{"id":50173,"date":"2025-12-16T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2025-12-16T05:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50173"},"modified":"2025-12-17T08:59:43","modified_gmt":"2025-12-17T04:59:43","slug":"em%c9%99kdar-inc%c9%99s%c9%99n%c9%99t-xadimi-m%c9%99din%c9%99-gulgun-firidunpoema","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50173","title":{"rendered":"\u018fm\u0259kdar inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t xadimi M\u0259din\u0259 G\u00dcLG\u00dcN.”Firidun”(Poema)\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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“Firidun” poemas\u0131 C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycanda milli azadl\u0131q u\u011frunda ged\u0259n xalq h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131ndan b\u0259hs edir. \u018fs\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n milli q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 Firidun \u0130brahiminin ictimai v\u0259 inqilabi f\u0259aliyy\u0259tind\u0259n, xalqla yax\u0131ndan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, milli h\u00f6kum\u0259tin m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tind\u0259n sonra onun q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na h\u0259lak olmas\u0131ndan b\u0259hs edilir.<\/h4>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyada azadl\u0131q u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 ed\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 ithaf edir\u0259m…<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hardasan, ay Q\u0259ni, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ayd\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Talvar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan yax\u0131na g\u0259l bir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatma salamatd\u0131r, bir o\u011flun oldu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011ful bu d\u00fcnyada g\u00f6z\u0259l t\u00f6hf\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ox sa\u011f ol, ay bibi, \u00e7ox raz\u0131yam m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin s\u0259daq\u0259tin b\u0259llidir biz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259k bu \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tind\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anasan, b\u00f6y\u00fcks\u0259n s\u0259n evimiz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dem\u0259 ki, sonsuzam, s\u0131x\u0131lma bir d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatma da q\u0131z\u0131nd\u0131r, sevin, g\u00fcl, dan\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259xtin solub getdi ac\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilir\u0259m, sa\u00e7\u0131n da vaxts\u0131z a\u011farm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ns\u0259n m\u0259\u015f\u0259qq\u0259tin canl\u0131 qurban\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018frin d\u0259, evin d\u0259 getdi \u0259lind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilir\u0259m, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fckl\u0259ri san\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mis\u0259n bu torpaqda s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay o\u011ful, qan\u0131n\u0131 qaraltma, yet\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn \u015fadl\u0131q edib sevin\u0259k g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir\u0259m, d\u00fcnyada h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n bet\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odur ki \u00fcmidsiz qovrulur \u00fcr\u0259k!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rini qald\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 dua etdi \u00f6z ad\u0259til\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259ni \u00f6z evin\u0259, \u00f6z qap\u0131s\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxd\u0131 bir atal\u0131q m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259til\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7m\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011ful atas\u0131yam, – dey\u0259 sevindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131 \u015firin arzular,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259r\u0259hd\u0259n, el\u0259 bil, u\u00e7acaq indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu zaman bir “inq\u0259” s\u0259das\u0131 qalxd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(\u0130l kata olanlar duyar bu s\u0259si…)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, b\u0259lk\u0259 qu\u015flard\u0131, qondu qap\u0131ya?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlard\u0131r oxuyur bahar n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259ni bu atadan qalma evinin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7d\u0131 qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 indi atat\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fa bils\u0259ydi, n\u0259l\u0259r dey\u0259rdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun sin\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u00fcr\u0259k?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O a\u00e7d\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 mehriban, g\u00fcl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6pd\u00fc sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan t\u0259z\u0259 anan\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259di: – Ay Fatma, deyir\u0259m, y\u0259qin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259rdi\u015fi bu g\u0259c d\u00f6vran\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259x\u015fi\u015f d\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011f\u00e7adan d\u0259rdiyim g\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259n qeyri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ay Q\u0259ni, bu n\u0259 s\u00f6z, bu n\u0259 gileydir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz ki, \u00e7ox g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck \u00e7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259, asta-asta dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Fatma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 s\u0259n\u0259 dar\u0131xmaq yara\u015fm\u0131r, Q\u0259ni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcm\u0259, m\u00f6hn\u0259t\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n meydan oxuyan g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zindana da d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn, i\u015fsiz d\u0259 qald\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Getdiyin haqq yoldan geri d\u00f6nm\u0259din.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n el\u0259 yand\u0131n ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tufanlar da qopdu, yen\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u0259din…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata ehtiyatla \u0259yildi bird\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Be\u015fiyin i\u00e7ind\u0259 u\u015fa\u011fa baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxuda a\u011flay\u0131b, sevin\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki, atas\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6pm\u0259di k\u00f6rp\u0259ni ata, do\u011frusu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxdu bu t\u0259masdan u\u015faq diksin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatman\u0131n aln\u0131ndan, qara sa\u00e7\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ehtiramla \u00f6pd\u00fc, o d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Eh Fatma, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131san s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t, n\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259k, atayam m\u0259n d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130st\u0259rdim b\u0259x\u015fi\u015fl\u0259r, x\u0259l\u0259tl\u0259r alam<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyaya bu k\u00f6rp\u0259 balam g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 saatlar, ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana bir maraqla baxd\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara sa\u00e7lar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal da verdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“O\u011flumun ad g\u00fcn\u00fc olacaq”, dey\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeddi gec\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bibi xon\u00e7a b\u0259z\u0259mi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalmas\u0131n nisgil dey\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, no\u011fuldan, \u015firnid\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fczm\u00fc\u015f ki\u00e7ik s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 quru\u015flara<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ald\u0131rm\u0131\u015f \u0259t, d\u00fcy\u00fc, ya\u011f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaman \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259 d\u0259 onun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sin\u0259sin\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 da\u011f –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u015fad g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 gizli q\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir: – Q\u0259ni, dar\u0131xma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm \u0259hd etmi\u015f\u0259m:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flunun ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolanam \u0259l-ayaqda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 qonum-qon\u015fudan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam qonaq da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lmi\u015fdir tan\u0131\u015flar, qohumlar – ham\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu da Astaran\u0131n \u00f6z ad\u0259tidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu “yeddi gec\u0259”d\u0259 \u015f\u0259nlik el\u0259m\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elin bir-birin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259linl\u0259r s\u00f6z at\u0131r qar\u0131ya h\u0259rd\u0259n;<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bibili, toyunda x\u0259b\u0259r ver biz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Burda ni\u015fanl\u0131lar q\u0259h\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259r\u0259k bir \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ver\u0259m T\u0259briz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyib, he\u00e7 qar\u0131 da pozmur hal\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr bu s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n ham\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin Fatman\u0131n da k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevinci, \u015fadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu ad ax\u015fam\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcfr\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131 art\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ortaya xon\u00e7a g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki m\u0259clis i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259z\u0259 m\u0259clis d\u00fcz\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bibiy\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k sal\u0131b<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi q\u0131z-g\u0259lin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu da bir ad\u0259tidir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim oban\u0131n-elin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 qundaq i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doland\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259n-\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– El\u0259 m\u00fcbahl\u0131q g\u0259tir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Balaca q\u0259d\u0259minl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259, bu xo\u015f arzunu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131 t\u0259krar el\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xeyir-dua verdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizd\u0259 qayda bel\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u0131 bir ehtiyatla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ald\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxd\u0131 nec\u0259 \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun m\u0259sum \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, \u00e7oxlu s\u00f6zl\u0259r dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n \u00f6vlad\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ilk n\u0259sih\u0259tiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018flin \u0259yri olmas\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259b\u0259r\u00e7ilik bilm\u0259 s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz g\u00f6rm\u0259dik, ay bala,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qonaqlar da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn do\u011fur, dan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259nin be\u015fiyin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6yd\u0259n \u015f\u0259f\u0259q t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259 qovu\u015fduqca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun da b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lkin m\u0259kt\u0259bi oldu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona ana \u015f\u0259fq\u0259ti,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 ata \u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra getdi m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Meylini d\u0259rs\u0259 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ll\u0259r qanadl\u0131 qu\u015ft\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u00e7ub arxada qald\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun sual verir<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatma s\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131, tez \u015fam g\u0259tirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata da, o\u011ful da i\u015ftahla yedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t, Firidunun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata hiss el\u0259di k\u0259d\u0259ri, d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra Firiduna – yax\u0131n g\u0259l – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin yorulmusan, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 balam?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l, m\u0259nim yan\u0131mda bir dinc\u0259l, dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu mehribanl\u0131qdan, bu n\u0259vazi\u015fd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi, bir d\u0259 tutuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min sual oynad\u0131 yen\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sin\u0259si ahlarla bo\u015fald\u0131, doldu…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259 olub, ay o\u011ful, bir dan\u0131\u015fsana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ah \u00e7\u0259km\u0259, kim d\u0259yib x\u0259trin\u0259? – s\u00f6yl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir xata \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l m\u0259ni h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n s\u0259n agah el\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun tutuldu, bir bulud kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki, g\u00f6y ki\u015fn\u0259di, ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7axd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 nisgil, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 giley,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir anl\u0131q atan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra dil\u0259 g\u0259ldi, el\u0259 bil, \u00e7aylar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n qa\u015f\u0131-qaba\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O ki\u00e7ik q\u0259lbind\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rdini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ataya b\u00f6y\u00fcksaya\u011f\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– R\u0259him, yaz\u0131q R\u0259him, bu s\u0259h\u0259r m\u00fcdir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik qovdu m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Oxumaq pulunu tamam \u00fc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259di h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 verm\u0259mis\u0259n s\u0259n”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi: – “Get \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ayr\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259 tap,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zorla ki, oxumaq yara\u015fmaz, bala”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259him \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir yol da qanr\u0131l\u0131b baxmad\u0131 dala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O getdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim qap\u0131ya baxd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Az qald\u0131m dal\u0131nca \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ram – R\u0259him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259m bu bo\u015f qalm\u0131\u015f yerin\u0259 s\u0259nin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n bir d\u0259 n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r baxaram, R\u0259him?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r he\u00e7 d\u0259rs\u0259 ba\u015flamadan biz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dua oxuyuruq \u015fah\u0131n can\u0131na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t ver, olmaz ki, R\u0259him<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir m\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259rib, desin ki, ona –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey bizim \u00f6lk\u0259nin m\u00f6ht\u0259r\u0259m \u015fah\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qovublar m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n m\u0259ni bo\u015f yer\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atam\u0131n, anam\u0131n \u00fcmidiy\u0259m m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ey \u015fah, \u0259mr el\u0259yin bizim m\u00fcdir\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259bin haqq\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259r\u0259m y\u0259qin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015f\u0259 gir\u0259c\u0259kdir ata s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir, m\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259m, s\u0259n oxu, o\u011ful,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259ki, g\u00f6z\u00fcba\u011fl\u0131 qalm\u0131yasan s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Adils\u0259n”, “B\u00f6y\u00fcks\u0259n”, g\u0259l \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259ni, ey \u015fah…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259 dua ed\u0259rik<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n\u0259 cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259x\u015f etsin Allah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ata, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t ver, yol g\u00f6st\u0259r biz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabah m\u0259n d\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm bu g\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259g\u0259r yoxsul olmaq bir q\u0259bah\u0259tdir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flu h\u0259sr\u0259t qal\u0131r m\u0259kt\u0259b \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hac\u0131n\u0131n, malikin, tacirin o\u011flu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r biziml\u0259 bir dua edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Yoxsulsan, get ayr\u0131 pe\u015f\u0259 tap, bala”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n m\u00fcdirin m\u0259qs\u0259di n\u0259dir?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin raz\u0131 olmaz \u015fah bel\u0259 i\u015f\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b d\u00f6vl\u0259tindir, m\u00fcdir\u0259 n\u0259 var?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, \u015fah \u00f6z\u00fc \u0259mr etmi\u015f g\u0259r\u0259k –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxusun \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn balalar?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 sual, ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kabab edir alov, k\u00f6z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faq bax\u0131r ataya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atan\u0131n fikri darda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdd\u0259n birl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bilmir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu do\u011fma bax\u0131\u015flar da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata indi n\u0259 desin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hardan ba\u015flas\u0131n s\u00f6z\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata \u00fcr\u0259yi ist\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yalan dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131nm\u0131 o?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, yalan n\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yalana yol ver\u0259rmi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

