{"id":9542,"date":"2014-07-18T17:14:44","date_gmt":"2014-07-18T17:14:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9542"},"modified":"2014-07-18T17:42:38","modified_gmt":"2014-07-18T17:42:38","slug":"ilah%c9%99-bayandur-h%c9%99yati-v%c9%99-yaradiciligi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9542","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lah\u0259 BAYANDUR.H\u0259yat\u0131 v\u0259 Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u0130lah\u0259 BAYANDUR 1970-ci il iyul ay\u0131n\u0131n 18-d\u0259 Masall\u0131 rayonunda anadan olub.\u018fd\u0259biyyata, poeziyaya erk\u0259n ya\u015flar\u0131ndan maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rir.D\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edib.\u0130lah\u0259 Bayandurun \u015feirl\u0259ri “S\u00f6z\u00fcn sehri”, “M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Az\u0259rbaycan”, “Sumqay\u0131t Universiteti”, “Azad q\u0259l\u0259m” q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259, “Ziyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131”, “K\u00fcmbet” d\u0259rgil\u0259rind\u0259, m\u00fcsx\u0259tli \u0259d\u0259biyyat, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat portallar\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub.
\n\u201cSumqay\u0131t Univesiteti\u201d q\u0259zetinin Ba\u015f Redaktorudur.\u201cZiyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131\u201d \u0130ctimai Birliyinin s\u0259dridir.\u201cG\u0259nc Yazarlar\u201d \u018fd\u0259bi Birliyinin B\u0259dii R\u0259hb\u0259ridir.Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Direktorudur.
\n2012-ci il fevral ay\u0131n\u0131n 14-d\u0259 \u0130lah\u0259 Bayandurun t\u0259klifi il\u0259 \u201c\u00c7a\u011fda\u015f Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n inki\u015faf\u0131na d\u0259st\u0259k\u201d layih\u0259sini ir\u0259li s\u00fcr\u0259n \u201cZiyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131\u201d \u0130ctimai Birliyinin elektron orqan\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n olan g\u0259nc yazarlara d\u0259st\u0259k olmaq, g\u0259nc yazarlar\u0131 ictimaiyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq m\u0259qs\u0259dil\u0259 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 Portal\u0131n s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n yeni m\u0259lumatlar haz\u0131rlan\u0131b ictimaiyy\u0259tin n\u0259z\u0259rin\u0259 sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259 vasit\u0259slil\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131.
\n2012-ci il sentyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 24-d\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 Yazarlar Birliyinin N\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 Hey\u0259tinin \u00fczvl\u0259ri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u00f6d\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc.
\n2012-ci il oktyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 6-da \u201cZiyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131\u201d \u0130ctimai Birliyinin elektron orqan\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Birinci Qurultay\u0131nda Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131nn Redaksiya, Yarad\u0131c\u0131, N\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 Hey\u0259tl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc v\u0259 Direktoru se\u00e7ilmi\u015fdir.<\/p>\n

YETM\u0130\u015eL\u018f, S\u018fKS\u018fNL\u018f VARAM D\u00d6Y\u00dc\u015eD\u018f<\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil d\u00fcn\u0259ndi u\u015faq oldu\u011fum,
\n -N\u0259 vaxt b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259m?-deyib doldu\u011fum.
\n N\u0259 tez ke\u00e7di g\u00fcnl\u0259r, \u00f6td\u00fc f\u0259sill\u0259r,
\n O\u011furlad\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ill\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r insafs\u0131z n\u0259 deyim ona,
\n Aldadaraq m\u0259ni girdi min dona.
\n Telim\u0259 a\u011f \u00e7\u0259kdi, sa\u00e7\u0131ma daraq,
\n \u00d6t\u0259n g\u0259ncliyimd\u0259n verdil\u0259r soraq.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259 ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki, ya\u015f \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7ib,
\n \u018fllini yava\u015fca adlay\u0131b, bi\u00e7ib.
\n Altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 haqlad\u0131m g\u00f6yd\u0259,
\n Yetmi\u015fl\u0259, s\u0259ks\u0259nl\u0259 varam d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Qalib d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fcy\u0259m h\u0259yat yolunda,
\n O\u011flum, q\u0131zlar\u0131m var sa\u011f\u0131m-solumda.
\n M\u0259ni \u00f6z can\u0131 t\u0259k sev\u0259n yar\u0131n da,
\n Doxsanca ya\u015f\u0131mda olacam yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

