{"id":8129,"date":"2014-03-03T10:18:11","date_gmt":"2014-03-03T10:18:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8129"},"modified":"2014-03-03T10:18:11","modified_gmt":"2014-03-03T10:18:11","slug":"esmira-%c9%99liyeva-ta-ki-sevdiyinin-yalanina-q%c9%99d%c9%99r-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8129","title":{"rendered":"Esmira \u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;Ta ki sevdiyinin yalan\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1393831647_1957530_682074538502143_1992958383_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1393831647_1957530_682074538502143_1992958383_n-250x300.jpg\" alt=\"1393831647_1957530_682074538502143_1992958383_n\" width=\"250\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-8125\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1393831647_1957530_682074538502143_1992958383_n-250x300.jpg 250w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1393831647_1957530_682074538502143_1992958383_n.jpg 376w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 250px) 100vw, 250px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnl\u0259rin ax\u0131n\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r tez g\u0259lib ke\u00e7diki.S\u0259liq\u0259li v\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q.H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 bigan\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl sevm\u0259kd\u0259n he\u00e7 zaman \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmir. Q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 bo\u011fulan q\u0259lb, yen\u0259 \u00f6z sevgisini s\u0259sl\u0259yir.Qorxular i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r bir an sevgin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259 olaraq qal\u0131r.B\u0259z\u0259n xatir\u0259 olaraq adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259is\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259rik.Xatir\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n biz\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259b g\u0259tir\u0259r,\u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259rik.Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259r bir xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fm\u0259sini ist\u0259rik.\u018fn d\u0259rinlikl\u0259r\u0259 dald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda \u00fcr\u0259yimiz \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nar,g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz dolar.Ke\u00e7mi\u015f h\u0259r zaman bizd\u0259 bir q\u0259m \u2013q\u00fcss\u0259 ya\u015fatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z insan yan\u0131m\u0131zda olsun ist\u0259rik.B\u0259z\u0259n biz sevdiyimizi dig\u0259r sevdiyimiz\u0259 qurban ver\u0259rik.Amma h\u0259r \u015feyin haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaran bir g\u00fcn g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131qda b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rik.\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259r bir add\u0131m\u0131 y\u00fcz \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcb ,bir bi\u00e7m\u0259liyik.Sonra ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259liyik.Amma etiraf ed\u0259kki, bunu h\u0259r zaman etm\u0259yi bacarm\u0131r\u0131q.H\u0259r birimiz duy\u011fusal\u0131q.Duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131z bizim \u0259n d\u0259rin v\u0259 \u0259n h\u0259ssas sahibl\u0259ndikl\u0259rimizdir.B\u0259z\u0259n q\u0259lbimizin s\u0259sini dinl\u0259rik.Sonunda sevincd\u0259 ola bil\u0259r k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259.H\u0259yat\u0131 \u00f6z ritmi il\u0259 ya\u015famaq g\u0259r\u0259k b\u0259z\u0259n.\u018fslind\u0259 m\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, q\u0259lb s\u0259si bizi k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259sin.O yoldan ke\u00e7s\u0259kd\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q sonu ayd\u0131nl\u0131qd\u0131r.\u00c7\u00fcnki q\u0259lb Allah\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n biz\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdiyi hiss\u0259 boyanar v\u0259 o hiski onu do\u011fru dinl\u0259m\u0259yi bacarsaq pe\u015fman olmar\u0131q.Olsaqda bizi yan\u0131ldan \u00f6zg\u0259 deyil,\u00f6z q\u0259lbimizdir.Q\u0259lb \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,aldanma\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259r! \u0130st\u0259r ya\u015fadar ,ist\u0259r \u00f6d\u00fcr\u0259r.B\u0259z\u0259n duy\u011fular\u0131m o q\u0259d\u0259r yor\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r ki gec\u0259l\u0259ri p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b t\u0259miz meh ruhuma dinclik g\u0259tir\u0259r.R\u00fczgar b\u0259z\u0259n biz\u0259 y\u00f6n ver\u0259r.d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc bir k\u0259r\u0259? Niy\u0259 m\u0259hz gec\u0259l\u0259r? M\u0259nim s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259rim \u00e7oxdur.Amma \u0259n sad\u0259sini yaz\u0131m..N\u0259 zamanki qara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rimd\u0259 itib bat\u0131ram , ozaman onlar\u0131 qaranl\u0131qlara q\u0259rq ed\u0259r\u0259k ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m.H\u0259min ayd\u0131nl\u0131qki, s\u0259birl\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 cavablar\u0131m\u0131 g\u0259tirir.Yuxusuz qalma\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259r..Bir g\u00fcn bel\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259rin birind\u0259 \u00e7ox pis k\u00f6vr\u0259ldim.