L\u0259k\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 desin, n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259sin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131, m\u0259kt\u0259b, d\u0259rsi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazma\u011f\u0131 sevsin ancaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir siqar al\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qullab vurur d\u0259rind\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, n\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7ir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxsullar\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndlinin n\u0259m daxmas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131yla ucalan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saray, z\u00fclm\u0259t d\u00fcnyas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 qanl\u0131 vuru\u015flar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq\u0131n haqq dey\u0259n s\u0259si:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u0259l\u00e7atmaz, qu\u015fqonmaz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259sri Qacar m\u0259hb\u0259si…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259nin bir yar\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxa \u00e7\u0131xan igidl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yurduna barmaql\u0131qdan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t baxan igidl\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131nm\u0131 kas\u0131b\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda g\u00fcn\u00fc qarad\u0131r?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsanlar var, d\u00fcnyada<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xariq\u0259l\u0259r yarad\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan var ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rd al\u0131r duman kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan var, h\u0259yat s\u00fcr\u00fcr<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalib bir insan kimi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 balas\u0131 be\u015fikd\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k deyib a\u011flay\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 ana g\u00fcnahkart\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dizini qucaqlay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikirl\u0259rd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata bax\u0131r o\u011fluna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tarix kimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bildikl\u0259rini ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flan heyr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r h\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir, o\u011ful ist\u0259r\u0259m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n sil\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yox, yox, h\u0259r da\u015f alt\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 igid var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar alacaq y\u0259qin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haqq\u0131n\u0131z\u0131, balalar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ataya qulaq as\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011ful heyr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259ki \u00e7ay tamam<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soyuyub, buza d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atan\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259t g\u00f6z\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yanan ulduza d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxusu qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f tamam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fc yol \u00e7\u0259kir yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u015f\u0259fq\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131r o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidunun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ata, sanki h\u0259yat\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sirrin a\u00e7\u0131r o\u011fluna,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259s m\u00fc\u0259llim bunlar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Niy\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015f ona?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fkib, bi\u00e7\u0259n k\u0259ndlidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcft\u0259 kef \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u0259rbab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu z\u00fclm\u0259 yoxsul yaz\u0131q<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r el\u0259yir tab?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda iki c\u00fcr insan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki c\u00fcr h\u0259yat varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259llim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faqlar\u0131 aldatm\u0131\u015f?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil ki, yuxudan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay\u0131l\u0131r u\u015faq yaz\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259kilir g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0259rd\u0259-p\u0259rd\u0259 qaranl\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun dar\u00fclf\u00fcnunda <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tehran. Dar\u00fclf\u00fcnun. Qaynar bir h\u0259yat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259nclik, bir \u00e7a\u011flayan su deyilmi b\u0259s?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 deyibl\u0259r ki, tap\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yatda g\u0259ncliy\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r, \u0259v\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nsan h\u0259yat\u0131nda g\u0259nclik bahard\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min bahar g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259, o d\u00f6nm\u00fcr geri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim d\u0259, s\u0259nin d\u0259, onun da y\u0259qin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u015firindir g\u0259nclik ill\u0259ri…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O kimdir, \u0259ynind\u0259 boz kostyumu var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xurmay\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yan daram\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259r, o nazik b\u0131\u011flar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bils\u0259niz, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Boyu da b\u0259st\u0259dir, g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r bilir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fll\u0259ri qad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n inc\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostlar, yax\u0131n g\u0259lin, dindirin onu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259dir bu cavan\u0131 s\u0131xan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu fikir alm\u0131\u015f, durard\u0131 y\u0259qin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fc salam verib, \u0259hval tutard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259r\u0259k arxas\u0131nca m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm ged\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir s\u00f6z\u00fc vard\u0131?!.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7d\u0131 qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 professorun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun \u0259d\u0259bl\u0259 salam s\u00f6yl\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u018fziz professor, h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Buyurun, can-ba\u015fla haz\u0131ram – indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qald\u0131r\u0131b \u0259lini tez professor<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi: – \u00c7\u0259k stulu, yax\u0131na g\u0259l bir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anandan bar\u0131, he\u00e7 ka\u011f\u0131z g\u0259lirmi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nec\u0259 ke\u00e7inirl\u0259r, atan nec\u0259dir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Atam da bir yax\u0131n dostundan d\u00fcn\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ktub g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi, salam var siz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131r, v\u0259t\u0259nini sev\u0259n bir adam<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259r\u0259k s\u00fcrg\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015faya, d\u00f6z\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Atam N\u0259hav\u0259ndd\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm burada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi ba\u015fs\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015f ail\u0259 tamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, nec\u0259 s\u0259br etsin bu haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 h\u0259r z\u00fclm\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259n bir adam?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, qoca alims\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalx\u0131b var-g\u0259l edir otaqda yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gah siqar yand\u0131r\u0131r, gah da eyn\u0259yi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0131xar\u0131r, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n tax\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011farm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7\u0131nda g\u0259zir \u0259ll\u0259ri,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beynind\u0259 min fikir oynay\u0131r, s\u00f6n\u00fcr…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7at\u0131l\u0131r, qa\u015f\u0131-qaba\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sin\u0259si atlan\u0131r, q\u0259lbi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fyl\u0259\u015fir t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z yerind\u0259 o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir, diqq\u0259tli ol h\u0259r i\u015find\u0259 s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r da\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda bir casus yat\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunu yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259k bil\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259zi \u00fczd\u0259niraq m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259r d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnd\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 dona girirl\u0259r, bala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam var, birc\u0259 il xaricd\u0259 qal\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi fars oldu\u011fun dan\u0131r az qala…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Al, bu \u018franinin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kitab<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zindan h\u0259yat\u0131mdan bir yadigard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda analar\u0131n \u0259hdi, arzusu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavan g\u0259linl\u0259rin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Orda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r \u0259sil h\u0259qiq\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat, m\u00fcbariz\u0259, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f, inqilab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz\u0259 yol g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259z bu yaz\u0131lart\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilin ki, h\u0259r qal\u0131n b\u0259z\u0259kli kitab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t, ehtiyatl\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259nin bir az,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ehtiyat igidin yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoruyun bu b\u00f6y\u00fck yaz\u0131lar\u0131 siz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunlar kor g\u00f6zl\u0259rin bir i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 eyn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131r qoca,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259zir a\u011f sa\u00e7\u0131nda qans\u0131z \u0259ll\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ell\u0259r\u0259 qurban vermi\u015fdir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, a\u011f\u0131 qaradan se\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gah v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 olmu\u015f, gah da q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir yol d\u00f6nm\u0259mi\u015fdir ilqar\u0131ndan o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu g\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 mal da, s\u0259rv\u0259t d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doymam\u0131\u015f yurdunun bahar\u0131ndan o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259li –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yad \u00f6lk\u0259, s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015f, q\u0259f\u0259sdir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavan m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259m, arvad\u0131m, anam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 yoxsul evim, bu b\u0259sdir m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elsiz bal da yes\u0259m, z\u0259h\u0259r dadacaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yavan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yes\u0259m, v\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259 yeyim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 bu torpaqdan h\u0259rar\u0259t alm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim bu nisgilli, d\u0259rdli \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra h\u0259bsxana, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn, ayr\u0131l\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavan arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kims\u0259siz otaqda yola sald\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qocal\u0131q, subayl\u0131q, t\u0259nha ill\u0259ri…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 canlan\u0131r bir d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015feyi el\u0259 bil g\u00f6r\u00fcr indic\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolmu\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini eyn\u0259yin altdan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ar\u0131q \u0259ll\u0259ril\u0259 silir x\u0259fifc\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dem\u0259yin ki\u015fi d\u0259 he\u00e7 a\u011flayarm\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fateh bir insan da a\u011flayar b\u0259z\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qocan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 parlayan o ya\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, hiss edir\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 nakam qalan m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259zin kaman kimi inl\u0259yir bel\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin, toxunmayaq, dostlar, amand\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qocan\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259 o h\u0259ssas tel\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin, ilk t\u0259ran\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 ki, bir d\u0259 ki, son n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O kama \u00e7atmayan e\u015fqin, dil\u0259yin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0259rd\u0259-p\u0259rd\u0259 qalxan h\u0259zin s\u0259sidir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoyun qulaq ass\u0131n qoca o s\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6z e\u015fqi, \u00f6z h\u0259v\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flimd\u0259n g\u0259ls\u0259ydi pozard\u0131m sizi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz, ey m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fck \u00e7\u0131xanlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun \u0259l tutur, sakitc\u0259 gedir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qocan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qal\u0131r qap\u0131da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir an fikir, x\u0259yal. Sonra z\u0259ng s\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131r bir t\u0259mkinl\u0259 otaqdan, o da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259 yar\u0131dan ke\u00e7ir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 yatmayan da var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin, yax\u0131na g\u0259lin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259k, n\u0259 