{"id":6113,"date":"2013-10-09T04:35:55","date_gmt":"2013-10-09T04:35:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=6113"},"modified":"2013-11-16T09:37:12","modified_gmt":"2013-11-16T09:37:12","slug":"fazil%c9%99-qafarqizi-qaratikan-kolu-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=6113","title":{"rendered":"Fazil\u0259 QAFARQIZI.&#8221;Qaratikan kolu&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/fazile2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/06\/fazile2-221x300.jpg\" alt=\"fazile\" width=\"221\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-2918\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Qaratikan kolu<\/p>\n<p>Yax\u0131n qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n birinin evin\u0259 qonaq getmi\u015fdik. Uzaq rayonlar\u0131n birind\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar. Xo\u015f \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259d\u0259 idik. Bir-birimizin d\u0259rdind\u0259n- s\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutub, ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259rimizi yada sala-sala istirah\u0259t edirdik. Evin ki\u015fisi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il olar ki, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Bayramqaba\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fundan onun k\u0259nd q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259yi laz\u0131m bildik. B\u0259li, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ora getm\u0259li olduq.<br \/>\nQ\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa girib salavat verdikd\u0259n sonra onun m\u0259zar\u0131na \u00fcz tutduq. Allahdan r\u0259hm\u0259t dil\u0259yib, dualar etdik. Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 oldu\u011fumdan fikirl\u0259rim dola\u015f\u0131q idi. Sanki kolda, h\u0259r da\u015fda bir m\u0259na axtar\u0131rd\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn qohum q\u0259birl\u0259ri, \u015e\u0259hid q\u0259birl\u0259ri ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 borc bildik. Bird\u0259n n\u0259z\u0259rimi uzaqda lap t\u0259p\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131nda t\u0259nha bir q\u0259bir c\u0259lb etdi. Q\u0259birin yaln\u0131z k\u00f6hn\u0259 u\u00e7ulub da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131\u0131 var idi. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 is\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir qaratikan kolu bitmi\u015fdi. Bu kolun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi var idi. Sanki bir r\u0259ssam \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi. N\u0259 is\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0259n h\u0259min q\u0259br\u0259 sar\u0131 \u00fcz tutdum. El\u0259 ora t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, bird\u0259n qula\u011f\u0131ma q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259s g\u0259ldi. Bu bir anan\u0131n s\u0259si idi. Hardan g\u0259ldiyini anlaya bilmirdim. Q\u0259br\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca s\u0259sin d\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdim. Yan\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, s\u0259s qaratikan kolundan g\u0259lirdi. M\u0259n vahim\u0259l\u0259ndim. Bir anl\u0131q harda oldu\u011fumu unutdum. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 almaq ist\u0259dim, lakin bacarmad\u0131m. Uzaqla\u015fmaq ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259min s\u0259s d\u00f6n\u00fcb-d\u00f6n\u00fcb m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cHara gedirs\u0259n m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi bir anaym, m\u0259ni dinl\u0259\u201d. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b, bu qaratikan kolunun s\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq asma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. S\u0259s inild\u0259yirdi.-<br \/>\n\u201cM\u0259n bir at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f anayam. Aman-zaman bir o\u011flum var idi. Onu min bir \u0259zabla b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm. Sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131n birni a\u011f, birni qara h\u00f6r\u00fcb, o\u011flumu ali t\u0259hsilli el\u0259dim. Yolda\u015f\u0131m vaxts\u0131z d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi. Onun atas\u0131z oldu\u011funu hiss etdirm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tay-tu\u015fundan \u0259skik geyinm\u0259y\u0259, az yem\u0259yin\u0259 raz\u0131 olmad\u0131m. Min bir naz\u0131-nem\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcm. \u0130st\u0259diyi q\u0131z\u0131 da al\u0131b, g\u00f6z\u0259l toy el\u0259dim. B\u00fct\u00fcn qohum-qarda\u015f yan\u0131nda balam\u0131 urvatl\u0131 el\u0259dim. Balam is\u0259\u2026<br \/>\nEvl\u0259ndikd\u0259n bir il sonra m\u0259ni apar\u0131b kims\u0259sizl\u0259r -qocalar evin\u0259 qoydu. