{"id":9814,"date":"2014-08-12T06:59:38","date_gmt":"2014-08-12T06:59:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9814"},"modified":"2014-08-12T06:59:38","modified_gmt":"2014-08-12T06:59:38","slug":"bahadur-%c9%99lizad%c9%99-qara-paltarli-qadin-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9814","title":{"rendered":"Bahadur \u018fL\u0130ZAD\u018f.”Qara paltarl\u0131 qad\u0131n” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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(Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nin eyniadl\u0131 \u015feirind\u0259n ilhamlanaraq)<\/p>\n

2020-ci ilin yay ay\u0131 idi. H\u0259r k\u0259sin i\u015fl\u0259diyi v\u0259 pul qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6vr idi. H\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259d\u0259k Bak\u0131n\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r insanla dolu g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fch\u0259ndisl\u0259r\u0259 daha \u00e7ox ehtiyac duyulan bir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 ya\u015fayan Zakir i\u015f bax\u0131m\u0131ndan korluq \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Zakirin ail\u0259si rayonda qal\u0131rd\u0131 . H\u0259ft\u0259 sonu oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ail\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Zakir avtobusla \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin istisind\u0259n , ma\u015f\u0131nlardan \u00e7\u0131xan qaz\u0131n iyind\u0259n el\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 qurtulmu\u015fdu ki, telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi.
\n-Alo, e\u015fidir\u0259m.
\n-Zakir, s\u0259ns\u0259n?
\n-H\u0259.
\n-Ay\u0259, mu\u015ftulu\u011fumu ver. O\u011flun olub.
\n-Mu\u015ftulu\u011fun m\u0259nd\u0259dir. Ay s\u0259ni xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259r olasan ,Ziya.
\n-Zakir, o\u011flunun ad\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 qoyacaqsan ?
\n-Ay\u0259, bir s\u0259br el\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcm. Qoy, bir k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131m, anam\u0131n rizas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131m.
\n-Kimin ad\u0131n\u0131 qoyacaqsan?
\n-\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, S\u0259f\u0259rin.
\n-Allah S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. H\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131 dost idi , h\u0259m d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 silahda\u015f. Hans\u0131sa bir avaran\u0131n ucbat\u0131ndan \u00f6ld\u00fc. N\u0259 deyim?! Xeyirlisi olsun, ad\u0131 il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcs\u00fcn, amma b\u0259xti \u0259misin\u0259 ox\u015famas\u0131n.
\n-\u00c7ox sa\u011fol, Ziya. K\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131m bir qonaql\u0131q m\u0259nd\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 borc olsun. Anam yan\u0131ndad\u0131?
\n-Yox. M\u0259nim i\u015fim \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 qay\u0131d\u0131ram.
\n-N\u0259 olub?
\n-N\u0259ys\u0259 sonra dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q. Yol g\u0259lirs\u0259n. \u00c7atarsan rahat dan\u0131\u015far\u0131q.
\n-Oldu.
\nTelefonu sa\u011f cibin\u0259 qoymaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, yen\u0259 telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Telefonun ekran\u0131nda Etibar yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zakirin Etibardan \u00e7ox da xo\u015fu g\u0259lmirdi. H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rind\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 bir sinifd\u0259 oxuyan Etibar a\u011fz\u0131nda s\u00f6z\u00fc bi\u015firm\u0259mi\u015f, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n cavab verirdi. Onun bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq , h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 dediyind\u0259n qalm\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fc yerli-yersiz deyirdi. Etibar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi Zakir \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tur\u015futdu. Bir s\u0259f\u0259rind\u0259 Etibar ham\u0131dan qabaq bildiyi x\u0259b\u0259ri d\u0259rs\u0259 gecik\u0259nd\u0259 ota\u011fa daxil olan kimi sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Ziv\u0259r\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259fl dey\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi getmi\u015fdi. Ham\u0131 el aras\u0131nda onun ad\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259hs Etibar dey\u0259 adland\u0131r\u0131r. Zakir telefona cavab verdi:
\n-Alo, e\u015fidir\u0259m.
\n-Zakir, m\u0259n\u0259m Etibar.
\n-Etibar, s\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259 \u0259c\u0259b? Nec\u0259s\u0259n?
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131yam. \u00c7ox sa\u011fol. Z\u0259ng vurdum t\u0259brik ed\u0259m.
\n-S\u0259n hardan bilirs\u0259n? S\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmayan i\u015f. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 mu\u015ftuluq\u00e7u olasan . \u00c7ox sa\u011fol.
\n-\u0130ndic\u0259, Ziya bura g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. O, x\u0259b\u0259r verdi.
\n-Hardasan ki, indi?
\n-S\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259y\u0259m. Dey\u0259s\u0259n v\u0259ziyy\u0259t getdikc\u0259 pisl\u0259\u015fir bel\u0259 gets\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flayacaq.
\nBir q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00fckuta gedib yen\u0259 dilinin alt\u0131nda n\u0259hs Etibar deyib s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 davam etdi:
\n-M\u00fcharib\u0259 olsa biz kas\u0131b-kusub yen\u0259 pis g\u00fcn\u0259 qalac\u0131q. Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yiniz olsun. B\u0259lk\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r.
\n-\u0130n\u015fallah. Dua edirik ki, bel\u0259 olmas\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcnki Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259n sonra bizim ehtiyat\u0131m\u0131z xeyli azal\u0131b. G\u0259r\u0259k bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t ke\u00e7sin.Bunlar m\u0259\u011flub olma\u011f\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmirl\u0259r. N\u0259ys\u0259 s\u0259n i\u015find\u0259 ol bir daha t\u0259brik edir\u0259m.