edir onlar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ota\u011f\u0131n r\u0259fl\u0259rind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259zetl\u0259r d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kitablar qalaq-qalaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dczl\u0259r\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q sal\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259if yanan bir \u00e7\u0131raq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri k\u0259til \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri taxtda oturmu\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biri \u0259lind\u0259 jurnal<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayaq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 durmu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sad\u0259 par\u00e7adan onun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fynind\u0259 pijama var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259liq\u0259li geym\u0259yi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ox sev\u0259rdi, o, dostlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yan daram\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00fcl\u00fcr yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flind\u0259ki jurnal\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxuyur d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 sual, s\u00f6z olur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s fikirl\u0259rl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f dolur, beyin dolur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n dem\u0259dim kimdir o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r \u00e7oxdan biz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lbind\u0259 ba\u015f qald\u0131r\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arzu t\u0259z\u0259, s\u00f6z t\u0259z\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar \u00fcmidl\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130namla, h\u0259rar\u0259tl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar, v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonsuz bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar sakitc\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fqa cavanlar\u0131 da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fa sals\u0131nlar, g\u0259r\u0259k…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n, s\u0259n, o sakit dursaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim \u00e7ar\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259r ax\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elin g\u00fcc\u00fc bir olsa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Neyl\u0259y\u0259r biz\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca Firidun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hidd\u0259ti co\u015fur onun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir: “F\u0259ryad\u0131 birdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin, k\u0259ndin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizd\u0259n \u00fcmid g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fma v\u0259t\u0259n, do\u011fma el…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259kc\u0259 t\u0259hsil almaqla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdl\u0259r sa\u011falan deyil…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259ki p\u0259rd\u0259ni<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0131r\u0131b ataq bir yana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Azadl\u0131qdan xo\u015f n\u0259 var<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fcnyada insana?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoy t\u0259hsili qurtar\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda qalmaram, bir an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ntizarla g\u00f6zl\u0259yir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yolumu Az\u0259rbaycan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259briz \u00fcmman kimidir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dal\u011fa-dal\u011fan\u0131 a\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq\u0131n haqq-hesab g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anbaan yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anam da yaz\u0131b: “Tez g\u0259l,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259yirman\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaman g\u00fcn\u0259 sald\u0131lar”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131q anam, yaz\u0131r ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ls\u0259n, pis ke\u00e7m\u0259z biz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmir ki, m\u0259n birba\u015fa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Getm\u0259liy\u0259m T\u0259briz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Xav\u0259rno” q\u0259zetind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedib i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259m g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana dild\u0259 m\u0259qal\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nec\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259k?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 bizim dild\u0259 d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaran\u0131b ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00fczuli, Vaqif, M\u00f6c\u00fcz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259s sal\u0131bd\u0131r al\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qanun yazd\u0131 X\u0259tai<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fma dilind\u0259 f\u0259q\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeir\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259tkara<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qulaq as\u0131r dostlar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259 yol axtar\u0131r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar bu gec\u0259 yar\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arada ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6z olur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kiminin fikri yanl\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kiminin ki, d\u00fcz olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r g\u0259nc t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tutulmu\u015fdur bir q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir: – T\u0259til etm\u0259kl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 udacaq f\u0259hl\u0259l\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259nki n\u00fcmayi\u015fd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259si \u00f6ld\u00fc nahaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259r\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, \u0259zil\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 yoxsuldur ancaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nc\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 olar ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018frz\u0259 yaza f\u0259hl\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sahibkar da g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ged\u0259r, y\u0259qin bir q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nahaq qan axmaz daha,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6lm\u0259z arada f\u0259hl\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Son qoyular bu qanl\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vuru\u015flara, t\u0259til\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Soru\u015fur bir ba\u015fqas\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Firidun, ba\u015fa sal bir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 bizim fikrimiz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fcz deyildir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259hvdir, fikriniz, qarda\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018franini oxuyun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ondak\u0131 fikirl\u0259ri<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259hlil el\u0259yin, duyun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u00fcurun da silah\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcbariz bir kitabd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259hl\u0259nin azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haqq s\u0259si, inqilabd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sahibkar bir g\u00fcn ke\u00e7\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir yol g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 ged\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn ke\u00e7irtsin f\u0259hl\u0259l\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015f onun, d\u0259zgah onun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qabarl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259r onun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpaq \u00fcst\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pu\u00e7ur-pu\u00e7ur t\u0259r onun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Niy\u0259 o, xahi\u015f etsin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018frz\u0259 yazs\u0131n h\u0259r s\u0259f\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sahibkar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259hm\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndlinin d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fc qarad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fkir, bi\u00e7ir, \u0259rbaba<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xo\u015f g\u00fcz\u0259ran yarad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s o yaz\u0131q n\u0259 etsin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odam\u0131 d\u00f6zs\u00fcn bel\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah\u0131n h\u0259r \u0259mrin\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qarda\u015flar, “Ajeri”d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxuyun yax\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El g\u00fcc\u00fc, el yumru\u011fu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birl\u0259\u015fsin z\u00fclm\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dinl\u0259yir Firidunu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostlar heyr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr, ulduzlar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qal\u0131r z\u00fclm\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayr\u0131l\u0131q v\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00fcquq \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sini bitirdi bir g\u00fcn,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun diplomu \u0259ziz saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 arzu, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 yol diplomu a\u00e7\u0131b yoxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tehran d\u0259bd\u0259b\u0259li olsa da onu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011flaya bilm\u0259di \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131\u011fd\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259rini, bir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ayr\u0131ld\u0131 yolda\u015flar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoca alimin d\u0259 getdi yan\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kim bilir, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si \u00f6yr\u0259dib ax\u0131 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nimiz, c\u0259bh\u0259miz birdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Y\u0259qin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik, qoca alim d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fl tutub g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, tez Firidunla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Silib eyn\u0259yini, tax\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n titr\u0259yir s\u0259si az qala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011fula tamarz\u0131 atalar kimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6p\u00fcr Firidunun aln\u0131ndan qoca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, nec\u0259 ist\u0259rdi, o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dal\u0131nca baxayd\u0131 o da doyunca…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun ah\u0259st\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r qap\u0131dan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259, g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bir \u00fcmid yan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalx\u0131r \u00f6z yerind\u0259n a\u011fsa\u00e7l\u0131 alim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 xeyli dayan\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6vr\u0259lir yen\u0259 d\u0259 bu ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir siqar yand\u0131r\u0131r m\u0259lal i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unudur \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, yen\u0259 q\u0259rq olur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gah ac\u0131, gah \u015firin x\u0259yal i\u00e7ind\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun T\u0259briz\u0259 g\u0259lir bir s\u0259h\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc bu g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015f\u0259h\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona do\u011fma g\u0259lir, ona xo\u015f g\u0259lir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259n havas\u0131ndan ruhu dinc\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax\u0131r binalara k\u00f6hn\u0259 tan\u0131\u015ft\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geni\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri bir-bir ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, \u018frk d\u00f6ng\u0259sind\u0259 bir otaq tutur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00e7amadan qoyur, bir ki\u00e7ik ba\u011fl\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qon\u015fu arvadlar\u0131 xeyli maraql\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259s \u015feyl\u0259rin han\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u015eeyl\u0259rim? Budur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun ba\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib g\u00fcl\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Kas\u0131b\u0131n d\u0259rdini kas\u0131blar bilir).<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qon\u015fu utanaraq \u00f6z sual\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir ki: “Q\u0259m yem\u0259, ay cavan o\u011flan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n kas\u0131bam, d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox pullar qazanacaqsan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 ola, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonu xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n bir ba\u011flamayla g\u0259lmis\u0259n, ancaq –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 var ist\u0259yir\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki, otaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir\u0259m, ka\u015f, balam \u0259libo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– O\u011flun hardad\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zal\u0131m \u0259lind\u0259dir, bala, dardad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, n\u0259 deyim s\u0259n\u0259, n\u0259yi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ox b\u0259lalar \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f bu yaz\u0131q ba\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yollar yor\u011funusan, get dinc\u0259l indi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdi s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259k d\u0259rdd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaxt g\u0259l\u0259r, dey\u0259r\u0259m. Kim bilir, bir d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7ar\u0259 tap\u0131larm\u0131 bu a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rd\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u00f6vran d\u00f6nd\u00fc, zaman d\u0259yi\u015fdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flum azad oldu, \u00f6z\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun tez qalxd\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r yataqdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun qula\u011f\u0131na qon\u015fu otaqdan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259zin bir s\u0259s g\u0259ldi, a\u011flamaq s\u0259si –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131q bir anan\u0131n odlu n\u0259f\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil qars\u0131rd\u0131 da\u015f\u0131-divar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra da anan\u0131n h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130sti g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131nda bo\u011fuldu bird\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun sakitc\u0259 qalxaraq yerd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Asta add\u0131mlarla \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131 a\u011fladan bu m\u00fcsib\u0259t\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259rik olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc xeyli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yatdan, taled\u0259n bel\u0259 gileyli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana Firidunla durub \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan g\u0259lib ke\u00e7\u0259ni:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bir z\u00fclm el\u0259mi\u015f ki, a\u011falar biz\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc, ne\u00e7\u0259 gec\u0259ni<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Durub n\u0259ql el\u0259s\u0259m, qurtarmaz yen\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz k\u0259ndd\u0259 olurduq, ke\u00e7\u0259n il bu vaxt<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilmir\u0259m, hardansa xan\u0131n evin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015fdi bir d\u0259st\u0259 qonaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fan\u0131n n\u00f6k\u0259ri g\u0259zdi h\u0259r yan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimin n\u0259yi vard\u0131, \u00e7\u0259kib apard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim ki\u015finin d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir qoyunun \u00fcst\u0259 haray qopard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Bel\u0259 d\u0259 z\u00fclm olar” dilind\u0259 qald\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u00f6k\u0259rin \u015falla\u011f\u0131 qalxd\u0131 havaya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haraya d\u0259ydis\u0259 zol-zol qarald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir n\u0259f\u0259r olmad\u0131 girsin araya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n ha yalvard\u0131msa zal\u0131m baxmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fi bir da\u011f kimi qopdu yerind\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O y\u0131x\u0131lan oldu, bir d\u0259 qalxmad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Divana-d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 \u0259rz\u0259 verdim m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011flum da hakimin yan\u0131na getdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z \u0259lil\u0259 verdi \u0259riz\u0259mizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00f6r ki, hakim d\u0259 ax\u0131r n\u0259 etdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131r\u0131b qovdurdu bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b T\u0259briz\u0259 g\u0259ldik ke\u00e7\u0259n q\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra da o\u011flumu tutdurdu a\u011fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi ki, b\u0259hr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011f\u0131b aparm\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi \u00fc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r ki, tifil u\u015fa\u011fa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259briz zindan\u0131nda \u0259zab verirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim d\u0259 n\u0259 gec\u0259m, n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dil bil\u0259n adam\u0131m olsayd\u0131 \u0259g\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdimi bir yana \u00e7atd\u0131rard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun dinm\u0259di, x\u0259yala dald\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n hal\u0131na yand\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130st\u0259di desin ki, \u0259mr-mahald\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00f6vl\u0259tin s\u0259n\u0259 ola k\u00f6m\u0259yi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131, n\u0259 desin indi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n q\u0259lbini ala bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lal-dinm\u0259z oturub qala bilm\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7ib ota\u011f\u0131na d\u0259rhal geyindi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun birba\u015fa getdi zindana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259isl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb xeyli dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259l qoymad\u0131lar \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O bir v\u0259kil kimi i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra qanun-qayda g\u0259ldi araya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eyn\u0259yin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n baxanda r\u0259is<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun duz s\u0259pdi t\u0259z\u0259 yaraya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi: N\u0259 zamand\u0131r b\u0259s m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259niz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259, m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259… – r\u0259is duruxdu –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259qiq bilm\u0259yir\u0259m, d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bils\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 haqq\u0131nda bir x\u0259b\u0259r yoxdur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m arxan\u0131zca m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sizsiz m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259ni ke\u00e7irm\u0259rik, bil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun hiss etdi bu kinay\u0259ni,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Buyurun, ne\u00e7\u0259 ay, ya da ne\u00e7\u0259 il<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oturub g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k biz m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bu bir az \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndin maliki<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eikay\u0259t etmi\u015fdir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u00f6l\u0259n adam<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259st\u0259ymi\u015f, bu k\u0259ndd\u0259 ham\u0131 bilir ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u00f6z \u0259c\u0259liyl\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr tamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odur ki, m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 olmadan qabaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaz\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xars\u0131nlar g\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z m\u0259rhuma baxaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259r\u0259k o m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 ba\u015flayan g\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra da haqq il\u0259 verilsin q\u0259rar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun hirs il\u0259 qalxd\u0131 yerind\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Dem\u0259k, h\u0259l\u0259 sizin n\u0259q\u015f\u0259niz d\u0259 var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eyb etm\u0259z, yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 dustaqdan qabaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haman o \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fc dindir\u0259c\u0259ksiz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndid\u0259n deyir\u0259m, siz o g\u00fcn ancaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259ksiz…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259is eyn\u0259yinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n baxd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hakimin doda\u011f\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131 bir q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f u\u015faqd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259r\u0259m, “d\u0259rsini yax\u015f\u0131” ver\u0259rl\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7di hadis\u0259d\u0259n bir h\u0259ft\u0259 tamam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun g\u0259lm\u0259di, i\u015f bitdi dem\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir s\u0259h\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 bir d\u0259st\u0259 adam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Xav\u0259rno” sat\u0131rd\u0131 haray \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“G\u0259lin, t\u0259z\u0259 b\u0259x\u0259r, nadir bir x\u0259b\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hakiml\u0259r \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fc dindir\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131 maraqland\u0131, bu nec\u0259 i\u015fdir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fc m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 nec\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcl\u0259r ki, hakim \u00f6z\u00fc demi\u015fdir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Qaz\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xars\u0131nlar m\u0259rhumu g\u0259r\u0259k…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259b\u0259r d\u00fckan-d\u00fckan, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259b\u0259k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259ri doland\u0131, k\u0259nd\u0259 yolland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259zet h\u00f6kmdara g\u0259lib yetinc\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil od tutdu, o, alovland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 z\u0259ng etdi r\u0259is\u0259 haman:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bir deyiniz g\u00f6r\u00fcm, bu nec\u0259 i\u015fdir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015fin t\u0259rsliyind\u0259n el\u0259 bu zaman<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun ota\u011fa t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259is Firiduna bax\u0131b yanak\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi h\u0259ycan i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 “h\u0259” dey\u0259 bildi, qorxdu, n\u0259 d\u0259 ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Yox” s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259 bildi. Duman i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259nas\u0131z tamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ostandar yar\u0131da k\u0259sdi s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259li, xidm\u0259tiz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m ax\u015fam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lib dan\u0131\u015faram siz\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda Firidunun qa\u00e7d\u0131 doda\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259zeti uzatd\u0131 r\u0259is\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hakimin t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc qa\u015f\u0131-qaba\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi: – Oxumu\u015fam tamam bunlar\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi vaxt\u0131m yoxdur, sabah g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 imkan edib e\u015fitdim s\u0259ni!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun s\u00f6yl\u0259di: – G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259k kim apar\u0131r bu m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259ni? –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259is eyn\u0259yinin silib tozunu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxd\u0131 Firiduna o, \u0259yri-\u0259yri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zor il\u0259 saxlad\u0131 r\u0259is \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu t\u0259hqir etmi\u015f u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n biri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259is dill\u0259nm\u0259di, q\u0259lbind\u0259 f\u0259q\u0259t<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi: “Sabah yen\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n, \u0259lb\u0259t…”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 qalx\u0131b yataqdan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun k\u0259d\u0259rli \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 otaqdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131 zavall\u0131 ana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nahaqdan tutulmu\u015f o t\u0259k o\u011fluna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flac axtar\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6yd\u0259n, Tanr\u0131dan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirdi, k\u00f6m\u0259k et, b\u00f6y\u00fck Yaradan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n ist\u0259yir\u0259m o\u011flumu ancaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 dustaqd\u0131r, m\u0259n evd\u0259 dustaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun k\u0259d\u0259rli \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 otaqdan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri onu bayaqdan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Al\u0131b aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fa-dan\u0131\u015fa gedirdi yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirdi, d\u00fcnyaya t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259kt\u0259b bir al\u0259mdir, h\u0259yat bir al\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n indi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, m\u0259n bildim indi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat imtahan\u0131 daha \u00e7\u0259tindi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259yal bir qu\u015f olub g\u0259zir h\u0259r yan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7ib k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri, ba\u015f xiyaban\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedir komit\u0259y\u0259 Firidun d\u0259rhal,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 t\u0259la\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 sual.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr dostlarla, ona deyirl\u0259r, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259is x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131b s\u0259ni bu s\u0259h\u0259r –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirmi\u015f, xeyirdir, g\u0259lsin h\u0259l-h\u0259lb\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

 – Xeyir olan i\u015fd\u0259 olmaz m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun r\u0259isin yan\u0131na g\u0259lc\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259is yer g\u00f6st\u0259rdi ona yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n d\u0259 alovluyam, el\u0259 s\u0259nint\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq el\u0259 al\u0131\u015f, alovlananda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostu da qarsmas\u0131n alovun, bar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyib di\u015fl\u0259rini a\u011fartm\u0131\u015f ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Ax\u015fam ba\u015fa sald\u0131m m\u0259n h\u00f6kmdar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim ki, m\u0259rhumun yaz\u0131q o\u011fluna<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7 ayd\u0131r \u0259ziyy\u0259t verilir nahaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fmr edin, bu s\u0259h\u0259r onu buraxaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u011f olsun, \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131 o da bu s\u00f6zd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 oradaca \u0259mrini yazd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 \u015fad x\u0259b\u0259r verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni axtar\u0131rd\u0131m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu da ka\u011f\u0131zd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6nd\u0259rin, zindandan buraxs\u0131n d\u0259rhal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(Ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 uzatd\u0131 ona h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 xahi\u015fim var, – unutma bizi…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun hakim\u0259 bax\u0131b diqq\u0259tl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi, – unutmaram xidm\u0259tinizi!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015ead x\u0259b\u0259r birc\u0259 anda qanadl\u0131 qu\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f da, dost da, yaman sevindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259xtik\u0259m bir anan\u0131n g\u00fcld\u00fc \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259yat,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131q arvad az qald\u0131 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n, ay camaat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fidin, agah olun, balam qurtard\u0131 dardan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birc\u0259 iltimas\u0131m var indi p\u0259rv\u0259rdigardan:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc calas\u0131n Firidunun \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 o qaytar\u0131bd\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, qoysayd\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 yol dolanard\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcm darda qalmas\u0131n ona s\u00fcd ver\u0259n ana…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n daxmas\u0131na tan\u0131\u015f da, dost da g\u0259ldi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay Q\u0131zyet\u0259r, bir dan\u0131\u015f, bu n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r \u0259m\u0259ldi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sirr-xudad\u0131r, d\u00fcz\u00fc, he\u00e7 bel\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f olar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259, inan\u0131n, d\u00fcnyada bel\u0259 d\u0259 igidl\u0259r var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 pul ald\u0131, n\u0259 para, f\u0259q\u0259t dad\u0131ma \u00e7atd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki yatm\u0131\u015f b\u0259xtimi \u00f6z \u0259lil\u0259 oyatd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259n allah, ay Q\u0131zyet\u0259r, bizi d\u0259 tan\u0131t ona,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Balam\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 ayd\u0131r sal\u0131bd\u0131lar zindana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Var\u0131m, yoxum da\u011f\u0131l\u0131b, s\u0259brim t\u00fck\u0259nib daha,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dilim qabar olubdur yalvarmaqdan Allaha…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259ni d\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r ona. Bir t\u0259k qarda\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu t\u0259qsirsiz yer\u0259 polis g\u0259lib apard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259rd\u0259nb\u0259ndim, g\u00fc\u015fvaram r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259t\u0259 getdi tamam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fl m\u0259nim, \u0259t\u0259k s\u0259nin, ay xala, yalvar\u0131ram!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7atd\u0131r \u0259rzi-hal\u0131m\u0131 o cavan v\u0259kil\u0259 s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qarda\u015f d\u0259rdi yamand\u0131r, onu ba\u015fa sal, den\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana b\u00f6y\u00fck inamla ham\u0131ya \u00fcr\u0259k verdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi, a\u011f\u0131r da olsa, g\u0259r\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn bu d\u0259rdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u015fam gedib yan\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcm dan\u0131\u015fam bir-bir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t d\u0259rdi dan\u0131\u015fmaq d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tindir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onda olan insafa \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n inanm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sizin d\u0259 \u0259rzi-hal\u0131 yetir\u0259r\u0259m bu ax\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 bir t\u0259s\u0259lli oyand\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev-ev g\u0259zdi T\u0259brizi cavan v\u0259kilin ad\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\"\"\/<\/figure>\n\n\n\n

Tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firq\u0259 komit\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun getdi yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostlarla d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona x\u0259b\u0259r verdil\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131q var t\u0259z\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fc sabahdan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndl\u0259ri g\u0259z\u0259-g\u0259z\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpaq haqda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259qal\u0259ni ba\u015fa sal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndli yax\u015f\u0131 bilsin ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yuxudur, n\u0259 x\u0259yal,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ayd\u0131n h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndli bir d\u0259 inans\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bec\u0259rdiyi torpa\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fc a\u011fas\u0131 olsun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u015fiyind\u0259 dayans\u0131n!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Onu x\u0259yallar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ald\u0131 qanad\u0131na, bir t\u0259rlan kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259yis\u0259 yad\u0131na sald\u0131 o, xeyli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxd\u0131 \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259r\u0259 nigaran kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil, bir anda d\u0259yi\u015fdi d\u00f6vran,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qurumu\u015f a\u011faclar dir\u00e7\u0259ldi, qalxd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 s\u00fckuta q\u0259rq olan \u018frk d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki Firidunla dan\u0131\u015facaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fma k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 il qabaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevdiyi \u0130ntizar yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil, q\u0131\u015f vaxt\u0131, \u015faxtal\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir sevdal\u0131 bahar yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yaz\u0131q q\u0131z, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kibdir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin, dey\u0259c\u0259kdir yen\u0259 gedirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha bilm\u0259yir ki, lap bu yax\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onunla toyumu ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n ey saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, s\u0259nin yolunda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fzab \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 yorulmur \u00fcr\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(S\u0259n ey saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t, \u00f6mr\u00fcm uzunu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni h\u0259r na\u015f\u0131dan qoruyum g\u0259r\u0259k.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedir asta-asta Firidun yen\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedir \u015ee\u015fgilana, \u0130ntizargil\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gedir, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, g\u00f6r\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yolla n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ged\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259l\u0259?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kimdir, qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– A\u00e7\u0131n\u0131z, m\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0131y, s\u0259ns\u0259n, Firidun, di g\u0259l i\u00e7\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox, yox, i\u015fim vard\u0131r, yol\u00fcst\u00fc g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doldu \u0130ntizar\u0131n yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259s i\u015fin var idi, niy\u0259 g\u0259lirdin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259libs\u0259n, ke\u00e7 ev\u0259, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ye, dinc\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u0130ntizar, do\u011frusu, s\u0259f\u0259r \u00fcstd\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n ke\u00e7 t\u0259qsirimd\u0259n bu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzun h\u00f6r\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc barmaqlar\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolay\u0131b astadan dindi \u0130ntizar:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Lap m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fam, d\u00fcz\u00fc, Firidun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Adam da bu q\u0259d\u0259r q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 olar?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259t, v\u0259t\u0259nin h\u0259r yeri birdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n m\u0259ni incidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Demirs\u0259n m\u0259nim d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259, de, utanma?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– N\u0259 deyim, gedirs\u0259n, yax\u015f\u0131 yol s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcr Firidun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir, inan\u0131ram s\u0259daq\u0259tin\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu son ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n, son h\u0259sr\u0259tindir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k yax\u0131n zamanda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lap el qaydasil\u0259, el ad\u0259til\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni evimiz\u0259 aparram onda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ntizar q\u0131zard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Eh, s\u0259n d\u0259 vallah, el\u0259 toy deyirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toy niy\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Toysuz da i\u015f ke\u00e7\u0259r? Anam \u0259hd edib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki, o\u011ful toyunu \u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259k, g\u00f6r\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259nim d\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131m \u0259hd el\u0259yibdir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Dem\u0259k, d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lap el qaydasil\u0259, el ad\u0259til\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni evimiz\u0259 aparram onda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilirs\u0259n, k\u0259ndlil\u0259r qalxm\u0131\u015f aya\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 f\u0259hl\u0259l\u0259r lap \u00fcz\u0259 durmu\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ntizar, sevgi d\u0259, pu\u00e7 olub ged\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Olmasa azadl\u0131q, bir d\u0259 qurtulu\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n n\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki, rast g\u0259lsin i\u015fin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 bir k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259l\u0259 vaxta vard\u0131r, laz\u0131m olanda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259klik ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yadlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r v\u0259t\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun ham\u0131m\u0131za ehtiyac\u0131 var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00fclm\u0259td\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmaq\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259zil\u0259n xalq\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t birc\u0259 yolu, bir \u0259lac\u0131 var:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da inqilabd\u0131r, bir d\u0259 azadl\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn g\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259r adam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax, o g\u00fcn \u0130ntizar, arxanca g\u0259lib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni d\u0259 evmiz\u0259 aparaca\u011fam…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fl tutub ayr\u0131ld\u0131 iki sevgili,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u00fcsalla ayr\u0131l\u0131q durdu \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Susdu h\u0259r ikisi, \u015firin x\u0259yallar –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanki q\u0131f\u0131l vurdu s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259-s\u00f6z\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir anl\u0131q bax\u0131\u015flar dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dindi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dil dan\u0131\u015fmayan\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxucum, y\u0259qin ki, sevda \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nimt\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131\u015fd\u0131!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ntizar qap\u0131da durdu bir zaman,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Baxd\u0131 Firidunun ard\u0131nca xeyli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biz d\u0259 arzu ed\u0259k, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir g\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kam als\u0131n bu iki cavan sevgili…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259h\u0259r dan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131zaranda g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259rk el\u0259di T\u0259brizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gah atla, gah piyada<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, k\u0259ndl\u0259r\u0259 yolland\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 yoxsul k\u0259ndlinin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evind\u0259 qonaq qald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015fa sald\u0131, torpa\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bec\u0259r\u0259ndir a\u011fas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259di u\u00e7ulacaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u00fclm, \u0259sar\u0259t d\u00fcnyas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El bir olsa oynadar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z yerind\u0259n da\u011f\u0131 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Birl\u0259\u015fin, qoy m\u0259hv olsun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndxuda da, a\u011fa da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidunun s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cana g\u0259ldi k\u0259nd tamam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oymaq-oymaq dolan\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 h\u0259r ax\u015fam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f bir qoca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yk\u0259nib a\u011fac\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dinl\u0259di Firidunu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ah \u00e7\u0259kdi yana-yana:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259rd t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259ndi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qocan\u0131 q\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011fdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedi: – K\u0259nd \u0259hli bilir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimim-kims\u0259n\u0259m yoxdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arvad acl\u0131qdan \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qald\u0131q q\u0131z\u0131m, bir d\u0259 m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Balama pay ver\u0259rdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pay olsayd\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, birt\u0259h\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdl\u0259rim d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u00fcz q\u0131za d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259r\u0259m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011frusu, bir igidi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu q\u0259mli g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 yand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131za g\u00f6z\u0259l olmaq da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259nd yerind\u0259 yamand\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259, n\u0259 deyim, ay o\u011ful,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m m\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O son \u00fcmidimi d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018frbab ald\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sonra da e\u015fitdim ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z\u0131m yaman x\u0259st\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir s\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 dedil\u0259r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nar\u0131ng\u00fcl can \u00fcst\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z evimd\u0259 yas tutub<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam a\u011flad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259sr\u0259tini q\u0259lbimd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ni\u015fan\u0259 saxlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qadan\u0131 al\u0131m, o\u011ful,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tez qurun haqq divan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fdal\u0259tl\u0259 ay\u0131r\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131, yaman\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoca x\u0259yala dal\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131 susur bir anl\u0131q.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Barat dill\u0259nir bird\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Eh cavanl\u0131q, cavanl\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qay\u0131tsayd\u0131n, n\u0259 d\u0259rdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n d\u0259 cavanlar kimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir silah g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Q\u0259m el\u0259m\u0259, ay \u0259mi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259l, n\u0259 d\u0259 ah \u00e7\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin d\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax, bunlar d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dey\u0259, Firidun yen\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aram-aram dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259 ke\u00e7ir, k\u0259nd \u0259hli<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Bu gec\u0259 d\u0259 Barata<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qonaq olasan g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 olar, bu qocayla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259s\u0259s\u0259n bir duz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun, ay \u0259mi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz\u0259 tabey\u0259m m\u0259n d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 olar oyatsan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259h\u0259r dan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun qalxd\u0131 yerd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcbh\u00fcn lap erk\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Barat ki\u015fi dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– S\u0259nin kimi qona\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah \u00f6z imdad\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Saxlas\u0131n, \u0259ziz bala!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n zavala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Sa\u011f ol, \u0259mi can, sa\u011f ol,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik biz yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n q\u0259m etm\u0259, dar\u0131xma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qulluq el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arzusunu \u00e7\u0259kdiyin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O d\u00f6vran\u0131 g\u00f6r, s\u0259n d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259z\u0259 h\u0259yat g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00f6hr\u0259 divarl\u0131 k\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoca g\u00fcld\u00fc, Firidun<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131 onu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxsul k\u0259ndistan haqda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc yol uzunu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259z\u0259 ev v\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 arzular<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259rbiy\u0259t xiyaban\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 bir h\u0259yat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firiduna vermi\u015fdir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onu Milli H\u00f6kum\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131b,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7arhovuz da var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Meyv\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yer\u0259 \u0259ymi\u015f a\u011faclar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259y\u0259tin ba\u015f ucunda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7e\u015fm\u0259 ax\u0131r, ah\u0259st\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qu\u015flar m\u0259clis d\u00fcz\u0259ldib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259r budaqlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259r g\u0259lin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6rp\u0259yi a\u011f buludlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevinc ya\u015f\u0131yla yuyur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tell\u0259rini g\u00f6y otlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fll\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dill\u0259rind\u0259 \u015f\u0259n n\u0259\u011fm\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faqlar d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yollan\u0131rlar m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Var-g\u0259l edir otaqda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odur, Firidun yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flind\u0259ki m\u0259ktubu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oxumu\u015f d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, do\u011fma s\u0259tirl\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 ayr\u0131la bilmir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun qulaqlar\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil ki, anan\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mehriban s\u0259si g\u0259lir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Can\u0131m-ciy\u0259rim, o\u011flum!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun ki, s\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xatirim\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259yib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu bahar evl\u0259nirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bac\u0131lar\u0131nla bah\u0259m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yik T\u0259briz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin sevdiyin q\u0131z\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n biz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toyunu g\u00f6rs\u0259ydim bir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnyada kam alard\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn son vaxt\u0131nda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259liniml\u0259 qalard\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259 n\u0259v\u0259nin \u00fcst\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nan\u0259 kimi \u0259s\u0259rdim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n toy eyl\u0259y\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir qurban da k\u0259s\u0259rdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ancaq, el ad\u0259tini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 zaman unutma s\u0259n:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u00e7iliy\u0259 bac\u0131nla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm ged\u0259m g\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salam, dua, \u00f6p\u00fcr\u00fck<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131m\u0131z s\u0259ni, o\u011flum!