{"id":52316,"date":"2026-07-28T08:00:00","date_gmt":"2026-07-28T04:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=52316"},"modified":"2026-07-28T12:37:07","modified_gmt":"2026-07-28T08:37:07","slug":"h%c9%99yat-s%c9%99minin-darixmagi-ayriliq-h%c9%99sr%c9%99t-v%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=52316","title":{"rendered":"H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131… –\u00a0ayr\u0131l\u0131q, h\u0259sr\u0259t v\u0259 …"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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\u0130nsan olanlardan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca dar\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u018fl \u00e7atmayan, g\u00f6z g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n yerl\u0259r\u0259, g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259, insana, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259s\u0259, meh\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa, soyu\u011fa, istiy\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u018fl\u00e7atmazl\u0131qd\u0131 insan\u0131 dar\u0131xd\u0131ran. Ged\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi, g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259diyidi insan\u0131 dar\u0131xd\u0131ran.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcz tutmaqd\u0131r dar\u0131xmaq…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O yer m\u0259nim k\u0259ndimdi,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n da\u011f\u0131 deyir \u2013<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0259kilib sin\u0259sin\u0259,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir a\u011f\u0131 deyir…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Solubdu, soluxubdu,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yurd olmaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dar\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hardayd\u0131n ax\u0131! \u2013 deyir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

* * *<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burnumda qoxun,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0259ll\u0259rimd\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal\u0131n dar\u0131x\u0131r…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131d\u0131. O yer, bax\u0131\u015f, s\u0259s.., g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcn-g\u00fcn, an-an dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131. Onun \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuduqca \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 o c\u00fcr dar\u0131x\u0131rsan. S\u00f6z-s\u00f6z, s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Od d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc h\u0259r yer\u0259:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kiminin evi-eyvan\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kiminin heyvan\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kiminin z\u0259hm\u0259ti yand\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kiminin \u0259m\u0259yi,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kiminin can\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kiminin d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2013 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib \u0259n \u00e7ox \u00fcr\u0259yi yanan, \u201ch\u0259r \u015feyi c\u0131z\u0131q-c\u0131z\u0131q al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na ba\u011flayan\u201d \u015fair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, \u201cQaraba\u011fs\u0131z qalan qaraba\u011fl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u201c\u0131n V\u0259t\u0259n, Qaraba\u011f, Gec\u0259g\u00f6zl\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 da \u015fairliyi kimi f\u0259rqlidir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u0130nsan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 c\u0259lb ed\u0259n, \u0259slind\u0259 onun f\u0259rqliliyidir. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan se\u00e7ilm\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259 d\u0259, azadl\u0131qda da, sevgid\u0259 d\u0259 eynidir, t\u0259biidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 bir f\u0259rdin h\u0259sr\u0259ti, intizar\u0131 deyil, m\u0259kan\u0131n ruhla, yadda\u015fla qovu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259hd\u0259t s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.   <\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00fckutu dan\u0131\u015fan, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayan \u015fairin dar\u0131xmas\u0131 \u015feird\u0259ki daxili \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131larda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir. S\u00f6z \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r, s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r, zaman \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259z\u0259n s\u00f6zd\u0259n boylanan, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u00f6z\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259yib diqq\u0259t k\u0259sdir\u0259n, \u201cm\u0259ni bir d\u0259 oxu\u201d dey\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r, ifad\u0259l\u0259r oxucunu \u00f6z t\u0259sirin\u0259 sal\u0131r. Bu, \u015fair g\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 d\u0259rinliyidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O, \u015feirl\u0259rini s\u00f6z-s\u00f6z cilalaya bildiyi kimi, onun yerini, m\u0259qam\u0131n\u0131 ustal\u0131qla verdiyind\u0259ndir \u015feirin \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 toxunmas\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rind\u0259ki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nin yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u0259llik \u015feirin y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc art\u0131r\u0131r, onu daha da g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cBarmaqlar\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n dadan\u201d V\u0259t\u0259n sevdal\u0131 \u015fairin V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcl\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259nc\u0259, H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisi daha qabar\u0131qd\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, bu a\u011fr\u0131ya, h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa olan sevginin sevgiml\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259ndir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259n bu sevginin yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00e7ox hiss etdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu sevginin i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey var, h\u0259r k\u0259s var…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259mi \u201cQaraba\u011f\u201d \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 Qaraba\u011f\u0131 canl\u0131 varl\u0131q kimi t\u0259qdim edir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yar\u0131msan,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

