{"id":8605,"date":"2014-03-23T06:32:19","date_gmt":"2014-03-23T06:32:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8605"},"modified":"2014-03-23T06:32:19","modified_gmt":"2014-03-23T06:32:19","slug":"debut-f%c9%99rhad-mete-sumqayit-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=8605","title":{"rendered":"Deb\u00fct: F\u0259rhad METE (Sumqay\u0131t).\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\u0437\u0430\u0433\u0440\u0443\u0436\u0435\u043d\u043d\u043e\u0435\"<\/a><\/p>\n

“Nakam \u015fairl\u0259ri unutmayaq” layih\u0259si \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259<\/p>\n

F\u0259rhad METE 1976-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub.Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetinin \u018fd\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib.\u015eeirl\u0259ri q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259, d\u0259rgil\u0259rd\u0259, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u0259d\u0259biyyat, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat portallar\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d ad\u0131na Poeziya \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra “Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 uzaqdan baxarsan” (2009) \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb.
\nF\u0259rhad Mete 2009-c\u00fc il avqust ay\u0131n\u0131n 3-d\u0259 Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 faci\u0259li \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131nda h\u0259lak olub.
\nH\u018fYAT<\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn aj\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r gej\u0259 saatlar\u0131nda g\u0259lir,
\nm\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin do\u011fulu\u015fu x\u0259b\u0259ri.
\nV\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoyur ki\u015fiyl\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131lmaq ist\u0259yin\u0259-
\nh\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r bu, o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131ysa.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn aj\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r gej\u0259 saatlar\u0131nda g\u0259lir.
\nM\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, “o\u011flunuz sava\u015fa gedir” x\u0259b\u0259ri.
\nV\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoyur ki\u015fiyl\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131lmaq ist\u0259yin\u0259-
\nh\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r geri d\u00f6n\u0259j\u0259yi b\u0259lli deyils\u0259.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn aj\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r gej\u0259 saatlar\u0131nda g\u0259lir,
\nM\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, “o\u011flunuz \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb” x\u0259b\u0259ri kimi
\nV\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoyur ki\u015fi il\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131lmaq ist\u0259yin\u0259
\nH\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259g\u0259r xilas\u0131na \u00fcmid qalm\u0131\u015fsa\u2026
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn aj\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r gej\u0259 saatlar\u0131nda g\u0259lir,
\nM\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n “o\u011flunuz g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259nib \u0259sirlikd\u0259n qa\u00e7ark\u0259n”
\nx\u0259b\u0259ri kimi –
\nV\u0259 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoyur ki\u015fi il\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131lmaq ist\u0259yin\u0259.<\/p>\n

A\u0130L\u018f<\/p>\n

Bir sabah ay\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6rs\u0259n ki, h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fib,
\ny\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi deyil n\u0259 varsa-
\ny\u0259ni g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn yerind\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdi.
\nSonra yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 ki, yuxuda qad\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn-
\nu\u015faq yerin\u0259 iri bu\u011fda d\u0259n\u0259si do\u011fan \u00e7\u0131lpaq qad\u0131n.
\nQorxma, s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259k sevgilinin sa\u00e7lar\u0131na
\nv\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 “s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m” de,
\no da m\u00fctl\u0259q “m\u0259n d\u0259 sevir\u0259m” dey\u0259j\u0259k.
\nO sabah ay\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6rs\u0259n ki, h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fib
\ny\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi deyil n\u0259 varsa,
\nbom-boz evl\u0259rin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259ki d\u0259niz deyil, z\u0259midir-
\nh\u0259m d\u0259 i\u00e7in\u0259 girib aza bil\u0259j\u0259yin q\u0259d\u0259r sonsuz z\u0259mi.
\nSonra yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 ki, yuxundak\u0131 o qad\u0131n
\nqorxudan at\u0131b getmi\u015fdi a\u011flayan bu\u011fda d\u0259n\u0259sini.
\nQorxma, ba\u015f \u0259yib sevgilinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 diz \u00e7\u00f6k
\nv\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla “m\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmid ver” de.
\nO da m\u00fctl\u0259q “m\u0259n\u0259m \u00fcm\u00fcdin” dey\u0259j\u0259k.
\nO sabah ay\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6rs\u0259n ki, h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fib
\nY\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi deyil n\u0259 varsa,
\ny\u0259ni birl\u0259\u015fir g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fl\u0259 o sonsuz z\u0259mi
\nbirl\u0259\u015fdikj\u0259 d\u0259 bo\u011fulursan, n\u0259f\u0259sin k\u0259silir.
\nYad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259j\u0259k ki, yuxuda a\u011flayan bu\u011fda d\u0259n\u0259sini
\nquja\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131n arxana baxmadan.
\nQorxma, qald\u0131r ota\u011f\u0131n k\u00fcnj\u00fcnd\u0259ki bo\u015f be\u015fiyin \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc
\nv\u0259 soru\u015f sevgilind\u0259n “i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir \u015fey t\u0259rp\u0259ndimi?” dey\u0259,
\nO da m\u00fctl\u0259q “t\u0259rp\u0259ndi” dey\u0259j\u0259k.
\nM\u00fctl\u0259q dey\u0259j\u0259k.<\/p>\n