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ktubun cavab\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tez yaz, qurban\u0131n olum”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir s\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 Fatmayla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u0259ldi qonaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostlarla, tan\u0131\u015flarla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doldu, bo\u015fald\u0131 otaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana plov d\u0259ml\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bac\u0131lar d\u00f6\u015f\u0259di miz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcfr\u0259 qad\u0131n \u0259lil\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Oldu qar kimi t\u0259miz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Astara matah\u0131ndan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ba\u011fl\u0131 da d\u00fcz\u0259ldi, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O sovqat haman ax\u015fam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin evin\u0259 g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana bir d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ev t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6\u015f\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bac\u0131lar nec\u0259 \u015f\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin, biz d\u0259 sevin\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toy olacaqd\u0131r dem\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259qiq\u0259tmi, x\u0259yald\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun \u00fcz\u00fck ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu ayna, bu da \u015fald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin, biz d\u0259 sevin\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toy olacaqd\u0131r dem\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259z\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259r \u0259kildi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng talvar \u00e7\u0259kildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259y ota\u011f\u0131 tikildi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin, biz d\u0259 sevin\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toy olacaqd\u0131r dem\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcr \u00fcz\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcr arzusu, s\u00f6z\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lin, dostlar, sevin\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toy olacaqd\u0131r dem\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ttarxan xiyaban\u0131. Bura Filarmoniya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259r dolmu\u015f, h\u0259l\u0259 ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 duran var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lmi\u015fdir bu salona, he\u00e7 \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259 \u015fahid olan qocalar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 n\u00fcmayi\u015f olacaq, n\u0259 d\u0259 konsert g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 qurulubdur, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 ucalan yerd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bir m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 ki, dilimiz, ad\u0259timiz –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259k a\u00e7an n\u0259\u011fm\u0259miz, z\u0259ncirl\u0259nm\u0259sin bir d\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lmi\u015f evi da\u011f\u0131lan, mal\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rd\u0259 ged\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir doyumluq \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259si m\u00f6htac qalan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lmi\u015fdir, \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu tax\u0131l \u0259kib, bec\u0259r\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130l ba\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259 borclu, yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc ac qalan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259lmi\u015f k\u0259ndli, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rli, g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259k olarm\u0131 he\u00e7?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq \u00f6z\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin\u0259 h\u00f6km ver\u0259c\u0259k bu g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n ey Milli H\u00f6kum\u0259t, ey do\u011fma partiyam\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r add\u0131mda g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr q\u00fcdr\u0259tin, b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 daxil olur m\u00fcdd\u0259yi\u00fcmum, m\u00fcst\u0259ntiq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130clas\u00e7\u0131lar, v\u0259kill\u0259r, \u015fahidl\u0259r \u0259yl\u0259\u015fir, bax:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r nigaran \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n bir s\u0259s ucal\u0131r indi –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn he\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n xalq divan\u0131 olacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O ortada \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n cavan\u0131 kim tan\u0131m\u0131r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7iynind\u0259 qara \u00f6rt\u00fck, \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib miz ba\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259na, ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6z, ne\u00e7\u0259 nisgil oxunur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yanan, q\u0259z\u0259bli bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcnk\u00fc t\u0259k sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 yan daram\u0131\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc bir anl\u0131q u\u00e7ub getmi\u015fdir ancaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 bu g\u00fcn Firidun, haqq\u0131 k\u00fcl olmu\u015f xalq\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 do\u011fma yurdunun ad\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015facaq!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Canlan\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 viran qalm\u0131\u015f o k\u0259ndl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoca Barat ki\u015finin yan\u0131ql\u0131 \u015fikay\u0259ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Canlan\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259linl\u0259rin, q\u0131zlar\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O\u011fulsuz analar\u0131n da\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r m\u00f6hn\u0259ti…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hakim z\u0259ngi basant\u0259k, g\u0259tirirl\u0259r m\u0259hbusu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu caniy\u0259 dikilir b\u00fct\u00fcn bax\u0131\u015flar bir an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yer\u0259 \u0259yir, \u0259ynind\u0259 h\u0259rbi forma,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vicdan\u0131 qan, \u0259li qan, iblis g\u00f6rk\u0259mli insan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Paqonundan bildiniz, s\u0259rh\u0259ng olmu\u015f bu c\u0259nab,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259nin z\u00fclm\u00fcn\u0259 yer d\u0259, g\u00f6y d\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vaxts\u0131z \u00f6l\u0259n o\u011fluna, vaxts\u0131z \u00f6l\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131na<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sin\u0259si da\u011fl\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259r zaman yas saxlay\u0131b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndlinin d\u0259risini soyudub birc\u0259 anda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259ki \u00f6z a\u011fas\u0131na sadiq qals\u0131n bu c\u0259nab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min bel\u0259 canil\u0259rin haqq\u0131n\u0131 verir indi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O S\u0259ttarxan bayraql\u0131, bahar s\u0259sli inqilab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cani ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri unuda bil\u0259ydi ka\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qara m\u0259chul k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayaqdan asd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u0259ndli el\u0259 bil<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir, cavab ver, ax\u0131 n\u0259 etmi\u015fdik biz s\u0259n\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aln\u0131m\u0131zdan axan t\u0259r, \u0259limizin qabar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl qubar\u0131 artd\u0131 yen\u0259, qald\u0131q ac.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qolumuz z\u0259ncirl\u0259ndi, g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 z\u00fclm\u0259t endi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim ucadan dill\u0259ndi, ba\u015f\u0131na endi q\u0131rmanc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qarada\u011f\u0131n nal\u0259si, Urmiyan\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcr bir u\u011fultuya caninin qula\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131, onun \u0259mril\u0259 talan oldu ne\u00e7\u0259 ev,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcng\u00fcy\u0259 ke\u00e7irildi k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r qunda\u011f\u0131nda…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7ar\u011fat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc ne\u00e7\u0259 ana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun ayaqlar\u0131na atd\u0131, r\u0259hm\u0259 g\u0259l, – dedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizi p\u0259nahs\u0131z qoyma, odlama daxmam\u0131z\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onsuz da, ba\u015fdan a\u015f\u0131r yaz\u0131q k\u0259ndlinin d\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cani ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259ri unuda bil\u0259ydi ka\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tonqalda yanan k\u0259ndli g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcnah\u0131m n\u0259dir? – dey\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O k\u0259ndlimi, yoxsa ki, k\u00f6lg\u0259sidir s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil ki, k\u00f6lg\u0259nin ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259li var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r bo\u011faz\u0131ndan s\u0259rh\u0259ngi bo\u011fsun dey\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Aman, s\u0259si d\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131r, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra b\u0259lk\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tan\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan, dostundan g\u0259ldi ona k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00fcng\u00fc enmi\u015f k\u00f6rp\u0259nin son inq\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 – can balam, – dey\u0259n g\u0259lini sal\u0131r yada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi m\u0259cburdur, g\u0259r\u0259k diqq\u0259tl\u0259 qulaq ass\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir vaxt n\u0259\u015f\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 o aha, o f\u0259ryada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi ah da, aman da s\u0259sl\u0259nir q\u0131rmanc kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259rh\u0259ngin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr ne\u00e7\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yap\u0131\u015f\u0131r bo\u011faz\u0131ndan, canini bo\u011fsun dey\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n azad olmu\u015f bir \u00f6lk\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar \u015fahidl\u0259r, v\u0259kill\u0259r d\u0259 aramla,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259hbus s\u0259rh\u0259ng q\u0259z\u0259bd\u0259n g\u0259mirir doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, bils\u0259ydi bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259hv edib bu “t\u00fcrkl\u0259ri”<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torbada da\u015f\u0131dard\u0131 Az\u0259ri torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dilini, ad\u0259tini la\u011fa qoydu\u011fu bir el<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00f6km \u00e7\u0131xaracaqd\u0131r onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin onu da duydu bu s\u0259rh\u0259ng c\u0259nablar\u0131 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq\u0131n m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n can qurtarmaq \u00e7\u0259tindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar \u015fahidl\u0259r, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar v\u0259kill\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259hbusa s\u00f6z verilir, m\u0259hbus dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, f\u0259q\u0259t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Donur damar\u0131nda qan, deyir, bir az su verin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, kim ona el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259t?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r m\u00fcdd\u0259yi\u00fcmum, v\u00fcqar\u0131 da\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qanun m\u0259c\u0259ll\u0259sini varaqlay\u0131r \u0259lind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, s\u0259rh\u0259ngin dodaq b\u00fcz\u00fcb, g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 qalan Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b, s\u00f6z \u00e7evrilir u\u011fultuya,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131 t\u0259sdiq el\u0259yir, cavan\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131zdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcnya g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f bir qoca s\u00f6z al\u0131b deyir: – Bala,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xalq\u0131n h\u00f6km\u00fc b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr o \u0259l boyda ka\u011f\u0131zdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidunun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qonur x\u0259fif t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax\u0131r qocaya, sonra yen\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r s\u00f6z\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– C\u0259nab s\u0259rh\u0259ng, e\u015fidin, m\u0259nim xalq\u0131m, v\u0259t\u0259nim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259 ki, qanun yaz\u0131b \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc siz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salonda bir u\u011fultu, salonda bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259hbus-s\u0259rh\u0259ng q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131r yerind\u0259 ilan kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259rg\u0259-c\u0259rg\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n salondak\u0131 adamlar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O donmu\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 r\u0259qs edir duman kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salon seyr\u0259lir art\u0131q, s\u0259hn\u0259 bo\u015fal\u0131r tamam,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min illik bir \u00f6l\u00fcy\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir m\u0259hbus s\u0259rh\u0259ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zorla qalx\u0131b aya\u011fa \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131r d\u0259li kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox, yox, r\u0259hm\u0259 g\u0259lin bir, ist\u0259mir\u0259m m\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n gurlayan o s\u0259s g\u00f6r nec\u0259 d\u0259 z\u0259ifdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(M\u0259rd insana yara\u015f\u0131b m\u0259rd ya\u015famaq, m\u0259rd \u00f6lm\u0259k.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki pasiban qal\u0131r, da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r gedir ham\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m, – dey\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131r s\u0259rh\u0259ng…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El bayram\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc adlad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259ft\u0259l\u0259r aya d\u00f6nd\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndl\u0259r, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r tamam<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bayram donu geyindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“21 Az\u0259r”\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z, g\u0259lin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 qo\u015fdu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131 o g\u00fcn sevindi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t q\u0259lbl\u0259r qovu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu bayrama h\u0259r k\u0259sin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yadigar d\u0259m\u0259ti var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndlinin, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rlinin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259tind\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Haz\u0131rlay\u0131r bir ni\u015fan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzun gec\u0259l\u0259rini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l mahn\u0131lar qo\u015fan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n\u0259tkar da yatmay\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz\u0131r, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 ki, yurdunu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tan\u0131td\u0131ra al\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hanan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fyl\u0259\u015fibdir bir ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, h\u0259diyy\u0259 toxuyur<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fma Az\u0259rbaycana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259ngl\u0259rd\u0259n r\u0259ng se\u00e7ir o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Calay\u0131r sap\u0131-sapa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr bu xal\u00e7aya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l bir ad da tapa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Savalan\u0131n qar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259brizin bahar\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yurdunun v\u00fcqar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259ydi ka\u015f…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndlinin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Azad olmu\u015f qad\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259 bil\u0259ydi ka\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana r\u0259ngd\u0259n-r\u0259ng se\u00e7ir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Calay\u0131r sap\u0131-sapa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr bu xal\u00e7aya<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l bir ad da tapa…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndli \u00f6z torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu\u011fdas\u0131ndan, d\u0259nind\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyir, Milli d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pay aparam g\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259n\u0259 corab toxuyur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nax\u0131\u015flar, g\u00f6z\u0259l, t\u0259z\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O da yola salacaq<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sovqat\u0131n\u0131 T\u0259briz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Qadan\u0131z\u0131 al\u0131m m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyin ki, Milli d\u00f6vl\u0259t –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcs\u0259 corablar\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geyinsin ha, h\u0259l-h\u0259lb\u0259t!