{"id":50389,"date":"2026-01-17T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-01-17T05:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50389"},"modified":"2026-01-17T15:17:04","modified_gmt":"2026-01-17T11:17:04","slug":"banu-muharrem-yazistan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=50389","title":{"rendered":"Banu MUHARREM.”Yaz\u0131stan”"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

El\u0259 bir z\u0259h\u0259rdir ki, \u00e7ox sevm\u0259k. B\u00fct\u00fcn pislikl\u0259ri bir-birimizi \u00e7ox sev\u0259r\u0259k edirik. Miqdar qoya bilm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ox sev\u0259 bilmirik. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, ya \u00e7ox sev\u0259c\u0259yik, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00e7ox sev\u0259r\u0259k. Ya da qan\u0131m\u0131zla, can\u0131m\u0131zla nifr\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yik. \u00c7\u00fcnki sevdikl\u0259rimizd\u0259n bu c\u00fcr g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Sonra b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck, “yanl\u0131\u015f sevil\u0259n yanl\u0131\u015f u\u015faqlar” olduq. \u018fslind\u0259, bel\u0259dir. Pis \u015feyl\u0259ri ya\u015fama\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fdikc\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131 \u015feyl\u0259r \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 yarad\u0131r. Sonra \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011fun b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u00f6vzularda x\u0259talar buraxma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rsan.
Ol s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi burxulur, i\u00e7i d\u00fcnyaya k\u00fcr\u0259yini d\u00f6nd\u0259rir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 insanlar\u0131n ilk d\u0259f\u0259 dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 yox, son d\u0259f\u0259 etdiyi \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131ram. Yaln\u0131z qalma\u011f\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259k d\u0259 bir se\u00e7imdir. Kims\u0259nin yoxlu\u011fu kims\u0259nin sonuna d\u0259lal\u0259t etmir. \u00d6z \u0259ll\u0259riml\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259traf\u0131ma bir divar h\u00f6rd\u00fcm v\u0259 m\u0259n o divar\u0131 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. O divara yumruqlar\u0131n\u0131 vuran ist\u0259nil\u0259n \u201cyax\u0131n dost” m\u0259n\u0259 y\u00fck olma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. Oma g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u0259r zaman s\u0259rin bir meh \u0259sir: \u201cM\u0259saf\u0259\u2026”
M\u0259saf\u0259 saxlamaq g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. K\u0259rpicl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131dan ba\u015fqa r\u0259ng yara\u015fm\u0131r ax\u0131. H\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z yerind\u0259, \u00f6z r\u0259ngind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. H\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259rin qursaqda qalmas\u0131 n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l. H\u0259yat\u0131n z\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259si is\u0259 n\u0259 f\u0259rqli\u2026
Ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 bo\u011fulmaqdansa, \u00f6z s\u0259ssizliyind\u0259 h\u00fczur tapmaq n\u0259 xo\u015f!
Yaln\u0131z olmaq n\u0259 xo\u015f!
Birin\u0259 yaralar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sizlikdir.
Sanki onlar\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 sehirli bir d\u0259y\u0259n\u0259k varm\u0131\u015f kimi hiss etm\u0259k. N\u0259 bilim ax\u0131, g\u00fclm\u0259lidir.
\u018fg\u0259r \u00f6lm\u0259mis\u0259ns\u0259, dem\u0259li, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n bir s\u0259mtini tap\u0131b o yola davam etm\u0259kd\u0259s\u0259n.
Nec\u0259ydi o? “M\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259ndirir.”
N\u0259 bilim, e\u2026
Korluq- kor bir at\u0131n korlu\u011fun n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oradan-bura, buradan-ora \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi bir \u00e7ar\u0259sizlikdir. Zaman insan\u0131n i\u00e7ini d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259r. Bir az azaldaraq, bir az art\u0131raraq.
O kor at ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131ma t\u00f6vl\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7ataca\u011f\u0131, saman\u0131n, otun qoxusundan yerini, suyun hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259, axurun ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m aral\u0131da oldu\u011funu \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 bilir, \u00f6yr\u0259nib.
Amma a\u011fl\u0131 da, k\u00f6nl\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259r zaman da\u011flardad\u0131r.
Ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259ri doldurmaq arzusuyla yana-yana\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktoru. El\u0259 bir z\u0259h\u0259rdir ki, \u00e7ox sevm\u0259k. B\u00fct\u00fcn pislikl\u0259ri bir-birimizi \u00e7ox sev\u0259r\u0259k edirik. Miqdar qoya bilm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7ox sev\u0259 bilmirik. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, ya \u00e7ox sev\u0259c\u0259yik, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00e7ox sev\u0259r\u0259k. Ya da qan\u0131m\u0131zla, can\u0131m\u0131zla nifr\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yik. \u00c7\u00fcnki sevdikl\u0259rimizd\u0259n bu c\u00fcr g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Sonra b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck, “yanl\u0131\u015f sevil\u0259n yanl\u0131\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50389","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50389","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50389"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50389\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50403,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50389\/revisions\/50403"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50389"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50389"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50389"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}