\u0130ll\u0259rin ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq gec\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 h\u00fczn\u00fcmd\u0259 var&#8230;<br \/>\n( yaman \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 dar\u0131xma g\u0259lib .Durub bir z\u0259ng edim r\u0259fiq\u0259ml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edim dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm \u0259limi telefona at\u0131b z\u0259ng etdim)<br \/>\n-Salam ey dost! S\u0259sin sora\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin ,haralardasan?<br \/>\n-Eh Esi, harda olacam evd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi&#8230;<br \/>\n-Fidan, \u0259ziz r\u0259fiq\u0259m dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 zaman biz t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?!<br \/>\n-\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 , g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m .Sabah bir balaca i\u015fim olacaq. M\u00fctl\u0259qki onu h\u0259ll edib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259lik ,Fidan o zaman g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik-dedim v\u0259 telefonu ba\u011flad\u0131m.<br \/>\nFidan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259mli musiqil\u0259r dinl\u0259y\u0259rdi .Bilm\u0259zdim hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n o h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 q\u0259mli idi.O m\u0259n\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n birini sevdiyini s\u00f6yl\u0259di. O q\u0259d\u0259r sevinmi\u015fdim ki..M\u0259n\u0259 onsuz h\u0259yat\u0131n bo\u015fu\u011funu indi anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, dost dey\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t dey\u0259nd\u0259 onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi..\u00d6z\u00fc haqda o q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131ki, h\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259ni dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm.M\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevinirdim.R\u0259fiq\u0259mi xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u0259ni d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt edirdi.Onlar\u0131n m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 idi. Bir \u2013birl\u0259rini ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Bel\u0259c\u0259 aradan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il ke\u00e7ir.Ancaq onlar h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ail\u0259 qurmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.Bir g\u00fcn r\u0259fiq\u0259m naraz\u0131 v\u0259 keyifsiz g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.M\u0259n\u0259 sevdiyi o\u011flan\u0131n ba\u015fqa \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yini s\u00f6yl\u0259di.Buna baxmayaraq bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazacaq ya da z\u0259ngl\u0259\u015fib s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdil\u0259r.Xatir\u0259 olaraq \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirdil\u0259r.O\u011flan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getdi.Bir daha da g\u0259lm\u0259di.Verdiyi telefon n\u00f6mr\u0259si d\u0259 s\u0259hv idi.R\u0259fiq\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn a\u011flay\u0131r onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi.Onu ba\u015fqalar\u0131 da ist\u0259yirdi.Lakin o ,cavab\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259diyin\u0259 vermi\u015fdi.Bunu m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s sayan r\u0259fiq\u0259m \u0259z h\u0259yas\u0131na s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131.Bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259yan\u0259t hesab ed\u0259n r\u0259fiq\u0259m, \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfki aldan\u0131rd\u0131..Daha r\u0259fiq\u0259m yen\u0259 k\u00fcsk\u00fcn h\u0259yat\u0131na geri d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, dan\u0131\u015fmaga bel\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259si olmayan ,yor\u011f\u00fcn birin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.N\u0259 bilm\u0259k olur taleyi..Bils\u0259ydi r\u0259fiq\u0259md\u0259 bu sevginin m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259rat\u0131n\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259c\u0259d\u0259n ayd\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rard\u0131.Bir zamanlar m\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ax\u0131r i\u00e7m\u0259yi \u00e7ox sevirdim.Bir g\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259himi r\u0259fiq\u0259m\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131m.Qar\u015f\u0131mda dayanan r\u0259fiq\u0259mmi dey\u0259 \u00f6z i\u00e7imd\u0259 sual verdim..T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndim.\u0130\u00e7im qan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.\u0130st\u0259dim bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck bel\u0259 olsa onu bu k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq edim.S\u00fczd\u00fcm q\u0259d\u0259hl\u0259r\u0259, i\u00e7\u0259k taleyin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ,d\u00fcnyan\u0131n q\u0259d\u0259rin\u0259 -dedim&#8230;\u0130\u00e7dik-i\u00e7dik s\u0259rxo\u015f olduq.G\u00fcld\u00fck..s\u0259h\u0259ri olanlar\u0131 anam xat\u0131rlatsada anlad\u0131mki m\u0259n r\u0259fiq\u0259m\u0259 he\u00e7n\u0259 unutdura bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m..T\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259r bo\u015f idi..G\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259,r\u0259fiq\u0259m daha da k\u0259d\u0259ri sin\u0259sin\u0259 yarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.Ax\u0131 insan bu q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7aq olarm\u0131? Yalan bu q\u0259d\u0259rmi bir insan\u0131n ilikl\u0259rin\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259r?<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn bir x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259ldi.Evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi! Bir d\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131.Ad\u0131n\u0131 da Fidan r\u0259fiq\u0259min ad\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fdi.Bu x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259n sonra r\u0259fiq\u0259m daha da d\u0259yi\u015fildi.Sevgisi nifr\u0259t\u0259, q\u0259lbi da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc.\u00c7ox \u0259s\u0259bi, g\u00fcnl\u0259ri stresli ke\u00e7irdi.Onu ancaq m\u0259n tan\u0131ya bilirdim.\u00c7\u00fcnki onu h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259n m\u0259n idim.Ancaq onun bu kini ,nifr\u0259ti tez d\u0259 sona yetdi.Sanki ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131.El\u0259 bil r\u0259fiq\u0259mi aldad\u0131b ged\u0259n ,onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 \u00e7evir\u0259n o deyildi! Salamla\u015fd\u0131lar.Daha onu r\u0259fiq\u0259m h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.\u00c7\u00fcnki sevdiyi o\u011flan yeni evini onlar\u0131n qon\u015fuluqlar\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Onu h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u0259vv\u0259l sevinci idi, indi \u0259zab\u0131.O buna d\u00f6zm\u0259yirdi.M\u0259n\u0259 buralardan \u00e7ox uzaqlara ged\u0259c\u0259yini s\u00f6yl\u0259di.He\u00e7 yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xmaz.Gec\u0259nin bir vaxt\u0131, ulduzlar\u0131 seyir edirdik.Dey\u0259s\u0259n el\u0259 bu vaxt da biz, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131da t\u0259svir edirikmi\u015f.\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l ulduzu se\u00e7irdik.Ay\u0131n tama\u015fas\u0131ndan doymurduq.R\u0259fiq\u0259m g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n ulduzlar i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l parlaq birini m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rib dedi:\u201dBax m\u0259nim ulduzumda el\u0259 olacaq.H\u0259r zaman ona baxarsan.\u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259ni dinl\u0259r olacam\u201d.Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259td\u0259n iki g\u00fcn sonra r\u0259fiq\u0259m d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi.Sanki m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Heyifki h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259,hicrana d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259di.Al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 alcaqcas\u0131na unuda bilm\u0259di.V\u0259fas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259zim ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di.Yuxular\u0131 \u00e7ox sevdiyini s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi.\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcd\u0259 bir yuxu oldu.G\u00fcnah\u0131 yaln\u0131z sevm\u0259k olmu\u015fdu.H\u0259r zaman sual\u0131m olub? Bu q\u0259d\u0259r al\u00e7aql\u0131q niy\u0259? Aldadan\u0131 aldatmaq bir yerd\u0259 do\u011frudursa ,aldatmayan\u0131 aldatmaq,b\u0259s bunu nec\u0259 anlayaq? Buna n\u0259 ad qoyaq? B\u0259lk\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259m onu bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fccl\u00fc m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sevm\u0259mi\u015f olsayd\u0131 h\u0259yat onu bu q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131namazd\u0131.Sevil\u0259rdi.B\u0259z\u0259n sevilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevm\u0259k kifay\u0259t deyilmi\u015f.