{"id":9625,"date":"2014-08-01T02:43:59","date_gmt":"2014-08-01T02:43:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9625"},"modified":"2014-08-01T02:43:59","modified_gmt":"2014-08-01T02:43:59","slug":"esmira-%c9%99liyeva-siz%c9%99-gor%c9%99-sevgi-kos%c9%99-yazisi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9625","title":{"rendered":"Esmira \u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;Siz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 sevgi&#8230;.?&#8221; (K\u00f6\u015f\u0259 yaz\u0131s\u0131)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10589572_755831271126469_2084321184_n-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10589572_755831271126469_2084321184_n-1-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"10589572_755831271126469_2084321184_n (1)\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-9626\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10589572_755831271126469_2084321184_n-1-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/08\/10589572_755831271126469_2084321184_n-1.jpg 639w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan d\u0259yi\u015fir;    O ,aldand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndikd\u0259,\u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259ndikl\u0259rind\u0259, a\u015f\u0131q olduqlar\u0131nda.Amma m\u0259nc\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n vacib q\u0259rar\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoymu\u015fuqsa bir k\u0259r\u0259 onu verg\u00fcl\u0259 \u00e7evirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik.N\u0259 sual qalmal\u0131 geriy\u0259,n\u0259 d\u0259 sual\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259c\u0259k i\u015far\u0259t.B\u0259z\u0259n  s\u0259nin q\u0259rarlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259zl\u0259r ,amma zaman g\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarsan.Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ya\u015famaq g\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259yat\u0131.Ya\u015fay\u0131n ,bir g\u00fcn haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan qorxmamaq g\u0259r\u0259k.Onlarla dostla\u015fd\u0131qca zaman g\u0259l\u0259r sevincd\u0259n d\u0259 a\u011flar\u0131q.B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259nas\u0131z bir mahn\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 yatacaq \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 evd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful oldu\u011fum zaman , \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 edir\u0259m.O q\u0259d\u0259r olub ki,\u201d-m\u0131\u015f kimi&#8230;!\u201ddavrand\u0131m h\u0259r zaman.G\u00fccl\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f kimi, can\u0131 yanmam\u0131\u015f kimi, ya\u015fay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi&#8230;\u0130nsan \u00e7ox sevdiyi halda niy\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259rk edilir v\u0259 umduqlar\u0131n niy\u0259 h\u0259r zaman s\u0259n r\u0259dd etdikd\u0259n sonra g\u0259lir? Bilmir\u0259m,amma cavab\u0131 maraql\u0131 olard\u0131.B\u0259z\u0259n b\u0259zil\u0259rini h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda yerl\u0259\u015fdirs\u0259md\u0259 \u0259sla \u0259vv\u0259lki t\u0259k m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 yer ala bilmir.Qad\u0131n \u0259slind\u0259 h\u0259r zaman n\u0259 ist\u0259diyini bilir.Onun q\u0259rars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131n\u0131n tarazs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndand\u0131r.B\u0259z\u0259n b\u0259zil\u0259rimiz insanlar\u0131n libaslar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t edirik.Diksinir\u0259m b\u0259z\u0259n libas\u0131 m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m olan  birind\u0259n.\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 ucuz \u0259t da\u015f\u0131yan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki keyfiyy\u0259ti m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 deyil.Dolub bo\u015falan duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259n axar\u0131na buraxd\u0131m.Zorla h\u0259yata ke\u00e7\u0259n he\u00e7 bir \u015feyi sevmir\u0259m.M\u0259nim olan\u0131 Allah m\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259sib etm\u0259li&#8230;.\u0130nad yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r,amma h\u0259ddind\u0259.B\u0259z\u0259n inad\u00e7\u0131 biriy\u0259m.Amma b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k n\u00f6qt\u0259nin yerinid\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilm\u0259k g\u0259r\u0259k.D\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 bir \u015fey sevdikl\u0259rimin q\u0259lb at\u0131\u015f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259rli deyil.Q\u0259liz bir xasiyy\u0259tim var.Q\u0131sqancam.Q\u0131sqancl\u0131\u011f\u0131mda dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ba\u015flay\u0131r.Amma b\u0259zil\u0259ri var deyirl\u0259r ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t unudulmur.Yaz\u0131m\u0131n \u0259sas s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 el\u0259 budur.Doslar \u201cilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t \u201cunudulur ya unudulmur?M\u0259nc\u0259 unudulur.\u0130lk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u0259 adil\u0259\u015fir..B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259li divan\u0259 olub ad\u0131na \u015feirl\u0259r ,hekay\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259sr etdiyin biri,bir s\u00f6zl\u0259 s\u0259ni ilhama \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n birinin \u0259slind\u0259 bir x\u0259yal oldu\u011funu anlay\u0131rsan.B\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n \u00e7\u0259tin s\u0259n\u0259tidirki \u00f6z duy\u011fular\u0131na t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i olursan.Allah\u0131m s\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi bilirs\u0259n.Bel\u0259 oldusa bel\u0259 olmal\u0131 imi\u015f demeliyik.M\u0259nim sevgim x\u0259yal imi\u015f&#8230;M\u0259n toxunmadam sevdiyim birini m\u0259g\u0259rs\u0259 x\u0259yali sevmi\u015f\u0259mmi\u015f.\u00d6z \u0259liml\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 sevgi toxumlar\u0131 \u0259kib bec\u0259r\u0259r\u0259k onu bir cims\u0259 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmaqla m\u0259ni sev\u0259n birinin sevgisin\u0259 inanaraq \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcd\u0259 bu sevgiy\u0259 inand\u0131rm\u0131\u015famm\u0131\u015f.M\u0259g\u0259rs\u0259 m\u0259n cism\u0259n hec zaman sevm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259mmi\u015f.\u0130lk sevgi m\u0259nim fikrimc\u0259  unudulur.\u0130lk x\u0259yal unudulmur.Onun \u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 t\u0259sirl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir filmin ac\u0131 senarisin\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m anlara b\u0259nz\u0259dir\u0259m.H\u0259r \u015fey x\u0259yald\u0131r m\u0259nc\u0259.Hz .M\u00f6vlana demi\u015f:<br \/>\n Bir sevdaya d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n &#8230;<br \/>\nO sevda quyu olacaq s\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nS\u0259n o quyuda Yusif olacaqsan<br \/>\nS\u0259br ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n,<br \/>\nSonunda sevdaya Sultan olacaqsan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130nsan d\u0259yi\u015fir; O ,aldand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndikd\u0259,\u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259ndikl\u0259rind\u0259, a\u015f\u0131q olduqlar\u0131nda.Amma m\u0259nc\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0259n vacib q\u0259rar\u0131 n\u00f6qt\u0259 qoymu\u015fuqsa bir k\u0259r\u0259 onu verg\u00fcl\u0259 \u00e7evirm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yik.N\u0259 sual qalmal\u0131 geriy\u0259,n\u0259 d\u0259 sual\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259c\u0259k i\u015far\u0259t.B\u0259z\u0259n s\u0259nin q\u0259rarlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259m\u0259zl\u0259r ,amma zaman g\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarsan.Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ya\u015famaq g\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259yat\u0131.Ya\u015fay\u0131n ,bir g\u00fcn haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xacaqs\u0131n\u0131z.Xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan qorxmamaq g\u0259r\u0259k.Onlarla dostla\u015fd\u0131qca zaman g\u0259l\u0259r [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9625","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9625","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9625"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9625\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9628,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9625\/revisions\/9628"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9625"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9625"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9625"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}