\nBir q\u0259d\u0259r kobud g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259 Zakir bu x\u0259b\u0259rd\u0259n sonra fikirli halda sa\u011folla\u015fmadan z\u0259ngi bitirdi. Telefonunu cibin\u0259 qoyanda saat\u0131n 4 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u0259n Zakir \u00f6z oturaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 arxaya \u00e7\u0259kib yatmaq ist\u0259di , amma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r onu yatma\u011fa qoymurdu. M\u00fcharib\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259likc\u0259 bitmi\u015fdi. Qarda\u015f\u0131 4 il \u0259vv\u0259l m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131qdan sonra, ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259ncin i\u00e7kili v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 yola \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 il\u0259 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yol q\u0259zas\u0131nda v\u0259fat etmi\u015fdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olsayd\u0131 daha q\u00fcrur verici olard\u0131. Bu m\u00fcharib\u0259nin vurdu\u011fu z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 quran Zakir, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcnl\u0259rin daha yax\u015f\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259siyl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi g\u0259l\u0259n iki telefon z\u0259ngi ona h\u0259m xo\u015f , h\u0259m d\u0259 pis x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Art\u0131q o\u011flunun olmas\u0131 sevinci unudulmu\u015fdu , yerini is\u0259 qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 bir \u00fcz ifad\u0259si alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Onsuz da ail\u0259sin\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fg\u00fcn deyil.Ax\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131n ist\u0259diyi q\u0131zla evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi onu yaln\u0131z m\u00fcharib\u0259 maraqland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flasa ,ail\u0259sini qoyub gets\u0259, bird\u0259n m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olsa ail\u0259sin\u0259 kim baxacaq? \u0130ndiki zamanda onsuz da \u015f\u0259hid ail\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7oxdur .D\u00f6vl\u0259t is\u0259 he\u00e7 bir maliyy\u0259 ay\u0131rm\u0131r. \u00d6lk\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, neft is\u0259 qurtarmaq \u00fczr\u0259dir. \u0130kinci m\u00fcharib\u0259 olsa d\u00f6vl\u0259t par\u00e7alana bil\u0259r. \u018fn az\u0131 bir 10 il laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, d\u00f6vl\u0259t \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lsin. \u00d6lk\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 olsun varl\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Pulu olan m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l qa\u00e7\u0131b getmi\u015fdi. T\u0259k-t\u00fck\u00fc qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O da ki, pulunu xalqa v\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 x\u0259rcl\u0259yib kas\u0131blam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fcharib\u0259 sanki bir \u0259l\u0259k idi. \u018fl\u0259kd\u0259n \u00e7oxlar\u0131 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bunlara r\u00fc\u015fv\u0259txorlar v\u0259 ziyal\u0131lar daxil idi. R\u00fc\u015fv\u0259txorlar art\u0131q burda ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n \u00e7\u0259tin oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb qon\u015fu \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Ziyal\u0131lar\u0131 is\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259 zaman\u0131 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdular. \u00d6lk\u0259nin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131r olsa da h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259 bir \u00fcmid var idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki Qaraba\u011f al\u0131nandan sonra h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 bir g\u00fcc,q\u00fcvv\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ham\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b vuru\u015furdu ki, h\u0259yat \u015f\u0259raitl\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u0259lsin. M\u00fcharib\u0259 zaman\u0131 dondurmad\u0131 , \u0259ksin\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi geriy\u0259 atd\u0131…
\nZakir fikirli-fikirli k\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Bir d\u0259st\u0259 g\u00fcl al\u0131b x\u0259st\u0259xanaya getdi .\u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r mu\u015ftuluq kimi pul ver\u0259rdil\u0259r, amma indi pul \u00e7\u0259tin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 idi. Bir d\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl qap\u0131da duran qad\u0131na, bir g\u00fcl h\u0259kim\u0259, bir g\u00fcl anas\u0131na, bir g\u00fcl d\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131na verdi. H\u0259kim\u0259 g\u00fcl ver\u0259rk\u0259n t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259 dedi:
\n-S\u0259kin\u0259 xan\u0131m, \u00fcz\u00fcrl\u00fc hesab edin. Pulum ancaq buna \u00e7atd\u0131.
\n-Ay o\u011flum, o n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc? Ham\u0131m\u0131z bir-birimizi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck. M\u00fcharib\u0259 olub , o\u011fullar gedib.
\nS\u0259kin\u0259 xalan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu. O, \u00f6z o\u011flunu ikinci Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259 itirmi\u015fdi. S\u0259si titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 davam el\u0259di:
\n-V\u0259t\u0259n sa\u011f olsun. M\u0259n \u00f6z o\u011flum V\u00fcqar\u0131 itirmi\u015f\u0259m.
\n-Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yiniz olsun , S\u0259kin\u0259 xan\u0131m. Allah siz\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr versin. M\u0259nim qarda\u015f\u0131m m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n qay\u0131td\u0131 , amma yol q\u0259zas\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fc. Siz xo\u015fb\u0259xt insans\u0131n\u0131z ki, o\u011flunuz v\u0259t\u0259n u\u011frunda \u015f\u0259hid olub.
\n-D\u00fczd\u00fc ,o\u011flum. Allah \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin. S\u00f6z\u00fcm ondad\u0131 ki, burda olan b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar m\u0259nim \u00f6vlad\u0131md\u0131. H\u0259m d\u0259 m\u0259nim borcumdu. \u00c7ox sa\u011fol des\u0259ydin bel\u0259 b\u0259s ed\u0259rdi.
\n-S\u0259kin\u0259 xan\u0131m, \u00e7ox sa\u011folun. M\u0259n gedim.
\n-Ged o\u011flum, bir daha t\u0259brik eliyir\u0259m.
\nZakir qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n bir ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. Anas\u0131 Dilar\u0259 Zakiri g\u00f6r\u0259n kimi dedi:
\n-Ah\u0131n da\u011flara , o\u011ful , n\u0259 olub , a bala ?
\n-He\u00e7 n\u0259 .
\n-D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de g\u00f6r\u00fcm. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n n\u0259s\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259liyi var?
\n-\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr el\u0259 bir x\u0259st\u0259liyi yoxdu. X\u0259st\u0259 olan m\u0259n\u0259m.
\n-N\u0259? N\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259si?
\n-D\u0259li olacam, ana. \u00dcr\u0259yim partlay\u0131r.
\n-Niy\u0259? \u0130\u015fl\u0259rin yax\u015f\u0131 getmir?
\n-Min \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. \u0130ndiki zamanda h\u0259r adam\u0131n i\u015fi olmaya-olmaya m\u0259nim i\u015fim var. D\u0259rd b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u0259rddir , ana .