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259n t\u0259nhala\u015fd\u0131m. O\u011flum arabir yan\u0131ma g\u0259liridi. Get-ged\u0259 bu g\u0259lm\u0259yin aras\u0131 yava\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Bird\u0259n d\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131 tamam k\u0259sildi. M\u0259n h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yalq\u0131z hiss el\u0259dim. O\u011ful dey\u0259n dill\u0259rim lal oldu. Q\u0259lbim \u0259zablar i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fuldu. Onun niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0131m\u0259dim. Ax\u0131, m\u0259n o\u011fluma n\u0259 pislik el\u0259mi\u015fdim. Onu h\u0259r arzusuna, dil\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7atdlrm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. O\u011flum m\u0259ni tamam yaddan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. M\u0259n o\u011ful dey\u0259-dey\u0259 qocalar evind\u0259 kims\u0259siz bir ana kimi can verdim. Tabutuma \u00f6zg\u0259l\u0259r girmi\u015fdi. M\u0259nim \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n o\u011ful n\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259ldi, n\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 c\u0259naz\u0259m\u0259 d\u0259 girdi. Ruhum cammat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 onu axtar\u0131rd\u0131. F\u0259ryad\u0131m g\u00f6y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi. Haray\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259rin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yard\u0131. Dem\u0259, \u0259zabla b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcy\u00fcm o\u011ful m\u0259ni bird\u0259f\u0259lik yaddan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ondan \u00f6t\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yim s\u0131z\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. O vaxt torpa\u011fa qoyulandan Allaha yalvard\u0131m ki, m\u0259ni bir qaratikan kolu el\u0259, g\u0259lib-ged\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259rdimi dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m. \u0130ndiy\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r he\u00e7 k\u0259s m\u0259ni yad etm\u0259yib. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, m\u0259ni siz yad edirsiniz. El\u0259 dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki\u2026<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn o\u011flumu ruhlar m\u0259sk\u0259nind\u0259n yad el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 getdim. O\u011flum \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bir d\u00f6vran s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. G\u00f6z\u0259l h\u0259yat\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131 vard\u0131. He\u00e7 yad\u0131na da bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Salamat olmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Allah \u015f\u00fckr edib, k\u00fcsk\u00fcn halda qay\u0131td\u0131m m\u0259kan\u0131ma. \u0130lahid\u0259n onun m\u0259n\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdiyini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilmirdim. Ax\u0131, o\u011flum niy\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 nankor \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131yd\u0131. Y\u0259ni o, bir vaxt da tap\u0131b q\u0259brimi ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi? He\u00e7 olmasa torpa\u011f\u0131m sakitlik tapard\u0131. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 onu bel\u0259c\u0259 yad etdim. Art\u0131q \u00f6vladlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u00dc\u00e7 o\u011ful atas\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130ki o\u011flu uzaqda, bir o\u011flu is\u0259 yan\u0131nda idi. G\u00fcnl\u0259rin bir g\u00fcn\u00fc yen\u0259 o\u011fluma ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kn\u0259y\u0259 getmi\u015fdim. O, \u00e7ox fikirli, d\u0259rdli idi. \u0130st\u0259dim yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b soru\u015fam, ancaq bacarmad\u0131m. Ax\u0131, bu m\u0259n deyildim, ruhum idi. O, m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc, m\u0259n is\u0259 onu yax\u015f\u0131ca g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bird\u0259n balaca o\u011flu ondan soru\u015fdu:<br \/>\n-Ata, deyirs\u0259n ki, babam\u0131z m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb. B\u0259s n\u0259n\u0259miz? Ax\u0131, bizim anam\u0131z oldu\u011fu kimi s\u0259nin d\u0259 anan olub. B\u0259s, o, hardad\u0131? Niy\u0259 onu yad el\u0259mirs\u0259n?<br \/>\nN\u0259v\u0259min verdiyi bu sual \u00fcr\u0259yimc\u0259 olsa da, o\u011flumun bu fikirli hal\u0131nda ist\u0259mirdim, onun yaras\u0131na toxunsun. Ancaq o yaradan b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fc m\u0259niml\u0259 idi. Bilmirdim, o m\u0259ni niy\u0259 atd\u0131, bird\u0259n-bir\u0259. Onun is\u0259 niy\u0259 fikirli olmas\u0131 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 maraql\u0131 idi. O\u011flum \u00e7ox fikirli halda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131rmadan:<br \/>\n-O\u011ful, h\u0259yatda el\u0259 bir s\u0259hv\u0259 yol vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilmir\u0259m. Anam\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri s\u0259nin anan\u0131n bir k\u0259lm\u0259sin\u0259 qurban verdim. \u0130ndi g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m, n\u0259 can\u0131m sa\u011fal\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 ruzim art\u0131r. Anan da \u00f6ld\u00fc getdi. Allah m\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi sizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa n\u0259 vard\u0131sa ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 sonras\u0131n\u0131 bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259n anam\u0131 n\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259 yada sal\u0131m. Sizin anan\u0131z m\u0259ni anamdan d\u00f6nd\u0259rdi.