{"id":8261,"date":"2014-03-08T06:11:34","date_gmt":"2014-03-08T06:11:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8261"},"modified":"2014-03-08T06:11:34","modified_gmt":"2014-03-08T06:11:34","slug":"gunel-gun-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8261","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel G\u00dcN.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ac\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti,
\nSora\u011f\u0131 dill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259r olacaq.
\nM\u0259n q\u0259lbimd\u0259n onu k\u00fcsd\u00fcrm\u00fcr\u0259m q\u0259ti,
\nO \u00f6z\u00fc k\u00fcs\u0259c\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fc qa\u00e7acaq.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni sevdiyim g\u00fcn yad\u0131mda deyil,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim oynay\u0131b h\u0259lq\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nOnu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsam da d\u00f6n\u0259si deyil,
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki ali sevgim cavabs\u0131z qald\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ilk e\u015fqin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fitmi\u015fdim m\u0259n,
\nQ\u00fcdr\u0259tli oldu\u011fun hardan bil\u0259ydim.
\nIndi bilir\u0259m ki, sevm\u0259mis\u0259n s\u0259n,
\nAx\u0131 sevdiyimi nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259ydin?<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim al\u0131\u015fsa da, yansa da h\u0259r an,
\nBilmirs\u0259n sevm\u0259d\u0259n sev\u0259c\u0259k s\u0259ni.
\nG\u00fcn g\u0259lib sevgimi anlayan zaman,
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 gec d\u0259 olsa sev\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ac\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tdir! neynim, d\u00f6z\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nQ\u0259l\u0259mim d\u00f6zm\u0259yib bunu yazacaq.
\nBu n\u0259mli cismimin, q\u0259mli hissimin,
\nOdu s\u00f6n\u0259 bil\u0259r, k\u00fcl\u00fc qalacaq.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f!
\nSanki ya\u011far ik\u0259n milyon insan\u0131n
\n\u018fll\u0259ri g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 eyl\u0259yir alq\u0131\u015f.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f! bu m\u00fc\u0259mma n\u0259dir?
\nO bizl\u0259ri yaln\u0131z fikr\u0259 q\u0259rq edir.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f! d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259yl\u0259 bo\u011fur, deyir ki, dan\u0131\u015f!
\nD\u0259rdl\u0259ri qaytar\u0131r g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131yla.
\nBir maye incisi,verir \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 min d\u0259rd sanc\u0131s\u0131
\nH\u0259m goyd\u0259n, h\u0259m g\u00f6zd\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr d\u0259n-d\u0259n,
\nD\u0259rdl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n s\u0259n damla-damla.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f!.. Ilk \u0259vv\u0259l ad\u0131na dedim m\u0259n alq\u0131\u015f!
\nSonra s\u0259n d\u0259rd oldun \u00fcr\u0259yi sancm\u0131\u015f.
\nSonra su d\u0259n\u0259si damlaya d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f
\nBu b\u0259nz\u0259tm\u0259l\u0259rim h\u0259qiq\u0259tmi de, yoxsa yalanm\u0131\u015f?!<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f!
\nD\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7d\u0131m, biz olduq tan\u0131\u015f,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131m, h\u0259k\u0259 dinmirdim.
\nAmma ya\u011f\u0131\u015f n\u0259dir bilmirdim,
\nBax, bu sirri m\u0259n\u0259 cavab ver, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f! B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u0259lir\u0259m m\u0259n,
\nIncilm\u0259, q\u0131r\u0131lma m\u0259n etdim yaln\u0131\u015f.
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 bir varl\u0131qsan ya\u011f\u0131b ya\u015farsan,
\nInsanlarsa s\u0259ni m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 sanm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f!
\nInan ki, canl\u0131san, isbatlanmam\u0131\u015f.
\nSad\u0259c\u0259 yaradan bel\u0259 buyurmu\u015f.
\nTorpa\u011fa susan s\u0259n, havaya buxar,
\nBiz insanlar yaln\u0131z heyr\u0259tl\u0259 baxar.<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n nar\u0131n ya\u011far, b\u0259z\u0259n gur ya\u011far,
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f! Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f! Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f!
\nS\u0259n q\u0259m m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259si, m\u0259n vur\u011fun tan\u0131\u015f
\nG\u0259l! Bu m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n

A\u015fkla, arkada\u015fl\u0131k.<\/p>\n

A\u015fkla, arkada\u015fl\u0131k
\nY\u00fcr\u00fcyordu bir yolda
\nA\u015fk sorular sorurdu,
\nBu uzun yolculukda.
\nBir soru daha sordu,
\nArkada\u015fl\u0131k bir durdu
\nS\u00f6yledi ehh dinliyorum:,
\n\u015eimdi sorun neymi\u015f a\u015fk?
\nA\u015fk s\u00f6yledi nolursun
\n\u00dcz\u00fclme \u015fu soruma:
\nBen d\u00fcnyada ya\u015farken
\nSen niy\u00e7in yaranm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n?
\n\u015eunu cevaplasana!
\nArkada\u015fl\u0131k yinede bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp,
\nBir bakd\u0131,
\nSoruya cevap yakd\u0131.
\nS\u00f6yledi a\u015fk sen varm\u0131s\u0131n
\nSen ya\u015fanar bitersin.
\nArkanca burakd\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\nHi\u00e7 d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnt\u00fcy\u00fc, ac\u0131y\u0131
\nBen teselli ederim.
\nSen yenisin k\u0131r\u0131nca
\nBen \u00f6tekin kururum.
\n\u015eimdi anlad\u0131nm\u0131 a\u015fk,
\nBen niy\u00e7in yaranm\u0131\u015f\u0131m?!
\nSenin k\u0131ramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\n\u00d6fkeyi ben k\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.
\nSenin kuramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n
\nYuvay\u0131 ben kurmu\u015fum.
\nSen ya\u015fanar bitersin, baksana
\nBen hep ya\u015farm\u0131\u015f\u0131m…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ac\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t Bir g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti, Sora\u011f\u0131 dill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259r olacaq. M\u0259n q\u0259lbimd\u0259n onu k\u00fcsd\u00fcrm\u00fcr\u0259m q\u0259ti, O \u00f6z\u00fc k\u00fcs\u0259c\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fc qa\u00e7acaq. S\u0259ni sevdiyim g\u00fcn yad\u0131mda deyil, \u00dcr\u0259yim oynay\u0131b h\u0259lq\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsam da d\u00f6n\u0259si deyil, \u00c7\u00fcnki ali sevgim cavabs\u0131z qald\u0131. Ilk e\u015fqin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fitmi\u015fdim m\u0259n, Q\u00fcdr\u0259tli oldu\u011fun hardan bil\u0259ydim. Indi bilir\u0259m ki, sevm\u0259mis\u0259n s\u0259n, Ax\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8261","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8261","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8261"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8261\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8262,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8261\/revisions\/8262"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8261"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8261"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8261"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}