yar\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259, yar\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259 qalan.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tarixims\u0259n,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

k\u00f6\u00e7hak\u00f6\u00e7, qa\u00e7aqa\u00e7, g\u0259lim-al\u0131m dediyim<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir az m\u0259sum, bir az da zal\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

tarixim.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

* * *<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7 qoynunu, s\u0259n\u0259 yenid\u0259n toxunma\u011fa,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni ev-ev, xana-xana toxuma\u011fa g\u0259ldim.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evimiz\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m \u0259limd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u00f6z ver ayr\u0131lmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131za,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaraba\u011f.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Viran qalan yerl\u0259r s\u0131n\u0131q q\u0259lb\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yir. \u00c7ilikl\u0259n\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131b calaya bilmirs\u0259n. T\u0259bii itkil\u0259ri ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k, anlamaq olur, amma o ill\u0259ri s\u0259n\u0259 xat\u0131rladacaq yerl\u0259rin yoxlu\u011funda olanlar\u0131 axtarmaq qaranl\u0131qda n\u0259yis\u0259 axtarmaq kimidir. H\u0259r \u015fey da\u011f\u0131d\u0131l\u0131b, s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 xat\u0131rladacaq he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur. Yoxlu\u011fun i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 yox olursan, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tapa bilmirs\u0259n. N\u0259yis\u0259, haran\u0131sa g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 uzanan \u0259lin bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Orda is\u0259 qalanlar s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259bird\u0259n baxan kimi bax\u0131r. Olanlar\u0131 olmu\u015flar ad\u0131yla g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmaq olmur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259mi yurda da, \u0259sg\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259, \u015f\u0259hid\u0259 d\u0259, orda qoyub g\u0259ldiyi h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 sevgi g\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 bax\u0131r. Cans\u0131z\u0131 da canl\u0131 kimi g\u00f6r\u0259r\u0259k onu q\u0259lbind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131r. Onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 u\u00e7uq evl\u0259ri da\u015f-da\u015f yerin\u0259 qoyur, qurumu\u015f a\u011fac\u0131 sevgi g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yla suvar\u0131b dirildir, p\u00f6hr\u0259l\u0259ndirir. Qurumu\u015f bula\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcm\u00fcr\u00fcb \u0259vv\u0259lki hal\u0131na qaytar\u0131r. Xiff\u0259td\u0259n ki\u00e7il\u0259n da\u011flara \u00e7iyin verir… Sevgisil\u0259 olanlar\u0131 olmu\u015flara \u00e7evirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eair do\u011fuldu\u011fu yeri unuda bilmir, m\u0259qam\u0131 g\u0259ldikc\u0259 onu \u015feir\u0259 g\u0259tirir. H\u0259yat xan\u0131m\u0131n Qaraba\u011f sevgisi gah V\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259, gah \u015f\u0259hid timsal\u0131nda, gah da mu\u011famlarla ifad\u0259d\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259nir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaraba\u011f \u2013 ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n qara l\u0259k\u0259si,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

V\u0259t\u0259nin \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l, dadl\u0131 tik\u0259si…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

* * *<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ba\u011f\u00e7am\u0131za q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259kmi\u015fdim<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gec\u0259g\u00f6zl\u00fcd\u0259…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb \u201cayr\u0131l\u0131q\u201d yazd\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yurdumdan…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anamdan…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Harda ayr\u0131l\u0131q, h\u0259sr\u0259t, a\u011fr\u0131, sevgi var, H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin fikri \u015f\u0259h\u0259r-\u015f\u0259h\u0259r, k\u0259nd-k\u0259nd, ev-ev, \u0259sg\u0259r-\u0259sg\u0259r, \u015f\u0259hid-\u015f\u0259hid… ba\u015f al\u0131b ora gedir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cS\u0259ni ev-ev, xana-xana toxuma\u011fa g\u0259ldim\u201d, – deyib g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n arzular\u0131 il\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259ni s\u00f6z-s\u00f6z \u00f6z yerind\u0259 toxuma\u011fa g\u0259lir…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaraba\u011fda da\u015f qala\u011f\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015f evl\u0259r\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cElegiya\u201d \u015feirind\u0259 deyir:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n bir da\u015f qala\u011f\u0131yam,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

