{"id":9918,"date":"2014-08-21T04:04:49","date_gmt":"2014-08-21T04:04:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9918"},"modified":"2014-08-21T04:04:49","modified_gmt":"2014-08-21T04:04:49","slug":"dogum-gununuz-mubar%c9%99k-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9918","title":{"rendered":"Do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcbar\u0259k!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/resad_mecid.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/resad_mecid-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"resad_mecid\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-8878\" srcset=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/resad_mecid-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/resad_mecid.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid 1964-c\u00fc il avqust ay\u0131n\u0131n 21-d\u0259 A\u011fcab\u0259di rayonunda anadan olub. 1979-cu il\u0259d\u0259k A\u011fdam \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b, h\u0259min vaxtdan Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb. 1988-ci ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin jurnalistika fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib. 1985-ci ild\u0259n &#8220;Elm v\u0259 h\u0259yat&#8221; jurnal\u0131nda korrektor kimi \u0259m\u0259k f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b, sonra 1990-c\u0131 il\u0259d\u0259k h\u0259min jurnal\u0131n m\u00fcxbiri i\u015fl\u0259yib. 1990-1991-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan B\u0259dii T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259bi \u018flaq\u0259l\u0259r M\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 s\u0259dr m\u00fcavini v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. 1991-1992-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 &#8220;\u018fdal\u0259t&#8221; q\u0259zetind\u0259, sonra is\u0259 &#8220;Az\u0259rbaycan&#8221; q\u0259zetind\u0259 ba\u015f redaktorun birinci m\u00fcavini olub. 1992-ci ild\u0259 &#8220;525-ci q\u0259zet&#8221;i t\u0259sis edib. 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 &#8220;Az\u0259rm\u0259tbuatyay\u0131m\u0131&#8221; \u0130stehsalat Birliyinin r\u0259isi olub. 1994-1995-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 M\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 m\u0259sul katib v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. 1995-ci ild\u0259n &#8220;525-ci q\u0259zet&#8221;in ba\u015f redaktorudur.Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyinin H.Z\u0259rdabi ad\u0131na m\u00fckafat\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.<br \/>\n2004-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n XI qurultay\u0131nda Birliyin g\u0259ncl\u0259rl\u0259 i\u015f \u00fczr\u0259 katibi se\u00e7ilib.<br \/>\nBak\u0131 M\u0259tbuat Klubunun h\u0259mt\u0259sis\u00e7isi, D\u00fcnya Q\u0259zet\u00e7il\u0259r Assosiasiyas\u0131n\u0131n (WAN) v\u0259 D\u00fcnya Redaktorlar Forumunun (WEF) icra\u00e7\u0131 \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr.<br \/>\n\u00d6lk\u0259 m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda b\u0259dii v\u0259 publisistik yaz\u0131larla \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edir. 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 &#8220;H\u0259l\u0259 ki vaxt var&#8221; adl\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259r, 2004-c\u00fc ild\u0259 &#8220;10 sentyabr&#8221; adl\u0131 hekay\u0259l\u0259r kitab\u0131 \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>YASTIQ<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fulan kimi<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na yast\u0131q qoydular.<br \/>\nOturan kimi<br \/>\nB\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u0259-ba\u015f\u0131na yast\u0131q qoydular.<br \/>\nYeridi &#8211; d\u00fczd\u00fcl\u0259r ke\u00e7diyi yola.<br \/>\nSonra no\u011ful yast\u0131\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nSonra na\u011f\u0131l yast\u0131\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 papa\u011f\u0131 yast\u0131q,<br \/>\n\u018fli \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 bayra\u011f\u0131 yast\u0131q,<br \/>\nQ\u0259bri \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131 yast\u0131q.<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131yan di\u015fin\u0259 yast\u0131q qoydular<br \/>\nL\u0259ngiy\u0259n i\u015fin\u0259 yast\u0131q qoydular<br \/>\nAx\u0131rda yast\u0131\u011fa \u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259lil\u0259r<br \/>\n\u00c7arx\u0131n g\u0259rdi\u015fin\u0259 yast\u0131q qoydular.