{"id":7723,"date":"2014-02-12T13:33:10","date_gmt":"2014-02-12T13:33:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=7723"},"modified":"2014-02-12T13:57:39","modified_gmt":"2014-02-12T13:57:39","slug":"7723","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=7723","title":{"rendered":"Fidan ABBASOVA.D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/1620181_569756029768464_162345351_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/1620181_569756029768464_162345351_n-300x278.jpg\" alt=\"1620181_569756029768464_162345351_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"278\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-7685\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/1620181_569756029768464_162345351_n-300x278.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/1620181_569756029768464_162345351_n.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sesiz gedi\u015fini izl\u0259dikc\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n bo\u011fulur insan t\u0259nhal\u0131qda ya sevinc\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qal\u0131rsan yada q\u0259mli p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n boylan\u0131rsan.\u018ftraf\u0131nda milyon insan olsa bel\u0259 yoxlu\u011funu anlayrsan .Bax\u0131rsan, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n, x\u0259yala dal\u0131rsan qurdu\u011fun b\u00fct\u00fcn arzular\u0131 bir bir dilind\u0259 sadalay\u0131rsan . M\u0259n niy\u0259 gec qald\u0131m ya o m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 do\u011fulmal\u0131yd\u0131 ya da m\u0259n ondan sonra sevilm\u0259liydim.B\u0259z\u0259n bu qoca d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131rsan amma anlam\u0131rsan bu h\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259ntiqli bir a\u00e7\u0131qlamas\u0131 olsa bel\u0259 s\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7oxdan gec qalm\u0131san.<br \/>\nQorxmuram \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan t\u0259k qorxdu\u011fum tanr\u0131dan sevgid\u0259n v\u0259 bird\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259rimd\u0259n uzaq olan soyuq bax\u0131\u015flardan qorxuram bu h\u0259yatda. Bilir\u0259m uzun uzun yazsam bel\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131r y\u0259qin m\u0259nd\u0259 yaln\u0131\u015f duy\u011fular\u0131n yaln\u0131\u015f \u0259sirin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015f\u0259m hafiz\u0259md\u0259 amma zaman buraxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m he\u00e7n\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 aparm\u0131rki ya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b gets\u0259md\u0259 s\u0259ni ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259 sevm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimd\u0259n \u0259min deyil\u0259m \u00e7\u00fcnki s\u0259n m\u0259niml\u0259s\u0259n harda olsam bel\u0259. Bilir\u0259m g\u00fcv\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6t\u0259 q\u00fcrur var v\u0259 q\u00fcrurdan sonra inam amma bunlar c\u0259ml\u0259\u015fm\u0259s\u0259 yen\u0259d\u0259 isd\u0259yimd\u0259 yan\u0131l\u0131ram. 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M\u0259n niy\u0259 gec qald\u0131m ya o m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 do\u011fulmal\u0131yd\u0131 ya da m\u0259n ondan sonra sevilm\u0259liydim.B\u0259z\u0259n bu qoca d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 san\u0131rsan [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7723","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7723","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7723"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7723\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7730,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7723\/revisions\/7730"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7723"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7723"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7723"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}