\n-Ay zal\u0131m balas\u0131, bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc de, d\u0259rdini de, b\u0259lk\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259sini tapd\u0131q. Niy\u0259 uzad\u0131b m\u0259ni d\u0259rd\u0259 sal\u0131rsan?
\n-Eh ana.
\nZakir bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi. Dilar\u0259 yen\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di:
\n-Ay bala, Zakir, istiyirs\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim partdas\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm?!
\n-M\u00fcharib\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 qurtar\u0131b. Yaram\u0131z t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 k\u00f6z ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131r. Bir yandan yen\u0259 bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259.
\n-N\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259?
\nDilar\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6yd\u0259n burax\u0131b stula oturdu. Dilar\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259:
\n-Ay Allah, m\u0259n\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin. Ay bala , dem\u0259ki m\u00fcharib\u0259dir.
\n-Ana , \u00f6z\u00fcv\u0259 g\u0259l . H\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmuyub. Etibar x\u0259b\u0259r verib ki, b\u0259s s\u0259ng\u0259rd\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t pisdir. Bel\u0259 gets\u0259 ba\u015fl\u0131ya bil\u0259r.
\n-Bird\u0259n ba\u015flasa?
\n-Ba\u015flasa daha qarda\u015f\u0131m kimi olmaya bil\u0259r. Qay\u0131tmaya bil\u0259r\u0259m.
\nDilar\u0259 \u0259li il\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 tutub a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Dilar\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m qad\u0131n idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 u\u015faqlar ki\u00e7ik ya\u015fda olark\u0259n itirmi\u015fdi. O\u011flu S\u0259f\u0259ri is\u0259 m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 yollayanda z\u0259rr\u0259 a\u011flamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 demi\u015fdi ki: “Get, o\u011flum, get. Amma Qaraba\u011fs\u0131z qay\u0131tma\u201d.
\nDilar\u0259 m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn idi. O, v\u0259h\u015filikl\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Atas\u0131n\u0131, anas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz iki il tapa bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ancaq iki ild\u0259n sonra , Bak\u0131dak\u0131 qa\u00e7q\u0131n v\u0259 m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259sind\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi sa\u011f idi. Amma o bu d\u0259f\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n ona verdiyi y\u00fck\u00fc da\u015f\u0131ya bilm\u0259zdi.
\nZakir astadan v\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259s\u0259bi:
\n-Ay ana, ay ana. A\u011flama da. \u0130ndi s\u00f6zd\u00fc d\u0259. M\u0259nim bu xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 niy\u0259 qanqara\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q edirs\u0259n?!
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131 , yax\u015f\u0131.
\n-M\u0259n gedir\u0259m Z\u0259rif\u0259nin yan\u0131na. Bu s\u00f6hb\u0259ti orda a\u00e7ma ha.
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131.
\nDilar\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silib aya\u011fa durdu. Da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7\u0131na \u0259l g\u0259zdirib ota\u011fa do\u011fru ke\u00e7di.
\nZ\u0259rif\u0259 adam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259xana divarlar\u0131na g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc zill\u0259yib uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zakir ota\u011fa daxil olanda Z\u0259rif\u0259 bir anda \u00f6z fikrini c\u0259ml\u0259di. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 hiss edirdi. Sanki harda oldu\u011funu kim oldu\u011funu bilmirdi. Zakir s\u00fckutu pozub Z\u0259rif\u0259nin hal\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fdu:
\n-Z\u0259rif\u0259 , h\u0259kim dedi ki, sabah s\u0259h\u0259r ev\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\n-Hal\u0131m yoxdu.
\n-N\u0259s\u0259 olub?
\n-Zakir yuxu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. Yuxuda bir qad\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 :\u201dQara g\u00fcnl\u0259r s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u201d,-dedi.
\nZakir t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259dib cavab verdi:
\n-S\u0259n d\u0259 ki yuxudu da.
\nDilar\u0259 tez bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b ota\u011fdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi Dilar\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Zakirl\u0259 Z\u0259rif\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi. Yar\u0131m saatdan sonra i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n Zakirin q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u015fidildi. Zakir qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bir daha q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131:
\n-Ay h\u0259kim, h\u0259kim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n.
\n-N\u0259 olub ,ay bala?
\nZakir h\u0259kim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma\u011fa qa\u00e7d\u0131. Dilar\u0259 tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ota\u011fa atd\u0131. Z\u0259rif\u0259 \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131 qan i\u00e7ind\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Taq\u0259tsiz v\u00fccuduyla Dilar\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131y\u0131b dedi:
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m , bu n\u0259 i\u015fdir g\u0259ldi ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za?! Narahat olma indi h\u0259kiml\u0259r g\u0259lir.
\n-Yox gecdi, ana,yax\u0131n g\u0259l.
\n-Ay q\u0131z\u0131m , o n\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fc. B\u0259sdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l. S\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmayacaq.
\n-Gecdi. O\u011flumu s\u0259n\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131ram,ana.
\n-Ay q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l. O\u011flunu el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ,Z\u0259rif\u0259 .
\nDilar\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra-q\u0131\u015fq\u0131ra Z\u0259rif\u0259ni \u015fill\u0259l\u0259di:
\n-Z\u0259rif\u0259, Z\u0259rif\u0259, Z\u0259rif\u0259.
\nZakir h\u0259kiml\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olanda art\u0131q Z\u0259rif\u0259 ke\u00e7inmi\u015fdi. B\u0259li, ke\u00e7inmi\u015fdi. O, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda , y\u0259ni ana olark\u0259n ke\u00e7inmi\u015fdi. H\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 k\u00f6rp\u0259ni bel\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131na ala bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259kim n\u0259bzini yoxlayub ke\u00e7indiyini t\u0259sdiql\u0259di. Zakir yumru\u011funu divara vurub a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Zakir qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259r \u015feyi s\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259kiml\u0259rd\u0259n biri ona keyidici iyn\u0259 vurub onu yer\u0259 s\u0259rdi.