<br \/>\n\u00c7arx\u0131n g\u0259rdi\u015fin\u0259 yast\u0131q qoydular<br \/>\nYuxulatd\u0131 bu adam\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nYuxu tutdu bu adam\u0131.<br \/>\n\u2026 Yat\u0131b yuxuda g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki,<br \/>\nip\u0259k  yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 da\u015fla\u015f\u0131b,<br \/>\naya\u011f\u0131na dola\u015f\u0131b.<br \/>\nAdd\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 ha at\u0131r, ata bilmir,<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ha dart\u0131r, darta bilmir.<br \/>\nYast\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kir onu quyut\u0259k.<br \/>\nAya\u011f\u0131 balacala\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\nBoyu balacala\u015f\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u2026 Diksinib ay\u0131ld\u0131 yuxudan.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131 yast\u0131qdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdi yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n<p>FUTBOL OYNADI\u011eIM YADIMDAN \u00c7IXIB <\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcz yol y\u0131x\u0131lard\u0131m, d\u0259yib da\u015flara,<br \/>\n\u0259ll\u0259rim, qollar\u0131m yaralanard\u0131.<br \/>\nGah dizim, dirs\u0259yim paralanard\u0131.<br \/>\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb axard\u0131 t\u0259r daban\u0131mdan.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi unutmu\u015fam,<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn\u00fcm, o \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<br \/>\nSon d\u0259f\u0259<br \/>\nFutbol oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<br \/>\nO g\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0259riy\u0259 n\u0259yim qal\u0131b ki?<br \/>\nBu qollar, ayaqlar m\u0259nimki deyil.<br \/>\nQovulan o toplar m\u0259nimki deyil,<br \/>\nDir\u0259kl\u0259r, dayaqlar m\u0259nimki deyil.<br \/>\nVurulan toplar\u0131n, d\u0259y\u0259n da\u015flar\u0131n<br \/>\nDaha s\u0131z\u0131ldam\u0131r yeri can\u0131mda.<br \/>\nDaha y\u00fcy\u00fcrm\u00fcr\u0259m y\u0131x\u0131lanacan,<br \/>\nOn il, on be\u015f ilin<br \/>\nt\u0259ri can\u0131mda.<br \/>\nOn il, on be\u015f ildi tops\u0131z-filans\u0131z,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131lan, \u0259zil\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\nAmma y\u0131x\u0131landa dizim qanam\u0131r,<br \/>\nAmma y\u0131x\u0131landa qolum \u0259zilmir.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131ram \u00fcr\u0259yi \u00fcst\u0259,<br \/>\nFutbol oynama\u011f\u0131 yad\u0131r\u011fayandan.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011eLA, QAQA\u015eIM, A\u011eLA<\/p>\n<p>Sevdaya tutulub bu cavan o\u011flan,<br \/>\nOturub a\u011flay\u0131r, durub a\u011flay\u0131r,<br \/>\nG\u0259zdiyi yollar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcr aya\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131l\u0131nda, \u00f6mr\u00fcn yaz\u0131nda<br \/>\nNec\u0259 a\u011flamaqd\u0131 bu, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr,<br \/>\nNec\u0259 a\u011flamaqd\u0131 m\u0259cnunsaya\u011f\u0131?!<br \/>\nBu g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ndan utanma, qarda\u015f \u2013<br \/>\nA\u011fla, a\u011flama\u011fa vaxt\u0131n tap\u0131lmaz,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi \u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n baxt\u0131n tap\u0131lmaz.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 oturmusan \u015fahl\u0131q taxt\u0131nda,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni bu taxtdan da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 bel\u0259 yerin, taxt\u0131n tap\u0131lmaz.<br \/>\nH\u0259r ki\u015fi \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 y\u0259qin<br \/>\nBax bel\u0259 \u2013 s\u0259nin t\u0259k zar-zar a\u011flay\u0131b.<br \/>\nA\u015fkarda, gizlind\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b \u2013<br \/>\nAmma a\u011flay\u0131b.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi ya\u015famal\u0131 s\u0259nin hal\u0131nd\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi a\u011flamal\u0131 bizim hal\u0131m\u0131z.<br \/>\nAnd i\u00e7s\u0259 inanma, des\u0259 inanma,<br \/>\nBir vaxt a\u011flam\u0131\u015f\u0131q bizim ham\u0131m\u0131z.<br \/>\n\u0130ndi d\u0259 s\u0259n a\u011fla,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, qaqa\u015f\u0131m, a\u011fla.