{"id":6070,"date":"2013-10-07T14:33:29","date_gmt":"2013-10-07T14:33:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=6070"},"modified":"2013-11-16T09:37:40","modified_gmt":"2013-11-16T09:37:40","slug":"n%c9%99cib%c9%99-ilkin-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=6070","title":{"rendered":"N\u0259cib\u0259 \u0130LK\u0130N.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131nda bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<\/p>\n

(Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olm\u00fc\u015f Adik Sepxanova h\u0259sr edir\u0259m )<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, q\u0259lbi qaynar, od-alov,
\nSin\u0259sind\u0259 qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015f, kiprikl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131rov.
\nD\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259,
\nF\u0259ryad\u0131ndan \u00fcr\u0259yi olmu\u015fdu hiss\u0259-hiss\u0259.
\nOdlara qalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o\u011ful d\u0259rdi anan\u0131,
\nQ\u0259m oduna atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o\u011ful, d\u0259rd\u0259 yanan\u0131.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fc,ad g\u00fcn\u00fc bir tarix\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
\nAnan\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259n bir da\u015f kimi as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.
\nQar\u015f\u0131mda ana sanki buz heyk\u0259l\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nYa\u015famaq, h\u0259yat e\u015fqi g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n\u0130ntizardan, xiff\u0259td\u0259n ana saral\u0131b, solmu\u015f,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t seli q\u0259lbind\u0259n ax\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dolmu\u015f.
\nDan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca anan\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131 \u0259sirdi.
\nO\u011ful d\u0259rdi anan\u0131 \u015faxta kimi k\u0259sirdi.
\nBa\u015f\u0131nda qara \u00f6rp\u0259k. \u0259ynind\u0259 qara paltar,
\n-O\u011flum \u00f6z\u00fc al\u0131bd\u0131,-dedi,-m\u0259nd\u0259n yadigar.
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn bu geyim il\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m,
\nNisgilimi, d\u0259rdimi soyuq da\u015fla b\u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nEvim muzey\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb onun \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rind\u0259n.
\nT\u0259kc\u0259 o \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131ram m\u0259n.
\nO\u011flum bir o\u011ful idi, istiqanl\u0131, mehriban,
\nDediyim h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259 cavab\u0131 olurdu,\u201dcan\u201d.
\nAd g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 az qalm\u0131\u015f ona h\u0259diyy\u0259 ald\u0131m,
\n\u015eirin qo\u011fal bi\u015firib, ad\u0131na s\u00fcfr\u0259 sald\u0131m.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim yolunu \u0259ziz x\u0259l\u0259f o\u011flumun,
\nAd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015firin, s\u00f6z\u00fc \u015f\u0259k\u0259r no\u011flumun.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s\u0259 boyland\u0131m,
\n\u0130ki \u0259sg\u0259r soru\u015fdu, ad\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259rhal and\u0131m.
\nT\u0259l\u0259sik qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a tez y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fcm h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259,
\n-Kimsiniz? Kim laz\u0131md\u0131r? Tez qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131m s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259,<\/p>\n

Biri \u00fcrk\u0259k bax\u0131\u015fla \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b xeyli,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin dikib yer\u0259, ax\u0131r dindi gileyli.
\n-Biz c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015fik, nec\u0259 deyim ki, Adik-
\n-A\u011f\u0131r yaralan\u0131bd\u0131r\u2026.
\n-Nec\u0259? N\u0259 dedin? Yox yaland\u0131, balama,
\nG\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z he\u00e7 zaman o q\u0259hr\u0259man o\u011fluma\u2026
\nYa\u015farm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc tabut bu an,
\nAnalars\u0131z h\u0259r \u015feyi h\u0259ll el\u0259yirmi\u015f zaman.
\nAh\u0131m \u00e7axd\u0131 g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259, da\u011f\u0131lmad\u0131 g\u00f6y n\u0259d\u0259n?
\nAmans\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm idi, m\u0259ni bel\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n,
\nO\u011ful verdin, ay Allah, ne\u00e7\u0259 il bundan \u00f6nc\u0259,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 dualar edib, b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm sevinc\u0259.
\n\u0130ndi bu ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 paym\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rdin?
\nB\u0259sl\u0259diyim q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259mi q\u0131y\u0131b nec\u0259 tez d\u0259rdin?
\nAh\u0131m \u00e7atmad\u0131 \u0259fsus, n\u0259 yer\u0259, n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259,
\nTabutu qucaqlad\u0131m,-Ya\u015f\u0131n m\u00fcbar\u0259k- dey\u0259.
\nO\u011ful dey\u0259n dill\u0259rim dilim-dilim soyuldu,
\nYand\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131m nal\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in oyuldu.
\nDan yeri t\u0259k s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc \u00fcr\u0259yimin tell\u0259ri
\nSon n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 o\u011flumun n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib dill\u0259ri.
\nO susuz dodaqlar\u0131 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131b n\u0259 deyib?
\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n n\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yib?
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131 dostlar\u0131, qon\u015fular ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nOna ehsan verdil\u0259r, balam\u0131n \u015fad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259.
\nNec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm ay Allah, nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm bu da\u011fa?
\nAd g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 o\u011flumu tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram torpa\u011fa!
\nYenid\u0259nmi do\u011fuldun \u015e\u0259hid qoyuldu ad\u0131n?
\nV\u0259t\u0259n! Qoy s\u0259nin olsun bu q\u0259hr\u0259man \u00f6vlad\u0131n.
\n\u0130gid do\u011fuldu o\u011ful, \u015e\u0259hid do\u011fuldu o\u011ful,
\nV\u0259t\u0259nin alovunda yan\u0131b k\u00fcl oldu o\u011ful.
\nQoy, sevinm\u0259sin d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n, o\u011flum \u00f6lm\u0259yib m\u0259nim,
\nO\u011flum \u015e\u0259hiddir dey\u0259, Ana kimi \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcm!!!<\/p>\n