\nZ\u0259rif\u0259 yetiml\u0259r evind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Dilar\u0259 is\u0259 yetiml\u0259r evind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n biri idi. Z\u0259rif\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc b\u0259y\u0259nib evin\u0259 g\u0259lin g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Z\u0259rif\u0259 ail\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 Dilar\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 qay\u0131nanas\u0131na ana deyirdi. Dilar\u0259 dayanmadan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131:
\n-Z\u0259rif\u0259, ay Z\u0259rif\u0259, anan \u00f6ls\u00fcn. M\u0259ni bu \u0259zabda qoyub hara getdin? Yetim balam m\u0259nim, ay Z\u0259rif\u0259. Ay Allah, niy\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259di bu k\u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 ? Niy\u0259 anas\u0131z qoydun? Niy\u0259?
\nZ\u0259rif\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 Dilar\u0259 xan\u0131m qoymu\u015fdu. H\u0259r zaman ona baxark\u0259n “Sehirli Xalat\u201d filmind\u0259ki Z\u0259rif\u0259 obraz\u0131 yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Z\u0259rif\u0259 d\u0259 Dilar\u0259nin xahi\u015fi il\u0259 \u00f6z ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. Z\u0259rif\u0259nin \u0259sl ad\u0131 he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn d\u0259 yad\u0131nda deyildi. \u00c7\u00fcnki ham\u0131 ona X\u0259t\u0259rin q\u0131z\u0131 deyirdi.\u201d He\u00e7 bu adda qad\u0131nm\u0131 olar ?\u201d – dey\u0259 Dilar\u0259 demi\u015fdi. Z\u0259rif\u0259 qanaxmadan d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Yuxusunda deyil\u0259n s\u00f6zl\u0259r Dilar\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n Dilar\u0259 qara g\u00fcnl\u0259rin onu g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini hesab edirdi. Z\u0259rif\u0259ni torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn dost-tan\u0131\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Z\u0259rif\u0259yl\u0259 bir u\u015faqlar evind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n q\u0131zlar da onunla vidala\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Dilar\u0259 is\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yolub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011flar g\u00fcn\u0259 qoyurdu. Art\u0131q vaxt yeti\u015fmi\u015fdi. Z\u0259rif\u0259nin tabutu evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lmal\u0131yd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 qap\u0131dan h\u0259r qolundan girib ona d\u0259st\u0259y ver\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. A\u011flamaqdan ayaq \u00fcstd\u0259 dayanma\u011fa bel\u0259 taq\u0259ti qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 tabutun arxas\u0131yca dedi:
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m Z\u0259rif\u0259, S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 o\u011flum S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 salam apar m\u0259nd\u0259n. Deki g\u00f6zl\u0259sinl\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.
\nBayaqdan qad\u0131nlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qurumu\u015f g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 yen\u0259 axar sular kimi t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ham\u0131 a\u011flad\u0131. Zakir d\u0259 dayana bilm\u0259di g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015flar axa-axa tabutu da\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Bir qad\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259rmi b\u0259db\u0259xt ola bil\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fc yetim oldu , \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 da yetim qoydu. K\u0259nd d\u0259rdin i\u00e7ind\u0259 bo\u011fulurdu. Z\u0259rif\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 bir il q\u0131zlar toy etm\u0259di, g\u0259lin getm\u0259dil\u0259r. Ham\u0131 yas saxlad\u0131 …
\nS\u0259h\u0259r saat alt\u0131yd\u0131 ki, telefonun x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131q z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Z\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b c\u0259ld yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 hamama ke\u00e7ib \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yudu. M\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ib n\u0259n\u0259sinin d\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n bi\u015firdiyi dolmadan yem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Dilar\u0259 \u00e7aydan\u0131 qaz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyanda \u0259vv\u0259l dilinin alt\u0131nda donquldand\u0131 sonra s\u0259s tonunu qald\u0131r\u0131b dedi:
\n-Ay bala, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r dey\u0259rl\u0259r bir adama ki, soyuq dolman\u0131 yem\u0259. Q\u0131zd\u0131r sonra ye. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r bu n\u0259di yeyirs\u0259n. A\u00e7 orda \u015for var,g\u00f6y\u0259rti,pomidor,bal var. D\u00fcn\u0259n qon\u015fu R\u0259him\u0259nin g\u0259tirdiyi nehr\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131 var. Yem\u0259 dolman\u0131. Qoy g\u00fcnorta g\u0259lib yey\u0259rs\u0259n.
\n-Eee ay ana, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 yoxdu onsuz. Bir t\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc doydururam.
\n-Ay bala, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yoxdu lava\u015f var. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ax\u015famnan bi\u015firmi\u015f\u0259m. Ye d\u0259 . Ayr\u0131 vaxt el\u0259 yeyirs\u0259n. \u0130ndi n\u0259 oldu qudurdun?
\n-Ay Allah. M\u0259n n\u0259 dedim ki, x\u0259b\u0259rim yoxuydu.
\n-Lap yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdin. \u00d6z\u00fcn ist\u0259mi\u015fdin. M\u0259n d\u0259 gec\u0259 saat 1 d\u0259 bi\u015firib yatm\u0131\u015fam.
\n-B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc burnumdan g\u0259tirdin. He\u00e7 n\u0259 yemir\u0259m. Z\u0259h\u0259r el\u0259din.
\n-Z\u0259h\u0259r yey\u0259s\u0259n el\u0259. S\u0259ni b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k yerin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259rdim.
\n-M\u0259n gedir\u0259m m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259. G\u00f6r\u00fcm bu qiym\u0259tl\u0259riml\u0259 neynir\u0259m.
\n-C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 get. S\u0259n\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdim. Ax\u0131r gedib qo\u015fuldun bu avaralara. Camaat\u0131n o\u011flu gedib oxuyur, i\u015f sahibi olur.Sonra k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb xaricd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yir , anas\u0131n\u0131 da g\u0259tirir yan\u0131na. S\u0259n d\u0259 qalm\u0131san bu xarabada. Sabah m\u00fcharib\u0259 olsa gedib el\u0259 orda \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ys\u0259n.
