{"id":9871,"date":"2014-08-18T06:39:07","date_gmt":"2014-08-18T06:39:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9871"},"modified":"2014-08-18T06:39:07","modified_gmt":"2014-08-18T06:39:07","slug":"saqif-qaratorpaq-car%c9%99sizlik-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9871","title":{"rendered":"Saqif QARATORPAQ.”\u00c7ar\u0259sizlik” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Saqif<\/a><\/p>\n

Bu bizim hekay\u0259mizdi-s\u0259nin v\u0259 m\u0259nim.D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259m s\u0259nin, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u00f6hn\u0259 divar\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir e\u015fq hekay\u0259si.Ona \u0259ndrabadi adlar da qoya bil\u0259rik.\u018fg\u0259r ist\u0259-
\ns\u0259n\u2026M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u201cVurulmu\u015flar\u201d, \u201cD\u0259li kimi sev\u0259nl\u0259r\u201d v\u0259 sair\u0259 v\u0259 ilax\u0131r.Ancaq m\u0259-
\nnim t\u0259mt\u0259raql\u0131 adlardan xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir.Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259\u201d\u00c7ar\u0259sizlik\u201dqoydum.Bilmir\u0259m,
\nxo\u015funa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kmi?Birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki,b\u0259y\u0259ns\u0259n d\u0259,b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nbudur.Neyl\u0259m\u0259k olar.Var\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259n utanmaz.N\u0259 is\u0259\u2026Dey\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259tl\u0259bd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015f-
\nd\u00fcm.Bir az \u00e7\u0259r\u0259n\u00e7ilik el\u0259dim.Uzun-uzad\u0131 m\u00fcq\u0259ddim\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n el\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan z\u0259hl\u0259m
\ngedib,ist\u0259r h\u0259yatda olsun,ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 hekay\u0259d\u0259 v\u0259 ya romanda.
\nEl\u0259 bilm\u0259 ki ayr\u0131 bir m\u0259qs\u0259dim var.Yaxud s\u0259nd\u0259n cavab g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m.Q\u0259tiyy\u0259n!
\n\u018fsla!He\u00e7 a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259.Bunu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd el\u0259m\u0259.He\u00e7 vaxt ist\u0259m\u0259r\u0259m ki,s\u0259n
\nd\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259k\u0259s\u0259n,\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259.Onu da deyim ki s\u0259nin \u201cn\u0259\u201d v\u0259 \u201cnec\u0259\u201d cavab ver-
\nm\u0259yin he\u00e7 n\u0259yi d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.\u018fg\u0259r iyirmi il \u0259vv\u0259l-m\u0259nim d\u0259liqanl\u0131 vaxtlar\u0131mda
\nolsayd\u0131,b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr qurtarard\u0131\u2026Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla,filosofluq el\u0259dim.
\nSad\u0259c\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimi bo\u015faltmaq ist\u0259dim.B\u0259lk\u0259 bir az y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fim dey\u0259.
\nS\u0259n o g\u00fcn a\u011flamasayd\u0131n,he\u00e7 bu hekay\u0259 d\u0259 yaz\u0131lmayacaqd\u0131.
\n\u2026O g\u00fcn iclas zal\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nacan doluydu.M\u0259mm\u0259dk\u0259rim demi\u015f,iyn\u0259 atsayd\u0131n yer\u0259
\nd\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi.Yeni layih\u0259l\u0259r m\u00fczakir\u0259 olunurdu.S\u0259nin d\u0259 layih\u0259n m\u00fczakiry\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131l-
\nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259-s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyildin.Qar kimi a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131n.Layih\u0259l\u0259r bir-bir m\u00fc-
\nzakir\u0259 olunur,\u0259vv\u0259l m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259sisl\u0259r,sonda is\u0259 ba\u015f direktor \u00f6z r\u0259yini bildirirdi.N\u00f6vb\u0259
\ns\u0259nin layih\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131.Ham\u0131n\u0131n \u201cifrit\u0259\u201d adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u00f6b\u0259 m\u00fcdiri birinci \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etdi.
\nV\u0259 s\u0259nin layih\u0259ni alt-\u00fcst el\u0259di.El\u0259 co\u015fdu ki,etika qaydalar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259- pozdu.T\u0259hqir\u0259
\nke\u00e7di.
\n-Rasim m\u00fc\u0259llim,m\u0259n bel\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7ini bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259 saxlamazd\u0131m.\u018fg\u0259r bel\u0259 gets\u0259\u2026
\n-Kifay\u0259tdi.\u018fyl\u0259\u015fin! Aman verin ba\u015fqa yolda\u015flar da \u00f6z fikirl\u0259rini bildirsinl\u0259r.
\n\u201c\u0130frit\u0259\u201d susma\u011fa m\u0259cbur oldu.Rasim m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc qocaman m\u00fch\u0259ndis M\u0259m-
\nM\u0259dk\u0259rim m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 tutdu:-S\u0259nin fikrin n\u0259dir?M\u0259mm\u0259dk\u0259rim m\u00fc\u0259llim el\u0259 bil
\nyatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,yuxudan oyand\u0131.Dili topuq vura-vura:-H\u0259,dem\u0259li,dey\u0259s\u0259n\u2026bu la\u2026la\u2026
\nRasim m\u00fc\u0259llimin z\u0259hmli sif\u0259tin\u0259 bir xo\u015f t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm yay\u0131ld\u0131.Tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n \u0259s\u0259b-
\nl\u0259r yum\u015fald\u0131.Ham\u0131 bir y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u00fck hiss el\u0259di.S\u0259nin a\u011farm\u0131\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcn bird\u0259n bir\u0259 q\u0131p-
\nq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 oldu.Q\u0131sa bir pauza yarand\u0131.
