{"id":8249,"date":"2014-03-08T05:47:32","date_gmt":"2014-03-08T05:47:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8249"},"modified":"2014-03-08T05:47:32","modified_gmt":"2014-03-08T05:47:32","slug":"sahin%c9%99-konul-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8249","title":{"rendered":"\u015eahin\u0259 K\u00d6N\u00dcL.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/sahine-konul.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/sahine-konul.jpg\" alt=\"sahine-konul\" width=\"225\" height=\"157\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-8250\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Al\u0131n yaz\u0131ma qaytar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Allah, bu n\u0259 sit\u0259mdi,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qaytar.<br \/>\nQism\u0259timd\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nAl\u0131n yaz\u0131ma qaytar.<\/p>\n<p>Sirrimi qu\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart,<br \/>\nA\u011facdan, da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart.<br \/>\nBu qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart,<br \/>\nG\u00fcll\u00fc yaz\u0131ma qaytar.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni bu m\u0259nd\u0259n qopar,<br \/>\nRUHu b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n qopar.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rs\u0259n laz\u0131mam, apar,<br \/>\nG\u00f6rs\u0259n laz\u0131mam, qaytar<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nRuhum dara \u00e7\u0259kilir,<br \/>\nBu dardan qurtar m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nG\u0259l apar uzaqlara,<br \/>\nG\u0259l, burdan qurtar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Buralar qan qoxuyur,<br \/>\nQanl\u0131 q\u0259f\u0259s toxuyur.<br \/>\nBir anadil oxuyur:<br \/>\nA\u011far dan, qurtar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Dolmu\u015fam, ya\u011f\u0131m gedim,<br \/>\nAbr\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131m gedim.<br \/>\nG\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m gedim<br \/>\nYaradan, qurtar m\u0259ni!<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nBahar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fc,<br \/>\nG\u00f6mg\u00f6y dil\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fc.<br \/>\nBahara \u00e7\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nQ\u0131\u015f\u0131na bel ba\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>Ayd\u0131, g\u00fcnd\u00fc, saatd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcrl\u0259 zarafatd\u0131.<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya amanatd\u0131,<br \/>\nDa\u015f\u0131na bel ba\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>Var\u0131b g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259n sonu,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcb, bilmi\u015f\u0259m bunu:<br \/>\nTan\u0131san da dostunu,<br \/>\nA\u015f\u0131na bel ba\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya d\u00fcn\u0259n g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\nBu g\u00fcn k\u00f6\u00e7 etdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nn\u0259n g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\nK\u00fcsd\u00fc, t\u0259k getdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhuydu, u\u00e7du getdi.<br \/>\nSaf\u0131yd\u0131, su\u00e7lu getdi.<br \/>\n\u018flimd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131 getdi,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n itdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ox\u015famad\u0131m birc\u0259 g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259m\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn.<br \/>\nM\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n did\u0259rgin<br \/>\nYa\u015fad\u0131, bitdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Hara gedim, m\u0259n b\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\nBu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, Allah?<br \/>\nBu yer \u00fcz\u00fc ya\u015f olub,<br \/>\nAx\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>Sonuncu \u00fcmidimin,<br \/>\nSonuncu \u015fam\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc.<br \/>\nYa\u015famaqdan, yazmaqdan<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Of\u2026 Nec\u0259 d\u0259 zal\u0131mm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\nZal\u0131mm\u0131\u015f bu adamlar.<br \/>\nBu adamlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 qan damar.<\/p>\n<p>Hardan g\u0259ldim d\u00fcnyaya,<br \/>\nG\u0259ldiyim g\u00fcn\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t!<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259rk edib,<br \/>\nBildiyim g\u00fcn\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t!<\/p>\n<p>Bu adamlar qoymad\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131m m\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr d\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259dir,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Bu adamlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\nAdam ola bilm\u0259dim.<br \/>\n\u0130ntihar ed\u0259 bildim,<br \/>\nEdam ola bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya yaman soyuqdu,<br \/>\n\u0130stil\u0259r, ay istil\u0259r.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u018fsdil\u0259r, ay, \u0259sdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Yordu m\u0259ni o ki, var,<br \/>\nBo\u015f-bekara qay\u011f\u0131lar.<br \/>\nT\u0259miz hissl\u0259r, duy\u011fular<br \/>\nK\u00fcsd\u00fcl\u0259r, ay, k\u00fcsd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Ha dedim, \u00fcr\u0259k, qorun,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, qorun.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi d\u0259 korun-korun<br \/>\nT\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259, ay, t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nDar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\nAy t\u0259miz, a\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim.<br \/>\nHardasan, ay b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259,<br \/>\nN\u0259rgiz, zanba\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim?<\/p>\n<p>Kimdi s\u0259n\u0259 da\u015f atan,<br \/>\nKimd\u0259n g\u0259ldi xo\u015f xatan,<br \/>\nE\u015fqi qan\u0131na q\u0259ltan,<br \/>\nK\u00f6ks\u00fc da\u011f-da\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim?<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flama, b\u0259sdi, kiri,<br \/>\nDedimmi, sevm\u0259 \u015feri,<br \/>\nAy bir zaman dipdiri,<br \/>\nAy sappasa\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim?!<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi yan-yax\u0131l bel\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131l bel\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259rd \u015eahin\u0259 K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u0259,<br \/>\nNam\u0259rd, al\u00e7a\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Al\u0131n yaz\u0131ma qaytar\u2026 Allah, bu n\u0259 sit\u0259mdi, M\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qaytar. Qism\u0259timd\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam, Al\u0131n yaz\u0131ma qaytar. Sirrimi qu\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart, A\u011facdan, da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart. Bu qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart, G\u00fcll\u00fc yaz\u0131ma qaytar. M\u0259ni bu m\u0259nd\u0259n qopar, RUHu b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n qopar. G\u00f6rs\u0259n laz\u0131mam, apar, G\u00f6rs\u0259n laz\u0131mam, qaytar *** Ruhum dara \u00e7\u0259kilir, Bu dardan qurtar m\u0259ni. G\u0259l apar uzaqlara, G\u0259l, burdan qurtar [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8249","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8249","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8249"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8249\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8252,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8249\/revisions\/8252"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8249"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8249"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8249"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}