\n-\u018fvv\u0259la s\u0259nin o\u011flun oxuyub neyniyib?! S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 burdasan . \u0130kincisi d\u0259 bayaqdan demirdin \u00f6l\u00fcm. M\u0259n d\u0259 gedib \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m. He\u00e7 olmasa \u015f\u0259hid olaram.
\n-Atan m\u00fcharib\u0259 vaxt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Az qala g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b ovcuma verm\u0259k istiyirs\u0259n sabah gedib v\u0259t\u0259ni nec\u0259 qoruyacaqsan ?!
\n-G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc z\u0259h\u0259r el\u0259 sonra da m\u0259ni borclu \u00e7\u0131xar. He\u00e7 eybi yox gedib \u00f6l\u0259r\u0259m, onda bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\n-Get \u00f6l, s\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fc bayram el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259m m\u0259n \u00f6z atam\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 deyil\u0259m.
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r geyinib tez-t\u0259l\u0259sik evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Z\u0259f\u0259rin 17 ya\u015f\u0131 var v\u0259 bu 17 il i\u00e7ind\u0259 Dilar\u0259ni \u00e7ox incitmi\u015fdi. H\u0259r zaman q\u0259lbini q\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 \u00e7ox vaxt da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahkar hesab etmirdi. H\u0259r il m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 bir \u015fuluqluq edir v\u0259 danlan\u0131rd\u0131 . Amma he\u00e7 bir t\u00f6hm\u0259t onun vecin\u0259 bel\u0259 deyildi. M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 qovulmas\u0131na baxmayaraq , Dilar\u0259 gedib m\u0259kt\u0259b direktoruna \u00fczrxahl\u0131q edirdi. Dilar\u0259 Z\u0259rif\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Z\u0259f\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi. Zakir anas\u0131ndan raz\u0131l\u0131q al\u0131b o\u011flunun ad\u0131n\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259r qoymaq ist\u0259di , ancaq Dilar\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259di. Dilar\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r ad\u0131n\u0131 bir daha dilin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini dedi. Onun \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 Zakir do\u011fulmam\u0131\u015fdan \u00f6nc\u0259 onun qarda\u015f\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259rin ad\u0131na uy\u011fun fikirl\u0259\u015fdikl\u0259ri Z\u0259f\u0259r ad\u0131n\u0131 verdil\u0259r. Amma bu Z\u0259f\u0259r n\u0259n\u0259si Dilar\u0259ni \u00e7ox incidirdi. Atas\u0131 Zakir is\u0259 Bak\u0131da i\u015fl\u0259yib h\u0259r ay onlara pul yollay\u0131rd\u0131. Zakirin g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi m\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flamad\u0131, amma v\u0259ziyy\u0259t g\u0259rgin olaraq qal\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r il \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin \u00e7ox olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq , ordu \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n qat-qat daha yax\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Art\u0131q Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si Qaraba\u011f\u0131 h\u0259ll etmi\u015f v\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259 G\u00fcney-Az\u0259rbaycana \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, bu h\u0259l\u0259 x\u00fclyad\u0131r. \u0130ranla m\u00fcharib\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flamaq b\u00f6y\u00fck bir c\u0259f\u0259ngiyyatdan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey deyil.
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq bu il m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u0259 bilm\u0259di v\u0259 h\u0259rbi komissarl\u0131qdan bildiri\u015fin g\u0259lm\u0259yin\u0259 az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 \u00f6z qorxusuyla qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Z\u0259f\u0259ri \u0259sg\u0259r yollamaq ist\u0259mirdi, amma n\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 o da getm\u0259liydi. Dilar\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259ri itir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxurdu. G\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu h\u0259ddini a\u015fm\u0131\u015f n\u0259v\u0259sinin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ac\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259 onu bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 sevirdi. O\u011flu kimi b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq , Z\u0259f\u0259rin \u00e7ox pis v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259ri var idi. Bu v\u0259rdi\u015fl\u0259rin onun ana t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259si olan dil\u0259n\u00e7i X\u0259t\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7diyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. X\u0259t\u0259rin dil\u0259n\u00e7i olmas\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b o\u011fruluqla m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olub d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 tutulmas\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Daha sonra evin\u0259 bel\u0259 burax\u0131lmayan bu qad\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 dil\u0259n\u00e7ilik etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 . X\u0259t\u0259rin q\u0131z\u0131 is\u0259 kimin q\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011fu bilinmirdi. Dedi- qodulara g\u00f6r\u0259 o q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 Bak\u0131da dil\u0259n\u00e7ilik ed\u0259rk\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir dil\u0259n\u00e7id\u0259n o\u011furlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259z\u0259 veril\u0259n \u0259mr\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 Bak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn dil\u0259n\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259mizl\u0259nm\u0259liydi. Bu \u0259r\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 X\u0259t\u0259r d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb qa\u00e7d\u0131. Bak\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lan dil\u0259n\u00e7il\u0259r qatarlarla rayonlara g\u00f6nd\u0259rildi . X\u0259t\u0259r g\u0259ldiyi rayonda da o\u011furluq etmi\u015f , ad \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 he\u00e7 kim ona he\u00e7 n\u0259 demir , u\u015fa\u011fa x\u0259tir g\u00fcnah\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irdil\u0259r. X\u0259t\u0259r d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 yan\u0131ndan ay\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Rayonda bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259td\u0259n sonra u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 X\u0259t\u0259rd\u0259n al\u0131b u\u015faqlar evin\u0259 verdil\u0259r. X\u0259t\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 tez bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 rayondan qa\u00e7ma\u011fa m\u0259cbur oldu. Dilar\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min u\u015faqlar evind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. X\u0259t\u0259rin q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l olsa da oxumaq v\u0259 yazmaq bilmirdi. Ancaq dil\u0259n\u00e7ilik etm\u0259yi bacaran bu q\u0131za t\u0259lim-t\u0259rbiy\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259dib ona g\u00f6z\u0259l bir g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k b\u0259x\u015f etdi. O g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k ki, pu\u00e7 oldu.H\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r Z\u0259rif\u0259nin \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00fcn otaqda n\u0259l\u0259rin ba\u015f verdiyi bilinmir. Zakir n\u0259 is\u0259 