{"id":8453,"date":"2014-03-17T13:27:43","date_gmt":"2014-03-17T13:27:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8453"},"modified":"2014-03-17T13:27:43","modified_gmt":"2014-03-17T13:27:43","slug":"gulnar%c9%99-israfilqizi-insan-goz%c9%99-al-kos%c9%99-yazisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8453","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u0130SRAF\u0130LQIZI.&#8221;\u0130nsan, g\u00f6z\u0259 al!&#8221; (K\u00f6\u015f\u0259 yaz\u0131s\u0131)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1624494_1460995930784705_1510059136_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1624494_1460995930784705_1510059136_n-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"1624494_1460995930784705_1510059136_n\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-8454\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1624494_1460995930784705_1510059136_n-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1624494_1460995930784705_1510059136_n.jpg 640w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Insan arzularla, \u00fcmidl\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u00dcmidl\u0259rin d\u0259 sona dir\u0259ndiyi yer varm\u0131\u015f. Orda h\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcr&#8230; orda h\u0259r \u015fey bitir. Sevgi hesab etdiyin \u00fclv\u00fc duy\u011fular s\u0259ni sonsuzluqda azd\u0131r\u0131r, yox olursan itirs\u0259n sonra ay\u0131l\u0131rsan ki, bu da bir yuxu imi\u015f. Sad\u0259c\u0259 yatm\u0131san. \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n kimi. G\u0259ncliyini yuxulay\u0131b qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n yell\u0259rin\u0259 veriyin kimi. H\u0259r yeni g\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131na \u00fcmid b\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yuxudan oyan\u0131rsan. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r bu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 do\u011fdu deyirs\u0259n ax\u015fam yen\u0259 d\u0259, z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq olursan. \u00dcmidini itirm\u0259d\u0259n yoluna davam edirs\u0259n bir qar\u0131n ac, bir qar\u0131n tox, bir libas geyinir be\u015fini geyinm\u0259d\u0259n. T\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u0259 m\u00f6htac qal\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rin. K\u0259d\u0259r dolu g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u0259trafdak\u0131lar\u0131 aldad\u0131r. O bax\u0131\u015flar alt\u0131nda xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n. Ham\u0131n\u0131n bildiyi he\u00e7 n\u0259 s\u0259ni incidir. Ad\u0131 he\u00e7n\u0259 olan bu h\u0259r \u015feyi yaln\u0131zca s\u0259n anlay\u0131rsan. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131, s\u0259nin z\u0259rif duy\u011fular\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz&#8230; yen\u0259 d\u0259 yoluna davam edirs\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259rl\u0259&#8230; \u00fcmidin pay\u0131z yarpaqlar\u0131 kimi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 sarald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n.  Art\u0131q ya\u015f o ya\u015f deyil. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin batd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi olursan. \u00fcmidin is\u0259 dir\u0259ndiyinin. \u00d6mr\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi n\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131? deyib yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcrs\u0259n. Orda h\u0259r \u015fey bitir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259d\u0259n ya\u015faya bilm\u0259dim. Yoxsa \u00fcmidl\u0259rmi aldadaraq son m\u0259nzil yolunun ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259tirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n deyilir ki, \u00fcmid sonda \u00f6l\u00fcr. He\u00e7 sonda da, \u00f6lm\u00fcr. amma \u00fcmidin dir\u0259ndiyi yer g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n axd\u0131\u011f\u0131, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin doqdu\u011fu yer imi\u015f dem\u0259&#8230;H\u0259r \u015feyi qazanmadan itirdiyin. Dad\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259d\u0259n dad\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n bitdiyi yer. Bunca ill\u0259r h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259diyin h\u0259yat\u0131n bit\u0259c\u0259yi g\u00fcn. t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n at\u0259\u015find\u0259 yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u0259rin. Buda s\u0259n v\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00f6mr\u00fcn. Qalaq- qalaq hekay\u0259l\u0259rin, n\u0259y\u0259 yarad\u0131. ya\u015famadan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 ya\u015fadacaqsan?! sus dan\u0131\u015fma insan&#8230; dan\u0131\u015fma. S\u0259nin dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131ndansa s\u00fcsma\u011f\u0131n daha qiym\u0259tlidir&#8230;t\u00f6k\u00fcl bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n budaqlar\u0131ndan. Qoy \u00fcr\u0259yi ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r s\u0259ni ayaqlas\u0131n&#8230;he\u00e7n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi ke\u00e7sin m\u0259zar\u0131ndan&#8230;buda s\u0259n v\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00f6mr\u00fcn. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259brini taptalayanlar, do\u011fuldu\u011fundan taptalayan atalar\u0131n analar\u0131n \u00f6vladlar\u0131d\u0131r. Onsuz da taptalanma\u011fa al\u0131\u015fqan deyils\u0259nmi n\u0259d\u0259n narahat olursan qoy taptalas\u0131nlar. O ayaqlar\u0131n da bir hesab\u0131 var&#8230;bu da s\u0259nin d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi soyuq m\u0259zardan boylanan i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 sabah\u0131n&#8230;A\u00e7 \u00fcr\u0259yini d\u00fcnyaya sev d\u00fcnyan\u0131&#8230;Ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u0259rin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u0131xar. Burda da, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin h\u0259rar\u0259tind\u0259n yanaca\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259&#8230;\u00dcmidl\u0259 \u00fcmidsizlik ars\u0131nda qalmadan&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fg\u0259r d\u00fcnyada ya\u015famad\u0131nsa ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131n \u015feyl\u0259r s\u0259ni qorxutmas\u0131n&#8230;onsuzda dad\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259diyin bir xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik s\u0259n\u0259 ikinci d\u00fcnyanda da, yax\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259n deyil. Bacara bilm\u0259diyin \u015feyi nec\u0259 ya\u015faya bil\u0259rs\u0259n ax\u0131&#8230;D\u00fcnyada s\u0259n\u0259 veril\u0259n says\u0131z nem\u0259tl\u0259rin q\u0259drini bilm\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7indiyin kimi burda da ke\u00e7in\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. S\u0259n\u0259 verils\u0259 bel\u0259 insan&#8230; Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur v\u00fccudunu torpa\u011fa, ruhunu is\u0259 burax s\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259n\u0259 qoy ist\u0259diyi yer\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdirsin&#8230;O, insanlar kimi, yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 taptalamaz b\u0259lk\u0259d\u0259&#8230; Amma Onsuzlu\u011fun at\u0259\u015find\u0259 d\u0259 yanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259 al\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Insan arzularla, \u00fcmidl\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u00dcmidl\u0259rin d\u0259 sona dir\u0259ndiyi yer varm\u0131\u015f. Orda h\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcr&#8230; orda h\u0259r \u015fey bitir. Sevgi hesab etdiyin \u00fclv\u00fc duy\u011fular s\u0259ni sonsuzluqda azd\u0131r\u0131r, yox olursan itirs\u0259n sonra ay\u0131l\u0131rsan ki, bu da bir yuxu imi\u015f. Sad\u0259c\u0259 yatm\u0131san. \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n kimi. G\u0259ncliyini yuxulay\u0131b qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131n yell\u0259rin\u0259 veriyin kimi. H\u0259r yeni g\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131na [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8453","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8453","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8453"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8453\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8456,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8453\/revisions\/8456"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8453"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8453"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8453"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}