{"id":51295,"date":"2026-05-27T04:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-05-27T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=51295"},"modified":"2026-05-27T09:12:22","modified_gmt":"2026-05-27T05:12:22","slug":"biri-ikisind%c9%99-aysel-n%c9%99sirzad%c9%99nin-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=51295","title":{"rendered":"\u201cBiri ikisind\u0259\u201d \u2013 Aysel N\u0259sirzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259ri\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n birlikd\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irdikl\u0259ri \u201cBiri ikisind\u0259\u201d layih\u0259sind\u0259 bu g\u00fcn sizl\u0259r\u0259 Aysel N\u0259sirzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259ri t\u0259qdim edilir.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Layih\u0259 \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259d\u0259bi n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259bli\u011fin\u0259 hesablan\u0131bd\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xo\u015f m\u00fctali\u0259l\u0259r.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eE\u0130R VAXTI<\/p>\n\n\n\n

AYSEL N\u018fS\u0130RZAD\u018f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir gec\u0259d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259sini itir\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00fcmidi sa\u011fd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Taxtadan t\u00fcf\u0259ng d\u00fcz\u0259ldib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

yaz\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cQorxmay\u0131n, bu, oyuncaqd\u0131r\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259fil g\u00f6y guruldad\u0131, gec\u0259nin z\u00fclm\u0259t ba\u011fr\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n

ya\u011f\u0131\u015f deyil, m\u0259rmi idi g\u00f6yd\u0259n ya\u011fan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Can al\u0131rd\u0131 u\u015faqlardan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qad\u0131nlardan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

qocalardan\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O z\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259nin s\u0259h\u0259ri <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fa bilmirdi yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir divar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

r\u0259ngli boyalarla \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

amma n\u0259 ev qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 ev\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k insan,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

n\u0259 d\u0259 o yaz\u0131n\u0131 yazan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm boylan\u0131rd\u0131 o r\u0259ngli yaz\u0131dan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqdan bir qad\u0131n bax\u0131r donuq bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir \u0259lind\u0259 qanl\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir \u0259lind\u0259 oyuncaq g\u0259lincik,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 nakam arzular\u0131…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f\u0131 deyirdi dilinin alt\u0131nda:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cg\u00fcll\u0259 deyil,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa susmaq \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr insanlar\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckut qanadl\u0131 k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bu s\u0259h\u0259r<\/p>\n\n\n\n

yana\u011f\u0131na \u015feh d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n

zanba\u011f\u0131n a\u011fu\u015funda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qanadlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 s\u0259ssizc\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

duyulurdu r\u0259ngl\u0259rin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n \u2013 ay\u0131n mavi k\u00f6lg\u0259si,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin i\u015f\u0131q seli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckuta q\u0259rq olmu\u015f o ip\u0259k qanadlar\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259ki arzular\u0131n \u015feir dili.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn hekay\u0259si gizlidir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259nin h\u0259yat m\u00fcbariz\u0259nd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fc var <\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir n\u0259f\u0259slik \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