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yununu \u00f6z \u0259liml\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daray\u0131b, \u0259yirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 Milli d\u00f6vl\u0259t\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259zir demi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qadadan uzaq olsun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaval g\u0259lm\u0259sin ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00f6rs\u0259ydim, ne\u00e7\u0259 yol<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dolanard\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259fil yara v\u0259 nigaran\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pozuldu ell\u0259rin bayram c\u0259lal\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tehran qo\u015fun \u00e7\u0259kdi T\u0259brizin \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evl\u0259r talan oldu, ne\u00e7\u0259 igidin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fc k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc soyuq m\u0259hb\u0259sd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 m\u0259sum k\u00f6rp\u0259 be\u015fikd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fc,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun b\u0259l\u0259yini boyad\u0131 al qan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f k\u0259ndlil\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ac\u0131ndan…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259kildi da\u011flara f\u0259dail\u0259r d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n a\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaq e\u015fqin\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ldi vicdan\u0131n\u0131 quru\u015fa satan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaltaq h\u0259yat s\u00fcr\u0259n satq\u0131nlar yen\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arvad paltar\u0131nda qa\u00e7\u0131b ged\u0259nl\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fi paltar\u0131nda qay\u0131td\u0131 indi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fnlikli, kir\u015fanl\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259ksiz xan\u0131m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“\u018frim g\u0259lib”, – dey\u0259 yaman sevindi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018ffsus, soru\u015fmad\u0131, ip\u0259k donumu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Harada itirdin, harada sald\u0131n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir \u015f\u0259kil\u0259 girm\u0259yin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fandan n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259n b\u0259x\u015fi\u015f ald\u0131n?..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131n m\u0259clis qurdu, g\u0259ldi \u0259fs\u0259rl\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259ldil\u0259r sahibi-ixtiyar kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xan\u0131m d\u0259yi\u015fdikc\u0259 tez-tez yerini…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fri d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc, yaltaqlar kimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 haman ax\u015fam q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 s\u0259si<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259ryad s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259 itib gedirdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 haman ax\u015fam q\u00f6vr el\u0259yirdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yaras\u0131, d\u0259rdi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259ti q\u0259rar<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ald\u0131m sora\u011f\u0131n\u0131, g\u0259ldim dal\u0131nca,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259hb\u0259sin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 qa\u015f qaral\u0131nca<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O qans\u0131z r\u0259isi g\u00f6zl\u0259dim xeyli,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 s\u0259ninl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k meyli…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn bel\u0259c\u0259 yol gedib g\u0259ldim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yorulmaq bildim, n\u0259 d\u0259 dinc\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r, s\u0259br edib bir az,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130caz\u0259 g\u0259linc\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k olmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu zindan yolunu ayaqdan sald\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Durub saatlarla qap\u0131da qald\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu qarl\u0131, \u00e7ov\u011funlu yollarda ancaq –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u0259lin d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, q\u0259mli, utancaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flind\u0259 ba\u011flama, ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6rp\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Boylan\u0131r d\u00f6rd yana, o, \u00fcrk\u0259k-\u00fcrk\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gah qap\u0131da durur, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 darda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gah da yol gedir o, qarl\u0131 yollarda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259misi bat\u0131bd\u0131r, sanki d\u0259nizd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dostlar, g\u0259lin onu dindir\u0259k, biz d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 p\u0259ri\u015fan, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kimin h\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kir bu q\u0259d\u0259r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzun kirpiyind\u0259 ya\u015f donur nec\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr h\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259fifc\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259rif barma\u011f\u0131nda bir \u00fcz\u00fck d\u0259 var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259bdir, \u00fcz\u00fck taxar ni\u015fanl\u0131 q\u0131zlar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin tan\u0131d\u0131n\u0131z, kimdir o q\u0131z da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yol gedir, yol g\u0259lir qarda, ayazda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018ffsus ki, ilk e\u015fqi da\u015flara d\u0259ymi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir, b\u0259xtim bel\u0259ymi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir g\u00fcnahs\u0131zam m\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Aln\u0131ma bunlar\u0131 kim yazd\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259n?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 inanm\u0131r b\u0259xt\u0259, taley\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Arzusu k\u00fcl olan t\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259m?” dey\u0259, –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yi t\u0259skinlik tap\u0131r, kim bilir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu qarl\u0131 yollar\u0131 hey gedir, g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 inan\u0131r ki, q\u0131z –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin qalmayacaq ba\u015fs\u0131z, p\u0259nahs\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ax\u0131, Firidunun min-min dostu var!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyin t\u0259k qalarm\u0131, dostu olanlar?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flind\u0259 ba\u011flama, g\u00f6rk\u0259mi m\u0259hzun,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131z yen\u0259 yol gedir, hey yor\u011fun-yor\u011fun…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim bilir, kim bilir, m\u0259lal i\u00e7ind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikirl\u0259r, q\u0259z\u0259bl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u00fcr\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 indi ver\u0259c\u0259k?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259li, ver\u0259c\u0259kdir q\u0259rar\u0131n\u0131 o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pozmaz ilk \u0259hdini, ilqar\u0131n\u0131 o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bildi ki, d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259, dara,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, qarl\u0131 yollarda g\u0259ldi q\u0259rara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t, \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 nisgil a\u011flad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O getdi, d\u0259rdini gizli saxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 sevgilisini,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259di Firidun, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259ni –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim bilir, h\u0259bsd\u0259n k\u0259narda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131\u015fda g\u00f6rm\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259, baharda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7al papaq, \u00e7iynind\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ng,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259, m\u00f6hn\u0259t\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n-c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 adlayan g\u00f6rd\u00fcm?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 odlayan g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259dai dostlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm aram-aram nitq el\u0259yirs\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Harda olur-olsun, n\u0259 f\u0259rq, sevgilim,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qalmaz nisgilim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik biz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dild\u0259n-dil\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259r m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259timiz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn son s\u0259hif\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 r\u0259qs edir \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcst\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaranl\u0131q, r\u00fctub\u0259t soyuq m\u0259hb\u0259sd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tan\u0131ya bildinmi, kimdir o cavan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259blidir, bel\u0259 nigaran.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 daram\u0131\u015f yana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu qara kostyumu yara\u015f\u0131r ona.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259z\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259k geymi\u015f, pamb\u0131q kimi a\u011f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bil harasa ged\u0259c\u0259k qonaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 vurulmu\u015f yen\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259l\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fk \u0259tri d\u0259 s\u0259pmi\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k d\u0259 taxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r sol d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6z yar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 o,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 geyinib getmi\u015f h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259 v\u00fcqar, q\u0259lbind\u0259 n\u0259\u015f\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259, universitet\u0259, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geyinib g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 getmi\u015fdir bel\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259, bu paltarda \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015f q\u0259rar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6n\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ymi\u015f qans\u0131z a\u011falar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Novruz bayram\u0131nda, g\u00f6z\u0259l baharda,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El \u015f\u0259nlik ed\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011fma diyarda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 geyinib getmi\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259 v\u00fcqar, q\u0259lbind\u0259 n\u0259\u015f\u0259!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr Firidun, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr d\u0259rin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259kmir barmaql\u0131qdan o, n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259n g\u00f6yl\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 bax\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131nda el\u0259 bil ild\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7ax\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 talad\u0131lar Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Dost” dey\u0259, q\u0131rd\u0131lar min-min insan\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 dardan asd\u0131lar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 ana qald\u0131 sin\u0259si da\u011fl\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcrg\u00fcn yollar\u0131n\u0131n yol\u00e7usu oldu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 cavan g\u0259lin, qollar\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr anas\u0131 n\u0259 edir g\u00f6r\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bac\u0131s\u0131, qarda\u015f\u0131 indi sa\u011fm\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu nahaq qanlar\u0131n intiqam\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n alacaqm\u0131d\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, son q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unudur \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r h\u00f6km\u00fc bir anda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcr azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bayraqlar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nec\u0259 dal\u011falan\u0131r Az\u0259rbaycanda…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u00f6km\u00fc vermi\u015f ya\u011f\u0131lar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yand\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimin ba\u015f\u0131 bu s\u00f6zd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nec\u0259 dilim g\u0259lsin, nec\u0259 deyim ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun \u0259b\u0259di ayr\u0131l\u0131r bizd\u0259n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun son arzusu, onun son \u0259hdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Heyr\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015f d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni bel\u0259:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim kostyumumu, \u00e7\u0259km\u0259l\u0259rimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259tirin – s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015f, o g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb etm\u0259yin, demi\u015f, a\u011falar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim ad\u0259timdir t\u0259miz geyinm\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir d\u0259, deyir\u0259m ki, dar aya\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

