{"id":9863,"date":"2014-08-18T06:11:50","date_gmt":"2014-08-18T06:11:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9863"},"modified":"2014-08-18T06:11:50","modified_gmt":"2014-08-18T06:11:50","slug":"g%c9%99nc-yazar-g%c9%99nc-yazar-haqqinda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9863","title":{"rendered":"G\u018fNC YAZAR G\u018fNC YAZAR HAQQINDA"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130<\/p>\n

(Ruslan Dost\u0259li yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131)<\/p>\n

Ruslan haqq\u0131nda ikinci yaz\u0131d\u0131r bu… Birincini onun haqq\u0131nda el\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, el\u0259 bil m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 in\u015fa yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m… Orda o q\u0259d\u0259r elmi c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r vard\u0131 ki… H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 onu Ruslana oxumaq ist\u0259dim, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 Ruslan n\u0259yl\u0259s\u0259 x\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259ydi… Oxumad\u0131m… Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, oxumam\u0131\u015fam, qarda\u015f\u0131m… \u0130ncim\u0259zdin m\u0259nd\u0259n… Ax\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m inciy\u0259s\u0259n… \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m el\u0259 sirrini a\u00e7\u0131m ki, k\u00fcs\u0259 bil\u0259s\u0259n… Ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan k\u00fcsm\u0259z adam, qarda\u015f\u0131m… V\u0259 q\u0259rara ald\u0131m ki, bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m Ruslandan yaz\u0131m…
\nRuslan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n o n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sidir ki, o he\u00e7 vaxt m\u00f6vzu axtarm\u0131r… G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r n\u0259 varsa, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeni \u015feirdi… El\u0259 bil bir \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m bas\u0131r, orda n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fcl var, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 eyni c\u00fcr sevir… Daha b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni h\u00fcsn\u00fcn\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u00fc \u0259trin\u0259, zanba\u011f\u0131 m\u0259sumlu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 se\u00e7mir.. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n h\u0259r s\u00f6z, h\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t, u\u015faql\u0131q \u0259das\u0131 da \u015feir ola bilir…
\nYazmasam… <\/p>\n

Yazmasam, q\u0131z, s\u0259n\u0259 k\u00fcsm\u0259k, incim\u0259k,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u015feir yazsam m\u0259n\u0259 i\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr…
\nYox! Ay xan\u0131m… S\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259
\n\u015eeir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr, uzaqba\u015f\u0131 “be\u015f” d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr… <\/p>\n

Biz “be\u015f”i onda alm\u0131\u015f\u0131q ki, d\u0259rsimizi \u0259zb\u0259r bilmi\u015fik, misal\u0131 d\u00fczg\u00fcn h\u0259ll etmi\u015fik, h\u0259r tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerli-yerind\u0259 haz\u0131r etmi\u015fik… \u0130ndi Ruslan bu misralar\u0131ndaca deyir ki, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259s\u0259ridir bu xan\u0131m… V\u0259 Tanr\u0131 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 \u015fair ruhu qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda sanki imtahan verir. Ax\u0131, \u015fair ruhu el\u0259 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259xsusdur… Dem\u0259li, Yaradan \u00f6z yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00f6z ruhu, e\u015fqi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0131nay\u0131r… V\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259s\u0259ri il\u0259 “be\u015f” al\u0131r… Budur, Ruslan\u0131n safl\u0131\u011f\u0131…
\nU\u015faq m\u0259sumlu\u011fu… O, qula\u011f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n ilahi p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131n\u0131 oldu\u011fu kimi barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucuna kimi ya\u015fay\u0131r…Barmaqlar\u0131 is\u0259 telefonun klaviaturas\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u0259rfl\u0259r\u0259 azac\u0131q toxunaraq yeni \u015feiri bizim h\u00fczurumuzda haz\u0131r edir…
\nRuslan\u0131n el\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259ri var ki, \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259 bu k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri el\u0259-bel\u0259, v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 uy\u011fun s\u00f6yl\u0259yir… V\u0259 ordaca bitir sanki bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin sehri.. Yox, qarda\u015f\u0131m, yan\u0131l\u0131rsan… S\u0259nin bir beytin b\u0259sdir ki, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldayam… V\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi yumub r\u0259ngini ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim hissl\u0259rimi kitab kimi oxuyam… Oxuyam… <\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcnk\u00fc \u015fam yem\u0259yind\u0259,
\n\u015eamdan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdu… <\/p>\n