SALMISAN<\/p>\n

H\u00fcn\u0259rd\u0259n, qeyr\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259rs s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259nim,
\nYad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xarma, iki alm\u0131san.
\nTorpaq paylayan\u0131m, el b\u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nim,
\nT\u0259rlan\u0131n i\u015fini sara salm\u0131san.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin nadanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n tutdu g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nPula h\u0259ris idin, yedin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nIndi ha qucaqla, b\u00fck\u00fck dizini,
\nMill\u0259ti a\u011flad\u0131b, dara salm\u0131san.<\/p>\n

Etdiyin n\u00f6qsanlar ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmazd\u0131,
\nEl\u0259 bir d\u0259rd verdin, odda yanmazd\u0131.
\nTorpaqdan pay ver\u0259n nadan, qanmazd\u0131,
\nTarixin k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 yara salm\u0131san.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni do\u011fan x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r,
\nAtan\u0131n dizl\u0259ri sustalar, \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259r.
\nTorpa\u011f\u0131n haqq-say\u0131 cismind\u0259 it\u0259r,
\nDumanda azd\u0131r\u0131b, qara salm\u0131san.<\/p>\n

Bizi bu pislikd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarmaq \u00e7\u0259tin,
\nBa\u015f\u0131 dik dayanmaz, qorxaq mill\u0259tin.
\nQalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q \u0259lind\u0259 z\u00fclm\u00fcn, zill\u0259tin,
\nBu xalq\u0131n yolunu hara salm\u0131san?!<\/p>\n

DOV\u015eAN \u00dcR\u018fKL\u0130D\u0130 TALEY\u0130M, NEYN\u0130M!<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r qoynunda itib-bat\u0131ram,
\nFikrim ax\u0131b gedir, \u00e7a\u0131\u015fb qal\u0131ram.
\n\u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi yada sal\u0131ram,
\nDov\u015fan \u00fcr\u0259klidi, taleyim, neynim!<\/p>\n

H\u00fcrk\u00fctd\u00fcnm\u00fc susar, dinm\u0259z, dan\u0131\u015fmaz,
\n\u0130ncitdinmi. A\u011flar, k\u00fcs\u0259r, bar\u0131\u015fmaz.
\nSu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 ya\u011fa d\u00f6n\u0259r, qar\u0131\u015fmaz,
\nDov\u015fan \u00fcr\u0259klidi, taleyim, neynim!<\/p>\n

Da\u015f\u0131n da\u015fdan ke\u00e7\u0259n taleyi, baxt\u0131.
\nZindan \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurulub taxt\u0131.
\nM\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 taxd\u0131.
\nDov\u015fan \u00fcr\u0259klidi, taleyim, neynim!<\/p>\n

Bu da\u015f \u00fc\u0259rklil\u0259r yand\u0131rd\u0131, yaxd\u0131.
\n\u0130stehza eyl\u0259yib, q\u0131yqac\u0131 baxd\u0131.
\nBeynimd\u0259 gurlay\u0131b, \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7axd\u0131,
\nDov\u015fan \u00fcr\u0259klidi, taleyim, neynim!<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131rsan q\u0131z\u0131ldan vard\u0131r dir\u0259yi.
\nM\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015fda durur yem\u0259yi.
\nM\u0259nim da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r duzum-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim.
\nDov\u015fan \u00fcr\u0259klidi, taleyim, neynim!<\/p>\n

Eqoist deyil\u0259m, kini sevmir\u0259m.
\nOlum onun kimi, inan, demir\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n \u201cqara da\u015f\u201d kimi haram yemir\u0259m,
\nDova\u015fn \u00fcr\u0259klidi, taleyim, neynim!<\/p>\n