El m\u0259ni p\u0259ri\u015fan g\u00f6rm\u0259sin g\u0259r\u0259k”.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Elini, yurdunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n igid<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bizim q\u0259lbimizd\u0259 yurd sald\u0131, getdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa vurmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Min insan \u00f6mr\u00fcc\u0259 kam ald\u0131, getdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qalx\u0131b barmaql\u0131qdan bax\u0131r nigaran,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir qu\u015f qanad \u00e7al\u0131r b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r, azad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n insan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 gedir, ey h\u0259yat?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sabah s\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kdir dan ulduzut\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc dolacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0259ri\u015fan sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b ah\u0259st\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cavan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 salacaq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikirl\u0259r \u00e7a\u011flayan \u00fcmmana b\u0259nz\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qurtaran deyildir, bir an i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259kilin, qoymay\u0131n siz ey fikirl\u0259r!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun q\u0259rq ola \u00fcmman i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cilovsuz at kimi n\u0259 olmu\u015f bel\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gah lal durursunuz, gah \u00e7ap\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikirl\u0259r, bir m\u0259ni agah el\u0259yin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dincliyi harada siz tap\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qanadl\u0131 qu\u015f olun, qalx\u0131n g\u00f6y\u0259 siz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131m dinc\u0259l\u0259 bir az.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun \u00fcr\u0259yini dinl\u0259y\u0259 T\u0259briz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z son laylas\u0131n\u0131 oxuya Araz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bax\u0131r barmaql\u0131qdan Firidun yen\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00f6r\u00fcr tell\u0259rini g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f d\u0259 art\u0131q,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O mavi g\u00f6yl\u0259rin gen sin\u0259sin\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ah\u0259st\u0259-ah\u0259st\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr qaranl\u0131q…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kmir s\u0259madan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir qu\u015f qanad \u00e7al\u0131r b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r, azad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n insan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin h\u0259sr\u0259tinl\u0259 gedir, ey h\u0259yat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pozur a\u011f\u0131r s\u00fckutu<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri bu an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q h\u0259nirti d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fidilir yax\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259ncirl\u0259r cingild\u0259yir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bo\u015f d\u0259hliz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr s\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0259qin ki, bir-birini<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qap\u0131\u00e7\u0131 edir \u0259v\u0259z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qap\u0131ya bir \u0259l d\u0259yir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131f\u0131llar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr s\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zindanbanla bir n\u0259f\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daxil olur m\u0259hb\u0259s\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ay\u0131n z\u0259if i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Divarda r\u0259qs edir, bax,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun tez d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim ola bu yad qonaq?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geyimi s\u0259liq\u0259li,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flind\u0259, q\u0259l\u0259m, ka\u011f\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fcni bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm var<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Doda\u011f\u0131nda q\u0259rars\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun dan\u0131\u015fmay\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qonaq ke\u00e7ir qaba\u011fa,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ri\u015fib salam verir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikr\u0259 getmi\u015f dusta\u011fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– \u00c7ox \u015fadam bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259rdir kefiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kim\u0259m, n\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m y\u0259qin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He\u00e7 tan\u0131m\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z siz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burda m\u00fct\u0259rcim d\u0259 var,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O sizi ba\u015fa salar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– C\u0259nab mister, haz\u0131ram,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131z, n\u0259 olar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, siz, ingilisc\u0259 d\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilirsiniz dan\u0131\u015fmaq?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– H\u0259r c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n m\u00fcnbitdir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fuldu\u011fum bu torpaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yaman diplomats\u0131n\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l savad\u0131n\u0131z var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259z\u0259n istedad\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pula sat\u0131r adamlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yanl\u0131\u015f ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn\u00fcz,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fikr edir\u0259m, siz m\u0259ni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Siz g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 hiss etdim<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lbinizd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yox, yox, siz nahaq yer\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayr\u0131 fikr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rica edir\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259nabs\u0131z mister deyin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sad\u0259c\u0259 bir m\u00fcxbir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amerikadan g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259qal\u0259 yazmaq olmu\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fvv\u0259ld\u0259n i\u015fim, pe\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u00fcxbirlik \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tan\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n d\u0259, bir az.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u0259q\u0259t, \u0259sil m\u00fcxbir\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yanl\u0131\u015f yazmaq yaramaz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– B\u0259li, b\u0259li, el\u0259dir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tam \u015f\u0259rik\u0259m siz\u0259 m\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– C\u0259nab, mister, b\u0259s onda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kib n\u0259d\u0259n –<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Amerikadan birba\u015fa<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259libsiniz T\u0259briz\u0259?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– M\u0259n q\u0259ti s\u00f6yl\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mister, bunlar na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Duyma\u011f\u0131 bacarsayd\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qulaq asard\u0131n, y\u0259qin,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259qiq\u0259ti \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131 s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deyirl\u0259r, xalq\u0131n\u0131z da<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz\u0259 inanm\u0131r daha?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Biz\u0259 inanmay\u0131b b\u0259s<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130nanacaqd\u0131r, y\u0259qin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xana, b\u0259y\u0259 allaha?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Yaz\u0131r, sizin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Cilovlan\u0131b a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dumanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7ir g\u0259nclik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131z…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– C\u0259nab, bu n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259y\u0259 laz\u0131m t\u0259bli\u011fat?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 olar s\u00f6hb\u0259ti<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tamamlayaq bu saat?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– El\u0259dir tamamlayaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz yoxsa \u0259g\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Kameran\u0131n havas\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131xd\u0131 sizi bir q\u0259d\u0259r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Deyin, \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Varm\u0131 etiraz\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Mister, bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Diqq\u0259t il\u0259 yaz\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni qorxutmad\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n h\u0259d\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcr\u0259yim \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131, co\u015fdu sin\u0259d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fg\u0259r olsam da h\u0259yatdan ged\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anacaqd\u0131r m\u0259ni ell\u0259r yen\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 yurdumda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r a\u00e7acaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k d\u0259rdli \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 dil\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn do\u011fub yurduma nurlar sa\u00e7acaq,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n qara z\u00fclm\u0259t ged\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhumu ox\u015fayacaq yaz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n\u0259 layla \u00e7alacaq bir d\u0259 Araz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qatacaq n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qoyacaq son, bu a\u011f\u0131r d\u0259rd\u0259 Araz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yada ba\u015f \u0259ym\u0259di odlar diyar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u00f6hr\u0259ti g\u0259zdi n\u0259sild\u0259n-n\u0259sil\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unudar do\u011fma v\u0259t\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bil ki, haqq m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259si bitmir h\u0259l\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin alt\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u011f da d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qals\u0131n ki, m\u00fcxbir ola!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u00fcxbir d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tez \u00e7\u0259kildi dal-dala…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun ac\u0131-ac\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc bu hala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

C\u0259nab m\u00fcxbir dinm\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fsdi \u0259li, aya\u011f\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxu, heyr\u0259t i\u00e7ind\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259rk el\u0259di dusta\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u0259ncirl\u0259r cingild\u0259di,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131f\u0131llara d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc s\u0259s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O qaranl\u0131q m\u0259hb\u0259s\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 gedir…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hava il\u0131q, s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r yel \u0259sir,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Novruzg\u00fcl\u00fc bayraq a\u00e7\u0131r yamacda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu g\u00fcn n\u0259d\u0259n dil-dil \u00f6t\u0259n o qu\u015flar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259mli, q\u0259mli \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdir a\u011facda?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259silmi\u015fdir h\u0259zin s\u0259si \u00e7aylar\u0131n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcst\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaql\u0131, bulaq a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259sin dey\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6vr\u0259lir, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n torpaq a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nin k\u0259d\u0259rin\u0259 \u015f\u0259rik\u0259m m\u0259n d\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dem\u0259k, t\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fam, ey ana T\u0259briz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun yat\u0131bd\u0131r, b\u0259lk\u0259 yor\u011fundur,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l susaq, qoymayaq oyana, T\u0259briz!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha laylas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131r Araz da,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259smi\u015fdir o \u015firin, h\u0259zin n\u0259\u011fm\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxur ki, dal\u011falar, \u015f\u0131ltaq l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxudan oyada yatan k\u00f6rp\u0259ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatman\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda sa\u00e7aql\u0131 \u00f6rp\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flind\u0259 ba\u011flama, g\u0259lir T\u0259briz\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

(M\u0259n aslan \u00fcr\u0259kli ana ist\u0259r\u0259m<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u0259rd\u0259 tablaya, bu d\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259!)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Tehran qaraj\u0131”ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r nigaran,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dal\u011f\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n n\u0259 g\u0259zir?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yollan\u0131r G\u00fcl\u00fcstan ba\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259sr\u0259t \u00fcr\u0259yini fikirl\u0259r \u0259zir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, bir an S\u0259ttarxan xiyaban\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Durub n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rir ah\u0259st\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, m\u0259hb\u0259s yoluna d\u00f6n\u00fcr, bilmir ki,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Firidun balas\u0131 yoxdur m\u0259hb\u0259sd\u0259?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259 d\u0259rd \u00fcmman kimi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin s\u00fckutu onu da s\u0131x\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dal\u011f\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 n\u0259 g\u0259zir g\u00f6r\u0259n?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Fatma sa\u011f-soluna \u00e7evrilib bax\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faq da, b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259 ke\u00e7ir \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eh, kimdir burada tan\u0131yan onu?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu bayramqaba\u011f\u0131 uzun yol g\u0259lib<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u0259ki g\u00f6r\u0259 bilsin \u0259ziz o\u011flunu!..<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sezir \u00fczl\u0259rd\u0259ki mat\u0259mi ana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qopur \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rli bir ah…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Hifz el\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n balas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nim d\u0259 balam\u0131, ey adil Allah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir adamlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131x\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yini bir qorxu, t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, kim bilir, b\u0259lk\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck, m\u00f6t\u0259b\u0259r bir adam \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yoxsa bu n\u0259 mat\u0259m, bu n\u0259 s\u00fckutdur?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana dal\u011f\u0131n-dal\u011f\u0131n yol gedir yen\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r q\u0259lbind\u0259, dinir q\u0259lbind\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arabir \u00fcr\u0259k d\u0259 verir \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaq yol g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m – deyib r\u0259is\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yalvar\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f d\u0259 alaram, y\u0259qin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Can\u0131m \u00f6ls\u00fcn, bala, \u0259ziz bayram\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Niy\u0259 m\u0259hb\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259 ke\u00e7ir b\u0259s s\u0259nin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 cavan \u0259ydi ba\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ana t\u0259la\u015fla dindi!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

– Dilim quruyayd\u0131 ka\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259, b\u0259lk\u0259 balam\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u015f\u0131nda bir xata var?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siz onun dostusunuz<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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H\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259y\u0259rdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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“Firidun” poemas\u0131 C\u0259nubi Az\u0259rbaycanda milli azadl\u0131q u\u011frunda ged\u0259n xalq h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131ndan b\u0259hs edir. \u018fs\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n milli q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 Firidun \u0130brahiminin ictimai v\u0259 inqilabi f\u0259aliyy\u0259tind\u0259n, xalqla yax\u0131ndan ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, milli h\u00f6kum\u0259tin m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti m\u0259\u011flubiyy\u0259tind\u0259n sonra onun q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na h\u0259lak olmas\u0131ndan b\u0259hs edilir. D\u00fcnyada azadl\u0131q u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 ed\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 ithaf edir\u0259m… G\u00f6zayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 – Hardasan, ay Q\u0259ni, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ayd\u0131n, Talvar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan yax\u0131na […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50173","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50173","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50173"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50173\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50179,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50173\/revisions\/50179"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50173"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50173"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50173"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}