<br \/>\nBalaca o\u011flu atas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b, ona d\u0131rma\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n-Ata, ged\u0259k n\u0259n\u0259min yan\u0131na ondan \u00fczr ist\u0259y\u0259k.<br \/>\n-Yox, o\u011ful, n\u0259n\u0259nin yaralar\u0131n\u0131 qanada, ruhunu narahat ed\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. Qoy rahat yats\u0131n. Art\u0131q h\u0259r \u015fey gecdir. D\u00fcz\u00fc he\u00e7 yerini d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Kimd\u0259n soru\u015fum ki, anam\u0131n q\u0259bri hardad\u0131r?<br \/>\n-Y\u0259ni o, \u00f6l\u00fcb. Ata, b\u0259s s\u0259n nec\u0259 o\u011fulsan ki, onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 getm\u0259mis\u0259n. Anam kim idi ki, onun s\u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 bel\u0259 nankorluq etmis\u0259n? M\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259min yerin\u0259 olsam, s\u0259ni he\u00e7 zaman ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamaram.<br \/>\nRuhum \u00f6z m\u0259kan\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131. Ancaq rahat ola bilmirdim. O\u011flumun tapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259lik m\u0259ni narahat edirdi. O, m\u0259ni atsa da, m\u0259n onu ata bilmir\u0259m. Bu k\u00fcsk\u00fcn ruhumla onu fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m. Nec\u0259 olsa da, anayam, ax\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nQaratikan kolu nec\u0259 \u0259sirdis\u0259, sanki g\u00fccl\u00fc bir k\u00fcl\u0259k var idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bird\u0259n qolumdan kimins\u0259 tutdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb, ay\u0131ld\u0131m. Sanki yuxuda idim. Qaratikan kolundan ayr\u0131la bilmirdim.<br \/>\n-Ged\u0259k Fazil\u0259 bac\u0131, art\u0131q gecdir. Qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nM\u0259n o ana haqq\u0131nda soru\u015fmaq ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dilim\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259dim.<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 bir \u015feyi fikirl\u0259\u015firdim, Ax\u0131, o\u011fullar\u0131 bel\u0259 nankorlu\u011fa vadar ed\u0259n kimdi. Ald\u0131qlar\u0131 q\u0131zlarm\u0131?! Ax\u0131, o q\u0131zlar da sabah qaynana olacaqlar. Yox, o\u011ful, o\u011ful olsa, yad q\u0131z\u0131 kimdi ki\u2026<br \/>\nX\u0259ya\u0131lmda, yuxunda \u201cqaratikan koluyla\u201d tez-tez dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. El\u0259 hey onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bir g\u00fcn yen\u0259 dayana bilm\u0259yib o k\u0259nd\u0259 qohumgil\u0259 getdim. Maraqlan\u0131b x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131m. Anan\u0131n uzaqda ya\u015fayan h\u0259min o\u011flunun a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t yataraq v\u0259fat etm\u0259sini, \u00fc\u00e7 o\u011flundan is\u0259 he\u00e7 birinin tabutuna girm\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutanda q\u0259lbim a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131. Atalar d\u00fcz deyib, \u201cN\u0259 t\u00f6k\u0259rs\u0259n a\u015f\u0131na, o da \u00e7\u0131xar qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u201d.<br \/>\nAnan\u0131n q\u0259brini ziyar\u0259t etdim. Qaratikan kolu solmu\u015fdu\u2026M\u0259niml\u0259 daha d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fm\u0259di\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Qaratikan kolu Yax\u0131n qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n birinin evin\u0259 qonaq getmi\u015fdik. Uzaq rayonlar\u0131n birind\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131lar. Xo\u015f \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259d\u0259 idik. Bir-birimizin d\u0259rdind\u0259n- s\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutub, ke\u00e7mi\u015fl\u0259rimizi yada sala-sala istirah\u0259t edirdik. Evin ki\u015fisi bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il olar ki, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Bayramqaba\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fundan onun k\u0259nd q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259yi laz\u0131m bildik. B\u0259li, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ora getm\u0259li olduq. Q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa girib salavat verdikd\u0259n sonra onun [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6113","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6113"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6113\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6115,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6113\/revisions\/6115"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6113"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6113"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}