H\u018fL\u018f VAXT VAR\u2026<\/p>\n

Alatoran\u2026ham\u0131 susur\u2026
\nOn yeddi n\u0259f\u0259r qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q.
\nAz sonra- siqnal fi\u015f\u0259ngind\u0259n sonra
\nikinji h\u0259ml\u0259 olajaq qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 s\u0259ng\u0259r\u0259.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 vaxt var \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259ri sayma\u011fa,
\nsonra bir siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b s\u0259ni xat\u0131rlama\u011fa\u2026
\nYad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, meydan izdiham\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nd\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259yib hirsimi-hikk\u0259mi,
\n\u0259n \u00e7ox da s\u0259n\u0259 olan sevgimi
\nyumruq \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259.
\nV\u0259 o \u015fairin nitqind\u0259n sonra
\n“azadl\u0131q” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 hejaya b\u00f6l\u00fcb
\nba\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ba\u011f\u0131ra bildikj\u0259-
\nn\u0259 boyunduruqdan, n\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6l\u0259likd\u0259n,
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n azad olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nH\u0259l\u0259 vaxt var\u2026
\nAx\u015famlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k n\u00f6vb\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259
\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 yer\u0259 dikilmi\u015f,
\nbir-birind\u0259n utanan insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259
\ns\u0259ni axtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\nSonra sat\u0131j\u0131 xan\u0131m\u0131n sanki q\u0259sd\u0259n
\n“B\u0259lk\u0259 bu ax\u015fam \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k olmad\u0131” s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra
\nizdihamdak\u0131 “Azadl\u0131q!” ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m
\nv\u0259 k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm s\u0259n\u0259 olan ehtiyaj\u0131mdan.
\n\u00dcst\u00fc ya\u015f\u0131l \u00f6rt\u00fckl\u00fc \u015f\u0259hid tabutu \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259
\nj\u0259naz\u0259 namaz\u0131 q\u0131lark\u0259n
\ns\u0259ni ist\u0259mi\u015fdim ayaqda v\u0259 s\u0259jd\u0259d\u0259.
\nV\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131za g\u0259lib\u2026
\nBu da siqnal fi\u015f\u0259ngi,
\nvaxt bitdi\u2026
\nYadda saxlay\u0131n – on yeddi n\u0259f\u0259r qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.
\n\u0130kinji h\u0259ml\u0259d\u0259n sonra
\nyenid\u0259n sayars\u0131n\u0131z \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259ri
\nv\u0259 bir siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b xat\u0131rlayars\u0131n\u0131z –
\nm\u0259n olmasam\u2026 <\/p>\n