gizl\u0259dirdi. Z\u0259rif\u0259nin \u00f6l\u00fcm s\u0259b\u0259bini Zakir v\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir \u015f\u0259xs daha bilirdi, amma bu \u015f\u0259xs Dilar\u0259 deyildi. Dilar\u0259 sanki ill\u0259rin d\u0259rdini \u00f6z tell\u0259rind\u0259 , q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dilar\u0259nin b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcy\u00fc Z\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 o\u011furluq etmi\u015fdi , amma ya\u015f\u0131 \u00e7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 Dilar\u0259nin v\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik anas\u0131 Z\u0259rif\u0259nin x\u0259trin\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Dilar\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131 qurumaq bilmirdi. Z\u0259f\u0259rin verdiyi d\u0259rdl\u0259r, b\u0259lalar onun h\u0259yat\u0131ndan ill\u0259ri bir t\u0259qvim kimi qopar\u0131rd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 art\u0131q i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k halda deyildi. T\u0259zyiq onu h\u0259r zaman narahat edirdi. Y\u00fcks\u0259k t\u0259zyiq v\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k tutmalar\u0131 ona h\u0259yat\u0131n astanas\u0131nda oldu\u011funu xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259kl\u0259 i\u00e7i-i\u00e7ini yeyirdi. Fikri-zikri Z\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259 idi. \u00d6z o\u011fullar\u0131 Zakir v\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259 he\u00e7 bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sanki h\u0259yat onu \u0259zab \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi…
\nS\u0259h\u0259r Dilar\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131xanda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131na ili\u015fdirilmi\u015f z\u0259rf g\u00f6rd\u00fc.Z\u0259rf \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259siydi. Dilar\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259-t\u00f6k\u0259 ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131.Z\u0259f\u0259r yuxudan t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 durmu\u015fdu. Dilar\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcb dedi:
\n-N\u0259 olub ? Niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan?
\n-G\u0259lib .
\n-N\u0259 g\u0259lib?
\n-V\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 g\u0259lib.Komisarl\u0131qdan
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r bir an duruxub dedi:
\n-Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan? Ver bax\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcm hara d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m?
\n-S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var ki.
\n-\u00d6n c\u0259bh\u0259?
\n-H\u0259, ay anas\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f.
\n-Hmm \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 sabah.
\n-Ay bala , telefonu ver g\u00f6r\u00fcm.
\n-Kim\u0259 z\u0259ng vurursan?
\n-Zakir\u0259 z\u0259ng vururam. Qoy bu g\u00fcn ax\u015fama \u00e7atd\u0131rs\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r n\u00f6mr\u0259ni y\u0131\u011f\u0131b telefonu n\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259 verdi.Zakir yoldayd\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7atma\u011f\u0131na az qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, telefonu z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131. Telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:
\n-Salam nec\u0259s\u0259n ,o\u011flum ?
\n-M\u0259n\u0259m , ay Zakir.
\n-N\u0259 olub ana? Niy\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131y\u0131rsan? Yen\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259r n\u0259s\u0259 \u015fuluqluq el\u0259yib? Bu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259lib onu t\u0259piyimin alt\u0131na salacam.
\n-Yox.Ka\u015f \u015fuluqluq eliy\u0259ydi. \u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f g\u0259lib.
\n-Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rsan?
\n-Niy\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011flamay\u0131m?! S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var ki, o\u011flunu ayda ild\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n. M\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc burdayam bu zal\u0131mnan bir yerd\u0259. \u00d6z \u00f6vlad\u0131m kimi b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. \u0130ndi d\u0259 bu m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00f6n c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
\n-Off . Ana, yax\u015f\u0131 bir azdan icaz\u0259 al\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b g\u0259lir\u0259m rayona.
\n-G\u0259l tez g\u0259l.
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131
\nZakir b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259hval\u0131 s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b avtova\u011fzala yolland\u0131. Zakir Z\u0259rif\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra sevdiyi q\u0131z il\u0259 Bak\u0131da ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fdu. O\u011flu Z\u0259f\u0259r is\u0259 bir o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 onu maraqland\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r ay m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259bl\u0259\u011f rayona pul g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi. Yol boyu anas\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015fdi. Anas\u0131 bir il t\u0259k-t\u0259nha rayonda nec\u0259 qalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ax\u0131rda q\u0259rara g\u0259ldi ki, anas\u0131n\u0131 bir illik Bak\u0131ya g\u0259tirsin. Sonra yava\u015f-yava\u015f onu bir d\u0259f\u0259lik Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131 salar. Z\u0259f\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259n qay\u0131dandan sonra ona Bak\u0131da i\u015f tapar, birlikd\u0259 ya\u015fayarlar. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k az da olsa onun \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n yorulan Zakir b\u00fct\u00fcn yolu yatd\u0131…
\nS\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131lan kimi Dilar\u0259 yuxudan durub Zakiri v\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259ri oyatd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yind\u0259 bel\u0259 Dilar\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Bu is\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259rin \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rin\u0259 toxunurdu. \u00d6nc\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k he\u00e7 onun \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 d\u0259smal\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silib Z\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n soru\u015fdu:
\n-Z\u0259f\u0259r ,h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u0259n? \u0130sti corablar , \u015f\u0259rf qoymu\u015fdum onu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn?
\n-H\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131-yax\u015f\u0131 bax sonra yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xar.
\n-S\u0259n yen\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131n a\u011flama\u011fa. B\u0259sdi d\u0259 m\u0259n yol ged\u0259c\u0259m s\u0259n el\u0259 hey dayanmadan a\u011flay\u0131rsan.
\n-S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 var dem\u0259k asand\u0131. Anana s\u00f6z vermi\u015f\u0259m ki, s\u0259ni boya-ba\u015fa \u00e7atd\u0131racam.
\n-M\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m d\u0259.
\n-Yox h\u0259l\u0259 bir b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcs\u0259n. N\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131n var ki? S\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131n universitetd\u0259 oxuyur.
\n-M\u0259n bel\u0259 adamam. Oxuma\u011fnan aram yoxdur.
