y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc bir-birinin arxas\u0131nca, il oldu. Liya Lloydun u\u015faql\u0131q dostlar\u0131 il\u0259, qon\u015fular\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, onun haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Amma he\u00e7 biri axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131 deyildi. N\u0259 olsun ki, Lloyd u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 alma a\u011fac\u0131ndan gicitk\u0259n kollar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131?! N\u0259 olsun ki, o, \u201cM\u0259kt\u0259bin \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u015fagirdi\u201d olmu\u015fdu?! \u0130lk sevgisi olan m\u0259\u015fhur hind aktyorunun \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n divar\u0131ndan asma\u011f\u0131 da m\u0259nas\u0131z idi. Onun sevdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n hans\u0131sa o\u011flandan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk sevgi m\u0259ktubundan is\u0259 he\u00e7 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa d\u0259ym\u0259zdi. Lloyd sevgini ali sayan qad\u0131nlardan idi.<br>Liya g\u00fcnb\u0259g\u00fcn anlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Lloydun qiym\u0259tli d\u0259rdinin axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131 onun h\u0259yat\u0131na a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q qat\u0131r. Bu a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131qdan xilas olmal\u0131, yenid\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi \u0259vv\u0259lki hal\u0131na salmal\u0131yd\u0131. V\u0259 onda q\u0259rar verdi ki, \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259li oldu\u011funu etm\u0259lidir: Lloyddan israrla qiym\u0259tli d\u0259rdinin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu soru\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r.<br>-D\u0259rdin n\u0259dir, Lloyd?<br>-Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 d\u0259rdim odur ki, bir qa\u015f\u0131\u011fa 15-i s\u0131\u011fa bil\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fb\u0259r\u0259 bi\u015fir\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<br>-Onu demir\u0259m.<br>-Bir d\u0259, yeni ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m q\u0259l\u0259m d\u0259stind\u0259 b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi yoxdur.<br>-Ruhuna y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n qiym\u0259tli d\u0259rdi soru\u015furam.<br>Lloyd qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131raraq Liyaya baxd\u0131, sonra q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Liya bilmirdi ki, onun bu g\u00fclm\u0259yind\u0259n incim\u0259lidir, yoxsa r\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259 qo\u015fulub g\u00fclm\u0259lidir. Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259, Lloyda da \u00e7ay s\u00fczd\u00fc. Yerin\u0259 oturanda bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndak\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd h\u0259l\u0259 yox olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br>-Liya, s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 \u201cs\u0259birli\u201d dem\u0259kdir, bilirs\u0259n d\u0259?<br>-M\u0259n\u0259 bu ad\u0131 s\u0259n qoymusan. Dem\u0259k, bir \u015fey bilirs\u0259n ki, qoymusan.<br>-Lloyd is\u0259 \u201csa\u00e7lar\u0131 boz olan\u201d dem\u0259kdir.<br>-Bunu bilirdim.<br>-S\u0259birli olanlar\u0131n boz sa\u00e7l\u0131lara he\u00e7 vaxt ehtiyac\u0131 olmur. Onlar \u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilirl\u0259r. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 boz olanlarsa h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir s\u0259bir da\u015f\u0131 axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131rlar.<br>Liya Lloydun ona yaltaqland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi:<br>-Bura bax! \u201cS\u0259n m\u0259nim s\u0259bir da\u015f\u0131msan\u201d deyib q\u0131l\u0131qlama\u011f\u0131n laz\u0131m deyil! M\u0259n\u0259 qiym\u0259tli d\u0259rdini anlat!<br>Lloyd yenid\u0259n g\u00fcld\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 \u015f\u0259n par\u0131lt\u0131lar peyda oldu, \u0259ll\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 vurdu, uzun-uzad\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc. Liya \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u00dcr\u0259yi soyumad\u0131, Lloyd \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fc \u00e7ay\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fc i\u00e7di. Lloyd g\u00fcl\u00fcb qurtarandan sonra ir\u0259li \u0259yildi v\u0259 dedi:<br>-M\u0259nim qiym\u0259tli d\u0259rdim yoxdur. \u00d6z\u00fcm olan-qalan d\u0259rdl\u0259rimi bir yer\u0259 c\u0259ml\u0259yir, onlara d\u0259y\u0259r bi\u00e7ir\u0259m. \u00c7ox vaxt da \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ri h\u0259yatdan baha olsun.<br>-Bunu niy\u0259 edirs\u0259n ki? -Liya h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259s\u0259bi idi.<br>-Bu q\u0259d\u0259r ucuz h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015faya bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015e\u0259fa V\u0259li (2023-2024)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyi G\u0259ncl\u0259r \u015euras\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru Dj Sada \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn -H\u0259r \u015feyi bo\u015f ver, Lloyd.-Liya dedi.-H\u0259yat\u0131n bo\u015f oldu\u011funu bil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qiym\u0259tli bildiyim h\u0259r \u015feyi ruhuma y\u0131\u011fd\u0131m.-Lloyd \u0259minlikl\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.-Ha? N\u0259yi?-D\u0259rdi. -Bu d\u0259f\u0259 Lloydun s\u0259sind\u0259ki \u0259minlik \u00e7ox fa\u011f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.-D\u0259rd [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-48345","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48345","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=48345"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48345\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48359,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/48345\/revisions\/48359"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=48345"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=48345"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=48345"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}