YOXLU\u011eUN\u2026<\/p>\n

Sad\u0259j\u0259 gedi\u015fin deyil yoxlu\u011fun\u2026
\nBax\u0131ram p\u0259nj\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n, sanki h\u0259r \u015fey yerind\u0259 –
\nsabahlar m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259n u\u015faqlar,
\ng\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bulud kimi da\u011f\u0131lan qu\u015flar,
\nazad, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z u\u00e7u\u015flar.
\nV\u0259 televizyondak\u0131 sava\u015f x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri
\nF\u0259l\u0259stin, \u0130raq, Somali-
\nBombalanm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r,
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259n yaral\u0131lar,
\n\u00d6lm\u00fc\u015f q\u0131z\u0131na a\u011flaya bilm\u0259y\u0259n ata,
\nYar\u0131\u00e7uq divar\u0131n k\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm,
\nO biri \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259r\u0259n fotorepartyor,
\nDoda\u011f\u0131nda qorxulu g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u2026
\nYox\u2026sad\u0259j\u0259 gedi\u015fin deyil yoxlu\u011fun\u2026
\nBir azdan
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259j\u0259k yerini,
\nKe\u00e7\u0259j\u0259k divar\u0131n o biri \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259-
\nFotorepartyorun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc donajaq doda\u011f\u0131nda,
\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyi \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r kimi\u2026
\nAta q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 penj\u0259yin\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcb aparajaq,
\nSonra yaral\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259y\u0259j\u0259kl\u0259r\u2026
\nDa\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259j\u0259k.
\nSabaha q\u0259d\u0259r bir s\u00fckut yaranajaq
\nV\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259r\u0259j\u0259k ki,
\nSabah h\u0259r \u015fey yenid\u0259n ba\u015flas\u0131n
\nEl\u0259 yoxlu\u011funda\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130st\u0259diyin kimi – F\u0259rhad Mete
\n\u0130st\u0259diyin kimi oldum –
\nBel\u0259 g\u00fcjl\u00fc, bel\u0259 s\u0259rt v\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011flamayan,
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcn m\u0259ni,
\nSonra haz\u0131r sabahlar\u0131 yaratd\u0131m s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nS\u0259n yatm\u0131\u015fk\u0259n
\nQaranl\u0131qlardan ke\u00e7\u0259n haz\u0131r sabahlar\u0131,
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f qu\u015flara jan verdim,
\nAyaqlar\u0131ma y\u0131x\u0131lan k\u00f6p\u0259kl\u0259rin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tumarlad\u0131m –
\nH\u00fcrm\u0259sinl\u0259r dey\u0259,
\nA\u011fajlar\u0131n q\u0259ddini d\u00fcz\u0259ltdim, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri r\u0259ngl\u0259dim,
\nDivara yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ” sevir\u0259m ” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc qaralad\u0131m,
\nYenid\u0259n sabah oxuyasan dey\u0259.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259sl\u0259ri i\u00e7im\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim oyanmayasan dey\u0259.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 yuxular\u0131 verdim qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q,
\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f qu\u015flar, q\u0259ddi \u0259yilmi\u015f a\u011fajlar,
\nR\u0259ngsiz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b ayaqlar\u0131na y\u0131x\u0131lan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 k\u00f6p\u0259kl\u0259ri,
\nBir da b\u0259yaz divarlarda “\u00fcst\u0259g\u0259l” v\u0259 “b\u0259rab\u0259rlik” i\u015far\u0259si\u2026
\nSirrini t\u0259k m\u0259n bildiyim qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yuxular\u0131 verdim s\u0259n\u0259,
\nH\u0259r sabah onlar\u0131 n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 ox\u015fadasan dey\u0259\u2026
\nSonra qay\u0131d\u0131b yata\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldim, uzun-uzad\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131m,
\nV\u0259 dedim astadan, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259:
\n\u0130st\u0259diyin kimi oldum,
\nS\u0259ni sevdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nM\u0259n – atas\u0131z, utanjaq v\u0259 qorxaq yeniyetm\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Nakam \u015fairl\u0259ri unutmayaq” layih\u0259si \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 F\u0259rhad METE 1976-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub.Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetinin \u018fd\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib.\u015eeirl\u0259ri q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259, d\u0259rgil\u0259rd\u0259, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u0259d\u0259biyyat, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat portallar\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6nc\u0259 Akif S\u0259m\u0259d ad\u0131na Poeziya \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra “Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 uzaqdan baxarsan” (2009) \u015feirl\u0259r kitab\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb. F\u0259rhad Mete […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-8605","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8605","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8605"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8605\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8608,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8605\/revisions\/8608"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8605"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8605"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8605"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}