\nZakir \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n-Tez ol get geyin gedirik. Burda qal\u0131b ham\u0131n\u0131n \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini korluyursan. Gedib \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259 a\u011f\u0131llanarsan.
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7ay\u0131 n\u0259lb\u0259kiy\u0259 el\u0259 qoydu ki, isti \u00e7ay s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Zakir \u0259s\u0259bi halda Z\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 bir \u015fill\u0259 vurdu.
\n-R\u0259dd ol i\u00e7\u0259ri.
\n-Ay bala , Zakir, niy\u0259 vurursan?
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r c\u0259ld haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Zakir Z\u0259f\u0259ri yola salma\u011fa getm\u0259di. He\u00e7 anas\u0131n\u0131 da getm\u0259y\u0259 qoymad\u0131.
\n-Qoy getsin. A\u011f\u0131llans\u0131n. Bel\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tn\u0259n onu orda yax\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rparlar. A\u011fl\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131na
\n-Zakir, he\u00e7 olmasa m\u0259n gedim. Sonra u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qalar.
\n-Dedim ki, yox.
\n-M\u0259n gedir\u0259m. S\u0259n m\u0259nim anamsan m\u0259n s\u0259nin ananam ?!
\n-\u00d6z\u00fcn deyild\u0259n \u015fikay\u0259tl\u0259n\u0259n. \u0130ndi n\u0259 oldu yen\u0259 badam g\u00f6zl\u00fc el\u0259din n\u0259v\u0259ni?
\n-Neyniyim , Zakir, m\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m. O\u011flumdu. \u00dcr\u0259yim d\u00f6zm\u00fcr ax\u0131.
\nDilar\u0259 qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b t\u0259l\u0259sik gets\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r qatara \u00e7oxdan minmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Qatar\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n Z\u0259f\u0259ri g\u00f6rd\u00fc. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259sl\u0259dis\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb sa\u011folla\u015fmad\u0131. H\u0259m qatar art\u0131q yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc, h\u0259m d\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z inad\u0131ndan d\u00f6nm\u0259yib yen\u0259 Dilar\u0259nin q\u0259lbini s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 qatar\u0131n dal\u0131ycan bir q\u0259d\u0259r getdi ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 baxar, amma n\u0259 fayda Z\u0259f\u0259r baxmad\u0131. H\u0259tta onunla oturanlar bel\u0259 ona baxmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259dil\u0259r. O is\u0259 Dilar\u0259y\u0259 baxmamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn durub kuped\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Dilar\u0259 is\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fl\u0131 ev\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. G\u0259lib evd\u0259 Zakiri g\u00fcnahkar \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Zakir is\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259n utansa da Z\u0259f\u0259rin bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti onu insafa g\u0259tirm\u0259di.El\u0259 ax\u015famdan bilet al\u0131b qay\u0131tmaq fikrind\u0259 idi, amma anas\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 c\u00fcr\u0259 raz\u0131 sala bilm\u0259di. Dilar\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259r qay\u0131tmay\u0131nca o Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini dedi…
\nArt\u0131q 1 ay olard\u0131 ki, Z\u0259f\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259r getmi\u015fdi. Dilar\u0259 is\u0259 nigaran qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bilmirdi n\u0259 etsin. Qon\u015fu Q\u0259m\u0259r xala ona m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t verdi ki, m\u0259ktub yazs\u0131n. Dilar\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131, amma bir ay ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq, he\u00e7 bir cavab g\u0259lm\u0259di. Art\u0131q m\u0259cbur olub h\u0259rbi hiss\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 getm\u0259li oldu. Yol \u00e7ox uzaq olsa da Dilar\u0259 gedib \u00e7atd\u0131. Z\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259ldiyini \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131lar. Z\u0259f\u0259r is\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc dedi v\u0259 Dilar\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259di. Dilar\u0259nin xahi\u015fini Z\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u015fa salmaq ist\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 he\u00e7 kim m\u0259cbur onu g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Dilar\u0259 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn rayondan g\u0259tirdiyi ba\u011flaman\u0131 qoyub yen\u0259 q\u0259lbi s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f halda rayona qay\u0131td\u0131. Dilar\u0259nin art\u0131q a\u011flamaqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri z\u0259ifl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Z\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 ac qal\u0131rd\u0131. Qon\u015fular Zakir\u0259 z\u0259ng vurub ona b\u00fct\u00fcn olanlar\u0131 demi\u015fdil\u0259r. Zakir d\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n icaz\u0259 al\u0131b rayona anas\u0131na baxma\u011fa g\u0259ldi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n hal\u0131 olmasa da el\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259r deyirdi. Bir ay i\u00e7ind\u0259 Zakir anas\u0131na qulluq etdi. H\u0259kim n\u0259zar\u0259tind\u0259 olan Dilar\u0259ni art\u0131q x\u0259st\u0259xanaya aparma\u011fa m\u0259cbur oldular. Dilar\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xana da qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 s\u0259hh\u0259ti bir q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131.
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z dostu il\u0259 gec\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259 idi. Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z \u015fuluqluqlar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. T\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 yox ham\u0131n\u0131 , \u0259sas\u0259n d\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcnahkar hesab edirdi. Z\u0259f\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r dostu is\u0259 qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131:
\n-F\u0259rid bilirs\u0259n nec\u0259di? M\u0259n \u00e7ox q\u00fcrur edir\u0259m. H\u0259tta anam bel\u0259 g\u0259ldi, m\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim. D\u00fcz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, amma atam\u0131n \u015fill\u0259si m\u0259ni \u00e7ox al\u00e7altd\u0131.
\n-B\u0259s anan\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 n\u0259 idi ? S\u0259n he\u00e7 d\u00fcz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259mis\u0259n.
\nZ\u0259f\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, at\u0131\u015fma ba\u015flad\u0131. At\u0131\u015fma zaman\u0131 Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 z\u0259rb\u0259si al\u0131b yer\u0259 uzand\u0131. F\u0259rid \u0259yilib onu g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 Z\u0259f\u0259r dedi:
\n-Ana m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla.
