{"id":51026,"date":"2026-04-30T00:56:46","date_gmt":"2026-04-29T20:56:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=51026"},"modified":"2026-04-30T00:56:46","modified_gmt":"2026-04-29T20:56:46","slug":"ucdong%c9%99li-yolun-b%c9%99l%c9%99dci-kitabcasi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=51026","title":{"rendered":"\u00dc\u00e7d\u00f6ng\u0259li yolun b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7i kitab\u00e7as\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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\u201c\u00dc\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r say\u0131ram\u2026\u201d
Qa\u00e7\u0131b gizl\u0259nsin misralar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bir\u2026
\u2026 \u201cO Bir haqq\u0131!\u201d deyib \u0259lini g\u00f6y\u0259 uzadan qar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259misinizs\u0259, na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n niy\u0259 \u201cbiri var, biri yox\u201dla ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayamazs\u0131n\u0131z. Ham\u0131 var olan\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r \u00f6z vicdan\u0131nca, biz, Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, \u201cke\u00e7\u0259k yoxa\u2026\u201d
Bizim \u015feirin al\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 yoxdur. \u015eikay\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 m\u0259n\u2026
Cibran X\u0259lil Cibran yaz\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cB\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fair s\u00fckutumuzu dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259yi
bacaran k\u0259sdir\u201d. Oxucu harda susdu\/ susur ki, biz d\u0259 onun s\u00fckutunu dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259k?! Bizd\u0259n \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r oxucu\u2026
F\u0259rid H\u00fcseynin \u201cUlduz\u201ddak\u0131 \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti\u2026\u201dnd\u0259 ( iyun, 2020) dediyi oxucu da el\u0259 yazand\u0131r-m\u0259nim kimi. F\u0259rid deyir: \u201c\u00c7ox zaman m\u00fc\u0259llifl\u0259rin n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nalar\u0131 bel\u0259, oxucular tap\u0131r\u201d. H\u0259, F\u0259rid, siz oxucu kimi m\u0259ni v\u0259 ya dig\u0259r q\u0259l\u0259m h\u0259mkarlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tutmurdunuz, amma m\u0259n tapd\u0131m bizi.
Bu yaz\u0131 da bir az vaxt tap\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yimdir el\u0259\u2026 Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 quramaya ox\u015fay\u0131r-h\u0259r r\u0259ngd\u0259n bir az, h\u0259r tiki\u015f n\u00f6v\u00fcnd\u0259n bir s\u0131ra. \u00c7oxdand\u0131r, analar q\u0131zlar\u0131na qurama \u00f6yr\u0259tmir\u2026Anam bu yaz\u0131n\u0131 oxuyanda vatsapdan y\u0131\u011facaq ki:
-\u0130yn\u0259 saplama\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259tsinl\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259!
M\u0259n b\u0259ra\u0259timi Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin \u201cBookline\u201d podkast\u0131ndak\u0131 fikirl\u0259ri i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n se\u00e7im b\u0259riba\u015fdan: \u201c \u018fd\u0259biyyat b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fckd\u0259 insan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tidir\u2026 \u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir!\u201d H\u0259tta fikrim var, bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni Feysbukumun aln\u0131na yaz\u0131m.
Bir olan, ke\u00e7 g\u00fcnah\u0131mdan, m\u0259n hara, yazq\u0131 yazmaq hara?! \u015eairliyim\u0259 ver\u2026 Yoxdan biri d\u0259 \u015fair a\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki\u2026
\u2026Yaz\u0131ya ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015f e\u015fiy\u0259 boylan\u0131m bir, g\u00f6r\u00fcm, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f k\u0259sdimi?
\u201cH\u0259yat probleml\u0259riyl\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldir!\u201d, bilir\u0259m, bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n sabaha saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q i\u015fl\u0259r sabah da oyanma\u011fa b\u0259han\u0259miz olsun dey\u0259, h\u0259yat d\u0259ryas\u0131na atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tilovlard\u0131r, bilir\u0259m, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259, yazan olana bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 bir az d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259, yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.
Ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131 masamdan qalxmasayd\u0131m, yaz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7oxdan bitir\u0259rdim.
Ba\u015fqa bir \u201cUlduz\u201dda Aq\u015fin Evr\u0259n \u201c\u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u2026\u201d edib (aprel, 2025). Deyib: \u201c\u018fsrl\u0259rdir, s\u00f6z\u00fc b\u0131\u00e7aqlay\u0131r\u0131q, lakin o, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 canl\u0131, q\u00fcdr\u0259tli v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259didir\u201d. H\u00f6rm\u0259tli Aq\u015fin, siz \u201c\u0259b\u0259di\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dem\u0259s\u0259niz d\u0259, olard\u0131, \u201cBa\u015flan\u011f\u0131cda S\u00d6Z vard\u0131\u201d c\u00fcml\u0259sini bilm\u0259y\u0259n yazan olmaz. H\u0259, yen\u0259 o fikird\u0259y\u0259m ki, m\u00fcasir Az\u0259rbaycanda oxucu el\u0259 yazand\u0131r!
Yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n umdu\u011fumuz q\u0259d\u0259r oxunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n problem olmas\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259, xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, \u201c\u0259b\u0259di\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qal\u0131n \u015friftl\u0259rl\u0259 v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 yaz\u0131n\u2026 Az yazma\u011f\u0131n bir s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 budur\u2026
\u201cH\u0259yat\u0131mdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn probleml\u0259r bir anl\u0131q da olsa, qurtars\u0131n, art\u0131q yazmama\u011fa b\u0259han\u0259 qalmas\u0131n, yaz\u0131m\u2026\u201d
Bunu da Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s deyir podkastda\u2026 Bir az ke\u00e7ir, klaviaturam\u0131z\u0131n boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcr s\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259: \u201cH\u0259qiqi \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 yazmaq da \u00e7\u0259tindir, oxumaq da\u2026\u201d Eyn\u0259yimiz klaviaturam\u0131za bax\u0131b \u015fe\u015f\u0259l\u0259nir bu m\u0259qamda\u2026 Ax\u0131 oxucu bizik-yazanlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7\u2026
Yoruldum dem\u0259kd\u0259n: biz \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fck yazan da, oxuyan da\u2026 Yazmaqdansa, \u00e7\u0259tin ki yorulam!
\u2026H\u0259qiq\u0259t h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sondad\u0131r. Yoxsa onun haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015fanda da m\u0259nzilba\u015f\u0131na varmaq ifad\u0259sind\u0259ki \u201cvarmaq\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc i\u015fl\u0259dilm\u0259zdi. Dem\u0259k, h\u0259qiq\u0259t yol da deyil, yolda\u015f da-yolun apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerdir. Bu d\u00fcnyadan a\u011fl\u0131 bir \u015fey k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r el\u0259 bilir h\u0259qiq\u0259t o d\u00fcnyadad\u0131r, h\u0259l\u0259 do\u011fulmayanlar da bu d\u00fcnyaya varma\u011fa t\u0259l\u0259sir. Do\u011fumdan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 yol ged\u0259nl\u0259r qeyri-h\u0259qiq\u0259tin \u00e7\u0259piyin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ngi yall\u0131s\u0131 oynayanlard\u0131r\u2026 \u201cOynamaqdan utanmasan, n\u0259 var ki?!\u201d deyib ulular\u2026 Burdak\u0131 utananlarsa, bizik-yazanlar\u2026 oxuyanlar\u2026
E\u015fikd\u0259 g\u00fcn bat\u0131b\u2026 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259md\u0259 g\u00fcn\u00fcn bir boy qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxtd\u0131r\u2026 Klaviaturam\u0131n s\u0259si k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259 e\u015fidilir y\u0259qin\u2026 (G\u00fcmana bax, sevdiyim yaz\u0131!)