qocalan ke\u00e7mi\u015fimin a\u011f yadda\u015f qala\u011f\u0131yam,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ax\u0131b ke\u00e7\u0259n zaman\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir k\u0259siy\u0259m,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00e7ap\u0131\u011f\u0131yam torpa\u011f\u0131n,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

da\u015f olan arzular\u0131n yosun tutmu\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcy\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc qu\u015flar\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131na taxm\u0131\u015fam,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Da\u015fdan nam\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eair \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Qaraba\u011fda da\u011f\u0131d\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, viran qalm\u0131\u015f evl\u0259rin “da\u015f qala\u011f\u0131” adland\u0131r\u0131r. Arzu v\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131 \u0259ks etdir\u0259n yosun tutmu\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc qu\u015flara etibar edir. Qu\u015flar s\u0259ng\u0259r x\u0259tl\u0259rini ke\u00e7ib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259ktub da\u015f\u0131yaraq bizi sabaha apar\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eair d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 olanda qu\u015flara h\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131m. Onlar bizd\u0259n v\u0259fal\u0131yd\u0131lar. \u0130st\u0259dikl\u0259ri vaxt yurd-yuvalar\u0131na d\u00f6n\u0259 bilirdil\u0259r. T\u0259kc\u0259 s\u0259ng\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 y\u00fcks\u0259kd\u0259n u\u00e7urdular ki, at\u0259\u015f\u0259 tutulmas\u0131nlar. O vaxt onlara \u015feir d\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc \u0259ll\u0259rinl\u0259,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131m \u2013<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

barmaqlar\u0131ndan qan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni g\u00fcll\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131d\u0131m:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

g\u00fcll\u0259rin g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni tarlandan tan\u0131d\u0131m:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

fidan-fidan \u0259kilmi\u015f \u015f\u0259hid t\u0259rlanlar\u0131ndan.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0259ni eyvanlardan tan\u0131d\u0131m \u2013<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bayraqlar as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

titr\u0259k barmaql\u0131ql\u0131 eyvanlar\u0131ndan.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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H\u0259r<\/strong>da\u015f\u0131n<\/strong>alt\u0131ndan<\/strong>\u015f\u0259hid<\/strong>olmu\u015f<\/strong>m\u0259n<\/strong>\u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dilim \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, V\u0259t\u0259nim \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

qurban oldu\u011fum v\u0259t\u0259nim v\u0259 t\u0259nim.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eairin \u201cG\u00fcn c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n do\u011fdu bu g\u00fcn\u201d, – dey\u0259r\u0259k \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 xitab\u0131 diqq\u0259t\u00e7\u0259k\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan yeri s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc s\u0259nl\u0259 bu s\u0259h\u0259r,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Salam, \u0259sg\u0259r!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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N\u0259 yaz\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259, \u0259sg\u0259r,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pay\u0131z gedir, bizims\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

verdiyimiz s\u00f6z qal\u0131b,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

de ki, de ki, g\u0259lirik<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qaraba\u011fa, az qal\u0131b!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u0259 yaz\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259, \u0259sg\u0259r?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Burnumun ucu g\u00f6yn\u0259r,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

doda\u011f\u0131m para-para,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

h\u0259sr\u0259t-h\u0259sr\u0259t u\u00e7uqlar…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0259ndimin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6p,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Evimizi qucaqla!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin hissl\u0259rini, duy\u011fular\u0131n\u0131 anlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 oxumaq kifay\u0259tdir. Dan\u0131\u015fan, olanlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Onun \u015eu\u015fa hayq\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259ssiz qalan \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tidi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cH\u0259r an bu\u011fda boyu artan, sa\u00e7\u0131na ayr\u0131l\u0131q h\u00f6r\u0259n\u201d \u015fairin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 da ayr\u0131l\u0131q d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259sind\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00fcnl\u00fc g\u00fcnl\u0259rimin n\u0259f\u0259si yans\u0131n,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxa \u00fcr\u0259yimi soyu\u011fa verdim.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn dolaylar\u0131nda,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ha\u00e7ansa sevgimi s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259 verdim.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaz g\u0259ls\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bil\u0259rmi ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259rmi soyuqlar,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6l\u0259rmi ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin dar\u0131xmaq, h\u0259sr\u0259t, ayr\u0131l\u0131q \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n yazmaq ist\u0259dim, ancaq onun ba\u015fqa s\u0259pkili diqq\u0259t\u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259 yan ke\u00e7\u0259 – susa bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin b\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259l\u0259ri s\u00f6z-s\u00f6z alovlan\u0131r<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259m ta\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259y\u0259n k\u0259sin,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeti\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m dey\u0259n k\u0259sin,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6z d\u0259rdini yey\u0259n k\u0259sin<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259rd ki\u015fi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