\u00c7\u00fcnki d\u00fcnya yalan d\u00fcnyad\u0131 dey\u0259(d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm bir zamanlar.) Ac\u0131 da olsa m\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131ma davam etdim.R\u0259fiq\u0259msiz taleyin h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015faya-ya\u015faya..Amma anlad\u0131m bir g\u00fcn.Dizimi yer\u0259 qoyduran, \u015f\u00fckr\u00fcm\u00fc h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra-h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131ra a\u011flayaraq dilim\u0259 duam\u0131 g\u0259tizdir\u0259n R\u0259bbim\u0259 \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259r olsun.Yalan dediyim bu d\u00fcnya \u0259slind\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 g\u0259r\u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f m\u0259n\u0259.Kini,nifr\u0259ti unutdum.R\u0259fiq\u0259md\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 se\u00e7dim.\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr ed\u0259r\u0259k,inad\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131m.Allah t\u0259kdir dedim,t\u0259kliyiml\u0259 sin\u0259md\u0259ki a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 sin\u0259md\u0259n ay\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.B\u0259li r\u0259fiq\u0259m d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi.Bu m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n son saniy\u0259sin\u0259d\u0259k z\u00fcl\u00fcm verici a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131, ruhumda.Amma h\u0259qiq\u0259t o idiki m\u0259n saf sevgini r\u0259fiq\u0259md\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim.M\u0259ni aldadan sevgini can\u0131ma q\u0131yaraq t\u0259rk etm\u0259dim.Sevgim\u0259 q\u0131yaraq can\u0131mdan t\u0259rk etdim.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259r m\u0259hz r\u0259fiq\u0259ml\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259,gec\u0259l\u0259r ayd\u0131nl\u0131qdan sabaha a\u00e7\u0131lan yoldur m\u0259n\u0259,gec\u0259l\u0259r xeyirl\u0259 \u015f\u0259rin m\u00fcbariz\u0259si kimidir m\u0259n\u0259.Gec\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259\u011fm\u0259li qona\u011f\u0131m,\u0259n sadiq dostumdur m\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 o g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 ulduzlar\u0131 seyir etm\u0259k h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n and\u0131 olmu\u015fdu.H\u0259r zaman da deyir\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u201c B\u00fct\u00fcn ulduzlar s\u0259nin parlaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131sqan\u0131r.\u00e7\u00fcnki \u00fcr\u0259yin t\u0259k, ulduzunda gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259kdir\u201d<br \/>\n.Daha g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259ri yat\u0131b, gec\u0259l\u0259ri oyaq qal\u0131ram.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00fcnl\u0259rin ax\u0131n\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r tez g\u0259lib ke\u00e7diki.S\u0259liq\u0259li v\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n da\u011f\u0131n\u0131q.H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 bigan\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcl sevm\u0259kd\u0259n he\u00e7 zaman \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmir. Q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 bo\u011fulan q\u0259lb, yen\u0259 \u00f6z sevgisini s\u0259sl\u0259yir.Qorxular i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259r bir an sevgin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n \u0259ziz xatir\u0259 olaraq qal\u0131r.B\u0259z\u0259n xatir\u0259 olaraq adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z n\u0259is\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259rik.Xatir\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n biz\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259b g\u0259tir\u0259r,\u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259rik.Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259r bir xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fm\u0259sini [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8129","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8129","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8129"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8129\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8131,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8129\/revisions\/8131"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}