\u015eam \u00f6mr\u00fc kimi ya\u015fam\u0131r\u0131qm\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn e\u015fql\u0259ri biz?- Ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q… V\u0259 \u015fam yem\u0259yi vaxt\u0131, toran qovu\u015fdu\u011fu vaxt daxilimizin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dem\u0259y\u0259 adam g\u0259zirik… \u018flac\u0131m\u0131z olsa qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259rdd\u0259n s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259rik… Amma, \u0259lac\u0131m\u0131z yoxdu ki… Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu s\u00f6yl\u0259ntil\u0259rimiz ancaq bir-birimiz\u0259 yetir… Qarda\u015f-bac\u0131 ikimizin bir-birimizin misralar\u0131nda n\u0259yin gizl\u0259ndiyini anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kimi, y\u0259qin ki, bir evd\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z qarda\u015f-bac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z bilmir, Ruslan… Duymur… Odur ki, evd\u0259 ham\u0131dan gizl\u0259tdiyini n\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feirini oxuyub anlayan q\u0259l\u0259m adam\u0131n\u0131n he\u00e7 birind\u0259n gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilm\u0259zs\u0259n… M\u0259mm\u0259d Araz bunu \u00e7oxdan deyib bilirs\u0259nmi ? –<\/p>\n

“Anadan, bac\u0131dan gizl\u0259tdiyimi,
\nKa\u011f\u0131zdan-q\u0259l\u0259md\u0259n gizl\u0259tm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m”… <\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 \u015fam d\u0259rdini demis\u0259n bu misralarda… V\u0259 sanki bir \u00f6m\u00fcr kitab\u0131 yazm\u0131san… Bir d\u0259 o \u015feirin var ha…<\/p>\n

S\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn
\nS\u0259n\u0259 kimi eybi yox…<\/p>\n

Burda yalan demis\u0259n… El\u0259 o “s\u0259n”l\u0259ri \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 qat\u0131r\u0131q ki, ondan \u00f6nc\u0259ki eyibl\u0259rimiz\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli tapaq… H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259ni g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fczl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r\u0131q ki, a\u011flayaraq yola sald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tez unutdursun biz\u0259… Unutdurmur ki… Unutdurmur…V\u0259 onda da m\u0259cbur qal\u0131rsan ki, t\u0259nha skamyan\u0131n birind\u0259 el\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha oturub i\u00e7ind\u0259 a\u011flayasan… Kirpikl\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 el\u0259 kilidl\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n ki… “Ki\u015fil\u0259r a\u011flamaz”-dey\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nmis\u0259n ax\u0131…
\n\u00c7iynin\u0259 toxunan \u0259ld\u0259n diksinib ay\u0131landa is\u0259 yan\u0131nda dayanan tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n adamdan soru\u015fasan: <\/p>\n

Qarda\u015f, s\u0259n Allah, dem\u0259zs\u0259n, C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m ha t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259di?! <\/p>\n

Budur, bax, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m Ruslan… Budur, onun “\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6ym\u0259yi”…
\nRuhunu ovuclar\u0131yla s\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 bacarmasa da yumruqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flamayan Ruslan… V\u0259 “o q\u0131z”a yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0259n s\u0259mimi iki misra… <\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 bir \u015feir yazm\u0131\u015fam…
\n\u0130ncim\u0259, s\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0259\u015f\u0259ngdi… <\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n incim\u0259, qarda\u015f… \u0130ncim\u0259… Burda t\u0259svir etdiyim Ruslan da s\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng u\u015faqd\u0131… \u018frk\u00f6y\u00fcn, \u015f\u0131ltaq… \u018fdal\u0131… B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259ri ed\u0259n s\u0259mimi, k\u00f6vr\u0259k, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahkar sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 anda a\u011flama\u011fa haz\u0131r balaca Ruslan DOST ALI<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130 (Ruslan Dost\u0259li yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131) Ruslan haqq\u0131nda ikinci yaz\u0131d\u0131r bu… Birincini onun haqq\u0131nda el\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, el\u0259 bil m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 in\u015fa yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m… Orda o q\u0259d\u0259r elmi c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259r vard\u0131 ki… H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 onu Ruslana oxumaq ist\u0259dim, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 Ruslan n\u0259yl\u0259s\u0259 x\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259ydi… Oxumad\u0131m… Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, oxumam\u0131\u015fam, qarda\u015f\u0131m… \u0130ncim\u0259zdin m\u0259nd\u0259n… Ax\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m inciy\u0259s\u0259n… \u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m el\u0259 sirrini a\u00e7\u0131m […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9863","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9863","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9863"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9863\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9866,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9863\/revisions\/9866"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9863"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9863"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9863"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}