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S\u00fckutlar m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 s\u00fckutdan s\u0259s g\u0259lir,
n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n bir s\u0259da.
H\u0259r g\u00fcn s\u00f6z-s\u00f6z dan\u0131\u015fan
bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr yada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qabar\u0131b tez \u00e7\u0259kilir
g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n yollar.
Qatlay\u0131b barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131
dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r yoxlar, ollar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259n qap\u0131da
\u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr haray izi.
\u00c7oxdand\u0131 qulaqlar da
unudub s\u0259ni, bizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259,
x\u0259yallar k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259,
s\u0259rg\u0259rdan dola\u015f\u0131ram
s\u00fckutlar m\u0259hl\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckutun s\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6ym\u00fc apard\u0131
sevm\u0259diyin bu yerd\u0259n?
Daha i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lmir
qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259l\u0259r tam qaranl\u0131q,
g\u00fcnd\u00fcz s\u00fckut i\u00e7ind\u0259.
U\u00e7ub, gedib s\u0259sin d\u0259
durnalar\u0131n k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bo\u011fur yeri qaranl\u0131q,
bo\u011fur s\u00fckutun s\u0259si.
Bo\u011fur s\u0259ni i\u00e7ind\u0259
ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckutum<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u0259l, s\u0259ni ba\u011fr\u0131ma bas\u0131m
m\u0259nl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan s\u00fckutum.
\u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc yana \u00e7evirib.
tez d\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fan s\u00fckutum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Susur\u2026 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r h\u0259l\u0259,
s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r g\u00f6y\u0259, s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r yer\u0259.
S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sim nec\u0259
\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 yar\u0131\u015fan s\u00fckutum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259ni \u0259zabdan qurtaran,
i\u00e7imd\u0259 rahatl\u0131q yaradan,
m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 aparan
s\u00f6z\u0259 al\u0131\u015fan s\u00fckutum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevdim, sevir\u0259m,
\u015f\u0259nin\u0259 alq\u0131\u015f deyir\u0259m –
ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fan s\u00fckutum,
susan-dan\u0131\u015fan s\u00fckutum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckutlu gec\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc aram-aram
ulduzlar\u0131 qopar\u0131r.
Qolun boynuna sal\u0131b
bulud ay\u0131 apar\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxumu itirmi\u015f\u0259m
bu dar\u0131xan gec\u0259d\u0259.
\u018flin qoynuna qoyub
m\u00fcrg\u00fc vurur k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhumu oyatma\u011fa
bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm b\u0259s ed\u0259r.
Umudum \u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259
sabah\u0131ma yol ged\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00fckutlu gec\u0259d\u0259
o sevdiyin mahn\u0131n\u0131
s\u0259nin t\u0259ki oxudum
\u0259yilib \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259m havas\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir Ay do\u011far
yorulan buludlar aras\u0131ndan.
Bir Ay do\u011far,
i\u015f\u0131qlanar gec\u0259l\u0259r.
\u018fll\u0259rimi, qollar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259m,
s\u0259n\u0259 ged\u0259n yollar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259m.
Q\u0259ribs\u0259y\u0259n gec\u0259d\u0259
yollar\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131ndan
t\u0259k a\u011flayan q\u0259ribin
g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259r\u0259m.
Da\u015f qollar\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b oynayaram
i\u00e7imd\u0259ki q\u0259m havan\u0131n p\u0259sin\u0259,
diksin\u0259r\u0259m lal s\u00fckutun s\u0259sin\u0259.
N\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n,
gec\u0259nin bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259
i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in oynayan
bu Allah b\u0259nd\u0259sin\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259nin s\u00fckutu<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 o s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n t\u0259k evin
p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sin bir g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259k,
dimdiyind\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi m\u0259ktubun
h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259trin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O \u0259tird\u0259n yuxu qalmaz gec\u0259d\u0259,
O gec\u0259ni xatir\u0259l\u0259r alacaq.
O gec\u0259nin s\u00fckutunu pozacaq
adam g\u0259lib d\u00fcz \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 duracaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 dikil\u0259c\u0259k iki g\u00f6z,
G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 o g\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fc.
Lal divarlar yadda\u015f\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259r
p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259rin izl\u0259diyi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259y\u0259 lap \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ver\u0259rs\u0259n.
Yalvararsan qaranl\u0131\u011fa ilk k\u0259r\u0259.
Bir ismar\u0131\u015f g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259rs\u0259n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259:
“N\u0259 olar, sabah s\u0259n yuxula, yat”, – dey\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259sind\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259r \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr,
bax\u0131\u015f\u0131nda bax\u0131\u015flar.
Ax\u0131r, ovcuma ax\u0131r
g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu s\u00fckutun i\u00e7ind\u0259
d\u00f6y\u00fcr m\u0259ni h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131q,
C\u00fct dodaqlar qapal\u0131,
hardan g\u0259lir q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q?!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018flimd\u0259 \u0259l dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r,
g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar.
\u018fyil, bir ovcuma bax.
Barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bo\u011fulur,
\u2026damc\u0131-damc\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevdirm\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lahi, bu q\u0131z\u0131 sevdirm\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,
pozma gec\u0259l\u0259rin s\u00fckut s\u0259sini.