F\u018fL\u018fK<\/p>\n

N\u0259 hallara sald\u0131n m\u0259ni, ey f\u0259l\u0259k,
\nA\u011flasam, g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131m eyl\u0259m\u0259z k\u00f6m\u0259k.
\nYoxmuydu q\u0259lbimd\u0259 bir arzu-dil\u0259k?!
\n\u018flind\u0259n neyl\u0259yim, bilmir\u0259m, f\u0259l\u0259k?<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rmad\u0131n ist\u0259y\u0259, kama?
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tmi qalacam su dolu cama?
\nS\u0259n s\u0131n\u0131q k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc, ha sar\u0131, yama,
\n\u018flind\u0259n neyl\u0259yim, bilmir\u0259m, f\u0259l\u0259k?<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rim yollara h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 baxar.
\nV\u00fcsal qollar\u0131ma qandallar taxar.
\n\u00dcnvan\u0131m d\u00fczs\u0259 d\u0259, \u00e7a\u015far, yad salar,
\n\u018flind\u0259n neyl\u0259yim, bilmir\u0259m, f\u0259l\u0259k!<\/p>\n

U\u011fursuz b\u0259nd\u0259n\u0259m bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
\n\u015eadl\u0131q he\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z qaml\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259md\u0259.
\n\u00c7a\u011flar d\u0259rya t\u0259ki ya\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259,
\n\u018flind\u0259n neyl\u0259yim, bilmir\u0259m, neynim!<\/p>\n

Ay m\u0259n\u0259 tikanl\u0131 m\u0259ftill\u0259r h\u00f6r\u0259n,
\nBu q\u0259d\u0259r qisasdan doymad\u0131n g\u00f6r\u0259n?
\nBu m\u0259n deyil\u0259mmi a\u011f\u0131lar dey\u0259n?
\n\u018flind\u0259n neyl\u0259yim, bilmir\u0259m, f\u0259l\u0259k!<\/p>\n

HARA QA\u00c7IM, HARA GED\u0130M?<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar dumana b\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259n yer\u0259 od \u0259l\u0259n\u0259r.
\nD\u0259rdim \u00fcst\u0259 \u00e7il\u0259n\u0259r,
\nHara qa\u00e7\u0131m, hara gedim?<\/p>\n

N\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131mda yol a\u00e7\u0131lar,
\nN\u0259 bu dumandan qa\u00e7\u0131lar.
\nBeynim\u0259 ox t\u0259k sanc\u0131lar,
\nHara qa\u00e7\u0131m, hara gedim?<\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131qdan nur sa\u00e7\u0131lmaz,
\nDan ulduzu g\u00f6rs\u0259, \u00e7\u0131xmaz.
\nD\u0259rya m\u0259ni udar, s\u0131xmaz,
\nhara qa\u00e7\u0131m, hara gedim?<\/p>\n

-B\u0259nd\u0259nin \u00f6gey balas\u0131,
\nD\u00f6zm\u0259lis\u0259n, d\u00f6z qadas\u0131.
\nYand\u0131m, yand\u0131qca yanas\u0131,
\nHara qa\u00e7\u0131m, hara gedim?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u0130lah\u0259 BAYANDUR 1970-ci il iyul ay\u0131n\u0131n 18-d\u0259 Masall\u0131 rayonunda anadan olub.\u018fd\u0259biyyata, poeziyaya erk\u0259n ya\u015flar\u0131ndan maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rir.D\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edib.\u0130lah\u0259 Bayandurun \u015feirl\u0259ri “S\u00f6z\u00fcn sehri”, “M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Az\u0259rbaycan”, “Sumqay\u0131t Universiteti”, “Azad q\u0259l\u0259m” q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259, “Ziyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131”, “K\u00fcmbet” d\u0259rgil\u0259rind\u0259, m\u00fcsx\u0259tli \u0259d\u0259biyyat, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat portallar\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub. \u201cSumqay\u0131t Univesiteti\u201d q\u0259zetinin Ba\u015f Redaktorudur.\u201cZiyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131\u201d \u0130ctimai Birliyinin s\u0259dridir.\u201cG\u0259nc […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9542","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9542","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9542"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9542\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9553,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9542\/revisions\/9553"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9542"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9542"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}