<br \/>\nBu sirrin i\u00e7ind\u0259, sehrin i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rin yox, \u00f6m\u00fcr g\u00f6d\u0259kdi.<br \/>\nBax el\u0259 bu h\u0259sr\u0259t birc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259r\u0259kdi,<br \/>\nQovu\u015fdun, sevgin d\u0259 t\u00fck\u0259n\u0259c\u0259kdir.<br \/>\nDuasan, cadusan ba\u015fdan aya\u011fa,<br \/>\nA\u011flasan, tilsiml\u0259r s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259kdir.<br \/>\nA\u011fla, qaqa\u015f\u0131m, a\u011fla.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rin yox bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259di, \u00f6m\u00fcr \u2013 d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr el\u0259 uzun, el\u0259 uzundu \u2013<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259r, sevgil\u0259r s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fa bilir,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259r, sevgil\u0259r yadla\u015fa bilir.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn na\u011f\u0131l kimi, ya x\u0259yal kimi,<br \/>\nAdama t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yana\u015fa bilir.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131dad\u0131 q\u0259min yek\u0259si,<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131dad\u0131 da\u011f-divar h\u0259l\u0259 \u2013<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 bu sevginin, bu a\u011flama\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nG\u00fclm\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n vaxt\u0131 var h\u0259l\u0259.<br \/>\nBu \u0259n \u015firinidi a\u011flama\u011flar\u0131n,<br \/>\nA\u011fla, qaqa\u015f\u0131m, a\u011fla. <\/p>\n<p>K\u0130MS\u018fS\u0130Z EV\u2026 <\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259siz ev eyvan\u0131ndan b\u0259lli.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259<br \/>\nbo\u015f otaqlar\u0131n<br \/>\nqulaq tutulan s\u0259ssizliyi \u2013<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259n b\u0259lli sevm\u0259diyim. <\/p>\n<p>O YA \u018fFSAN\u018fYD\u0130\u2026<br \/>\n(zarafat)<br \/>\n\u00abQar\u015f\u0131dan bir sona ke\u00e7di\u00bb<br \/>\nBir pay\u0131z an\u0131na g\u0259lmi\u015fdi bahar \u2013<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r, s\u0259kil\u0259r y\u0131r\u011falan\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nBa\u011fl\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259rl\u0259r, sakit eyvanlar,<br \/>\nHeyr\u0259tli g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0131r\u011falan\u0131rd\u0131 \u2013<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\nQ\u0259fil t\u0259k\u0259rl\u0259rin \u0259yl\u0259c s\u0259sl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nKar\u0131xan s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u2013 har\u0131n.<br \/>\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atmaz h\u00fcn\u0259ri \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yansa da i\u015f\u0131qforlar\u0131n.<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259kli ma\u015f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n o\u011flan,<br \/>\nBahal\u0131 siqnal\u0131n \u00abxoruz\u00bb buraxar.<br \/>\n\u00d6t\u0259ri h\u0259v\u0259si g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qalan<br \/>\nBu bahar s\u0259ni d\u0259 yalq\u0131z buraxar \u2013<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131b baxarsan el\u0259.<br \/>\nBoynu \u0259yri bitib yeyin ged\u0259nin,<br \/>\nArxada qalanlar t\u0259l\u0259siyirdi.<br \/>\nK\u00fcyl\u00fc u\u015faqlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 biri<br \/>\nQon\u015fusu \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa h\u0259v\u0259siyirdi \u2013<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc bir o\u011flan g\u00f6z\u00fc,<br \/>\nBilmir yan\u0131ndak\u0131 n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi.<br \/>\nQolundan yap\u0131\u015fan dilav\u0259r q\u0131z\u0131n<br \/>\nBarma\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcrtm\u0259l\u0259yirdi \u2013<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131 o\u011flan.<br \/>\n\u00c7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131 bo\u015f idi o tumsatan\u0131n<br \/>\nEh, indi o s\u0259si e\u015fid\u0259n han\u0131?<br \/>\nX\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi \u0259sg\u0259r o\u011flan\u0131n,<br \/>\nCibind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 tum st\u0259kan\u0131,<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131r, el\u0259 gedirdi \u2013<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fv\u0259li s\u0259n\u0259ml\u0259r, q\u0259mz\u0259li q\u0131zlar<br \/>\nH\u0259s\u0259d aparm\u0131rd\u0131, heyr\u0259t edirdi.