…Yen\u0259 ax\u0131r\u0131m\u0131z birdir,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Son m\u0259nzilin i\u015fi sirdir,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpa\u011f\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131 q\u0259birdir,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yeyir, sonra di\u015fi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eairin xatir\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan f\u0259rql\u0259n\u0259n real bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 da olduqca maraql\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fi il\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 bir d\u00fcz x\u0259tt birl\u0259\u015fdirir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki n\u00f6qt\u0259d\u0259n yaln\u0131z bir d\u00fcz x\u0259tt ke\u00e7ir,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259dir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fi atad\u0131r,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Qad\u0131n ana…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faq is\u0259 u\u015faq…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

B\u0259s u\u015faq yoxdursa?!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faq yoxdursa,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ki\u015fi ki\u015fidir, Qad\u0131n qad\u0131n…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u015faq is\u0259 Allah\u0131n i\u015fidir!<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

“Ki\u015fi il\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131 bir d\u00fcz x\u0259tt birl\u0259\u015fdirir… \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259dir”, – s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n \u015fair iki n\u00f6qt\u0259 aras\u0131ndak\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259n q\u0131sa v\u0259 do\u011fru yolunun d\u00fcz x\u0259tt oldu\u011funu g\u00f6st\u0259rir. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc is\u0259 bu x\u0259tti \u2013 do\u011frulu\u011fu pozur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

“B\u0259s u\u015faq yoxdursa?!. U\u015faq is\u0259 Allah\u0131n i\u015fidir!” fikrind\u0259 \u015fair b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u0259r \u015feyi \u0130lahi irad\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259slim edir. Bu \u015feir \u201cana\u201d ola bilm\u0259y\u0259n \u015fairin m\u0259sum s\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuduqca olanlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, s\u00fckutu anlay\u0131rsan. Budur poeziyan\u0131n m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259ngl\u0259 duyuram yolu,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

aram\u0131zda yollar,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

r\u0259ngli x\u0259tl\u0259r vard\u0131:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ciddi-ciddi qo\u015fa x\u0259tl\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ki\u015fi r\u0259ngind\u0259, k\u0259sm\u0259k olmaz.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0131r\u0131q-q\u0131r\u0131q qad\u0131n x\u0259tti \u2013<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl kimi…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259ngl\u0259 duyuram<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

yanaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fc,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u0259s\u0259rin m\u00f6vzusunu 3-4 s\u0259tr\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259kl\u0259 poeziyan\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ndi m\u0259n iki dodaq aras\u0131nda<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0131x\u0131lan s\u00f6z\u0259m,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

s\u0259n \u2013<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

iki qad\u0131n aras\u0131ndak\u0131 adam.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgin<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bu yaz da b\u0259tnini doyurmad\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Do\u011fulmayan k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259r\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

hamil\u0259 \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rin sanc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

kim bil\u0259 bilir ki…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259bs olunmu\u015f bir sevgi var<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

d\u00f6rdkameral\u0131 q\u0259lbimd\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ham\u0131s\u0131nda o, yat\u0131r…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259rin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc yeyir h\u0259r g\u00fcn h\u0259rfl\u0259r.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

M\u0259n s\u0259ni axtar\u0131ram,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcbl\u0259r…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