YEN\u018f D\u018f M\u018fN QAL\u0130B\u018fM!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha na\u011f\u0131llardak\u0131 xoxanlardan qorxmuram, ana!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u00e7ox b\u0259z\u0259kli-d\u00fcz\u0259klisin \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131ma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Daha m\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259 C\u0131rtdanam, n\u0259 \u015fahzad\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 d\u0259 ki yatm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00f6n\u00fcb oldum yeddi ba\u015fl\u0131 \u0259jdaha \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, dirildm,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011flatd\u0131lar, kiridim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazd\u0131m \u00f6z hekay\u0259mi, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onlar\u0131 \u201db\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259dim\u201d g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dedim c\u0131l\u0131z qals\u0131nlar, daha bet\u0259r olsunlar,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat\u0131 r\u0259qib se\u00e7dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Davam da onunlad\u0131r, m\u00fcharib\u0259m d\u0259, m\u00fcbariz\u0259m d\u0259…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u0259rdl\u0259 b\u00fckd\u00fckc\u0259 belimi, tutub \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n ayaqland\u0131m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ona qar\u015f\u0131 duru\u015fumla canland\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qorxma, ana, indi m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259n do\u011fma duy\u011fudur \u00f6l\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qorxanlara \u0259zizdir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm qorxusuyla insanlar h\u0259yata tap\u0131n\u0131b, bil\u0259s\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm olmasa, h\u0259yat da kims\u0259sizdir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n qalib\u0259m…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dib\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259sir edil\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259rin<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoluxa \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgi hissiyl\u0259 b\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259n, \u0259zizl\u0259n\u0259n, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qanadlan\u0131b u\u00e7madan<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruh v\u00fccuda sar\u0131laraq ya\u015faya azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 c\u0259nn\u0259t ed\u0259<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O d\u00fcnyada c\u0259nn\u0259t\u0259 qovu\u015fmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin safl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6Z\u00dc YIXILAN K\u018fS\u0130N<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z\u00fc y\u0131x\u0131lan k\u0259sin <\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131 olmaz. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n v\u0259d\u0259si, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259lk\u0259si, ka\u015f\u0131 olmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik il\u0131q meht\u0259k<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Toxunar q\u0259lb\u0259, ke\u00e7\u0259r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tale \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00f6mr\u0259 bi\u00e7\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ke\u00e7\u0259r \u00f6m\u00fcr qatar\u0131, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arzular\u0131 aparar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r qoynunda <\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259yallardan qoparar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn fikirl\u0259ri, <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259nin d\u0259rd-\u0259l\u0259mi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u0259n, xo\u015fb\u0259xt olaramm\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yer\u0259 qoysam q\u0259l\u0259mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u018fR \u00dcR\u018fY\u0130N \u00d6Z K\u018fS\u0130 VAR!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qanad\u0131n a\u00e7mas\u0131n dey\u0259,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259lbin sin\u0259 q\u0259f\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevm\u0259k yetmir t\u0259k insana,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevilm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yar\u0131m qalan yara h\u0259md\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tapan tapar ruha v\u0259t\u0259n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259rinl\u0259d\u0259n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin Ay k\u00f6lg\u0259si var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

E\u015fq\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259nib g\u0259l\u0259r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgini m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bil\u0259r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevdimi, \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck sev\u0259r \u2013<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yin \u00f6z k\u0259si var!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u018fN\u018f QOVU\u015eMAQ H\u018fV\u018fS\u0130<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn son \u015f\u0259f\u0259qind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fmaq h\u0259v\u0259si<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir ovuc torpaq t\u0259\u015fn\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dil\u0259yim a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 dil\u0259k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Allah da bunun f\u0259rqind\u0259.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat v\u0259 inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t\u201d portal\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259 \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n birlikd\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irdikl\u0259ri \u201cBiri ikisind\u0259\u201d layih\u0259sind\u0259 bu g\u00fcn sizl\u0259r\u0259 Aysel N\u0259sirzad\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259ri t\u0259qdim edilir. Layih\u0259 \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259d\u0259bi n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rin t\u0259bli\u011fin\u0259 hesablan\u0131bd\u0131r. Xo\u015f m\u00fctali\u0259l\u0259r. \u015eE\u0130R VAXTI AYSEL N\u018fS\u0130RZAD\u018f Bir gec\u0259d\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ail\u0259sini itir\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n M\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00fcmidi sa\u011fd\u0131r. Taxtadan t\u00fcf\u0259ng d\u00fcz\u0259ldib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259  yaz\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259:  \u201cQorxmay\u0131n, bu, oyuncaqd\u0131r\u201d. *** Q\u0259fil […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51295","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51295","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51295"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51295\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51299,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51295\/revisions\/51299"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51295"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51295"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51295"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}