\nBir d\u0259 onda ay\u0131ld\u0131m ki,ayaq \u00fcst\u0259y\u0259m.S\u0259ni m\u00fcdafi\u0259 el\u0259yir\u0259m.\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 mat
\nqalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259n iclaslarda h\u0259l\u0259m-h\u0259l\u0259m \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f el\u0259m\u0259zdim.H\u0259l\u0259 indi d\u0259 yad\u0131-
\nma sala bilmir\u0259m ki,bu nec\u0259 ba\u015f verdi.Ha fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m,bir yana \u00e7\u0131xara bilmir\u0259m.
\nBa\u015f direktor m\u0259nim r\u0259yiml\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131.X\u0131rda-para n\u00f6qsanlar\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k \u015f\u0259rtiy-
\nl\u0259 s\u0259nin layih\u0259n \u0259sas\u0259n q\u0259bul olundu,
\n\u0130lahi,s\u0259n nec\u0259 sevinirdin.Ucma\u011fa qanad\u0131n yoxdu.G\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdin.Utanmasayd\u0131n b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b
\n\u00f6p\u0259rdin\u2026Heyif ki \u00f6pm\u0259din\u2026
\n\u0130clas ba\u015fa \u00e7atdi.\u0130\u015f saat\u0131n\u0131n sonuna be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.M\u0259n i\u015f stoluma \u0259l g\u0259z-
\ndirib,a\u015fa\u011f\u0131-yem\u0259kxanaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki,he\u00e7 olmasa bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay i\u00e7im.Yar\u0131yolda
\ns\u0259ninl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m.Daha do\u011frusu s\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131m\u0131 el\u0259 k\u0259sdin ki,aradan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa macal
\ntapmad\u0131m.\u018flini m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131n v\u0259 dedin:
\n-\u00c7ox sa\u011f olun,Hafiz m\u00fc\u0259llim!He\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m Siz\u0259 nec\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edim.
\nM\u0259ni xilas el\u0259diniz.
\n\u018flin \u0259limi yand\u0131rd\u0131.M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki,\u0259lin bax indic\u0259 ovcumda \u0259riyib yox
\nOlacaq.El\u0259 qorxdum ki!V\u0259 ist\u0259dim ki\u2026Bu an s\u0259n s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz el\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131n ki!
\nBir anda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc itirdim.Bilm\u0259dim neyl\u0259yim.S\u0259ni nec\u0259 ovudm.Sif\u0259timin od tutub
\nYand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,K\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n axan soyuq t\u0259rin k\u00f6yn\u0259yimi islatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdim.\u018flin
\n\u0259limd\u0259 ikimiz d\u0259 donub da\u015fa d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.El\u0259 bilirdim bu d\u00f6rdm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binada
\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r adam varsa,ham\u0131s\u0131 biz\u0259 bax\u0131r.\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259\u201dAllah-Allah\u201ddey\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nS\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n,ancaq m\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 e\u015fitmirdim.Qulaqlar\u0131m u\u011fulday\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u2026B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 aradan min il \u00f6td\u00fc des\u0259m,yan\u0131lmaram.B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir d\u0259qiq\u0259\u2026Yad\u0131mda
\ndeyil.Birc\u0259 o yad\u0131mdad\u0131 ki,S\u0259n s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131n.P\u0259ri\u015fan tell\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259.
\n\u00c7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.N\u0259mli,q\u0131y\u0131q,qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7in\u0259 zill\u0259yib durmu\u015f-
\ndun.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu bizim hekay\u0259mizdi-s\u0259nin v\u0259 m\u0259nim.D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc des\u0259m s\u0259nin, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u00f6hn\u0259 divar\u0131na yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir e\u015fq hekay\u0259si.Ona \u0259ndrabadi adlar da qoya bil\u0259rik.\u018fg\u0259r ist\u0259- s\u0259n\u2026M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, \u201cVurulmu\u015flar\u201d, \u201cD\u0259li kimi sev\u0259nl\u0259r\u201d v\u0259 sair\u0259 v\u0259 ilax\u0131r.Ancaq m\u0259- nim t\u0259mt\u0259raql\u0131 adlardan xo\u015fum g\u0259lmir.Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259\u201d\u00c7ar\u0259sizlik\u201dqoydum.Bilmir\u0259m, xo\u015funa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kmi?Birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m ki,b\u0259y\u0259ns\u0259n d\u0259,b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131m budur.Neyl\u0259m\u0259k olar.Var\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259n utanmaz.N\u0259 is\u0259\u2026Dey\u0259s\u0259n m\u0259tl\u0259bd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015f- d\u00fcm.Bir az […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9871","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9871","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9871"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9871\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9873,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9871\/revisions\/9873"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9871"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9871"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9871"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}