***<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00dc\u00e7 dilim\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fcm \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc \u2013<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

birini sava\u015f yedi,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

birini h\u0259yatla bar\u0131\u015f,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

dig\u0259rini d\u0259 \u0130stanbul…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu, axtar\u0131lan h\u0259r \u015feyin insan\u0131n \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda v\u0259 ruhunda oldu\u011funun t\u0259sdiqidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u018fB\u018fR\u0130N VAR?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir n\u0259rdivan dayad\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki divara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhun azad g\u0259zirdi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u00f6n\u00fcl qu\u015fun avara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pill\u0259l\u0259r fikir-fikir<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yuxar\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tutunma\u011fa yerin yox,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sevgin s\u0259ni y\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0131xd\u0131n o dar q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259n,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131nd\u0131 i\u00e7ind\u0259 s\u00fckut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Geriy\u0259 yol qalmad\u0131,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131 tut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcn d\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 imi\u015f,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

X\u0259b\u0259rin var, haqdand\u0131r,<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259r c\u00fcml\u0259nin sonuna<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Torpaq d\u0259rin n\u00f6qt\u0259dir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 n\u0259rdivan\u0131yla m\u0259n\u0259vi s\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan \u015fair yegan\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7inin v\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131naca\u011f\u0131n sevgi olaca\u011f\u0131na i\u015far\u0259 edir. V\u0259 insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc bir c\u00fcml\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259d\u0259n \u015fair \u201cson n\u00f6qt\u0259 torpaqd\u0131r\u201d, – deyir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin bu \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 gizli bir daxili dar\u0131xma var. \u0130nsan\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259 onun dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259ssas q\u0259lbli H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259mi \u0130stanbul saat\u0131 il\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259nin v\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q sevgi il\u0259 bax\u0131r, b\u0259z\u0259n sad\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n f\u0259ls\u0259fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eeirl\u0259rd\u0259ki f\u0259ls\u0259fi bax\u0131\u015f \u015fairin kimliyini bildirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

F\u00fczulid\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131b Bak\u0131dan ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k \u0130stanbula yet\u0259n d\u00f6vr\u00fcn ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259mi poeziyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Eyni i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259z<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

ged\u0259nl\u0259 qalan\u0131n saat\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Getdim,<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

bir saat geri \u00e7\u0259kdim h\u0259yat\u0131…<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bu zamanla-zaman\u0131n, m\u0259kanla-m\u0259kan\u0131n, yerl\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fcn aras\u0131ndak\u0131 H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. Onun f\u0259ls\u0259fi bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr. O, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0131sa formada c\u0259ml\u0259\u015fdirir, poetik formada t\u0259qdim edir. \u015eeirl\u0259rind\u0259ki f\u0259ls\u0259fi v\u0259 psixoloji m\u0259qamlar\u0131 oxucunun ixtiyar\u0131na burax\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u015eairi tan\u0131dan onun \u015feirl\u0259ri oldu\u011fundan H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n daha \u00e7ox sitat g\u0259tirdim ki, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u015fairin \u00f6z\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Poetik bax\u0131\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 k\u0259nara qoyur. Bu, c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259 nida kimidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin adam\u0131 silk\u0259l\u0259y\u0259n bel\u0259 N\u0130DAlar\u0131 \u00e7oxdur!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Arzu edir\u0259m ki, poeziyaya m\u00fcxt\u0259lif bax\u0131\u015flarla baxa bil\u0259n, \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fc olan H\u0259yat \u015e\u0259minin lirik N\u0130DAlar\u0131 daha \u00e7ox olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

R\u0259fail Ta\u011f\u0131zad\u0259,  <\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

07.07.2026.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0130nsan olanlardan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca dar\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u018fl \u00e7atmayan, g\u00f6z g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n yerl\u0259r\u0259, g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259, insana, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259s\u0259, meh\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa, soyu\u011fa, istiy\u0259 dar\u0131x\u0131r. \u018fl\u00e7atmazl\u0131qd\u0131 insan\u0131 dar\u0131xd\u0131ran. Ged\u0259 bilm\u0259diyi, g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259diyidi insan\u0131 dar\u0131xd\u0131ran. Xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcz tutmaqd\u0131r dar\u0131xmaq… O yer m\u0259nim k\u0259ndimdi, G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n da\u011f\u0131 deyir \u2013 \u00c7\u0259kilib sin\u0259sin\u0259, H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir a\u011f\u0131 deyir… …Solubdu, soluxubdu, Yurd olmaqdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131bd\u0131, N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-52316","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub","latest_post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52316","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=52316"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52316\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":52321,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/52316\/revisions\/52321"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=52316"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=52316"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=52316"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}