\nF\u0259rid h\u0259yat\u0131nda b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u0259rb\u0259ni ald\u0131. O z\u0259rb\u0259 ki, he\u00e7 zaman onun yadda\u015f\u0131ndan silinm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda az \u00f6nc\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdiyi dostu onun qollar\u0131nda ke\u00e7inmi\u015fdi. F\u0259rid k\u0259lmeyi-\u015f\u0259had\u0259ti oxuyub Z\u0259f\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini ba\u011flad\u0131.
\nZakir ax\u015famlar\u0131 rayonda \u00f6z evl\u0259rind\u0259 qal\u0131r. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri is\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda olurdu. Ona n\u0259zar\u0259t edirdi. Bir g\u00fcn Zakir ax\u015fam ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda a\u011fla\u015fan qon\u015fular\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ham\u0131n\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259yib h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 gir\u0259n Zakir h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 tabutun v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 zabitin oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc.Zabitl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u0259n Zakir h\u0259r \u015feyin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131. Zakirin \u00fcr\u0259yi getdi. Qon\u015fular onu oyad\u0131b ona \u00fcr\u0259k-dir\u0259k verdil\u0259r. Zakir \u015f\u0259hid atas\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. O \u015f\u0259hid ki, anas\u0131 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259lik tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Gec\u0259ni qon\u015fular onun yan\u0131nda oldular. S\u0259h\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Art\u0131q Zakirin evi ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n adamlarla doluydu. Zakir ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirmi\u015fdi. Qorxurdu ki, Dilar\u0259 bundan x\u0259b\u0259r tutar. G\u00fcnorta olmam\u0131\u015f Z\u0259f\u0259ri torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ki\u015fil\u0259r tabutu evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b rayonun q\u0259birsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na apard\u0131lar. Qon\u015fu qad\u0131nlardan b\u0259zil\u0259ri Dilar\u0259y\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259ri \u00e7atd\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanaya getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Q\u0259m\u0259r i\u00e7l\u0259ril\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259n \u00fcr\u0259klisi \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ota\u011fa girib x\u0259b\u0259ri ona \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259m\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r g\u0259tirdiyi z\u0259rfi ona uzatd\u0131. Z\u0259rfi Z\u0259f\u0259rin tabutunu g\u0259tir\u0259n h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259r F\u0259ridin ad\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Dilar\u0259 a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya yerind\u0259n durdu. Z\u0259rfi a\u00e7\u0131b m\u0259ktubu oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\n\u018fziz Dilar\u0259 ana, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r anlar\u0131n\u0131 bu m\u0259ktubu yazanda ke\u00e7irdim. Amma bu m\u0259ktubu yazmasayd\u0131m b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck vicdans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ed\u0259rdim. Vicdan\u0131m m\u0259ni rahat buraxmazd\u0131. O\u011flunuz Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00f6z s\u0259hvini anlasa da q\u00fcruruna qalib g\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdi. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259hz bu haqda demi\u015fdi. Z\u0259f\u0259r can verm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l m\u0259n\u0259 son olaraq bunu dedi: “Ana m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla\u201d. \u0130ndi b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 gecdir. Amma o v\u0259t\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidini ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n , Dilar\u0259 ana.
\nNur i\u00e7ind\u0259 yats\u0131n.
\nF\u0259rid
\nM\u0259ktubu oxuyub qurtaran kimi g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131b \u00f6z qara paltar\u0131n\u0131 geyindi. Qara \u015f\u0259rfini ba\u015f\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011fa getdi. Art\u0131q Z\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7oxdan torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zakir is\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u00fcdd\u0259t d\u0259 olsa x\u0259b\u0259ri ondan gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 getdi. Q\u0259biristanl\u0131qdak\u0131 i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259rd\u0259n yegan\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 q\u0259biri soru\u015fub ora sar\u0131 getdi. \u018fyilib q\u0259birin ba\u015f t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 oturub a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. A\u011flaya-a\u011flaya Z\u0259f\u0259rin q\u0259briyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n-Z\u0259f\u0259r, anan g\u0259lib o\u011flum. M\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259ldim m\u0259ni niy\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259din?! Anan\u0131 niy\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259din?! M\u0259nim s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yer\u0259 vurdun ,o\u011ful. M\u0259n o d\u00fcnyada Z\u0259rif\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m? M\u0259ni d\u0259rd i\u00e7ind\u0259 qoydun bala. M\u0259n s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131m.
\nDilar\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini g\u00f6y\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b Allaha m\u00fcraci\u0259t etdi:
\n-Ay Allah, bu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rdi m\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131n ?! M\u0259nim g\u00fcnah\u0131m n\u0259 idi?
\nDilar\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 Q\u0259m\u0259rin qoluna girib kor-pe\u015fman evin\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131. H\u0259yat Dilar\u0259ni bu ya\u015f\u0131nda da ac\u0131larla bo\u011furdu. Bu qad\u0131n sanki d\u0259rd a\u011fac\u0131yd\u0131. Ya\u015fland\u0131qca d\u0259rdi b\u0259h\u0259r verirdi. Dilar\u0259 ana \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r yas saxlad\u0131. Qara paltara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f Dilar\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flad\u0131. H\u0259r ay g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 Z\u0259f\u0259rin q\u0259brini ziyar\u0259t etdi. Z\u0259f\u0259r v\u0259t\u0259nin Dilar\u0259 is\u0259 o\u011flunun yolunda \u015f\u0259hid oldu…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Ramiz R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nin eyniadl\u0131 \u015feirind\u0259n ilhamlanaraq) 2020-ci ilin yay ay\u0131 idi. H\u0259r k\u0259sin i\u015fl\u0259diyi v\u0259 pul qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6vr idi. H\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259d\u0259k Bak\u0131n\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r insanla dolu g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fch\u0259ndisl\u0259r\u0259 daha \u00e7ox ehtiyac duyulan bir d\u00f6vrd\u0259 ya\u015fayan Zakir i\u015f bax\u0131m\u0131ndan korluq \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Zakirin ail\u0259si rayonda qal\u0131rd\u0131 . H\u0259ft\u0259 sonu oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ail\u0259sin\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9814","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9814","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9814"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9814\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9816,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9814\/revisions\/9816"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9814"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9814"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9814"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}