{"id":9609,"date":"2014-07-25T03:15:22","date_gmt":"2014-07-25T03:15:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9609"},"modified":"2014-07-25T03:15:22","modified_gmt":"2014-07-25T03:15:22","slug":"esmira-%c9%99liyeva-g%c9%99l-artiq-f%c9%99ridim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9609","title":{"rendered":"Esmira \u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;G\u018fL  ARTIQ, F\u018fR\u0130D\u0130M!&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1797192_688422524534011_1035982214_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1797192_688422524534011_1035982214_n-144x300.jpg\" alt=\"1797192_688422524534011_1035982214_n\" width=\"144\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-8436\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1797192_688422524534011_1035982214_n-144x300.jpg 144w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/1797192_688422524534011_1035982214_n.jpg 461w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 144px) 100vw, 144px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 tapacaqsan cavab<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn suallar\u0131ma<br \/>\nAzad olacaq sevgim<br \/>\n Kinimd\u0259n ,q\u00fcrurumdan<br \/>\nBilir\u0259m ayd\u0131nl\u0131q olacaqsan<br \/>\nS\u0259n ,s\u0259n daha  n\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\n                      N\u0259l\u0259r olacaqsan&#8230;.<br \/>\nTa u\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u0259ri<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259m,ail\u0259 quracam,<br \/>\nO\u011flum olacaq m\u0259nim<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131\u201d F\u0259rid \u201cqoyacam<br \/>\nDey\u0259,x\u0259yal edib<br \/>\n\u0130ll\u0259rc\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm,<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n \u0259l\u00e7atmaz\u0131msan&#8230;.<br \/>\nM\u0259n hiss etdim,amma<br \/>\nF\u0259ridim!&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259rd\u0259n qoynumda,<br \/>\n                h\u0259rd\u0259n yan\u0131mda<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7izdim.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 yaln\u0131z<br \/>\nO g\u00f6z\u00fc sevdim<br \/>\nG\u0259l art\u0131q g\u0259l,F\u0259ridim!<br \/>\nG\u0259l d\u00fcnyaya!<br \/>\nAmma aldatmas\u0131n d\u00fcnya<br \/>\nNec\u0259 ki arzular\u0131mda<br \/>\nS\u0259n bir q\u0259hr\u0259man ,v\u00fcqarsansa<br \/>\nG\u0259ldiyin d\u00fcnyada bu, f\u0259xr<br \/>\n \u00c7\u0259kilsin ad\u0131nla qo\u015fa.<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcs\u0259n naz \u2013nem\u0259tl\u0259 s\u0259n<br \/>\nSad\u0259liyind\u0259n gen qalma<br \/>\n\u018flacs\u0131za \u0259lac ol<br \/>\nY\u0131x\u0131lana balta vurma s\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00c7irk\u0259f\u0259 bulanma,F\u0259ridim!<br \/>\nG\u0259l art\u0131q g\u0259l ,d\u00fcnyaya<br \/>\nM\u0259n yerimi ,yurdumu bilim.<br \/>\n\u018flim\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m al\u0131b<br \/>\nYazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m  g\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcm<br \/>\nMavi r\u0259ngi boyad\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0259trini<br \/>\n\u00dcmidl\u0259 alt\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7izdiyim<br \/>\nM\u0259hz  s\u0259ns\u0259n,s\u0259n ,F\u0259ridim!<br \/>\nG\u0259l art\u0131q g\u0259l!<br \/>\nG\u0259l d\u00fcnyaya!<br \/>\nSiman\u0131 boylanan \u00fcf\u00fcqd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<br \/>\nAy i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u0259drl\u0259\u015fib,bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131mla<br \/>\nArad\u0131m,ulduzlar aras\u0131nda<br \/>\nS\u0259ni m\u0259hz s\u0259ni ,F\u0259ridim!<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin d\u00fcnyan\u0131<br \/>\nBilki bir t\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdim.<br \/>\nBilm\u0259rs\u0259n ,F\u0259ridim<br \/>\nNec\u0259 i\u00e7im\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n Od kimi d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcn<br \/>\nBu d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zs\u0259n<br \/>\nAt\u0259\u015fim\u0259 bir daha<br \/>\nOd vuracaqsan<br \/>\nBu anan\u0131 daha,n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r?!<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259 qoyacaqsan?!<br \/>\nG\u0259l art\u0131q g\u0259l ,F\u0259ridim!<br \/>\nDinmir g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m,\u00fcr\u0259k sirrim<br \/>\nDaha arzular olmas\u0131n uzaq sahilim<br \/>\nG\u0259l diksindim,<br \/>\nYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q r\u00f6yalardan<br \/>\n\u018flimi s\u0259n\u0259 uzadark\u0259n<br \/>\nYar\u0131 yuxulu  oyanmalardan.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6ld\u0259 bir u\u015faq \u201cana\u201d dey\u0259rk\u0259n<br \/>\nG\u0259lir\u0259m,F\u0259rid  deyib<br \/>\nQa\u00e7maq ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\nQ\u0259fl\u0259t oyanm\u0131\u015fam<br \/>\nYar\u0131 s\u0259rs\u0259m g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 ,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 baxark\u0259n<br \/>\nEl\u0259  \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\n Siman\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 s\u00f6h\u0259btl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nOlma hekay\u0259m<br \/>\nOlma na\u011f\u0131l\u0131m,\u0259fsan\u0259m<br \/>\nG\u0259l qurulu d\u00fcz\u0259nim<br \/>\nG\u0259l ,F\u0259ridim!<br \/>\nG\u0259l d\u00fcnyaya<br \/>\nBir baxaq p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n<br \/>\nBu qoca 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Ta u\u015faql\u0131qdan b\u0259ri B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259m,ail\u0259 quracam, O\u011flum olacaq m\u0259nim Ad\u0131n\u0131\u201d F\u0259rid \u201cqoyacam Dey\u0259,x\u0259yal edib \u0130ll\u0259rc\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm, B\u0259z\u0259n \u0259l\u00e7atmaz\u0131msan&#8230;. M\u0259n hiss etdim,amma F\u0259ridim!&#8230; H\u0259rd\u0259n qoynumda, h\u0259rd\u0259n yan\u0131mda D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lm\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7izdim. 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