\u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 adam\u0131 daim yor\u011fun olar\u2026 Ax\u0131 onlar\u0131n x\u00fcsusi-m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n edilmi\u015f i\u015f vaxt\u0131 yoxdur\u2026\u201d \u2013dedi bayaq Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s\u2026 M\u0259ni deyirdi, s\u0259ni deyirdi ay bunu oxuyan, Kafkan\u0131 deyirdi, Tolstoyun \u0259n sevdiyim q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 Levini deyirdi. Bir d\u0259, deyirdi ki, \u201c\u015e\u0259fa, s\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sahibi olanda da haql\u0131san, he\u00e7 kim olanda da!\u201d – Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin \u201c\u015eeird\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sahibi olmaq var, \u015feird\u0259 he\u00e7 kim olmamaq var\u2026\u201d s\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bel\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etdim!
U\u011furlu t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259dir! T\u0259r\u0259k\u0259m\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 olaraq \u00f6z ana dilimi g\u00f6z\u0259l bilir\u0259m! Babalar\u0131m, n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rim bu dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b t\u0259bi\u0259tl\u0259, Bir olanla, haqla, divanla v\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259!
\u2026Kafkan\u0131n \u201c\u00c7evrilm\u0259\u201dsini d\u00fcny\u0259vi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 sisteminin m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m zirv\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n biri sayanlara p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131ram: \u201cKafkan\u0131n bac\u0131s\u0131 Ottlaya yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ktublar\u0131 oxuyun, onda g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ksiniz ki, \u201c\u00c7evrilm\u0259\u201d daha \u00e7ox avtobioqrafik \u0259s\u0259rdir\u201d.
\u201c\u015eeir sirdi, adam, \u015feiri q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmazlar!\u201d deyir ha Qulu A\u011fs\u0259s, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131ram; s\u0259sim ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin \u015fairin. El\u0259 Kafka deyildimi g\u00fcnd\u0259liyin\u0259 yazan: \u201cYaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n individuall\u0131\u011f\u0131 ondad\u0131r ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmayan c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 gizl\u0259yir\u201d?!
\u2026Bu yaz\u0131da n\u0259yi gizl\u0259tdim, bir \u00f6z\u00fcm bilir\u0259m, bir d\u0259 Bir olan\u2026 \u0130nsandan Tanr\u0131ya yol \u00fc\u00e7d\u00f6ng\u0259lidir-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k, hiss etm\u0259k, dem\u0259k\u2026
Sayd\u0131m\u2026
Bitdi\u2026
\u2026Misralar s\u0259tirl\u0259rin aras\u0131nda gizl\u0259nib, m\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259lir\u0259m, h\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 birini siz tap\u0131n, ay bunu oxuyanlar!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201c\u00dc\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r say\u0131ram\u2026\u201dQa\u00e7\u0131b gizl\u0259nsin misralar\u2026 Bir\u2026\u2026 \u201cO Bir haqq\u0131!\u201d deyib \u0259lini g\u00f6y\u0259 uzadan qar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259misinizs\u0259, na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n niy\u0259 \u201cbiri var, biri yox\u201dla ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlayamazs\u0131n\u0131z. Ham\u0131 var olan\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r \u00f6z vicdan\u0131nca, biz, Qulu A\u011fs\u0259sin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi, \u201cke\u00e7\u0259k yoxa\u2026\u201dBizim \u015feirin al\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 yoxdur. \u015eikay\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 m\u0259n\u2026Cibran X\u0259lil Cibran yaz\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cB\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fair s\u00fckutumuzu dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259yibacaran k\u0259sdir\u201d. Oxucu harda susdu\/ […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[175],"tags":[218,217,215,90,216],"class_list":["post-51026","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kos-yazisi","tag-bookline","tag-ozuyl-sohbti","tag-qulu-agses","tag-sfa-vli","tag-ulduz"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51026","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51026"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51026\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51028,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51026\/revisions\/51028"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51026"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51026"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51026"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}