{"id":8166,"date":"2014-03-04T04:58:46","date_gmt":"2014-03-04T04:58:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8166"},"modified":"2014-03-04T04:58:46","modified_gmt":"2014-03-04T04:58:46","slug":"elmir%c9%99-islam-m%c9%99nim-h%c9%99yatim-m%c9%99qal%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8166","title":{"rendered":"Elmir\u0259 \u0130SLAM.&#8221;M\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m&#8221; (M\u0259qal\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/923378_1421457151428100_1865198084_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/923378_1421457151428100_1865198084_n-300x233.jpg\" alt=\"923378_1421457151428100_1865198084_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"233\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-8167\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/923378_1421457151428100_1865198084_n-300x233.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/923378_1421457151428100_1865198084_n.jpg 505w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcnl\u0259ri bir daha canlad\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m&#8230;ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m yazmaq amma bacarmam\u0131\u015fam, \u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131za yaza bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u00c7\u0259kinmi\u015f\u0259m &#8220;Insanlar n\u0259 dey\u0259r?!&#8221; sual\u0131 h\u0259r zamank\u0131 kimi, ham\u0131 kimi, m\u0259nim d\u0259 mane\u0259m olub. M\u0259n xat\u0131rlaya bilmir\u0259m ke\u00e7mi\u015fi, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ma sahib ola bilmir\u0259m&#8230; B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, ill\u0259r sonra, m\u0259n bu g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 hiss ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. \u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 almaq b\u00f6y\u00fck \u00fcr\u0259k t\u0259l\u0259b edir.<\/p>\n<p>Biz &#8220;c\u0131l\u0131zlar&#8221; bacarmar\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nBa\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 haqq\u0131nda romanlar yazar\u0131q, \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z haqda dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rik. \u00c7\u00fcnki, biz yaln\u0131z \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7\u0259tinliyini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, &#8220;ba\u015fqalar\u0131nk\u0131n\u0131 is\u0259 yaln\u0131z g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck, biz\u0259 \u00e7ox adi, asan g\u0259lib. Ax\u0131 &#8220;D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f k\u0259nardan asan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.&#8221; Ac\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, ac olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Tox insan ac olan insan\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259ziyy\u0259ti g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259z ax\u0131&#8230;. Dey\u0259s\u0259n bir az uzaqla\u015fd\u0131q, &#8220;\u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zdan&#8230;&#8221; Yuxar\u0131da deyildiyi kimi, biz \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc d\u0259rk etm\u0259liyik. \u00d6nc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz haqda dan\u0131\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131q ka\u011f\u0131za-q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259. H\u0259yat\u0131n ac\u0131l\u0131-\u015firinli g\u00fcnl\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fayacaq. &#8220;Biz h\u0259l\u0259, N\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck ki?!&#8221; h\u0259r \u015fey ir\u0259lid\u0259dir. H\u0259d\u0259f\u0259 do\u011frumu gedirik, h\u0259d\u0259fd\u0259n yanm\u0131 gedirik, bunu yaln\u0131z yolun sonu biz\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259k&#8230; B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131da bizi el\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yir ki, ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131z \u0259n xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz s\u0131ras\u0131nda duracaq v\u0259 \u00f6z ke\u00e7mi\u015fimizd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qda, q\u0259lbimiz rahatl\u0131q tapacaq, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi ayd\u0131nladacaq.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>O g\u00fcnl\u0259ri bir daha canlad\u0131rmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m&#8230;ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m yazmaq amma bacarmam\u0131\u015fam, \u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131za yaza bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u00c7\u0259kinmi\u015f\u0259m &#8220;Insanlar n\u0259 dey\u0259r?!&#8221; sual\u0131 h\u0259r zamank\u0131 kimi, ham\u0131 kimi, m\u0259nim d\u0259 mane\u0259m olub. M\u0259n xat\u0131rlaya bilmir\u0259m ke\u00e7mi\u015fi, ke\u00e7mi\u015fi xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ma sahib ola bilmir\u0259m&#8230; B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, ill\u0259r sonra, m\u0259n bu g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 hiss ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. \u00d6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 almaq [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8166","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8166","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8166"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8166\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8169,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8166\/revisions\/8169"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8166"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8166"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8166"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}