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdi bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri o c\u00fcn \u00e7arm\u0131xa,<br \/>\nO ya \u0259fsan\u0259ydi, ya da bir tilsim.<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 aray\u0131b s\u00f6z soru\u015fma\u011fa,<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131ra bilm\u0259di he\u00e7 kim<br \/>\nA\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131 ham\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0130SAS<\/p>\n<p>Adam\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b<br \/>\nSonra ki, yer\u0259 vururlar.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bir s\u0131f\u0131r art\u0131r\u0131b<br \/>\nSonra s\u0131f\u0131ra vururlar.<br \/>\nGedir, qalm\u0131r izi, tozu,<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n bir yer\u0259 yozur,<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131 lap ba\u015fdan pozub<br \/>\nLap, lap ax\u0131ra vururlar.<br \/>\nK\u00fcnd\u0259 kimi ovxalay\u0131b,<br \/>\n\u018fzib, b\u00fck\u00fcb, buxovlay\u0131b,<br \/>\nQ\u0131\u015fda buz \u00fcst\u0259 tullay\u0131b,<br \/>\nYay vaxt\u0131 q\u0131ra vururlar. <\/p>\n<p>QAYIDIR<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r qay\u0131d\u0131\u0131r, &#8211;<br \/>\nH\u0259r s\u0259tri s\u0259s-s\u0259s dirilir,<br \/>\nDamar\u0131mda qan t\u0259rp\u0259nir,<br \/>\nCan\u0131mda n\u0259f\u0259s dirilir.<br \/>\nYad\u0131r\u011fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m o s\u00f6zl\u0259r<br \/>\nYen\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u00fcr bir-bir.<br \/>\n\u00c7oxdan unutdu\u011fum hissl\u0259r<br \/>\nGizli-gizli boy g\u00f6st\u0259rir.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 ham\u0131dan gizlic\u0259<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyim t\u0259la\u015f qay\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259im\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 ya\u015f qay\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u00fcnya ya\u015f\u0131lla\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\nPay\u0131z\u0131n d\u00fcz ortas\u0131nda.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 u\u015fa\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u0259m<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcnortas\u0131nda.<br \/>\nTaled\u0259n \u0259n dadl\u0131 t\u00f6hf\u0259,<br \/>\n\u018fn l\u0259zz\u0259tli bar qay\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\nTanr\u0131, insaf\u0131na \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 bahar qay\u0131d\u0131r. <\/p>\n<p>D\u00d6ND\u00dcM<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259n q\u0131raqda h\u0259yat yox,<br \/>\nDes\u0259l\u0259r d vard\u0131 \u2013 d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nQa\u00e7d\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n l\u0259zz\u0259ti,<br \/>\nDama\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dad\u0131, d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nN\u0259 cadular, n\u0259 ovsunlar,<br \/>\nG\u00fccl\u0259ri yox, saxlas\u0131nlar.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l oyunlar,<br \/>\n\u018fyl\u0259nc\u0259l\u0259r yordu, d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<br \/>\nBir n\u0259f\u0259s qalmad\u0131 canda,<br \/>\nD\u00f6rd b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fcm dar\u0131xanda \u2013<br \/>\nQol bir yanda, ba\u015f bir anda<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259m \u2013 m\u0259\u011flub ordu, d\u00f6nd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>GET<br \/>\n\u00ab- N\u0259 olar, qal da bir az<br \/>\n&#8211; Burda n\u0259 var ki, qal\u0131m\u00bb.<br \/>\n\u00abSa\u011f ol\u00bb dem\u0259, vida etm\u0259,<br \/>\nZamand\u0131sa, vaxtd\u0131sa, get.<br \/>\nGetm\u0259yini g\u0259r\u0259kliyi<br \/>\nQalma\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7oxdusa, get.<br \/>\nBir m\u0259n qal\u0131m, bir d\u0259rd-s\u0259rim<br \/>\nH\u0259d\u0259r oldu \u00e7\u0259kdikl\u0259rim.<br \/>\nP\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131yla dedikl\u0259rim<br \/>\nYadda\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131sa, get.<br \/>\nQaysaqlanar yen\u0259 yaram,<br \/>\nS\u0131zlamaram, a\u011flamaram<br \/>\nS\u0259ni yoldan saxlamaram \u2013<br \/>\nSoldusa get, sa\u011fd\u0131sa get.