\u201c D\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d<\/p>\n

Al\u0131 Mustafayev<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar boyda h\u0259sr\u0259t bitib g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,
\nQas\u0131r\u011fas\u0131, tufan\u0131 var izimd\u0259,
\nG\u00f6r n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r gec\u0259dir g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm d\u0259,
\nEl da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131, oba k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc yerind\u0259n,
\n\u201cD\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r bi\u00e7ilmi\u015fik z\u0259mi t\u0259k,
\nD\u0259ryalarda q\u0259rq olmu\u015fuq g\u0259mi t\u0259k,
\nTelli saz\u0131n q\u0259m oxuyan simi t\u0259k,
\nK\u00f6kl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m \u201cK\u0259r\u0259m\u201d \u00fcst\u0259 zilind\u0259n,
\n\u201cD\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n

N\u0259vaxtd\u0131 ki, da\u011flar\u0131m\u0131 qar alm\u0131r,
\nD\u0259n\u0259 dolub s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259rim saralm\u0131r,
\nYaralar\u0131m sa\u011falm\u0131r ki, sa\u011falm\u0131r.
\n Pal\u0131d idim, qopulmu\u015fam k\u00f6k\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\n\u201cD\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259rdi bir d\u0259rdimi min eyl\u0259r,
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t ax\u0131b sin\u0259m \u00fcstd\u0259n sel eyl\u0259r,
\nHarda qald\u0131 buz bulaqlar, g\u00fcneyl\u0259r?
\nVulkan kimi p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m i\u00e7imd\u0259n,
\n\u201cD\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n

Xocal\u0131 yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131, \u015eu\u015fa yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131,
\nK\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259rin qan haray\u0131, qan s\u0259si,
\nS\u0131zlay\u0131r A\u011fdam\u0131n \u201c\u015eur\u201du, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si,
\nA\u011f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bax\u0131b gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n,
\n\u201cD\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d.<\/p>\n

T\u0259r-t\u0259r \u00e7ay\u0131m Arazla\u015f\u0131b, ay Al\u0131!
\nD\u0259rdim yaman d\u0259nizl\u0259\u015fib, ay Al\u0131!
\nQaraba\u011f\u0131m T\u0259brizl\u0259\u015fib, ay Al\u0131!
\nKarvan getdi, el ayr\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\n\u201cD\u0259li bir a\u011flamaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131nda bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm (Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olm\u00fc\u015f Adik Sepxanova h\u0259sr edir\u0259m ) D\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, q\u0259lbi qaynar, od-alov, Sin\u0259sind\u0259 qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015f, kiprikl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131rov. D\u00fcn\u0259n bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259, F\u0259ryad\u0131ndan \u00fcr\u0259yi olmu\u015fdu hiss\u0259-hiss\u0259. Odlara qalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o\u011ful d\u0259rdi anan\u0131, Q\u0259m oduna atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 o\u011ful, d\u0259rd\u0259 yanan\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fc,ad g\u00fcn\u00fc bir tarix\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, Anan\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6070","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6070","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6070"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6070\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6072,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6070\/revisions\/6072"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6070"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6070"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6070"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}