\u0130lahi, bu q\u0131z\u0131 sevdirm\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259,
Bu q\u0131z d\u0259li ed\u0259r gec\u0259l\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu q\u0131z d\u0259li ed\u0259r gec\u0259l\u0259rimi.
S\u0259sim\u0259 s\u0259s ver\u0259n Ay da yox olar.
O a\u011f buludlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolar,
Ota\u011f\u0131n d\u00fcz\u0259ni d\u0259m-d\u0259m pozular.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ota\u011f\u0131n d\u00fcz\u0259ni d\u0259m-d\u0259m pozular,
\u00dcz\u00fcm qara olar gec\u0259 yan\u0131nda.
S\u0259ssizlik \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc gec\u0259d\u0259n asar,
Sakit gec\u0259l\u0259rin s\u00fckut an\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sakit gec\u0259l\u0259rin s\u00fckut an\u0131nda,
M\u0259nli gec\u0259l\u0259rin ad\u0131 hallanar.
Daha gec\u0259l\u0259rim bakir\u0259 qalmaz,
P\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r, qap\u0131 ba\u011flanar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckut<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259l\u0259rin
qara sevdalar\u0131nda
yen\u0259 s\u0259rxo\u015f k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r
\u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 aray\u0131r.
N\u0259 gec\u0259y\u0259 Ay do\u011fur,
n\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 qap\u0131lar
bir anl\u0131q aralan\u0131r.
Bu gec\u0259ki s\u00fckutda
kims\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl qap\u0131s\u0131n
\u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 a\u00e7acaqsa,
kims\u0259 “g\u0259l, g\u0259l”, – s\u00f6yl\u0259yib,
g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxacaqsa,
hal\u0131ndan s\u0259rxo\u015f k\u00fcl\u0259k
bir anl\u0131q dayanacaq,
s\u00fckut da da\u011f\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Milyon-milyon insan\u0131n
h\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259 bir \u00fcr\u0259k,
h\u0259r a\u011f\u0131zda bir dua,
h\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 bir dil\u0259k.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n\n\n\n

qap\u0131m\u0131n kandar\u0131nda
qap\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259nin
h\u0259nirtisin duyuram
bu s\u00fckutun i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259 Ay dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131
k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rin hal\u0131n\u0131,
p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fan
bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n say\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu yuxusuz gec\u0259d\u0259
xatir\u0259l\u0259r oyaqd\u0131,
sabahlara \u00fcmidli,
x\u0259yallara dayaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc ovuduram
yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259,
i\u00e7imi isidir\u0259m
duyulan n\u0259f\u0259sinl\u0259.
Qaranl\u0131q v\u0259 s\u00fckut<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu gec\u0259nin s\u00fckutun
pozma\u011fa haql\u0131 adam.
H\u0259nirtisiz g\u0259zir\u0259m
bu s\u00fckutun i\u00e7ind\u0259.
Qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yeri\u015fi
\u00e7ubuqsuz kor yeri\u015fi.
N\u0259 bir bax\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr,
n\u0259 uzanan soyuq \u0259l.
S\u0259n ayr\u0131 bir al\u0259md\u0259,
s\u0259s qaranl\u0131qt\u0259k susur.
Ay gizl\u0259n\u0259n gec\u0259d\u0259
n\u0259 s\u0259mada bir A\u011f yol,
n\u0259 yerd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n var.
Udur bizi qaranl\u0131q
uzanan d\u0259r\u0259 kimi.
Apar\u0131r uzaqlara
sahibsiz b\u0259r\u0259 kimi.
S\u0259nsizlikd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey
Sual\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nsizlik havas\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Apard\u0131n h\u0259r \u015feyi,
apard\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259.
K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulub
s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi apard\u0131n.
S\u0259n\u0259 zill\u0259n\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 apard\u0131n,
buludlar\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 apard\u0131n,
ruhumun rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
gec\u0259nin add\u0131m s\u0259sini,
s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 apard\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unutdum sevgi dolu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259ri,
bax\u0131\u015flarda k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7imin s\u00fckutuna
ayr\u0131l\u0131q ya\u011f\u0131r
s\u0259nsizlik havas\u0131ndan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckutun haray\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckut q\u0259fil el\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131 ki,
bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fc gec\u0259nin sevinci,
dal\u011falar geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc,
Ay da k\u00fcs\u00fcb getdi,
q\u0259rib bir sakitlik\u2026
\u0130\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 n\u0259 vard\u0131sa, \u00e7evrildi xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259.
\u0130tdim qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011funda,
s\u00fckutun \u0259li a\u011fz\u0131mda\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259nsizlik havas\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Apard\u0131n h\u0259r \u015feyi,
apard\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259.
K\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulub
s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi apard\u0131n.
S\u0259n\u0259 zill\u0259n\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 apard\u0131n,
buludlar\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131 apard\u0131n,
ruhumun rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
gec\u0259nin add\u0131m s\u0259sini,
s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 apard\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unutdum sevgi dolu n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259ri,
bax\u0131\u015flarda k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7imin s\u00fckutuna
ayr\u0131l\u0131q ya\u011f\u0131r
s\u0259nsizlik havas\u0131ndan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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