<br \/>\nBir s\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnl\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131yd\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nl\u0259 m\u0259nal\u0131yd\u0131<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259na yoxdusa, get.<\/p>\n<p>RUS QARISI<\/p>\n<p>Bird\u0259n, s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,<br \/>\nsif\u0259tind\u0259ki<br \/>\nAl\u0131\u015fan, parlayan at\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u00c7iynind\u0259 b\u0259rq vuran qanadlar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n boylanan G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fc q\u0259lbind\u0259ki bu davan\u0131 o,<br \/>\nDuydu uzaqdanca bu havan\u0131 o.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 h\u0259r qeyl\u00fc-qal\u0131m\u0131 bildi.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6rmd\u0259n hal\u0131m\u0131 bildi.<br \/>\nBildi ki, ruhumun s\u0259ns\u0259n yar\u0131s\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n h\u0259ssas imi\u015f<br \/>\nbir rus qar\u0131s\u0131.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00e7ox sev n\u0259 olar<br \/>\nS\u0259n el\u0259 ist\u0259 ki, burda qalmay\u0131m<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259ksin maqnit kimi \u00fcr\u0259yin m\u0259ni<br \/>\nG\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb Sibirin bu \u015faxtas\u0131ndan<br \/>\nQ\u0131zd\u0131rs\u0131n, isitsin ist\u0259yin m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nDayana bilm\u0259yim,<br \/>\nqala bilm\u0259yim<br \/>\nV\u0259h\u015fi t\u0259k dar\u0131x\u0131b qa\u00e7\u0131m yan\u0131na<br \/>\nS\u00f6y\u00fcb bu \u015faxtaya, soyu\u011fa, qara<br \/>\nSonra t\u0259pik vurub bu \u015fampanlara<br \/>\nTullan\u0131b da \u00abarx\u0131\u00bb qa\u00e7\u0131m yan\u0131na.<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259n \u00e7ox ist\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00e7ox sev n\u0259 olar.<\/p>\n<p>SAATIM QURULUB S\u018fN\u0130N VAXTINLA<\/p>\n<p>Saat\u0131m qurulub s\u0259nin vaxt\u0131nla<br \/>\nM\u0259nim g\u00fcnortamd\u0131 s\u0259nin s\u0259h\u0259rin<br \/>\nYerini bilir\u0259m saata bax\u0131b<br \/>\nHaras\u0131ndasansa qoca \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin.<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m yuxudan oyanma\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m yuyunub daranma\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nO rus qar\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7ay verm\u0259yini,<br \/>\nEvd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yol getm\u0259yini<br \/>\nM\u0259n burda m\u0259\u015f\u011fulam<br \/>\nh\u0259r add\u0131m\u0131nla \u2013<br \/>\nSaat\u0131m qurulub s\u0259nin<br \/>\nvaxt\u0131nla.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nsiz qald\u0131m, q\u0259lbimin<br \/>\nArtd\u0131 q\u0259mi \u2013 dar\u0131xd\u0131m.<br \/>\nYan\u0131na qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nYetdi d\u0259mi \u2013 dar\u0131xd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u0130nsaf\u0131 yox gec\u0259nin<br \/>\nQ\u0259rib, soyuq gec\u0259nin<br \/>\nOyanaraq gec\u0259nin<br \/>\nBir al\u0259mi \u2013 dar\u0131xd\u0131m.<br \/>\nYer s\u0131xd\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259,<br \/>\nD\u0259rd axd\u0131 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259<br \/>\nDar\u0131xd\u0131m bird\u0259n-bir\u0259<br \/>\nV\u0259h\u015fi kimi dar\u0131xd\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid 1964-c\u00fc il avqust ay\u0131n\u0131n 21-d\u0259 A\u011fcab\u0259di rayonunda anadan olub. 1979-cu il\u0259d\u0259k A\u011fdam \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131b, h\u0259min vaxtdan Bak\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb. 1988-ci ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin jurnalistika fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib. 1985-ci ild\u0259n &#8220;Elm v\u0259 h\u0259yat&#8221; jurnal\u0131nda korrektor kimi \u0259m\u0259k f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131b, sonra 1990-c\u0131 il\u0259d\u0259k h\u0259min jurnal\u0131n m\u00fcxbiri i\u015fl\u0259yib. 1990-1991-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan B\u0259dii T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259bi \u018flaq\u0259l\u0259r M\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 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